When a person is chasing thrills, can he still feel fear?

The answer is yes.

Because Lin An is not a madman with a completely distorted personality like the 'Rabbit Mask Wizard', when the threat of death comes, the same fear will spread in his heart.

It was a very unique feeling.

He could feel like a normal person, and he could clearly feel his resistance to death.

I can also feel that I don't feel like a normal person, and a unique taste rises in my heart - "This is so exciting~~~"

This kind of stimulation is not chasing death, but can burst out the infinite motivation to resist death.

Lin An felt his heart pounding, it was so powerful.

It's so powerful.

This is......

The power of emotions!

Lin An suddenly felt the 'emotional power' of the so-called wizard, he raised his hand in amazement, and waved it gently, feeling as if he had moved something.

It was as if the whole world had become something wonderful in front of me, rippling as my fingertips shook.

It's amazing.

Obviously, he could still feel that the spirituality of the 'Rabbit Mask Wizard' carried a lot of memories, emotions, desires, and all other spiritual powers, washing and affecting him......

Obviously, he could still feel that the feeling of depression brought by Chen Xinfan's 'sudden decoction' still existed in his chest......

Obviously, he could still feel that his born spiritual black cat was playing a game with the spirituality of the 'Rabbit Mask Wizard'......

However, everything is inexplicably different.

He no longer seems to be influenced by the spirituality of the 'Rabbit Mask Wizard'.

"It turns out that ......," he muttered in his heart, "is not about digestion, but about realizing oneself, and finding one's own strength!" ”

The chasing thrill of the Rabbit Mask Wizard is madly twisted, full of self-destructive desires, and irritated by self-repressed numbness.

However, Lin An's pursuit of stimulation is after 'suppressing numbness', but he is more and more pursuing the power of life.

"I've gotten through the throbbing period and become a wizard?"

Lin An had such an understanding, but he was a little incredulous.

The world of Red Light Purgatory did not regain its calm after the 'Kapok Tree' wizard mobilized the power of the giant banyan tree to take away most of the wizards.

As Lao Cao cut down a section of the banyan tree, all the wizards sheltered by the tree hole built by the banyan tree's air roots on it fell out, which also represented the time for the witch hunters to enter the harvest season.

There weren't many wizards who had died in the previous battle, and the corpses were all packed in a bag that exuded a cold aura.

And those wizards who survived the deliberate control of the Antler Witch Hunter Knights were carried like chickens, like cattle and sheep, towards the depths of purgatory.

Soon, in the howling wind, the red light became more and more surging, faintly accompanied by some terrible screams and wails.

Gradually, these screams and wails turned into beastly screams and roars.

Lin An looked in those directions in silence.

One could already guess what these wizards were facing.

The new-school witch-hunters didn't treat wizards like the old-school witch-hunters, but at some point, they were still doing the same thing.

Livestock grazing......

What is the essential difference between it and leek gardens and experimental fields?

Lin An felt very uncomfortable, and his heart surged with anger, resentment, unwillingness, and powerlessness.

He can't change anything, he can't even protect himself now.

He knew that not every wizard was a bad person, and that there might be many who struggled like him.

But what's the use of that?

This is clearly a cannibalistic world, where everyone is struggling in despair, and where is right and wrong.

Some are just straws that are grabbed in the torrent of despair, and then they are shoved under the water to support themselves, trying to float themselves.

Anger haunts me......

Unwilling to be surging in my heart......

But it wasn't like the usual wildfires that eroded his sanity.

Lin An pursed his lips and looked at this scene deeply.

In the future, he must have great power and not let himself become these beasts that are slaughtered at will.

In the future, he must have strong strength, so that when he is not used to seeing it, he can stand up in a chic manner and hold up a world for the people he cares about.

Such a thought turned into a flame in my heart.

The flames were very warm, and there was no burning feeling, which made Lin An feel more and more full of life power.

This......

It's the power of wizards!

It's not as simple as an emotional monster.

Lin An once again looked deeply at the surging red light in the distance, as if he wanted to completely remember this scene in the depths of his mind, and he didn't dare to forget it.

Then, readjust your breathing, get out of the deer breathing technique, and resume normal breathing.

Soon he was back in the real world.

Before he knew it, he had come to a busy street in the city, standing at the station in the middle of the zebra crossing, watching the cars whizzing past in the lanes of different directions on the left and right.

Pedestrians waiting for a green light on the opposite zebra crossing didn't notice him, as if he had been there all along.

After a while, the green light finally came on.

The electric car took the lead, some of them accelerated, and some of them in takeaway clothes glanced down at the mobile phones on the frame, and hesitantly clicked on, "Hey, I'll be there soon......"

Lin An walked slowly, and the pedestrians on the opposite side also walked over.

There are students with school bags, middle-aged people in suits and leather shoes who look exquisite, people who are quickly nibbling on buns, housewives carrying vegetable baskets, and office workers in a hurry......

Lin An looked up, and at some point, it was already dawn.

It's the morning rush hour.

The crowd is endless, no one can see it, and a world filled with red light is nested in the whole real world.

Lin An looked back, as if he could see the emotions surging beside the figures, as if a torrent more complex than purgatory, tumbling and complicated.

Step by step, occasional spiritual hallucinations emerge, but they quickly disappear.

Lin An has finally become a wizard!

After the emotional throbbing period, it is time to become an official wizard!

But the world seems to be more complicated.

“……”

He smacked his mouth, shook his head with a smile, and withdrew his gaze from the crowd, just staring intently ahead and striding forward.

After a few stops on the bus, Lin An finally returned home.

As I walked through the hallway dressing mirror, the black cat looked more and more real, and the 'rabbit mask wizard' in its mouth looked more and more spiritually fragile.

From time to time, he twitched a little, turned his head and tried to struggle, but the black cat bit harder and harder.

"Lin An, Lin An!" The ugly head bounced over, and a catapult came to the cabinet opposite the floor-to-ceiling mirror, looking at him with amazement, "Wow~, I feel like you've become different!" ”

Lin An didn't answer, but still looked at the scene in the mirror in a daze.

"Brain, you say, I don't seem to be any different from those witch hunters who slaughter others at will...... Right? ”

The head raised his eyebrows and smiled, "Yes, Lin An, you are a big villain!" ”

"yes......"

Lin Anle was happy, looking at the scene in the mirror, the corners of his mouth slightly hooked.

"Does that mean that I can live in this desperate and terrifying transcendent world?"

"I think so!" The head nodded sincerely.

"Heads, ......"

Lin An said with some emotion, "I have become a wizard, I can feel a big difference, the kindness and malice in my mind have become so real, so real that it seems to have power." ”

The head didn't speak, just looked at Lin An curiously.

In the final analysis, it is just Lin An's spirituality, even if he can feel a little more information about the spiritual world and aura, everything else he can know is just the same as Lin An.

"Of course, the most amazing thing is an intuition, or a sixth sense." Lin An felt the warm fire in his heart and narrowed his eyes, "I'm starting to have an instinct for wizards to cast spells. ”

Positive emotions of kindness turn into 'wishes' and become a very unique psychic force, which is an instinct to cast spells.

And the malice in his heart, Lin An also has an instinct to use it to do something.

He wriggled his head and said, "This wizard's instinct doesn't seem to be innate, it seems to come from ...... Thou? ”

"Me?" The head blinked, a little unclear.

"Hmm."

Lin An raised his eyebrows, "I passed the period of emotional throbbing and became a wizard. So I was able to practice witchcraft, and the most convenient witchcraft to learn now, and the most needed life-saving witchcraft, was this man's 'dizziness' witchcraft. ”

"I'm through the emotional throbbing period, so I don't need to have such a diaphragm as the 'Rabbit Mask Wizard' in my heart anymore, and I have to find a way to clean it out, or digest it."

"There's even a vague feeling that there will be other benefits to be gained by doing so......"

The head was stunned, "What are you going to do?" Something malicious? ”

"It's too slow to fight this mad witch little by little with the power of the heart, I can't wait that long!" Lin An walked straight towards the room and lifted the witchcraft quilt, revealing the suitcase inside.

"The situation is changing too quickly, there will definitely be a big battle in Shen Monkey City next, and I must get my hands on this life-saving witchcraft immediately."

"Dead friends don't die poor, bad people are bad people."

Lin An opened the buckle of the suitcase, lifted it, and took out the balance he got from Lao Liu from it.

Turning it over, he looked at the words on the pedestal seriously - 'All beings are equal in life, and life is exchanged for life.' Life has weight, and those with lofty aspirations live. - The game of life curses the scales'.

The head glanced at Lin An, and then at Lin An's spiritual black cat in his glasses who was playing with the mad wizard's spiritual tumbler, and took a breath.

"Are you crazy? Are you sure your mind can really stand up to this madman? Let me tell you, the power of the mind is not high or low, and the power of the mind of a madman is absolutely terrifying. ”

Lin An turned his head to look at it, and his expression became a little strange.

"Who said ......"

"I'm going to play a game of mind and life with this mad witch?"

The head was stunned, "Then how else can you use this wizard prop?" ”

Lin An squinted, feeling the underworld deep in his heart, where in addition to the flesh and blood fragments of the 'Rabbit Mask Wizard' dark gold idol spirit, there was another dark gold idol arm at this moment.

The sorcery that that thing represents, carrying a lot of memories, emotions, longings, and so on, is beginning to erode towards itself......

(End of chapter)