Chapter 14: I don't think I love her much
Everyone tacitly forgot the fact that Lu Huaixu was still having an affair with another woman not long ago.
Lu Huaixu stayed in the exhibition hall until the exhibition closed in the evening, and Bai Mengxia's face was almost stiff after smiling all day.
Seeing off the last guest, she could finally relax.
When he was socializing with others, Lu Huaixu drank a lot of alcohol, and it was inconvenient to drive, so Bai Mengxia himself drove in the morning.
"You asked Fan Ling to pick you up." Bai Mengxia didn't really want to be in the same space as Lu Huaixu.
The painting was like a pebble, smashed into a calm lake, causing a circle of ripples, unable to calm down for a long time, coupled with the exhaustion of pretending to be in front of people for a day, she just wanted to be alone at the moment.
Lu Huaixu called Fan Ling, Bai Mengxia was about to leave, but he grabbed his wrist, struggled twice, and simply stood there, waiting for him to finish calling.
"Wait with me for a while." Lu Huaixu's eyes were fixed on Bai Mengxia's face, probably because of the wine, and his voice was a little hoarse.
Bai Mengxia didn't speak, but he didn't want to leave again.
The two of them just waited quietly.
Bai Mengxia didn't want to speak, and Lu Huaixu didn't know what to say.
In fact, he had a stomach full of things to say to her, to ask her if she really liked the gift he gave, if she missed him when he was not at home during this time, and ......
Can you stop mentioning divorce?
The words came to my lips, and I couldn't say a word.
Lu Huaixu was suddenly afraid, if he asked, the answer he got was not what he expected.
He had thought that the painting would be a surprise and would make her change her mind, but it would be useless if she didn't want to.
Her disguise in front of people, others can't see it, how can he not see it.
For so many years, they have been getting along day and night, and he has seen her laugh countless times, and he can tell at a glance whether it is true or not.
Lu Huaixu knew that Bai Mengxia wanted to hide from him, but for some reason, he didn't want to let go.
He didn't think he loved her much, and he couldn't explain his recent inexplicable behavior.
Perhaps, he has become accustomed to her presence, to the way she loves him, to their marriage.
He didn't want to change that habit.
Lu Huaixu felt that he was very rational and had a thorough self-analysis.
He turned his head to look at the woman beside him, only to see that she looked tired, her eyes were glazed, and she stared blankly at something, not knowing what she was thinking.
Lu Huaixu's big palm holding Bai Mengxia's wrist tightened unconsciously, she felt the pain, came back to her senses and looked at him with her eyebrows twisted, "Lu Huaixu, you hurt me." ”
"I'm sorry." Lu Huaixu retracted his strength, rubbing Bai Mengxia's thin white wrist like a soothing, but still didn't let go of her.
Fan Ling came after a while, Lu Huaixu handed him his car keys, and then got into Bai Mengxia's car.
Bai Mengxia: ......
She wanted to bombard him and get out of the car, "Lu Huaixu, you ......"
The man looked at her slightly sideways, his eyelids half-closed, revealing obvious drunkenness, and a bit of unspeakable restraint.
Bai Mengxia looked away, didn't look at him, twisted the car key without saying a word, and stepped on the accelerator.
I knew that he was like this, what was Fan Ling doing on a trip, it was better to call the substitute driver directly, and the cold wind blew for so long in vain.
Bai Mengxia returned home and took a shower with makeup and hair as quickly as possible.
After drying her hair, she threw herself on the bed and forced herself to sleep, not to think nonsense, just a painting, it was impossible to shake her heart for divorce.
But there was always an uncontrollable gentle look like Lu Huaixu in the daytime, as well as the ...... looming in his eyes Love?
Bai Mengxia felt that he might have listened to too many compliments from others during the day, and accepted some kind of hint, so this situation would occur.
The person Lu Huaixu loves is Su Yu, who was and is now.
Everything now is the result of her refusal to listen to dissuasion and forced it.
What's more, Su Yudu already has his children......
Thinking of that day, Su Yu arrogantly told himself that it was Lu Huaixu's contraceptive pill, and when he went home, he tested Lu Huaixu, his impatient look, and Su Yu's pregnancy test form, Bai Mengxia's nose was sour.
One by one, it is like a basin of cold water going down.
There is always a time when the lake will return to calm, and Bai Mengxia's restless heart will gradually calm down and become waveless.
The other corner of the quilt was lifted, and the back was slightly sunken in, and Lu Huaixu lay beside her with the dampness after bathing.
Bai Mengxia's body suddenly stiffened, and she was afraid that Lu Huaixu would mess around like that night.
The man stretched out his hand, put it on Bai Mengxia's waist, hugged her from behind, and rested his chin on the top of her hair.
Just holding it quietly like this, without doing anything, Bai Mengxia's jaw trembled slightly, and tears slid down the bridge of his nose and fell on the pillow, and finally disappeared.