Duan Zhan hugged Song Jiao and said apologetically: "I'm sorry I made such a decision without your consent, but I don't regret it." And I will never stop doing it because of your objections. ”

Song Jiao: "If you fail......"

Duan Zhan said sullenly: "If there is no way to control the concentration of the zombie virus in the end, then I will die with you." In short, I am absolutely, absolutely not going to let you leave me again. ”

His tone was ordinary, but Song Jiao could feel the madness hidden in it.

"I'm sorry. I'm so selfish, I know if I don't, you can live for three to five hundred years, but then I'll lose you forever.

I can't accept this outcome.

We have to be together for a long time, so I made this decision privately.

If the zombie virus gets out of control in the end, the system determines that your mission has failed, and you lose your chance to survive......

I......

I don't regret this decision.

Because I must, I must, I don't want to be left behind. ”

There was helplessness and deep self-loathing in his tone, but there was no regret or hesitation.

Song Jiao vaguely thought that at this time he was like the homeless dog wandering on the street again.

She had long expected Duan Zhan's approach, but she was still a little dazed when she heard it.

Duan Zhan has really changed......

He wouldn't have made up his mind so quickly before.

Song Jiao raised his hand to hug Duan Zhan and said, "It's a good change." ”

"Huh?"

Duan Zhan raised his head and looked at Song Jiao with some uncertainty, unable to understand what she meant.

Song Jiao said again: "You are changing for the better." ”

"Duan Zhan, you have to understand that I will not abandon you, and I will not be able to leave you.

Between us, I'm the one who can't live without you.

I won't get along with anyone else, I won't survive in the wilderness in the last days, I've been raised by you to have a bad temper.

Objectively, I am attached to you. ”

Duan Zhan showed disapproval, and pursed his lips nervously, a little scared.

Does Kyaukjiao have low self-esteem?

Of course not!

"Duan Zhan, in fact, I always thought that I was the one who relied more on each other between us.

But now, ...... I'm not sure.

Without you, I can't adapt to my current life, but I can learn and live independently.

Obviously, you can live independently, and you can be highly dependent on me mentally.

You weren't like that twenty years ago.

I'm a little confused.

Are you real or are you deliberately pretending to make me soft-hearted? ”

A genuine doubt appeared on Song Jiao's face.

Duan Zhan's heart sank, and he really began to panic.

His palms began to sweat, and his back was stained with water.

He has detached himself from the human body, so naturally he will not be such a physiological phenomenon.

But when he is highly nervous, his body still simulates the performance of a native human.

The habits of the flesh cannot be changed in just a few days.

There was silence inside, with the occasional shouting of outside patrols coming in.

Nightwind also seems to know the scene here, and deliberately bypasses it.

It's hotter inside.

There was an occasional slight flash of lightning in the air, which soon disappeared into the light.

Song Jiao half-lay down, leaned on the head of the bed, and looked at Duan Zhan leisurely.

Duan Zhan breathed carefully, and under her gaze, the whole person became more and more uneasy, as if he was about to rush out of the door.

Finally, as if he couldn't stand it, Duan Zhan moved his body slightly.

Song Jiao sighed.

Duan Zhan froze, like a cat pinched by the back of his neck.

Song Jiao was helpless: "You dare to calculate my life, what are you afraid of now?" ”

Duan Zhan's head was lowered, as if he had lost the ability to speak, and he didn't say a word.

Song Jiao: "Look, you're panicking now, so what did you think just now?"

Your emotions just now are real.

So I can't tell which one is the real you. ”

Duan Zhan said: "It's all true. It's true to be afraid that you'll be angry, and it's also true that you'll never give up on your current plans. ”

Song Jiao raised her head slightly, Duan Zhan couldn't see her expression clearly, he only felt that she was sad.

"Duan Zhan, what if......

I mean, what if, one day, I don't want to live forever.

How do you think that what you think is good, I must also think it is good?

What you have worked so hard to hold in front of me, I should not and am not qualified to refuse.

After all, these things are grabbed by outsiders.

But what if I don't need it much? ”

Duan Zhan was a little confused, and said: "Then don't, everything in this world should be placed in front of Kyaukjiao for you to choose, and if you don't like it, it's worthless." ”

Song Jiao sighed: "Look, I just said that I was spoiled by you, and I actually think what you said is right."

And I really feel that if you don't do it one day, you won't love me enough. ”

Song Jiao's anger was vented like this, and she said dejectedly: "Duan Zhan, this is not right. ”

"If one day I don't want to go down, then will you sleep with me for a long time?

The path of evolution is lonely, and it has always been.

I can't afford the weight of two lives. ”

"It's like this time.

If it weren't for your intervention, I would have cleaned up the related zombie virus, even if I ended up paying with my life......

Well, I was prepared for the worst-case scenario. ”

Song Jiao saw Duan Zhan's disapproval on his face, stopped him with his eyes, and continued.

"But you intervened.

You told me to live forever and to go on according to your plan.

I know your starting point, and I know that you've been thinking about me.

If you had told me, I would have agreed.

But I'm an independent person, and I want to make my own decisions about this kind of thing that involves my life.

What worries me the most is that you'll get used to making decisions for me in the future. ”

Song Jiao pondered for a while, but still said, "Duan Zhan, not everyone prays for immortality, and not everyone likes good things in the universal sense. ”

Duan Zhan's pupils constricted, and panic covered him like a tide.

He never knew that Kyaukjiao had thought so in his heart......

Song Jiao lowered her eyes, twenty years ago, she was willing to give her life to purify the zombie virus, in order to save all mankind, it was really a very small part.

Ninety percent of them were because there were too many zombies at that time, and if she didn't purify Duan Zhan, she might really be infected by the zombie virus, and she couldn't afford the consequences.

She and Duan Zhan are orphans, both were bereaved at an early age, and the two families were neighbors so they met.

After growing up together, the friendship between them is friends? Close relatives? Wife? It's too complicated.

It's been hard to tell for a long time.

Song Jiao couldn't accept Duan Zhan's death, but before ...... At least twenty years ago, Duan Zhan was still very stable and strong, the kind of person who had a strong heart and could live alone.

But part of the reason is that Song Jiao is not obsessed with immortality.

If she really cared about her own life, then she would not have made such a decisive decision.

Exchange your life for Duan Zhan's absolute safety.

It's just that......

Song Jiao didn't want to talk about it.

She knew that Duan Zhan must have guessed the possible reason.

Maybe that's why he couldn't get out in the past 20 years.

Song Jiao didn't need to be sure of his guess anymore.