After those two toss-up weekends, I thought we were going to have a better tomorrow. But apparently I thought too much. After the tossed weekend, there will be no better tomorrow, only a more tossed Monday. That day, I heard the fat man say that Qiu Qingye watched us sleep so deeply one by one, and after getting up, he didn't disturb us and left. But he didn't expect that Mr. Lu would suddenly attack the villa. Before Qiu Qingye left, he did not forget to give the last person a year-end bonus cash red envelope of 10,000 yuan. Behind the red envelope is he personally wrote, I hope your efforts in the future will not be in vain, come on.

While everyone was still intoxicated and immersed in the joy of pie in the sky, the second Monday, the morning meeting of the week. Mr. Lu officially proposed that the dormitory would implement a fee system. He had already taken a look at the office in another office building in the city center before he handed over to Akikiyono, and he would move out of here with us after the new year. It is said that it is a new office location, and it is more convenient to go anywhere if there is a case. He stressed that a new place requires a lot of money to prepare new supplies, etc., and that moving away from a place closer to the city center means that more money is needed. He said that Qiu Qingye was rich in wealth, and he was just starting from scratch. Therefore, in view of the humanitarian spirit, only welfare can be achieved, that is, half of the subsidy for the accommodation of outsiders. If the people of the city want to live, they have to pay one-third of the cost of renting a house in Shanghai. He said righteously, it is because Qiu Qingye is too good to us, so we become indiscriminate and too lazy for a day. He also said that we are all young people, the hope of the new generation of the motherland, and now we should put more energy into our careers. Instead of falling in love at this age. In order to spur us on us to start stressing us now, to make us feel the fear of competition in the big city, he also gave us an analogy like a schoolboy brainwashing, saying that Shanghai is like a place where we have stepped into the beast area. Once you let your guard down, if you are cowardly, if you don't fight, you will be eaten by the tiger in front of you. said so many high-sounding words, in fact, we all know in our hearts, first, he really slammed the door, and second, Lu always felt uncomfortable because he saw the appearance of Park Xiurong and Yu Tian Li Zhong that day, and wanted to give us a dismount. Let us know that we can't be as careless as we were before. Compared with Qiu Qingye, Mr. Lu is a businessman, and it doesn't matter what the military spirit is, money and majesty are the things he values most. Even if we can't stand it and have to leave, he doesn't worry. Now that Shanghai is a place full of talents, college students are graduating one after another, are you still afraid that you can't find someone to do things? Although everyone discussed it in private, no one dared to openly raise objections. Some local colleagues in Shanghai had to choose to get up earlier in the morning and take the car to the company. Everyone in the field planned to go to see the environment first, and decided whether to live in the dormitory.

Before you know it, it's time for the New Year. Mr. Lu asked people in the company who are not from Shanghai to go home early and come back early, so as to avoid delaying the progress of the work on the grounds that they can't buy tickets. His reason really made his human touch directly negative in our hearts. We are deeply aware that the good days brought to me by Qiu Qingye are really a thing of the past, and Xiao and I only went back to Chongqing for just five days before meeting at the airport with our luggage. A few years ago, Mr. Lu only gave everyone a 500 New Year's red envelope. Looking at the New Year's red envelope, which was twice as small as usual, no matter how much everyone scolded in their hearts, they could only smile and thank Mr. Lu for taking care of the employees.

Park so-young's mother took her back to South Korea the next day after hearing about her from Mr. Lu. After the Chinese New Year, there is no letter whether he will come back or not. I only have her mobile phone number in Shanghai. WeChat could not reach her. I didn't plan to ask Mr. Lu, so I had to wait for her to contact me

When we returned to the company again, we went to work in the third year of junior high school, and there were less than eight people in the company including the security guards and cleaning aunts. The office is deserted, and it looks like there is nothing to do. But everyone's hands are already piling up a pile of cases.

The weather in February is still very cold, but Lu Ting's approach makes our hearts even colder, and everyone is working with emotions. And I couldn't escape, Mr. Lu piled up a large number of previous planning cases and some copywriting records of past activities in front of me. His expression was no longer as kind and kind as before, he stretched out his index finger with a straight face and poked one hand in front of my nose, propped the other hand on his beer belly, and reprimanded me like a teaching director, asking me more and learning more successful stories. He also said something meaningful. Probably this means that the company does not raise idlers. If I haven't been able to become a planner in the company after half a year, I will bring benefits to the company. Then I can only go to the front desk as a pick-up lady. At such a young age, he has to get a salary that is more than the rent a month and live in Shanghai. I didn't forget to add a sentence before I said that I was only going to give me three months. But for the sake of my friendship with Park Xiurong, and it was not a professional counterpart, it gave me an extra period of time, this time. I still have to juggle running errands for him.

I really used the sentence on the emoji I usually send to my friends, with a smile on my face and a damn look at him in my heart. From various comparisons, it can be seen that a good boss like Qiu Qingye is really rare in this world. Encountering it is a blessing in life that has been cultivated in the previous life.

Everyone gritted their teeth and began such a miserable life of tired dogs every day. The only consolation is that wages are okay and there is no change.

After a day in the company, if it weren't for the reminder of the screen in the circle of friends, we would almost forget that today is Valentine's Day. The fat man and the big tiger didn't have time to eat after work, so he ran away with his bag. Xiao said that a week before Valentine's Day, the two of them booked a booth at the bar in advance, and they still pooled the money together, planning to pick up the leaks on Valentine's Day. I smiled. Xiao asked me what I was laughing at.

I thought it was even funnier, and I couldn't stop laughing. Three minutes passed. My smiling face hurt, and I just looked at Xiao who had been looking at me in front of me and felt like I was insane

"He wants to pick up the leaks, and he probably picks up that kind of fake beauty."

"What is an Illusion Beauty"

"It's a girl who covers up some flesh on her body with clothes and has a good face, you think, Valentine's Day, which beautiful girl can be picked up, or she goes to a bar with her boyfriend to relax, or the kind of fake beauty I just said also hangs men."

"Oh, there's that saying. It seems that my Taoism is still not as high as that of Sister Qing. By the way, do you have any plans for the evening? ”

"I..."

"You single old woman probably don't have any arrangements, go, come with me to dinner." Before I could answer, Xiao Xiao pulled me to the taxi area.

"Valentine's Day, the two of us have a date," I was pulled by him and followed behind, and I couldn't hide the smile on my face, but I had to pretend to shirk it.

"Come with me, what a lot of words, I'm going to surprise you later"

Valentine's Day taxis are particularly difficult to get, but fortunately he made an appointment with an express train early in the morning. Get in the car. He didn't say anything to me, and kept chatting in the WeChat group. I blushed. Don't dare to look at him. I had to keep looking at the scenery outside the window.

Xiao took me to a high-end western restaurant in Shanghai. As far as the eye can see, it is the night view of the whole of Shanghai. On the day of Relatives Day, the atmosphere of the restaurant is also arranged with a special sense of atmosphere, which is very suitable for men and women who travel today, the ambiguous atmosphere, the pair of people who are so close to the body, I am afraid that if they walk in, the sprout of love has quickly jumped out of the soil. After walking in. Xiao Yu triumphantly showed off to me, "Look." This is the different levels, the fat man and the big tiger will only go to the bar to pick up leaks. And I decided to take a place here a month ago. Looking at the taste, the grade, and the feeling of the restaurant I chose, I can't help but admire my own artistic atmosphere."

"If you want to face you, I'll go to the toilet first" I got even more nervous when I arrived at the restaurant. The brain began to enter a state of euphoria. I'm really afraid that if I can't control myself, I will show a neurotic mental state. I'm going to use cold water to sober myself up, and I'm going to use cold water to cool down my face. Wait.... Will it be what I thought it would be?

"It's really lazy and pee. Get me the bag and my phone. Wait a minute, go straight to table 6."

"Okay" Looking at Xiao Xuan, I became a little shy and scratched my hair. Unconsciously thinking about the surprise in his mouth.

I trotted into the toilet and sat on the toilet all the time. I have a quirk. It's just that I'm nervous and always want to pee. I sat on the toilet and pressed my stomach, trying to get all the urine out for the next few hours, so that I wouldn't have to go to the toilet again when there was a good atmosphere.

After cleaning up my hands and tidying up my hairstyle, I practiced smiling before walking out of the bathroom. I just found Xiao Xiao when I walked out of the toilet, and within a few minutes of sitting down, I heard the high-pitched voices of three women behind me

"Brother Xiao, we're here, I haven't seen you for a long time."

I turned to look at the three women behind me, holding hands and stepping on high heels, like fans blowing in front of them, and their hair fluttering in the wind.

Jiang Yi, Lin Jia, Wang Qing. The moment I saw their faces clearly, I almost didn't move, the corners of my mouth slowly fell, and the inferiority complex in my heart quickly came out from the lowest level. I habitually lowered my head. There was a panic in my heart. Xiao Xuan got up and helped them pull out the stools one by one. A few people chatted for a few minutes. Xiao Xuan suddenly turned to me

"Hey, I forgot to talk to you guys. I've brought an old friend with me, and guess who. ”

"Your friend is a little shy, she has been keeping her head down, how can we guess if we are not immortals" I looked at Jiang Yi and bent his head slightly, and lowered his head deeper. Grabbed the hair from her ear and blocked the side of her face facing her. Jiang Yi still spoke so directly

"Hey, hey, hey, what's the matter, you, want to be mysterious? Say what about you. The one across from me. Do you hear that, can you look up? Xiao called me from the other side. I also knocked on the table with my hand, but my head was like a heavy hood from inferiority, and I couldn't lift it.

Xiao Xuan kicked me under the table with his foot, "What are you doing?" What are you doing? ”

I was urged by Xiao Yu in a hurry. I knew that it was not a way for me to keep my head down like this, and when I was thinking about how to say the first sentence to them, I didn't expect Xiao Xuan to come directly and lift my whole face from the bottom to the top with his two hands. My face was so clearly exposed in front of Jiang Yi, Wang Qing, and Lin Jia, and I looked at me with panicked eyes and three people on the left and right and three people with questioning eyes on the opposite side.

"This is~"

"You don't know each other anymore. That Xia Muqing in junior high school. It's the one I always bully her in and out of class."

Apparently they don't remember me anymore, and even when they hear my name, they still don't remember me

"Lin Jia, she used to live in a community with you. It's the one across the street from your mobile phone."

"Wang Qing, when I was in junior high school, we didn't often give you two bad things, deliberately didn't say the word in front of your name clearly, you all thought you were calling yourself when you heard it, and both of you would turn your heads to look, you forgot." Xiao Xuan began to talk about my connection with them one by one, trying to evoke their memories of me.

"Oh ~ Oh ~ I remember, it's Mu Qing. Long time no see" Wang Qing greeted me first and stretched out his hand. I nodded lightly at Wang Qing. Xiao Yu grabbed my hand and put it on Wang Qing's hand. He shook the hands of both of us up and down

"Oops, they're all old classmates, I don't know what I'm shy about"

"That's right, they're all old classmates, don't be so uncomfortable." Jiang Yi and Lin Jia glanced at each other and agreed.

"Yes. It's been a long time. ”

"Mu Qing, are you also in Shanghai now?"

"Well, it's not been too long"

"Jiang Yi and I are also in Shanghai, I was transferred to Shanghai by the company before the Chinese New Year, Jiang Yi and she were originally working in Shanghai, and we haven't been together for a long time. Wang Qing took advantage of the New Year's vacation to come to play with us. I didn't expect it, but it's quite fateful. A few of our old classmates are still working in the same city after all these years. By the way, Mu Qing, where do you work now?"

"I..."

Before I could answer Lin Jia's question, I was robbed by Xiao Xiao again

"She's in the same company as me now, and she's still as stupid as she was in junior high school. It's been so long since I started working on cases, and I'm still our apprentice. Help us run errands."

"The two of you are in the same company, that Shanghai is really small, not only a few of our old classmates can work in one city, you two can also be colleagues from old classmates, Xiao Yu and a few of us chat in the group every day, why haven't I heard you mention it" Jiang Yi looked at me straight after speaking, and interjected with a standard smile on his face that looked like seeing a customer.

I tried to keep my eyes on her. The voice was so low that I couldn't even hear it

"Hmm~ It's quite a coincidence."

Jiang Yi, Wang Qing, Lin Jia, and the three of them are Xiao Yi's classmates who played well in junior high school, and when they went out on a trip with Xiao Ying a few years ago, they also saw Xiao Yi and Jiang Yi contact. Later, I saw that she posted a photo of the four of them on Jiang Yi's Weibo. They used to be always at the top of the class, and I was always at the bottom of the class. At that time, Jiang Yi didn't like me very much. In addition to the gap in grades, there is also the fact that Jiang Yi also likes Xiao Yi, but Xiao Yi will prefer to toss me, Jiang Yi looks very unhappy, so basically except for the fact that she has to call my name when she sends out the roll after the exam, I have no other communication with her, even if it occasionally becomes a front and back table, we haven't said anything. A few of them have a small circle with good grades, and the others basically can't fit in, and a few of them are very good before their relationship. I didn't think that more than ten years later, it is still the same, and I am not surprised that they will party, but what I was surprised by today is that Xiao Chuan gave me a surprise that actually brought me over to their party. And I was so ridiculous that I thought about it for a long time on the way here.

Because of the festival, this western restaurant is serving food very quickly today, and I guess I want to leave quickly after this wave of eating. Good reception for the next wave. The four of them were chatting and laughing. I was eating there awkwardly by myself. I don't even have a phone to play. Can you hand me my phone, I can't find any time to insert it into their endless words.

I had to watch the show and look out the window until I got to the final dessert.

When Xiao saw the dessert served, he was still chatting with interest, and suddenly became impatient, he got up and put the desserts in front of us one by one, as if he had been waiting for this dessert for a long time.

"Ahem, cough, the next party is chatting, let's eat something sweet first"

"What are you doing, you're chatting energetically, what are you eating?"

"Hurry up and eat, you can't stop your mouth if you have food."

Xiao Yu cut a piece of cake and quickly stuffed it into Jiang Yi's mouth with a fork as she spoke. It happened that it was time for the performance on stage again, and the few of them finally quieted down, eating dessert while watching the performance, and did not stop chattering

When the music ended, Xiao Ying straightened his clothes, sat up straight, and began to speak again

"Hmm~, hahaha, uh~ I also ate dessert and listened to music, so the news I want to announce next shouldn't hurt your hearts"

"What, you're getting married."

"Fart, what do you say. In front of my girlfriend."

"In front of your girlfriend, who?

"Guess what, there's just a few people at the table anyway." Xiao didn't deliberately look at anyone. But he couldn't hide the smile on his face and deliberately sold Guanzi

Wang Qing and Jiang Yi turned around and pointed at each other at the same time, and said in unison, "It won't be you... ”

"It's not me, I have a boyfriend"

"It's not me, I'm still single"

After a pause of a few seconds, the two of them answered each other's questions at the same time

"Then are you with Lin Jia?" Wang Qing asked Xiao Qing first

"Yes, I'm with Lin Jia, we've been together, just started"

"Really?" Wang Qing and Jiang Yi screamed happily together when they heard Xiao Yi's affirmative reply.

"It's good to be you. Lin Jia, I thought it was... Hmm, hmm," Jiang Yi said excitedly while holding Lin Jia's hand. Wang Qing heard that Jiang Yi's words were not quite right, so he quickly picked up the unfinished cake in front of Jiang Yi and stuffed it into her mouth, Jiang Yi glanced at me while chewing the cake in her mouth, and had to swallow the unspoken words with the cake. Xiao Xuan finished announcing the news, and I watched him open his mouth and want to speak again. I finally mustered up the courage to rush ahead of him with my words

"Congratulations, now that you've finished eating, Xiao Lin Jia. Then I should bless you for this meal, and I should also invite my old classmates who haven't seen me for a long time to eat, I will pay for it first, and you can have a good chat. With that, I quickly got up and trotted to the front desk.

"Alas, Xia Muqing, Xia Muqing. You didn't 。。。。。。 ”

I hadn't listened to what Xiao said and had already gone away. Walked to the front desk. I wanted to scan the code with my mobile phone to pay the bill, but I didn't find my mobile phone in my upper and lower pockets, and I remembered that my mobile phone was still there.

I slammed my head hard. Looking at them in the distance, they were chatting so happily. I don't want to just come out and get myself back to that awkward party. Looking back at the bill and receipt handed to me by the waiter, I was really worried.

"Madam, are you scanning WeChat or Alipay?" The waiter's voice rang in my ears again

"It's on my head." There was a familiar voice behind me, and a figure stood in front of me. Lu Xiaolan?

"Lu Xiaolan? Why are you here?"

"Hahaha, Lao Xia. Surprised, surprised, unhappy? After I recognized him, Lu Xiaolan took me into her arms and slapped me on the back vigorously

"Ahem, ahem, you're going to shoot me to death, why are you here before you say it," I asked, pushing him away and squeezing his hand vigorously.

"Isn't it true that I have an uncle who has just developed a catering business, and this new store in Shanghai has just opened. I'm so good at coaxing people. My uncle arranged for me to come over and help him find customers. You don't know. These women have taken a liking to me, and have brought many noble ladies over for dinner. Now the turnover of my store is simply not too good-looking, oh, the fly in the ointment is to sacrifice my hue a little," said Lu Xiaolan, who pursed her mouth in the end

"Poof, I'm right, you skin, I'll say, the old will like it very much. How's it going, are you okay?"

"Get out, can you think about it and don't be so dirty, you, will my Lu Xiaolan be that kind of person, let me tell you that I rely on my own three-inch tongue. I'm the kind of person in the circle of friends who has good looks but relies on talent, and what's wrong with being liked by old women, this is also a charm, right, by the way, I saw you just now, but I don't think it's very convenient for you there, so I didn't bother you. What's wrong with you. ”

"It's okay, it's just that a few old classmates who are not familiar with each other suddenly eat together. A bit awkward"

"You come to dinner with your Xiao 㒎 Valentine's Day, you... Hey, hey, hey."

"Don't talk nonsense, Xiao Xuan is going to celebrate the holiday with them, and by the way, he just asked me to have a meal together... I turned and pointed to Xiao Xiao's table. Unexpectedly, I saw the three of them walking together. I watched Wang Qing holding my mobile phone, and it was estimated that Xiao Xuan asked me to come and give me my mobile phone.

"What's that. I'll contact you again, I'm in a hurry. I'm going to the toilet, bye-bye."

Lu Xiaolan took out a box from her bag. Slowly swallow and open. I watched them get closer and closer, so anxious that I grabbed the whole box of business cards and ran to the toilet.

"Hey, Lao Xia. That bunch of business cards are the same, Lao Xia."

I rushed into the toilet, found a vacant seat and quickly closed the door. Stay quiet inside. Sure enough, I still have low self-esteem in front of them. And they had very low self-esteem, and after a few minutes, I thought that they were probably back in their seats, and were about to open the door.

Jiang Yi's voice came from outside the door

"Today's Valentine's Day is really interesting, these two things are simply very interesting today, one is that you and Xiao Ming are secretly together behind our backs, and the other is that Xiao Ma will actually bring Xia Muqing over to eat together, Lin Jia. When did you and Xiao Xiao go behind my back and be with Qing'er?"

"I was with him, that is, during the Chinese New Year, the two of us made an appointment to go to a café every day, and then we didn't know how to get together, and I didn't know how to tell you about it after we were together, so I thought about finding a suitable time to say it in Shanghai," Lin Jia answered Jiang Yi's question

"I don't know how we are together, you just fool the two of us, co-author, your right time is Valentine's Day, it's suitable for sprinkling dog food, right? About Xia Muqing, did Xiao tell you about it in Chongqing?"

"Xia Muqing, I really don't know, Xiao Ming told me in Chongqing that he would introduce me to an old friend when he came to Shanghai, but I never thought it was Xia Muqing"

"It's not just you, who would have thought it was her. When I was in junior high school, I wasn't on the same level as us. I'm very surprised that she can work in Shanghai now, and it's actually the same company as Xiao Jing, it's a scary thing, how many years have it been, and I'm still playing this kind of bridge of chasing love for thousands of miles, I don't know when the requirements of the Shanghai working population will be so low. But didn't Xiao Xuan also say that she wouldn't even do the simplest case. I don't know how their company would find such a person, hey, I remember that she didn't study this major. Didn't you go to some vocational school after graduating from junior high school? I guess I still like Xiao Lan very much, so I tried my best to have a company with Xiao I, thinking that I could get close to the water and get the moon first."

"Don't talk about people like that, maybe it's really so fateful, and it's good that you said it was Lin Jia just now, how embarrassing it is"

"yes, I was embarrassed to hear it. Jiang Yi, you should pay attention to what you talk in the future, Xia Muqing is actually nothing, she is not a person with us, you don't like her, don't interact with her in the future, you are so unrelenting, it's not just Xia Muqing, I am embarrassed with Qing'er Xiao Cun, Xiao Cun can bring her, it is estimated that the relationship between the two of them is not bad, you don't want to be so aggressive, you don't want to be so targeted. And it's been so long, who likes a person at such a young age can still like it until now, besides, didn't you like Xiao Xiao before?"

"Hey, Lin Jia, I'm helping you. Okay, okay, I won't say anything after I finish today, but Lin Jia, there are some things I still have to say as a good friend. You should be careful with Xia Muqing. When I was in junior high school, Xiao Lan liked to play with her. Sometimes they ignore me. I didn't understand it at that time, her grades were not good, and she looked average, so what kind of popularity did she have. But today I finally got it. The rule of her success is persistence. We'll be busy reading, and she'll be busy with puppy love. If she could have studied more seriously at that time, her level would not be so low now, you and Xiao Xuan are together. Qing'er and I are very happy. But be careful not to be ruined by this Xia Muqing."

"Okay, okay, I know what is so bad in others. Why are you a senior lawyer holding such a grudge?"

"Let's go, let's get out. We've all been in for so long."

Listen to the sound fading away. I sat down against the door. It seems that no matter how many years have passed. I see them as a different person, and that doesn't change.

I opened the toilet door, walked to the sink, looked at myself in the mirror, and I took some cold water and washed my face. Walk back to the front desk. Looking at Lu Xiaolan, who was still waiting for me at the front desk, I wanted to smile and reassure him that he couldn't smile

"What's the matter, this is. Why is your hair wet, oh, by the way, your phone, your wallet, your classmate just sent it to you. I told them I was going to talk to them for a while, and they left first."

"How much is it, I'll go back at night and transfer the money to you on WeChat."

"Hey, just when the eldest brother invited you and your friends to eat today, look at your unruly appearance, is it a ghost or what's wrong, going to the toilet is like losing a soul, a ghost is possessed," Lu Xiaolan scratched my head with one hand and kept chirping

"It's fine. Today's festival, if you are busy, I will not delay you, I will leave first, and I will come to you for dinner in two days."

"Do you want me to send you?"

"No, you can work"

At the moment, I just wanted to be alone for a while, and I shuffled out of the restaurant with my bag on my back.

I didn't have a strong heart, and I cared a lot about what others thought of me, thinking back to what the three of them said in the toilet just now, walking on the bustling streets of Shanghai, looking at the city, and then looking at the passers-by next to me. I've been in Shanghai for so long, and it's the first time I've thought about this question, whether I came to Shanghai right or wrong decision, just like Jiang Yi said, is such a fast-paced and fiercely competitive city really suitable for someone like me who has never even studied in a formal university? My self-righteous bravery seemed to others to be humiliating. If it weren't for Aki Kiyono. I definitely won't be able to get into my current company. I didn't work my own, but I still live so comfortably.

Shanghai. How many people dream of the city. I still remember when I was in college, I watched my childhood with my classmates in the cinema, and Shanghai in the movie was so attractive to us at that time, we made an appointment, saved some money together, and went to Shanghai for New Year's Eve the next year. Just like the four girls in the movie, drink red wine, watch fireworks, and listen to the bells. Unscrupulously enjoying our existing youth. Even if we don't have rich friends like Gu Li among us, it's good to have a low-profile version. As long as it's in Shanghai. At that time, Shanghai was the goal for us with no education and no knowledge. It's a place where we need to do many, many efforts to get here. But today I really stepped on the soil of Shanghai. Actually, there is still no real feeling. Step by step. There was a burst of singing in my ears.

I stopped and followed the song to look into the distance, where a man was holding a guitar. It's just singing a cappella without a sound. Next to him were a couple of people who were holding hands and leaning on each other. Surrounded by people, he looks very lonely, just like I am walking alone in the pile of couples now, so conspicuous. I restarted my steps and walked in his direction.

When I got closer, I heard it clearly, he was singing Zhou Baihao's song Are you still afraid of heavy rain? He didn't seem to be here to perform, he sang this song again and again. In a place where there are not many people on the Bund, I sang this song repeatedly for a long time. Because his singing attracted a lot of people, but many people came and many people left, some people felt bored and left after listening to a few words, and some people listened to a song for a while, and also filmed him singing. Everyone stopped for him for a short time.

Are you still afraid of heavy rain Are you still short hair, boring afternoons especially love to tell fairy tales of love Are you still afraid of heavy rain, I still remember that it was very windy on the day of the breakup, but I can't remember the words at that time, love is under the heavy rain Is you me or maybe he is also him, no one is reluctant But be brave enough to let yourself go, don't be afraid of the heavy rain Don't you forget what we said in those years, saying that we should be happy no matter what.

Piercing lyrics. On days like Valentine's Day. Indeed, it sounds more rude, little couples who are enjoying the sweet atmosphere of this once a year. So I was the only one who went back and forth, sitting next to him and listening to him sing over and over again. He didn't care what the people around him were doing, what they were saying, he didn't look at me more because of my stop, the only thing he did was keep singing the song in his mouth. Later, people began to put down roses and change in front of him. And because I was sitting next to him, in the crowd, I finally didn't look so pitiful.

At the end of Valentine's Day, a light rain fell in the sky of Shanghai. I watched as the couples on the road began to hug each other, hold hands, and run to shelter from the rain. And he and I reverted back to the way we started, sitting alone on the steps, and the others were in a hurry to avoid the rain. Neither of us was in a hurry. At that time, I really felt like I had knocked over the five-flavor bottle, I rummaged through the bag, and today I was unlucky, and I didn't bring an umbrella. Some uncles ran up from the bottom of the stairs with baskets of umbrellas, and asked those who did not have umbrellas if they wanted to buy one. One of them walked up to the two of us and handed out an umbrella in front of the boy's eyes, "Young man, it's such a cold day, it's raining for a while, I'm going to catch a cold, buy you and your girlfriend an umbrella" The boy heard the sound, first raised his head suddenly, looked at me, and then looked back at the uncle, looked at him and shook his head, but when the uncle was leaving, he reached out and pulled his clothes, picked up the change from the ground, handed it to him, and asked him if these were enough. The uncle hesitated, looked at me, and finally took the soaking renminbi, found the largest umbrella from the basket and handed it to him. Seeing that the boy had bought an umbrella and was ready to leave, I didn't plan to stay any longer. When I got up and was about to leave, the umbrella that I had just bought by the boy appeared in front of me. I looked up at him, puzzled. He stood in front of me, tall, looking down at me. That's when I could see his eyes blocked by bangs. Eyes are red

"Thank you for always listening to me sing. You go back with this umbrella."

I smiled, took the umbrella he handed me, opened it, and held it above his head.

"The two of us seem to be the only ones in this city who are not trapped in happiness tonight, but you are better than me, you are not nothing, at least you still have a piano with you. You sing very well. Protect your piano. I hope I'll have a chance to listen to you sing in the future," I said, and I turned around and left. Run to the taxi district. But after fifteen minutes of waiting, I didn't stop an empty car. I looked at the sky and smiled bitterly. Since you want me to be drenched in the rain, then I will be lymphatic. I'm still so young that I can be headstrong. In the end, I simply got drenched in the winter rain and walked home slowly. When I arrived at the dormitory, my clothes had accumulated too much water, and I leaned against the wall of the dormitory and staggered to my room, leaving a large watermark in a place I walked by. I was shivering with the cold. The body is cold, and the heart in the body is even colder.

"Xia Muqing, you're back, you, you're coming back from the rain in winter" Xiao Xuan seemed to be waiting for me, and as soon as I walked to the door of my dormitory, he opened the door, stepped over, and stood in front of me. Rudely tugged at my hand and turned my body directly at him

"Hmm" "Why are you soaking wet? I'm crazy, did you really come back in the rain? Xiao took the key from me, quickly opened my door, pushed me in, and pressed me to the chair. I hurriedly ran to the toilet and took out a bath towel and a small towel, asked me to take off my coat and wrap it around me, and did not forget to wipe the water on my head.

"What are you doing in this winter, what are you stimulated? Didn't you make an appointment with your friend, how did you come back like this?"

"I got off the bus, I didn't expect it to rain"

"Then why didn't you ask me to pick you up, you don't dare to be so drenched in the rain in summer, and you still walk for so long in winter, what do you think? Are you trying to cheat on sick leave, or is that man your ex again, I was thinking about leaving early without bothering you?"

"No, it's just that it's close, and I'll walk back."

"I'm really convinced of you, if you want to leave, you don't see what the weather is, such a cold day, such a heavy rain. Like this, do you want to learn from the heroine in the movie, Sister Qing, you are almost 26 years old, older than me, or don't be so willful, take more care of your own body, okay?"

"Go back. I want to sleep."

"Yo, I can't tell. You're still angry. Come and I'll blow your hair quickly, your hands are frozen, and it is estimated that it is not easy to lift it up, you first wipe the water on your body by yourself, and when it is warmer, go to the bath, so as not to catch a cold when it is cold and hot."

I really didn't have the strength, so I didn't move and let him blow my hair for me.

Xiao seemed to be saying something, but the sound of the hair dryer in his ears was too loud. I didn't hear a word

"Okay, my hair is finally not dripping, is it warmer now?" Xiao turned off the hair dryer and squatted in front of me to look at me and ask me

"Are you done, I'll sleep when you're done," I replied to him in a calm and cold voice, trying to suppress my mood.

"You don't take a shower, you're drenched in the rain, so you sleep like this and you'll have to go to the hospital tomorrow"

"I'll change my clothes and go to bed later, you person who is in love, don't hang around in my room so late. Lonely men and widows, others will misunderstand"

"What's that, everyone knows, we're good buddies, you... Are you angry with me, I didn't even say anything to you and brought you over to eat with them, which embarrassed you?"

"No, I just want to sleep now, can you go or not, if you don't want to go, you can sleep with me" I stood up a little angrily and walked in the direction of the bed

"Okay, okay, I'm afraid of you, I'll go, I'll go, you go into the toilet to change into pajamas, I'll see that I'll leave after you change" Xiao handed me the pajamas next to my pillow.

I took it to the toilet and quickly changed it, and came out to look at him. Shouted at him in a flaming tone, "Okay?"

"Okay, I'm sorry for you today, you're my big brother. You sleep like this, you're sick, it's not just bothering me, who do you think cares about you, I'm leaving, sleep by yourself"

Xiao Xuan walked out of my dormitory while chattering. Watching him close the door, I leaned straight onto the bed. I looked at the mess in the room. Today, I'm really tired. My self-esteem was so much that I didn't know what it meant to stay in Shanghai. Xiao 㒎. Is it that you never wanted to be with me, just like I never did to forget you. The two of us never changed our minds about each other. Is it destined for this life, I just can't be with you. I just don't deserve you.

"Don't be angry, I'm sorry," the phone on the desk vibrate.

"I'm really not mad at you. You sleep" took the mobile phone and deleted it and hit and deleted, I wanted to say a lot of things, I was very angry, but in the end, I still replied to him with an irrelevant WeChat.

"Then let's chat, I look at you, you can't sleep" The phone continued to vibrate.

"Good night," I pressed the word and threw my phone on the couch.

There are stars in Shanghai tonight.

I remember a song with lyrics that said, "I'd rather keep all the pain in my heart than forget your eyes."

Now it's time for me to run away.