Chapter 65: Opening the Heart Knot, the Real Clown
After singing the last short paragraph, Zhang Qian's tears stopped.
Because when she opened her eyes and looked at the many spectators below, even the professional judges, she was left with tears at this moment, and countless encouraging eyes converged.
She seems to have finally realized that the last part of this song is the real and most essential part.
Seem.
is also Lin Xi's real intention in writing this song for her.
Diligent.
Oh, yes.
Why should you be punished if you lose it?
She was not wrong in that relationship back then.
It's the negative guy who is wrong, it's just that scumbag.
She gave wholeheartedly, but in the end, she was deceived and bruised, lost everything, and lost the hope and courage to continue to live.
But why did she punish herself?
Can we let the grief all end at this moment?
Again, to live again for yourself?
I should, deserve to be truly happy, right?
I should probably take off my protective color......
After singing the song, the music stopped, and Zhang Qian bent down deeply to the audience.
Then she looked in the direction where Lin Xi was standing and bowed deeply again.
This is her gratitude to Lin Xi.
not only thanked Lin Xi for helping her, but also accepted her invitation to be a singer who was almost eliminated to fill the position; I also thank Lin Xi for the strength she poured into this song at the end.
She maybe, perhaps, still can't see it right away.
Immediately and truly come out of the shadows.
But there are some knots in her heart that the past can't be untied, and now she knows how to tie them.
She may still not love, she will not hate, or even in this life.
However, she wanted to take it easy.
No more wearing a disguised mask every day, no need to force a smile every day to conform to the rules of this world.
She should live for herself.
So.
After bowing twice, Zhang Qian wiped the tears on her face with her hand and burst into laughter.
saw Zhang Qian's appearance.
In the live broadcast hall, thunderous applause rang out.
Even if the audience in the live broadcast room watching online does not have the microphone to transmit, they can still hear the applause.
This applause is an affirmation of Zhang Qian's singing tonight, bringing a new song to the gods.
The applause is also an encouragement to Zhang Qian, hoping that she can get out of her grief and stop being full of despair.
I look forward to the day when she can be truly happy.
The audience who watched the live broadcast online couldn't give Zhang Qian their applause, but the barrage in the live broadcast room and the messages on major platforms also shared their inner touches.
"I want to apologize for what I said before. I said before that tonight's champion must be Hua Qianfan's "Joker". Actually, I'm a clown! ”
"What kind of fart "Joker", compared to "You Are Not Really Happy", it is not a hair!"
"Don't compare. None are on the same level, and there is no comparison at all. ”
"Compared with "You Are Not Really Happy", "Joker" is also a saliva song!"
"Zhang Qian's singing broke my heart, I knew that Zhang Qian had been in trouble before. However, how did Lin Xi write such a song? Did he encounter any difficulties before? ”
"Your smile is just a protective color...... I haven't heard one of the best songs I've ever heard in my life. ”
Why should you be punished if you lose it? No one is punishing me, I'm punishing myself. I want to go over, but I can't get over it......
"In this era, who doesn't walk the world with a box of masks?"
"I feel like I'm wearing out every day, I'm unhappy every day, I'm really tired every day, I don't know how to change, I don't know who to talk to, I really don't know what to do......"
"I apologize to you about my character. But when it comes to my love, I am the only one who is right about you. ”
"I've never felt so much about that song! Although my friends are urging me not to hang myself from a tree, I prefer to hang myself from a tree! ”
"It's my third year of high school. The college entrance examination is coming soon, and I have never been really happy in the past year. ”
"Don't put that much pressure on yourself. When you go to work in the future, you will find that the pressure of high school is nothing. ”
"I envy those who are handsome and good-looking! I may have low self-esteem, always as soon as someone approaches, I give my heart unreservedly, and the final result is abandoned without exception, and I also want to know what it is like to be loved! ”
"Upstairs is heart-wrenching. This damn face-looking world! Sincerity is often only disappointed! I've chased sixteen girls, and none of them succeeded! ”
"In fact, you have so many sad pasts, so many attempts, and it is not a good thing. The mother has been single for 24 years, has never been loved, and has not had the courage to chase anyone. To this day, I don't know the opportunity to love and be loved. ”
The barrage in the live broadcast room is scrolling.
People who have been hurt and have encountered difficulties can empathize with this song.
The feeling of being abandoned by the whole world, as if falling into the abyss of despair, will not be forgotten no matter how long it takes.
It's just that they can't say it, and others don't understand it.
There has never been a song before that can so aptly describe this feeling of despair.
Until tonight, when I heard the song "You Are Not Really Happy", the words came like a knife piercing the heart, and the tear ducts were instantly detonated.
So there are many more people crying tonight than in "It's Dark and Dark" brought by Lin Xibailu last time.
Even if you haven't lived such a painful past, and you haven't experienced despair to the point of numbness, you can still feel the emotions conveyed in the lyrics, and those who are full of emotions will be infected to tears.
"Thank you, thank you Zhang Qian for bringing us such a beautiful and shocking song."
The host walked up to the stage, his eyes were also red, and it was obvious that he was in tears when he listened to the song in the audience just now.
However, she is the host, so naturally she can't just cry and be moved at this time.
"Next, I would like to invite the songwriter of "You Are Not Really Happy", Mr. Lin Xilin, to come to the stage!"
In the thunderous applause, Lin Xi walked up to the stage and stood beside Zhang Qian, and gently patted her shoulder to show comfort.
"Teacher Lin, I'm sorry, I couldn't hold back and cried again." Zhang Qian turned off the microphone and whispered.
"It's fine. You performed perfectly tonight, better than any previous rehearsal. ”
Lin Xi said.
This statement is not a relief.
It was Zhang Qian's performance tonight that really moved him.
Although Zhang Qian couldn't control her emotions well, she cried on stage.
But in Lin Xi's opinion, this is not a flaw.
Although as a professional singer, immersing yourself in the song is the only way to really impress the audience. But if you can't detach yourself and are completely controlled by emotions, then you are unprofessional.
Because it would affect the integrity of a song.
For example, singing a sad song.
As a singer, he cried more than the audience on stage, with non-stop drawers, all kinds of broken sounds, and lack of breath.
Isn't that impressive?
The singer is not an actor, and he needs to use tears to impress the audience!
This can only show that the singer is not professional!
A truly professional singer who allows the audience to feel the emotions in the song and resonate with it, or cry, or sad, or surprised, or happy; At the same time, the integrity of the song cannot be compromised.
So Lin Xi told Bai Lu that it was best not to cry when the singer was on stage.
No matter how emotionally you are, don't cry.
But.
Like Zhang Qian today, there is another level.
First of all, although Zhang Qian cried, her breath was not really disordered, only two lyrics were slightly vibrato, which were not flawed, but made them more infectious.
Out of tune, out of tune, and even more completely absent.
This requires extremely strong singing skills and repeated rehearsals.
Secondly.
After crying in the middle, Zhang Qian sang the last short stanza, 'You deserve real happiness, you should take off the protective color you wear', and she stopped crying after this sentence.
It's like coming out of grief.
It's like a god's hand, and it's extraordinary.
Arguably.
Zhang Qian's performance tonight is no worse than the original version that Lin Xi heard in the previous life, as well as the Deng Ziqi version.
It's even more moving.
Because Zhang Qian has had the experience described in the lyrics after all.
Soon.
The conversation between the two was interrupted.
Under the introduction of the host, several professional judges on the judges' bench began to score the song reviews.
It was supposed to be according to the convention of the program.
Several professional judges need to comment one by one, and then they communicate privately before they hold up signs one by one to show the scores for the songs.
But this time, several professional judges directly broke the rules.
did not comment first, but for the first time, they took out their own scorecards.
Full scores, perfect scores, full scores, all perfect scores!
There are a total of six judges on the judges' bench.
There were no accidents, no communication, and all of them were given full marks.
"Whoa!"
Seeing this, the audience, the host on the stage, and several other guests backstage, except for Hua Qianfan, all gave warm applause.
Apparently.
Everyone was satisfied with the score.
It should be a perfect score!
"You Are Not Really Happy", such a quality golden song and such a perfect interpretation, if you don't give a full score, do you still have to deduct points?
If you deduct points, that's a joke!
It is estimated that after the show ends, the next day the Internet will scold the program team, and there must be shady!
As for Hua Qianfan, he naturally didn't want to clap his hands, his eyes and face were obviously full of embarrassment, consternation, and unhappiness.
But looking at the other singers in the room, they all clapped, and there were cameras pointed at everyone next to him, so he had to clap his hands.
The lyrics popped into his mind: 'The world laughed, so you laughed together'......
Madan, he's now clapping for the sheer sake of being gregarious!
Although his character is an innocent big boy, he doesn't understand the world, he is a creative genius, and he is ignorant.
But actually, he's smart.
If everyone else applauded, but he didn't, public opinion would be unfavorable to him after the game.
After the round of applause.
The professional judges began to speak.
The first to speak was Liang Sheng, who praised "It's Dark and Dark" in the last issue, and at the same time educated Wang Xiaokai to Liang Sheng, who retired from the competition.
"I cried. Yes, I cried again. ”
Liang Sheng opened his mouth with a hint of broken sound, his voice was very dry, and he had just cried.
"Before I participated in the show today, Lao Li next to me teased me, saying that I shouldn't cry today, right? I said that I wouldn't be crying today. ”
"But I didn't expect that Lin Xi would write such a heart-piercing song today, and Zhang Qian would bring such a heart-rending singing. I can only break my promise......"
"Just now, the judges have always recommended me to be the first comment, let me explain on behalf of all of them, why don't we finish the review before grading."
"The reason is simple. Our extreme judges have always thought that this is a perfect piece of work, and it is an impeccable live performance! ”
"It's the most touching live song we've all heard live this year! Note that it is not the program "Our Song", but in the nearly twelve months of this year, there is no new song on the whole network that can move us so much! ”
"So, there's no doubt that this song is a perfect score."
"Even, we're not eligible to deduct points for this song!"
"Although I, as a Hokkien native, from my personal point of view, I prefer Lin Xi's "It's Dark" written in the last issue. However, I also have to admit that from the perspective of live appeal, as well as the meaning and theme of the song, "You Are Not Really Happy" is superior! ”
Finally, one more word that may offend other songwriters and guests, in this competition, "You Are Not Really Happy" is a well-deserved champion! Other songs, in front of this song, whether they are good or not, no longer matter. Because, destined to only be a foil! ”
"Yes. There are no exceptions! ”
After speaking.
Liang Sheng handed the microphone to the other judges.
Seeing this, the host hurriedly made a round.
This judge really dares to say it.
Although you are telling the truth, you should also pay attention to the feelings of the guests.
But in fact, several other singers and songwriters were a little pimple when they heard Liang Sheng's comments.
Roughly speaking, it is still convincing.
There's no way, the skills are not as good as people.
It is obvious that they cannot deny the facts.
Indeed, Lin Xi's song is too good, and Zhang Qian's singing is impeccable.
Only Hua Qianfan, the smile that barely squeezed out of his face at this time was more ugly than crying.
In his heart now, he has a kind of experience of Wang Xiaokai's torment in the last issue!
The champion is his!
Before the game, he boasted about Haikou, saying that he wanted to bring a shocking and explosive performance.
Be a god.
I want to become the eternal god of the Chinese music scene.
Outcome?
Has God fallen?
Half an hour later, it became a foil? Hanged?
"Joker" ......
Now, Hua Qianfan feels like a clown.
In the last episode, he laughed at Wang Xiaokai in his heart for being too small and not knowing how to advance or retreat.
But at the moment, if he is on stage, it is estimated that it will be difficult for him to enlarge the pattern.
It's really annoying.
The remarks of the next few professional judges, although the angle is not quite the same as Liang Sheng, without exception, all praised Lin Xi's creative ability and Zhang Qian's singing.
It's all compliments.
The judge who commented on the last comment was a judge named Li Songbai.
This person is very old, and has been in the entertainment industry for nearly 30 years.
He didn't comment on the song much, but mainly commented on Zhang Qian, and asked, "Zhang Qian, do you remember me?" ”
(End of chapter)