Chapter 314: A Woman You Can't Want, A Shameless Man
The sun in the distance hung on the edge of the grassland, very low, and in the black line formed by the beast tide, many demon beasts that could fly flew out, blocking the light, and the sky and earth gradually darkened.
On the high platform of the mausoleum, in the green sycamore leaves, the shadows are mottled, falling on them, as if the night has come in advance.
Night often symbolizes death and end, but many times it also represents safety. Under the cover of night, people dare to do things that they usually dare not do, dare to reveal feelings that they usually dare not show, and dare to say many things that are usually inconvenient to say.
Those words are often true, and they are all true.
At this point, they could no longer see each other's faces clearly, and could only see each other's eyes. The good thing is that their eyes are clean and bright. Chen Changsheng looked at her eyes and was silent for a long time, and suddenly said, "Actually, I have something to deceive you. ”
Xu Yourong was a little surprised, and asked softly, "What's the matter?"
Chen Changsheng didn't answer directly, and said, "The reason why I chose to lie to you at that time was because ...... I have a marriage contract. ”
He felt a lot more relaxed when he said that, and he knew for sure why he felt so relaxed.
After Xu Yourong heard this, he was silent for a long time, I don't know why, I feel a little lost, but I don't know why I am lost.
Once courage is taken out of the bag, it begins to bloom with countless brilliance and edges, and it is difficult to put it back in the bag, and it is difficult to make it dull again.
Chen Changsheng looked into her eyes and continued: "But I don't want to marry her, I will withdraw from the marriage." ”
It's a supplement, it's an explanation, it's a proclamation, it's a promise. Although nothing happened between him and her, he didn't know what the other party thought, but since he was tempted first, then he had to do these things cleanly, just like the senior brother said, only by doing things cleanly can you get a beautiful result.
Xu Yourong felt that his eyes were too bright, lowered his head, and thought to him a little annoyed in his heart, what do you say to me about this kind of thing?
And then, amazingly, she remembered her fiancé, who had tried all his means to marry her...... Yes, by now, she had to admit that her fiancé was very good, even better than she imagined, but that guy's scheming was too deep and too hypocritical, where was he as sincere and reliable as this disciple of the Snow Mountain Sect.
Why did you compare him to that guy?
She suddenly thought of this, felt slightly flustered, and asked, "Why don't you want to marry...... The woman?"
She asked this question because she wanted to hide her feelings, to keep herself from thinking about those things that she was a little shy about, and because she really wanted to know what kind of woman he liked and what kind of woman he didn't like.
Chen Changsheng was silent for a while and said, "My fiancée is very famous on our side. ”
Xu Yourong thought to himself, in the bitter cold land of the northwest, those families in the past have declined, what is the narrow-mindedness, no matter how famous they are, they don't understand.
She ...... Very proud. ”
Chen Changsheng thought about it very seriously, although he hated that woman very much, he didn't want to say too much bad things about her in front of other women, and after thinking about the words, he continued: "Maybe it's because of her family background, the environment is different since she was a child, so she is really proud, not that she is arrogant and arrogant, but that she is used to dealing with everything condescendingly...... Including me. ”
Xu Yourong has always disliked those arrogant and domineering young ladies of the family, and said, "You mean to say that she looks down on you?"
Chen Changsheng nodded.
Xu Yourong thought to himself that this person was so talented, so knowledgeable, and so sincere, that fiancée looked down on him, how proud and stupid he must be, and how bad his vision must be.
He said: "Actually, what I don't like the most is her pretending to be high-minded, she grew up eating whole grains, and she is not a fairy who eats food and dew." ”
Xu Yourong agrees with his statement, every time she sees those senior sisters and sisters who like the outer gate of Nanxi Zhai with white gauze masked, walking quietly and silently, their skirts not shaking, and they don't fake their colors to the world and don't eat the fireworks in the world, she feels uncomfortable, so she often sits alone among the cliffs, and every once in a while she has to go to the town to play cards and find some joy in life again.
But then, for some reason, she agreed to the engagement. ”
Chen Changsheng continued: "Actually, I know very well what she thinks, but she just wants to use me. ”
Xu Yourong thought to himself, it was probably later that he entered the Snow Mountain Sect and began to show his talent, and seeing that the future was limitless, his fiancée would change her mind. At the thought of this, she had a lower opinion of the woman, even a little shameless—proud, stupid, and bad-eyed, and she could still be saved, but this ...... But it's a moral issue.
"This kind of woman, don't do it, divorce is the best choice. ”
She looked at Chen Changsheng and said comfortingly, feeling a little sympathetic to his plight.
"Yes, I think the same way, especially now, I think it's right to get out of the marriage. ”
Chen Changsheng looked at her and said, this sentence is for her.
Xu Yourong looked at his brighter and brighter eyes, listening to the slight tremor in his voice, and couldn't help but be stunned. She was an incomparably intelligent woman, and she couldn't understand what that meant. Once again, she felt a little flustered, and more and more panicked.
She remembered that she also had a marriage contract, and she didn't tell him, thinking that this was the reason for her panic, but she didn't understand that at certain moments, her heart was too fast, and she was easy to panic.
The sky is dark, the sycamore leaves are fluttering, the numbness is getting warmer, and the high platform of the mausoleum is like night.
For a long time, no sound sounded.
"Actually...... I also have a marriage contract. On the high platform shrouded in night, Xu Yourong's voice was very soft, and if he didn't listen carefully, it was easy to be overshadowed by the sound of the green leaves shaking on the plane tree.
"Huh?" Chen Changsheng's voice seemed to be surprised, he didn't expect it at all, and then quickly turned as light as water.
"Yes? I see. ”
It may be that the emotion revealed in his voice is too obvious, and anyone can hear his loss and sadness, so Xu Yourong's second sentence sounded immediately, and the speed of speech was a little fast, a little hurried, but the meaning in his voice was very certain, and there was no wavering.
"But I don't want to marry him, and I'm sure I won't marry her. ”
The same is the explanation, it is the addition, it is the declaration, that ...... Could it be a promise?
The high platform in the night was quiet again, and after a while, Chen Changsheng laughed.
Xu Yourong was a little embarrassed and said, "What are you smiling at?"
Chen Changsheng said: "It's nothing. ”
If Tang Thirty-six was present, he would definitely add a sentence at this time, the ghost believes that there is nothing between the two of you.
Soon, Chen Changsheng came to his senses, thinking that the other party's situation was not necessarily the same as his own, or that he thought too much. He was a little curious, and at the same time a little uneasy, and asked, "You...... What kind of person is that fiancé?"
Xu Yourong said softly: "I have known him for many years. Although I almost forgot about him later, I actually knew him when I was very young, and I remember very well that he was a very annoying child at that time. ”
Chen Changsheng pseudo-Guangzheng said: "Little boys are often very annoying...... I'm no exception. ”
Xu Yourong said: "Anyway, because of something, I decided not to pay attention to him, but I didn't expect him to come back a few years later." ”
Chen Changsheng thought to himself, acting like this is indeed a bit of self-esteem and self-love.
"On our side...... The marriage contract is a very important thing, and this marriage is a marriage by the elders, so it is difficult to simply withdraw from the marriage. ”
Xu Yourong thought that he was a disciple of the Snow Mountain Sect located in the northwest, and our side in this sentence naturally referred to the Central Plains, and when Chen Changsheng heard it, he thought that she was talking about the demon domain where the Xiuling clan settled.
He thought to himself that the Xiuling clan had gone through so many tribulations, and now the number of surviving clansmen was very scarce, and reproduction was the top priority, and only intermarriage was allowed with the same clan, which was inevitably harsh, but it was indeed a little cruel to girls who yearned for love.
"Since it's been years...... Don't...... Your fiancé didn't get any better?"
"Nope. That guy's temperament hasn't changed at all, and has even gotten worse. ”
Xu Yourong thought about the cause mentioned in Shuang'er's letter, and the more he talked, the more depressed he became: "I have to admit that that guy does have a very good point, but ...... He also has a lot of shortcomings that are simply unacceptable. ”
This was the first time Chen Changsheng heard her voice so hateful, and he thought to himself that she really hated that fiancé.
"On the surface, he seems to ignore the world, kind and honest, but in fact he is scheming and long-sleeved and good at dancing. ”
When he said this, Xu Yourong thought that when that guy first entered Kyoto, he somehow connected with the Religious Office, entered the National Education College as a student, and through the struggle between the old imperial family and the Holy Queen Niangniang, he stirred up countless ups and downs, and also allowed him to gain a firm foothold in Kyoto and obtain great benefits, where can such a person be a country boy who does not understand the world?
Chen Changsheng thought for a while and said, "It's really not good to be hypocritical. ”
Xu Yourong said sarcastically: "That's not all. This person is still inflammatory, and he doesn't know what to use...... means, actually currying favor with a nobleman, the details of this, even I don't have the convenience to say more. ”
This sentence is naturally about the relationship between someone and Luoluo. Chen Changsheng said sincerely: "It stands to reason that I shouldn't say anything if I don't get close, but ...... This kind of man is really unacceptable. ”
As he spoke, he wondered a little, the so-called ...... What exactly is the means?
In his opinion, her fiancé is a more dangerous enemy than her senior brother, because it sounds like she is complaining and angry criticism, but as the saying goes, there is hope and disappointment, and her complaining and angry criticism does not mean that deep in her heart or that she had faint expectations for that fiancé, he naturally wants to know more things.
Xu Yourong didn't answer his question right away and was silent.
Chen Changsheng thought in his heart, could it be that the method was so shameless that it was unspeakable?
Xu Yourong was thinking about the letters from Kyoto at this time.
Those letters came from the frost she trusted the most, as well as Mo Yu.
In Frost's letter, such a scene was depicted.
In the library of the National Religious College in the bright spring, he hugged the young princess of the demon clan.
In Mo Yu's letter, such a scene was depicted.
In the dragon cave at the bottom of the well of Beixinqiao, he hugged the girl that the black dragon had turned into.
Yes, no matter how many shortcomings there are, they can be explained, at most they will break off the marriage contract and become a stranger, but not so disgusted, only these things, she can't bear them, and if she can bear it, it will be the greatest humiliation for herself.
"He likes to mess with flowers. ”
She described it as calmly and objectively as possible: "And they are all ignorant little girls. ”
There was silence on the platform of the mausoleum shrouded in night.
I don't know how long it took, but suddenly a heavy blow sounded, and then Chen Changsheng's angry voice.
"What a shameless scum!"
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(The chapter name comes from Leessang's famous song, I recommend everyone to listen to it, although it has nothing to do with this chapter, in addition, yesterday said that today is a chapter, but suddenly, as soon as the account is settled, it is still a short distance from the 140,000 words promised at the beginning of the month...... Frightened and frightened, I continued to write, the next chapter should still be old time, tomorrow it looks like I'm going to be desperate, tired, tears. )