There are still forty minutes to go for twenty-four hours, and the first order score in the background is 24682, which is almost that.

I finally had a good night's sleep last night, and my friends urged me to hurry up during the day, and then ask for a monthly pass.

From the beginning of the book to the present, I have never asked for any recommendation tickets, monthly passes, etc., and the main one is a desireless and desireless. Rather than updating, I want to have a good chat with everyone, after all, it has disappeared for more than half a year.

When the healing game in the last book was written to the back, it was very painful, and it is estimated that the readers who saw it behind could also feel that the mood and state of the whole person had reached the point where they couldn't hold back.

It's roughly equivalent to, going to work every day, all year round, zero socializing, no games or chatting after work, almost no entertainment, after dealing with all kinds of trivial things, watching suspense movies and related books, as well as various cases and eyewitness descriptions, etc. After reading it, I have to think deeply every day, to conceive, and to write down the plot of the day when I close my eyes, as if I am catching up with one day after another, and I am anxious every day.

In fact, I have a way to write very scary, completely from the perspective of the victim, to restore that atmosphere little by little, until the breathing rate changes, turn on the computer and write, but after writing, it is even more uncomfortable.

After finishing that book, I took the train to many places by myself, and then lived for a while in a small border town in Heilongjiang.

I had a really good impression of the locals, and on the first day I went to eat knife-cut noodles, my glasses fogged up when I entered the store, and a big brother who wore glasses directly took out a cloth for me to use. I don't know each other at all, and I haven't said anything.

After staying in Heilongjiang for a month, I was not slaughtered by a taxi driver, and the driver's eldest brother and sister Ga Ga can talk, from national events to history and culture, anyway, it is to open your heart.

I caught the morning market there, and for five dollars I could eat all kinds of breakfast in Juji. At noon, I ate a large box lunch of eleven yuan, the amount was super large, two meat dishes, a roasted eggplant that was more fragrant than the meat dish, and the eldest sister's pork was full of a big spoonful.

There is no scenery in the county, but it is very similar to the environment where I lived when I was a child, and I also went to the only Internet café in the county to rush down the waves, after six years, I played a game of Warcraft, and the undead who were selected were blown up by a medium computer.

Staying there, sometimes I feel that a lot of things that I couldn't put down before are actually not a big deal.

After leaving the county, I took the train to Harbin, and I didn't catch the ice and snow world, but I met my high school classmates. I haven't seen each other for a long time, and the two old men drank from twelve o'clock to four o'clock in the afternoon, and they were completely broken.

Further on, near the central street, there is a café called Canned Box, hidden in an old Russian-style building in a residential area, where I met our book friends, the owners are a husband and wife, very nice people, and the four of us sat there and talked about all kinds of Northeast ghost stories.

After coming out of there, I went to a lot of places, it was almost dark in the afternoon, and in the window on the second floor of Chow Tai Sheng's jewelry on Central Street, there was a handsome guy playing the saxophone, Jay Chou's rice fragrance, Zhang Xinzhe's love was just one word, and so on.

There were a lot of people watching there, and I was sitting on the road, listening to a very familiar rhythm, and everyone was listening together, and I suddenly felt happy to be with a lot of people.

After the trip, I returned to my hometown in Henan and told my mother about various things, and I spoke with a northeastern accent. My mom asked me how the food was doing. I said quack!

I started preparing for the new book in May, and until the original release time, there were five completely different ideas and seven versions, not all of which were suspenseful, sci-fi, and realism, but there were some problems.

I was happy at the beginning, but I was impatient at first, and then all sorts of things happened and the plan went completely off.

When I started serializing, the more anxious I was to write something, the more I pushed away the feeling of writing an article.

Probably when I wrote about the phobia part, I slept for almost three hours in two days, and the whole person fell into a huge self-blame and guilt, wouldn't it be better to write like this? Wouldn't it have been easier to choose a different version in the first place? Is there a need for change there?

On the third day, my mother couldn't stand it anymore and said that you didn't commit any heinous crimes, why didn't you let yourself go?

I said you don't understand, I'm going to speed up the pace and write out my settings before I hit the shelves......

But after saying that, I realized that the bad mood had come up, and I felt like I was stuck in that late healing game again.

I'm a rather paranoid and stubborn person, and I did dig into the horns, anyway, I resisted that emotion, and wrote until Gao Ming came out of the tunnel, and I realized at that time that I couldn't go on like this.

Not only the content in the book, but also the real self.

I should adjust and revisit it so that I don't fall into the same pit.

When you are making some decisions, you can also try to really listen to your inner voice, there are too many voices in the outside world, you should not ignore your own feelings.

It's a bit strange to write about this atmosphere.,I'm not finishing a speech.,It's not a leave of absence or anything.,I'm just just chatting with everyone.,I'll update normally tomorrow!

Again, as long as you are healthy and safe, everything will be fine.

If the mood is not beautiful, scold a few words, feel wronged, you can come here to chat together, if you have a birthday, Gao Ming will say happy birthday every time you use that photo.

Okay, good night, see you tomorrow.