A long time later, when the topic of "how important it is to have an emotionally stable partner" rushed to the hot search, the first thing she thought of was Lin Xuyue.

However, when she left the store early the next morning, she heard the clerk talking about a customer who had broken the glass in his guest room and had several stitches on his hand after being taken to the hospital.

Jiang Ningyu was also the first to think of Lin Xuyue. But thinking that after she left the room and shared Chen Ning's business card, he also replied with a "okay", and seemed to accept the truth very calmly, and felt that he couldn't be so impulsive.

Before returning to the United States to finish her last semester of schoolwork, Lu Li came to her and asked her in the first sentence, "It's good that you don't like Xuyue to say it directly, why do you have to say it so ugly." ”

"What did I say?" Jiang Ningyu was very puzzled.

"If you don't say something unpleasant, will he cry?" Lu Li smiled wryly, "Forget it, since you don't like him, don't look for him anymore, it's good for you." ”

Linxuyue ...... Cry?

Jiang Ningyu couldn't connect the two together, thinking about finding an opportunity to ask on the way back, but he didn't think that he had changed the plane.

She had heard a term called "delayed grief."

At the beginning of the self-evident estrangement, Jiang Ningyu did not feel any special feelings. It's nothing more than going back to the starting point where they don't know each other and being strangers again, anyway, Li Weiwei has given up on him, and she doesn't have to deliberately maintain this relationship anymore.

It was only occasionally that she wanted to find a topic to talk to him, and every time she got a passive and cold reply, she thought: Ah, yes, they broke up.

She would also go downstairs to his company, stay far away, and stand for half a day. It wasn't until she saw him talking and laughing with a beautiful tall girl and entering the building together, no matter how tall and she looked, that she remembered that Chen Ning hadn't spoken to her for a long time.

She couldn't help but send another message to Lin Xuyue and asked him: Are we considered to be gracious?

It took a long time for the other party to reply to her with one word: yes.

And then she didn't go.

Originally, he didn't have the face to continue to bother him, Jiang Ningyu took care of it. Until the day of graduation, they threw their hats to take pictures, and a gentle and smiling voice suddenly sounded in her ears: On the day of your graduation, your hat will be thrown at me.

She suddenly had a sour nose, ran for a long time, and slowly squatted down and cried by the river where no one was around. Like a prairie fire, it starts to burn from the heart, and then those meaningless little emotions finally sprout and become a sharp blade that goes straight to the heart.

The time with Lin Xuyue flickered through his mind like a lamplight, and the scenes were ......

- Are fairies so popular?

- I will definitely do it if I like you.

- As long as you say, I will believe.

……

Bloody wounds were cut out of every scene. She didn't want to be like this, as if she was the one who was hurt. Obviously, there is no unforgettable past between them, it is all small emotions the size of sesame seeds, but the sesame seeds all over the ground also make people collapse.

Then she realized that from the moment she began to calculate the person who loved her the most, she also calculated herself.

The person who turned away from hurting that day was also herself.

She didn't cry when she was under the most pressure, and she didn't cry when she wasn't being forgiven by her parents. On the contrary, on such a happy day worthy of joy, she cried so breathlessly that she didn't get angry several times, and fell into even greater sadness.

That is, until a young foreign boy patted her on the shoulder and handed her an orange.

Suddenly, her eyes were red and she fell silent.

Probably, it will be good to be a stranger who has nothing to do in the future.

If there's a chance to say goodbye...... She must not lie to him again.

She took the orange and understood many things.

Later, she saw his return to China in Chen Ning's circle of friends, it was his birthday, and she sent a red envelope to it. He confiscated.

At that time, she was already determined to devote herself to a new life, and she smiled and blocked his circle of friends.

……

Jiang Ningyu never dared to recall more details at that time, and it still is.

She gave a thumbs up to Lu Li's circle of friends, and then clicked on Lin Xuyue's WeChat, and considered the wording for a long time:

[I suddenly thought that I had never apologized to you decently, I'm sorry.] I know it's been a long time, and you're not kids, so you probably don't care about it anymore. But I just want to say, thank you at that time, and I'm sorry for you at that time, I believe that good people will be rewarded. 】

After solemnly posting this paragraph, there seemed to be a boulder falling in her heart, and Jiang Ningyu breathed a sigh of relief gently.

Perhaps God dramatically arranged a series of reunions for the sake of this moment. The cycle of cause and effect is nothing more than to let her face her true unbearable self.

She heard from her colleagues that some people can't meet each other even if they live in a community, and some people can meet one after another even if they are in a different place.

So she felt that after that, the past would come to an end. Her fate with Lin Xuyue should also be over.

Before going to bed, Jiang Ningyu glanced at WeChat. Lin Xuyue didn't reply to her unsurprisingly.

It's time to really put it down.

She clicked into the circle of friends she had posted the wrong one and was about to delete it, but when she caught a glimpse of his comment below, her fingertips shook again and she changed her mind.

Forget it, it's good to be vigilant. lest you do something disgraceful in the future.

……

The next day, Jiang Ningyu was resurrected with full blood.

Sure enough, I didn't meet Lin Xuyue again. Lu Li didn't come with any information.

Jiang Ningyu, who thought that her life was finally back on track, was in a slightly better mood, and went to the Qing bar alone for a drink of two glasses before going home.

However, as soon as I entered the community, the strange feeling of being stared at came up again. She turned her head to look, but saw nothing.

Until I took the elevator upstairs, the cold hairs on my arms were still standing up.

Jiang Ningyu thought that it might be because of the wine, but her heart was always hairy, so she told Li Weiwei about it.

[Or, do you ask the landlord to put a monitor on the door or something?] The surveillance in your hallway is too easy to dodge, in case there is really a perverted stalker, there is a surveillance on the door to take a picture. 】

Jiang Ningyu was a little moved, and went to find the property the next day.

The commercial community she rents has a contracted serviced apartment, as well as a serious owner. Speaking of great luck, when she rented the house, she happened to meet a landlord who was in a hurry to rent and rented it to her at half the price lower than the market price, so this time she went to find the property, and her appeal was very clear, "I will pay the money, as long as the landlord agrees." ”

Who knows, the property called in the afternoon of the same day. When Jiang Ningyu came home from work, the door that the developer had uniformly renovated had been demolished, and the landlord directly replaced it with a high-level anti-theft door, with all the surveillance fingerprint locks.

Jiang Ningyu was dumbfounded, "This, how much does this cost?" "She's already worried about her wallet.

Unexpectedly, the property said with a smile, "The landlord said that the house is his door, and he changed it, so you don't have to pay for it." ”

Jiang Ningyu was happy to keep her wallet, but when she signed the feedback form, she inadvertently caught a glimpse of a surname:

Pro.