"I don't remember that, either." Xiao Yi looked up at the boundless starry sky and pointed in a certain direction, "I only know that it is Cygnus, the most eye-catching constellation in the night sky of the northern hemisphere, and the silver heart of the entire galaxy." ”

Jiang Ningyu looked in the direction of his finger, "Is that one all?" ”

"Well, that's Tianjin Four, the tail of Cygnus, and the Cowherd Vega on both sides of the Milky Way form a big triangle, every time I see the Milky Way, I think of ......" Xiao Yi paused, "People will meet many amazing people in their lives, but only the most dazzling one is worth remembering." ”

Hearing a kind of arrogance from his words, Jiang Ningyu smiled and said provocatively, "It sounds like you haven't experienced much." ”

Xiao Yi raised an eyebrow to look at her.

She sat down again, and said quietly, "After a lot of experience, you will find that except for yourself, everyone else who appears in your life is an embellishment. Those amazing people are just a little bigger embellishment. ”

There was silence. For a long time, Xiao Yi seemed to be touched by her words to raise the bar, and suddenly slowly opened his mouth, "I have always felt that people are constantly meeting and saying goodbye in their lives. Some waits can't be too long, and memories can't be eaten. ”

"There used to be a girl I liked very much, you guessed the name. We were junior high school classmates, and she played the violin very well, and she was famous in the whole school. The smile is also bright. Every time she competed, I would sneak to her city, but at that time, my parents had just divorced, and I didn't know what the future would be, so I didn't dare to disturb people. ”

"It wasn't until I went to the U.S. that I found out she was in Boston, a four-hour drive away. I took a lot of chances to go to her, almost every week, and then we were together. ”

Jiang Ningyu looked at him in surprise, but didn't interrupt, and listened to him quietly.

"We talked for a long time. I talked to her with the purpose of getting married, I liked it at the time, it seemed that holding the whole world in her hands was not enough, and when I saw her, I felt that there could be such a beautiful person in the world, until one day, she suddenly broke up, saying that I couldn't give her what she wanted. I couldn't accept it, and I begged to get back together several times, but I was rejected fiercely. ”

"By the way, I thought you laughed a bit like her at the time, so I often looked at you in a daze. Maybe it's because of this that your ex-boyfriend didn't like me and came to me to talk harshly...... Do you still like him now? ”

Caught off guard and asked, Jiang Ningyu panicked for a moment, and quickly calmed down, "I won't be a junior." ”

"Me too." Xiao Yi nodded, "It's quite sad to think about it, I knew her earlier and was with her earlier, but now I have become a stranger with no identity." ”

"Didn't you ask her why they broke up?" Jiang Ningyu asked.

"Why didn't I ask, but ...... At first she didn't say it, but then she wanted to say it, and I didn't think it mattered anymore. Xiao Yi said lightly, "Even if I later learned that something happened to her family, and she was afraid that I would be affected before I mentioned breaking up, I didn't agree to her reunion." Like I said, the wait can't be too long, and I squandered all my feelings in those three years. ”

Jiang Ningyu was in a sad mood when she heard it, and she always felt like listening to herself from his story.

She was silent, but Xiao Yi continued, "It's true that all feelings have been squandered." It's not that there are no girls who have made overtures, but I have rejected them. ”

"I know I might take another girl's hand and do the same thing as when I was with her, but I probably won't start a new relationship until I'm free enough. Isn't it ...... to be responsible for yourself and to others Why are you crying? ”

Suddenly, Xiao Yi's surprise made Jiang Ningyu subconsciously touch her face, and sure enough, she felt the coolness of her hand.

She couldn't help but look down at the blurry gravel at her feet, "The wind is too strong, and the sand is blind." ”

"You haven't put it down yet." Xiao Yi was stunned and said softly, "Try to let go, no matter how unforgettable the past is, and throw away those meaningless fantasies." No one in the adult world wants to accept a mess. ”

Afraid that she would want to get out of the way, he added, "I mean, at a certain age, everyone is selfish. Without so much infatuation and absolute patience and love, your inability to let go of your ex will dissuade many people. ”

"It's nice to be alone."

"The premise of being a good person is to live freely, don't you? You're just hurt and you've erected a high wall for yourself. Xiao Yi paused, afraid that he was too sharp, and comforted again, "However, time will smooth everything out, and you don't have to push yourself too much." ”

Jiang Ningyu rubbed her eyes, "Can I stay by myself?" ”

"Okay, I'm going to take pictures." Xiao Yi simply waved his hand, jumped down the hill lightly, and walked towards his companion in the depths of the hinterland.

After he left, Jiang Ningyu stared at the starry sky on her phone for a while and shared it with her circle of friends.

[I've been here, I've gone, leaving only the starry sky.] 】

Then he lay back and lay straight on the gravel floor.

The bright starry sky is desperately squeezing into the field of vision. Xiao Yi's words flashed through his mind one by one, and Jiang Ningyu knew that it was meaningful.

They are all people with extremely high spirits, and from Xiao Yi's perspective, they can somewhat understand Lin Xuyue's state of mind - in fact, she has already guessed it, so it seems more accurate to use the word "corroboration".

She raised her phone and clicked into Lin Xuyue's WeChat avatar.

On top of her sporadic self-questions and answers, there is actually a large confession of his care. But they all replied coldly, or refused to call.

Thinking about it now, he only thinks that his humble self at that time is ridiculous.

Jiang Ningyu slipped off WeChat and stuffed it into her pocket.

People are not gold or stone, and if they touch the nail repeatedly, a fool will persevere.

- At first she didn't say it, but then she wanted to say it, and I didn't think it mattered anymore.

The emotions that came to her mind made her eyes close gently.

But, yes......

It's still different.

Obviously, she is the one who has been kept in the dark and suffered so much injustice, why does she not even have the right to choose, so she has to persuade herself to live freely and freely?

She decided that she wanted to go far, far away with that person, why couldn't she do it?

If you think about it, her life has not been smooth.

What about the glamour on the surface, her parents who like to manipulate her preferences, the stressful student days, finally got through the difficult stage, got rid of the shadow of the family, and thought that she could reap happiness, but she was betrayed by the person she helped and was packed into that person's bed like a prostitute. If it weren't for the fact that he still had a trace of self-esteem, she didn't dare to think about what kind of situation she was in now.

However, Jiang Ningyu felt that it was not as bad as now.

(End of chapter)