226 How can anyone curse himself like this?
Before he finished speaking, he heard the sound of Lin Xuyue rummaging through the cabinets.
"Is it okay to take the medicine?"
After a while, he put a pill in the palm of her hand, and his tone was a little anxious.
Realizing that he didn't pay attention to her explanation at all, Jiang Ningyu was silent for a while, and she didn't hide it.
She held Lin Xuyue's hand, stuffed the pill back, and said a little arrogantly, "You feed me." Then he opened his mouth.
Although he couldn't see anything, he seemed to know her Zhang Huang, put the medicine in her mouth, and brought the freshly opened mineral water to her mouth, almost standing next to her the whole time.
The familiar heat source is reassuring.
At this moment, his mobile phone rang suddenly.
"Hello?"
When I picked it up, I could hear the voice of a middle-aged man over there.
"When?"
"Okay, I'll go down later."
When he dealt briefly, Jiang Ningyu's eyesight gradually recovered.
His figure went from blurry to clear, and without warning, he met him.
"Who?" She asked naturally.
"A colleague has a birthday, send something over, I'll go down and pick it up." Lin Xuyue stretched out her hand and shook it tentatively in front of her eyes, "How's it going?" ”
Jiang Ningyu gently waved his hand away, "It's okay, you can go." ”
He was relieved and nodded, "I'll be back soon." ”
After Lin Xuyue took the key and went out, Jiang Ningyu went to the side of the induction cooker to take a look, a plate of braised pork ribs, a plate of fish-flavored shredded pork, and a plate of fried vegetables. Color, fragrance and color. Rice is still boiling in the rice cooker.
It's really like a little couple living a life.
He had been here for less than a month, but she seemed to be used to this kind of company again.
The home is deserted, but I am not used to it.
Jiang Ningyu suddenly wanted to go to the rooftop to blow the wind.
It was always known that this apartment had a rooftop. But she didn't expect that when she went up, there was still a woman leaning against the edge of the railing.
At dusk, the sky is drizzling, wool is flying, and the air has a fresh coolness.
Jiang Ningyu glanced at the woman several times before she walked over and accosted, "You also live here?" ”
in English.
The woman seemed to be startled by her, turned her head, stroked her heart, and said, "Ah yes." ”
The woman has an Asian face, looks like a Chinese, looks in her thirties, has exquisite makeup, wears a hoodie, and has a very capable temperament.
"Chinese?" Jiang Ningyu asked.
"yes, you too?" Realizing that she had asked a stupid question, the woman laughed to herself and said, "You can see a lot of Manhattan here." ”
Looking over from the empty platform and the endless open view, the bustling night scene pierces through the rain curtain and illuminates the entire night sky.
"When people feel tired, they run here to see and tell themselves that all the perseverance is worth it, and this time is the enjoyment of life."
Jiang Ningyu suddenly said, "I saw your sad face, what did you think you wanted to do." ”
"What? Afraid I'll jump? The woman smiled, "All the winds and waves have come, not so much." ”
As she spoke, Jiang Ningyu walked to the railing and glanced down.
The rain fell resolutely, causing a bone-shattering splash on the ground. Forward and forward, indomitable.
It occurred to her that this was the second time she had looked down from such a high place.
The first time was when she was in college, Shao Yunyi ran to the rooftop to find a short view, and she dragged it to the rescue, but Shao Yunyi still jumped - along with herself who didn't catch her hand. If it weren't for the air cushion on the ground, she would have been reincarnated a long time ago.
Even then, she was injured in the back of her head.
So she didn't guard against Shao Yunyi. Normal people don't talk about how to treat life-saving benefactors, even in the face of people who have saved them, there are few episodes of kindness and revenge. There are always more good people than bad people in the world, she firmly believes.
But it was such a person who made her suffer for three years. Even now, dreaming back at midnight, she still doesn't dare to think about it. Every minute and every second of those three years was painful.
But it's such a person again, and now she seems to be too busy to take care of herself, so she doesn't even have anything to hate.
Jiang Ningyu closed her eyes, "...... That's right, the wind and waves have come, and you are not afraid of death, are you afraid of starting again? ”
"You have something on your mind, too?" The woman looked at her in amazement.
"Sort of." She smiled, "I have a boyfriend who has been in love for many years, and they were originally talking about marriage, but they have been separated for a few years because of a misunderstanding. He recently came back to me and said he still loved me, but I think he was motivated by some kind of macho sense of responsibility, not by his lingering feelings. ”
Some words seem easy to pour out to strangers.
The woman wondered, "Do you know what I think? ”
"What do you think?"
"There are many regrets in life, if two people can come together in a circle, isn't it a kind of fulfillment?"
Jiang Ningyu was stunned, "But out of responsibility, can the feelings of being together last long?" ”
"Did you study art?" The woman asked coldly.
She suddenly laughed, "It seems like a lot of people like to ask me this question." ”
"Yes, I feel like you belong to the kind of person with a cheerful appearance and a melancholy temperament." The woman laughed and said, "I think that people who stumble and don't meet again have such an existence in everyone's life, right?" But not everyone can still come across it after a few circles. ”
"Time may have changed our appearance, smoothed out our personalities, and made us become strangers in each other's memories, but as long as love is there, that feeling will change from quiet to majestic again."
The woman's words were like that of a poet of crepe, and suddenly her eyes turned and she said thoughtfully, "And how do you know that responsibility is not another expression of love?" ”
Jiang Ningyu was also attracted by the messy footsteps, and turned her head to look at the stairs, but saw Lin Xuyue jumping over the pile of waste materials quickly, and the whole person gasped as if she had done strenuous exercise.
Rain and sweat mixed from his face, snaking down his eyebrows, his cheeks were slightly flushed, and the cold temperament was gone, but exuded a panicked, ownerless breath.
However, when his eyes met her, the man quickly raised a chaotic posture, but a trace of anger rarely appeared on his face, and he said, "What are you doing on the rooftop on a rainy day?" I'm afraid that my heart is too good to have a cerebral hemorrhage and die suddenly?! ”
Jiang Ningyu suppressed the little joy she had just given birth to, and frowned, "How can you curse yourself like this." ”
"Let's go home and eat."
Lin Xuyue had a cold face, but she still reached out to hold her.
"Then I'll go back first." Jiang Ningyu said politely to the woman.
"Hey!"
The woman laughed and shouted at them.
"A man should give his loved one a sense of security, it's not easy for two people to be together, just say what you need to say, do what you have to do, otherwise your girlfriend is so beautiful, but there are many people who covet it!"
"They don't have that chance."
Lin Xuyue replied indifferently and firmly.