Although Wei Li was suspended, he was not completely idle. The security of the barracks and the capital still needs him to supervise it every day. After all, no one can afford the second civil strife now.

Wei Li was afraid that Chu Luan would be cranky when he was at home alone, so he asked Zhixia and Luoyin to be taken into the palace, and decided to pick an auspicious day to give Luoyin a name, so that she could completely become his and Chu Luan's daughter.

Chu Luan was in the house, and when she was fine, she taught Luoyin to read and write, and to play the piano and compose poems, but she did not teach her female red needles and scheming.

After getting along with Chu Luan during this time, Luoyin has gradually accepted her, and sometimes she will be coquettish to Chu Luan, "I heard that Sister Xia said that you can martial arts, why don't you teach me to ride a horse and shoot arrows." ”

Her eyes blinked at the mention of this, and shone brightly. Zhixia always said that she looked like Chu Luan when she was young.

Chu Luan was noncommittal about this, and she didn't let go of Luoyin's request, but just pressed the person back to the table to avoid her learning words. At first, Luoyin could also be heard, but after a long time, she also became rebellious, and pushed people away and clamored to return to the palace.

The two of them quarreled like this.

In a hurry, Luoyin blurted out, "You're not good to me at all!" Ah Hua, who was about to kill me when we first met, I want to learn to ride and shoot, and you won't teach me. They all told me that you are not my own mother at all! My own mother was killed by you!"

Not only Chu Luan, but Zhixia and Lin Jiu were all shocked in place. No one expected Luoyin to say such a thing at such a young age.

"I'm looking for Daddy Jin, I don't want you!" Luoyin was clamoring to find Murong Jin.

Lin Jiu really couldn't stand it, so he lifted the person up and accused, "Who taught you to say that?" Do you know that if it weren't for the princess, you would have ...... long ago"

"Lin Jiu!" Chu Luan drank her.

She looked extremely tired, her face was pale like winter snow, and she didn't have much strength to speak, so she instructed Zhixia on the side to send Luoyin back to Qin Yuan first, "Just say that I've been unwell recently, and I'll bother her to take care of me for a few more days." ”

Zhixia wanted to say it when he came, Chu Luan is now married, it stands to reason that it is yes but wishes, why does his body look worse than before? Even if you have been injured before, you should be healed for many days. The only thing that can do this is heart disease.

"Girl, are you alright?" Zhixia was very worried.

Chu Luan pulled out a smile, shook his head, sat down on the stone table, and said after a long pause, "It's okay, I'm just a little tired." After speaking, he remembered something again, and instructed the two of them, "You don't need to tell Wei Li about today's events." I've got him so far, I shouldn't let him bother with me anymore. ”

Lin Jiu wanted to say something, but Zhixia on the side pulled his sleeves and stopped.

Luoyin was sent back to King Jin's mansion, and Wei Li also stumbled on some miscellaneous matters and stayed in the barracks, not until tomorrow.

That night, Chu Luan sat on the bed in a daze with the book of words bought by Zhixia.

Zhixia came out to patrol the night, only to find that Chu Luan's room was still lit up. She knocked on the door and asked, "Girl, may I come in?" ”

"Come in."

After getting Xu Ken, Zhixia pushed the door in, and saw Chu Luan wearing a single coat, only covered with a quilt below the lower abdomen, and smiled at her.

Zhixia took out a big piece from the cabinet and draped it on Chu Luan's body, and said without saltiness, "Girl, be careful of catching a cold." ”

Chu Luan couldn't help but think of Daisy again, Daisy and Zhixia's personalities can be said to be diametrically opposed, Zhixia is not good at words, but Daisy always likes to break thoughts like a little adult.

It's a pity......

"Zhixia, do you want daisies?" Chu Luan asked suddenly. There was a faint sadness and longing in her eyes, but there was a smile on the corner of her mouth, and no one knew whether she was pretending to be strong or simply thinking of her old people and feeling emotional.

Zhixia thought for a moment and said, "Yes, I want to." ”

Chu Luan closed the notebook in his hand, looked at the candle in the room, and said softly, "I want to too." I want daisies, I want jade slaves, I want teachers, and I want Yanran. ”

"The girl was ...... by Miss Luoyin's words this morning"

Chu Luan shook her head, she didn't care much about what she said to Luoyin, because she knew that Luoyin would understand sooner or later, and that wasn't wrong, Yanran was indeed there to save her......

"In the five years I left, I always thought that when everything was over, I would go back to Jiangnan, and from then on I would be at ease and be the real Chuluan." There happened to be a few moths flying next to the candle flame, they yearned for the light, and flew around the faint firelight, "But I still think too highly of myself, no one can be alone, I am more of an ordinary person." I couldn't bear to see Wei Li and Luoyin. ”

Chu Luan watched as the moths finally couldn't stand the heat of the candle flame, and fell one after another. The end of the moth to the fire is only self-destruction.

"But now I'm realizing that no matter what I do, it doesn't seem right. I don't want Wei Li to be embarrassed, but I still hurt him and was suspended, I don't want Luoyin to follow my old path, but instead he was used by someone with a heart, which made us suspicious. What do I do, and what do I have to do, to keep all the people I care about safe? ”

"Girl......" Zhixia didn't say anything big, she thought, if Daisy was here, it would be good to make the girl happy. Now that the girl is the only one left around, she can only comfort herself, "Girl, when the national teacher was alive, he once said that you are a person with great wisdom, but you have a delicate heart, and if you think too much, you will find troubles." ”

After Zhixia finished speaking, he felt that this was not like comfort, but like accusation, and immediately added, "I can't speak, which will inevitably annoy the girl, but I know that the previous girl has always acted according to her own heart, and I think what the prince likes should be this, so he will risk being blamed by the saint and help the girl get angry." ”

Do what you really want?

Yes, Chu Luan in the past, where would she care about other people's opinions, if anyone bullied her, she would kill the other party's house and knock out people's big teeth.

"The girl has suffered too many changes over the years and can't accept it for a while, I understand, but the girl must not give up on herself, you have never believed in fate, and even the great truths of the past and present lives of the Buddhist family are rarely cared about, you said, even if there is really a past life and this life, the person is alive at the moment, then the road under his feet should be walked by the living, which is not controlled by any ghost or god."

After listening to Zhixia's words, Chu Luan only felt that someone knocked out a gap in his heart, and a steady stream of warm current was poured into it, and he suddenly became brighter.

That's right, the road is her own, even if everything in that dream is true, the fate of the previous life has been written, but this life is not over, why does she think that everything cannot be changed, even if "Wei Li" said that he can't go against the sky, then how does he know that he can't fight with the sky? She is Chu Luan, Chu Luan, who bears the life of a divine bird, she can not only achieve positive results with Wei Li, but also be able to live a complete life with him.