Late at night, Lin An, who had returned from the antler headquarters, checked Chen Shuyun's situation and came to his own space with some silence.

It was still a scorched earth, like his mind after he had cultivated into a furnace.

Descending from the long mountain range, the wide plain was dark, and from time to time a breeze blew, rolling up a pile of ash and drifting in the air.

Only the small river that meanders down from the depths of the mountain still flows quietly.

Lin An found a stone, blew the ashes on it, and turned to sit down.

Before he could sit down, he heard a sparse clattering sound, and all the stones turned to powder.

Obviously, his indiscriminate bombardment of this place has completely destroyed everything around it.

He simply sat directly on the ground, sitting cross-legged, looking at the sky in silence at the somewhat illusory spatial boundary.

The ugly head bounced on the ground, chasing a stubborn rat that didn't die like crazy, and bounced at someone's head from time to time.

"Lin An, Lin An, what's wrong with you?"

The mouse couldn't help lying on the ground and pretending to be dead, no matter how much his head tossed, he rolled his eyes and didn't move, so his head ran over again with some boredom.

"I'm just a little confused......"

Lin An will only confide in his head, although after a period of time, his memory will turn into traces of the past, and his head will naturally know, but for him, his head is one of the few people who can make him feel relaxed in his lonely life.

"I understand~"

It looked like I knew you too well, and said happily, "You just ran to fight against the top witches who far outweighed you, so you just felt powerless." Please, where are you going, but people have been cultivating since they were children. ”

"Besides, can wizards be judged by age?"

"Don't look at the Chen sisters who are the same age as you, you feel like others. No, you go and beat up the lottery ticket and the old accountant, these two people have cultivated for a lifetime, and they are not as good as you for more than half a year, you can find a sense of superiority in them. ”

The head jerked down and grabbed the corner of an earthworm's head or tail, writhing and shaking it up.

Lin An smiled and shook his head.

He simply lay down, his hands under his head, his eyes empty and out of focus.

"An orphan like me, who has suffered a lot from childhood to adulthood, is also used to loneliness, in fact, I don't have that strong desire for many normal people."

"What I wanted in the beginning was to find my place in this world. It's to have a place of your own in this world, to be sheltered from the wind and rain, to close the door and ignore everything outside......"

Lin An's eyes were confused, his mouth muttered softly, his head quieted down, and he jumped to the side and fell silent.

"Later, I finally had a house and a place to live in my heart, and at this time I longed to finally see the world well, and I wanted to save some money so that I would no longer be busy with work and free myself physically and mentally."

"At that time, I knew that I couldn't ask for fame and fortune, so I gave up, didn't ask for it, lay flat, and I wanted to chase my personality and freedom in life."

"And then I had your eyes in an operation......"

Lin An turned his head and smiled slightly, "I haven't had time to say thank you yet, your eyes have brought me a different life." ”

The head grinned, "Don't say that, I didn't come to this world because you had my eyes." You know, spirituality dwells in the depths of the soul, where it's dark and boring, and seeing everything is like looking in a mirror, hazy and unreal. ”

Lin An smiled and looked at the night sky again, "Then I have the ability to seek fame and fortune, but my personality and freedom can't be so thorough, I have to adapt to the laws of society, I have to communicate with everyone in the project, and I have to make games." ”

"Everybody's thinking is different, everybody wants to express it. The tool man theory that the small boss said is wrong, no one is a tool, and doing a project is a process of mutual compromise, and then the work has a soul that collides. ”

The head smacked his mouth and exclaimed, "Sounds a little complicated. ”

Lin An laughed, "Where is there simplicity in life." ”

"That's right." There was a thud in the head.

"The transcendent path too." Lin An raised his eyebrows, "Didn't you find out?" This is very similar to the practice of a witch hunter, a kind of spiritual power under discipline. ”

"The psychic power of a wizard is more inclined to go to extremes, which is the power that bursts out the strongest emotions and the most extreme ego."

The chin of the head tapped the little beetle on the ground, and nodded as a nod, "It's the exact opposite force." ”

"Hmm." Lin An's eyes were gloomy, "The real society and the transcendent world, the witch hunter knight and the wizard, are all opposite paths. ”

The expression of the head became strange, "Andy, you are the one who wants everything!" ”

Lin Anle and grinned, "Yes, greedy guy! ”

"Still laughing! So you can't digest the 'hesitation' emotions in your heart. "You don't like to choose 'ambition', you don't want to choose 'twisted cruelty', what do you want?" ”

"That's the key!"

Lin An pursed his lips and pondered for a while, "Do you remember the wizard cultivation method I figured out?" ”

Hey, the head can't really tell, it has to look in the traces of spirituality, as if searching through a list with no boundless edge. The list is too long and too long, it's just too lazy, just give up.

"Digestive theory."

Lin Anke didn't expect his head to help him figure it out, "After emotions arise, strong desires are formed, such as 'hesitation' breeds 'ambition' and 'distorted cruelty'. ”

"Then the mind makes the guide, there needs to be a strong will, and then the body behaves in accordance with it."

"Emotion-longing-wishing-practice, this is the theory of digestion."

The head looked at Lin An suspiciously, "Since you are clear, why didn't you digest the 'hesitant' emotion?" ”

Lin An did not speak.

Because, he's confused.

In the real society's desire for fame and fortune and the transcendent world's desire for power, these two completely opposite paths are lost.

He is no longer nothing, and he can't just forget without asking for a word.

The game company's project is running, and there are too many people working hard in the direction of development that he presides, how could he not want to?

The same is true here in the Otherworld, with Antlers, Wizard Academy, Witches, Black Cats, ......

The head smiled, "Want to hear my advice?" ”

Lin An was stunned for a moment, and looked his head up and down incredulously.

"What kind of eyes do you have!" The head was angry, "You know a fart, this is called listening to the inner voice, understand?" Haven't you seen the movie? As long as the protagonist is confused, the character in charge of guiding the protagonist will say something like this - follow your heart! Listen to your inner voice! ”

That's the truth.

But once everything became visual, it sounded so weird.

Seeing that it was about to talk endlessly, Lin An hurriedly made a serious expression and comforted it, "You say, you say, I'll listen." ”

The head was satisfied, and his expression became serious.

Although its messy hair was bleeding all the time, its skin was black and bruised, and the dried corpse was swollen again, and the black part of its open mouth was still bleeding......

"Let go, put everything down for a while, don't think so much."

The head learns the tone of the wise men in the movie, stretches the syllables, and says in a deep voice, "Do everything you can!" ”

“Do your best！”

Good guys, even English is out.

6！

After finishing this, his head stared at Lin An with a wise expression, "So, get moving!" ”

Lin An was still lying on the grass with his head in his hands, and shrugged his shoulders happily, "Okay, okay, then what do you say I should do now?" In terms of games, I drew two spiritual portraits today, and in terms of transcendentality, I not only reorganized the book "Igniting the Heart" today, but also had a battle and actual combat. ”

"Forehead ......"

The mind thinks, well, it can't think effectively, it can only keep mobilizing memories of the past.

I don't know what it recalled, it looked at Lin An with some doubts, "Speaking of the book "Igniting the Heart Fire", when you faced Chen Xinmi, why didn't you release this scorched earth witchcraft and blow up the entire hillside, to this extent, she might not be able to stop it." ”

"I'll let it go."

Lin An waved his hand, and a 1.2-meter-diameter fireball floated in mid-air, exuding a dazzling light, "This is its normal state, every time it is cast, it is a distortion of the mind, such a distortion of power accumulation, completely igniting it and releasing it, it is the casting of the cathartic state, that is the extent to which you said that it blew up the entire mountainside." ”

"Then you have savings!" The head said he didn't understand, "It's like charging a battery.,It's always maintained in a state of catharsis that can be released at any time!" ”

Lin An looked at him a little helplessly, "What is stored is emotion, understand?" Maintaining this state of affairs would make me look like a madman. ”

The head disapproves, "Crazy?" ”

This......

Lin An recalled the memories of the past and shook his head, "It will be in a state of excessive excitement, and it is not too crazy, just like beating chicken blood." ”

"That's it!"

"What's wrong with being crazy, you're not a normal person in the first place."

His head muttered, "Andy, move!" ”

Lin An thought for a moment and nodded, "Maybe I should indeed listen to some inner voices." ”

As he spoke, he rolled over and got up, patted the ashes on his clothes, and looked at the scorched earth.

He actually liked the feeling of casting spells, extraordinary power, no one could refuse, even if it seemed so paradoxical and brought such strong side effects.

But supernatural power is supernatural power, which exists in everyone's fantasy and in everyone's desire.

He is just resisting killing, disgusted with the life of fighting and killing, he likes a peaceful life, and likes to build beauty with his hard-working hands. And the transcendent world is not good at all, no matter how beautiful everything in front of you is, it is like a castle in the sky, which can be destroyed at any time.

This is the reason why he resists the transcendent path.

The chaotic thoughts in the heart were running at high speed in the furnace, and the antlers pierced out from the top of the head, submerged into the spiritual realm, prying the aura, and the wisps of thoughts were constantly amplified.

Every idea of contradiction is being strengthened, and the contradiction becomes more and more contradictory.

The cutting is continuous, and the rationalization is still messy.

Thereupon......

Lin An put his hands in his pockets, looking at the scorched earth inexplicably, and a huge fireball with a diameter of 1.2 meters suddenly appeared beside him.

The surface of the fireball is rolled in a magma-like pattern, not like a flame, but more stagnant.

Chen Xin fans will think that the fireball released by Lin An is not like witchcraft, this feeling is right, this fireball is actually so similar to Lin An's thoughts, as if it is the reflection of the furnace in Lin An's chest in the real world.

It's round, it's round, it's round, and it doesn't spill any heat around.

It was extraordinarily bright, even a little dazzling, which was also a portrayal of Lin An's chaotic thoughts. The heart is faintly restless, longing, and wants to let his heart affect the world.

It's witchcraft, it's also a forge.

It is Lin An's perception of the transcendent world, which belongs to Lin An's perception alone, the perception of witchcraft, the perception of furnace skills, and that's it.

Shout~

The fireball whizzed to the side, slammed into the ground, and exploded, spraying the surrounding dirt high, and a burning smell filled the air.

It was the rat that had just pretended to be dead, and it had just managed to slip far away, struggling to dig a hole in the ground. But it did not escape fate after all, it flew up, in a charred manner.

(End of chapter)