Chapter 30: Surface
Regarding this issue, she thought about it many, many times after the accident in the Zhou family, and the big and small things she had done for Xie Yan came to mind.
Yes, she loves Xie Yan.
As for the extent of love, she can't say clearly, in the past, she would look forward to seeing Xie Yan, worried about whether Xie Yan was tired from work? wants to cook every delicious dish for Xie Yan and share his happiness and unhappiness with Xie Yan.
As for now, when she thinks of Xie Yan, she will have dense pain in her heart, and the pain is like connecting hundreds of limbs, and the pain makes her breathless.
So she tried not to think about him, not to think about when he started to calculate her, not to think about when his intimacy with Su Qianyue began, not to think, did he never have her in his heart?
Falling in love with Xie Yan and marrying Xie Yan was her own decision.
Everyone has to pay for the choices they make, and neither does she.
As for whether it is regret or not, there is no need to say.
In front of all the major rights and wrongs, the so-called love seems so insignificant.
It's just that if she did it again, she hoped that she hadn't met Xie Yan at Qingcheng University back then, she would rather ......
Never knew him.
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Knowing that Zhou Wanyu had to go to work, Mo Qing urged her to go back early to rest, and Zhou Wanyu returned to Xiziwan at ten o'clock in the evening.
It wasn't very late, but there wasn't a single light on in the entire West Bay.
Zhou Wanyu walked in suspiciously, did everyone rest so early tonight?
She didn't stay in the living room long and went straight to the second floor.
At the door of the guest room, Zhou Wanyu opened the door and entered, the room was dark, she was about to turn on the light, a figure suddenly pressed down, her hands were clenched, and the person was pressed against the door.
Zhou Wanyu was so frightened that her heartbeat stopped, and before she could scream, her chin was buttoned, and the next second, a hot kiss fell.
Zhou Wanyu reacted for a second, two years of husband and wife, she recognized that it was none other than Xie Yan who was kissing her at the moment.
She trembled and tried desperately to get out of the way.
But the disparity in strength between men and women, she couldn't avoid it at all, Xie Yan used all her strength, and all her struggles were in vain.
The man kisses hard, saying that it is a kiss is more like a bite, a kind of punishment and revenge.
Zhou Wanyu resisted to no avail, her eyes were moist and hot, and her tears finally couldn't be suppressed anymore.
Xie Yan was still kissing angrily, there was a sudden feeling of dampness and heat on the back of his hand, his movements stiffened, and after reacting that it was Zhou Wanyu's tears, his eyes tightened, stopped moving, and widened the distance between him and Zhou Wanyu.
got free, Zhou Wanyu opened the door and wanted to run, Xie Yan pulled the person back, locked the door, turned on the light, and did a series of actions in one go.
The darkness in the bedroom was illuminated by the light, and at the same time, there was Zhou Wanyu's embarrassment.
She folded her hands in front of her, her head hung down, her long hair covering half of her face, and tears could still be seen.
Xie Yan stared at the person in front of him, "What, a kiss makes you cry?" He spoke, his words full of sarcasm.
Zhou Wanyu pursed her red lips tightly and didn't say a word.
But it was her look of resistance that made Xie Yan even more angry.
He strode forward, grabbed Zhou Wanyu's chin, and forced her to look at him.
"If you don't let me touch it, who are you going to let it touch? Gu Xingyun? ”
Zhou Wanyu's eyes were incredulous, "Xie Yan, do you know what you're talking about?" ”
Xie Yan looked down at her condescendingly with his height advantage, his thin lips opened lightly, and his tone was cold.
"Isn't it? You go to work in the museum, Gu Xingyun has made a lot of contributions, you really have the ability to hook up with other men so quickly. ”