"Of course I do!"

Miss Cui Er covered her lips and said with a smile: "That's the eldest son of the Xiao family, the most beautiful man in Daqi, and an immortal in the world." ”

Yan Liu pursed her lips and didn't speak, she thought that she shouldn't chase it out, she should have a good rest, and don't have these thoughts anymore.

After all...... That's Xiao Jing, it's Xiao Jing who is admired by countless girls.

"The son of the Xiao family, if I can get his favor, I don't have to worry about it in my life......"

Miss Cui Er suddenly couldn't go on.

She has experienced all kinds of eyes, curious, envious, disdainful, and covetous......

But she never thought that a woman would be able to see herself as a person after seeing her behavior tonight, without any contempt and disgust for herself in her eyes, nor that kind of distress that makes people evil.

She clenched the cloak in her hand and asked abruptly, "Don't you hold a grudge against me?" ”

Yan Liuleng paused and said, "Why should I hate you?" ”

Miss Cui Er raised her eyebrows, the person in front of her was still unenlightened.

"You like Xiao Gongzi, right? I'm ...... tonight Aren't you angry? ”

Yan Liu quickly replied: "No, you misunderstood." ”

Miss Cui Er showed a look of surprise and said firmly: "You like him." ”

Yan Liu also realized that she was too eager after speaking, but she had never thought in this direction before, did she really like Xiao Jing?

She whispered, "No, I don't like him, it's impossible for me to be with him." ”

Maybe she liked Xiao Jing, but this liking was too light.

If it weren't for Miss Cui Er who accidentally broke the matter tonight, she would never have realized it.

Miss Cui Er said again: "What about now? Don't you still hold a grudge against me? ”

Yan Liu said lightly: "No." ”

Because even if I like him, you're no threat to me.

The obstacle between me and him has never been a single individual.

Yan Liu is so sure, if they are together, Xiao Jing will never make her feel uncomfortable because of anyone, they will be a loving couple who are envied.

However, it was impossible for them to be together.

Miss Cui Er was silent for a long time, and then continued: "But men's likes have always been unreliable. ”

"Huh?"

Miss Cui Er said: "Not everyone can get the favor of the Xiao family.

So, I am willing and unwilling to do tonight's things.

Willing to climb high branches to live better.

is unwilling to climb high branches, to grieve himself, and always wants to please others. ”

This is extremely contradictory, but Yan Liu understands it.

"You're not pampered at home?"

Miss Cui Er smiled again, but this time her smile was less flattering: "There are nearly twenty sisters in my family, and only me and my sister are remembered by our father." ”

Maybe it was too cold tonight, or maybe the scene in the house just now took her too much energy.

Miss Cui Er didn't know why she suddenly had the idea of confiding, and said, "Do you know what my name is?" ”

Yan Liu didn't know, but her daughter's family probably had those words.

"It's Mei'er, my name is Cui Mei'er, is it very suitable for me?"

Yan Liu was stunned, the last sentence made her understand which word it was in an instant, but this was too much.

Cui Meier laughed again, she really liked to laugh, and said, "This name was given to me by Aunt Hua, oh, she is my biological mother."

She said that she knew what was going on in the future as soon as she looked at my face.

When I was younger, I was punished for copying Buddhist scriptures if I had a loud voice, and she often said that her daughter's house should be submissive.

My sisters envy me for having an older brother who can be favored by my father, but ......

I grew up in a back house, and he went to study at the academy, and we didn't see each other a few times a year, and each time we just said a few words in a hurry. ”

Miss Cui Er eased her emotions and said, "He is dissatisfied with Aunt Hua's arrangement for me.

He thought that I didn't have to go to a high-ranking family to be a concubine, just find someone with a low lintel and marry.

But...... I don't want to. ”

Cui Mei'er said this, staring at Yan Liu tightly, wanting to see what kind of expression she would show.

Yan Liu said: "I think in Fancheng, the contradiction between your mother-in-law and your biological mother should not be a secret."

After your father is a hundred years old, this Cui Mansion should not be your backing.

And you are a concubine, in this way, if you want to marry the sister-in-law of someone else, the lintel must not be high.

Moreover, as long as the children who can be sure of their future future, even if they are born in a poor family, you can't marry. ”

Cui Mei'er said: "Yes, it is because they were born in a poor family that they are very concerned about the power of their wives.

Even if such a person is in his thirties, he doesn't think he will marry a wife hastily.

And I am known from far and near to have a very poor relationship with my mother-in-law, so if I want to get married, I must marry far or marry with a low lintel. ”

At this time, the low lintel is not a simple sentence to save points, but to wash the ground by hand.

Cui Meier said: "I was lucky to be born well, so I don't want to live like that."

I've seen my big sister who has been married to her for less than three years and is like she's more than ten years older.

She had to get up before dawn every day to grind beans because her mother-in-law loved to eat them.

is also because her mother-in-law served her mother-in-law like this when she was young, so the eldest sister didn't even have the possibility of refusing.

I want to serve people when I get married, and I also have to serve people when I am married, and I also have to serve people when I am a concubine, and there is no difference between the two.

Being a concubine can still live a good life for a few years, as for the future, who can control the future?

I want to live better, I want to live without food and clothing, I know it's not right, but ......"

Yan Liu said categorically: "No, you are right like this. ”

Cui Meier looked at her in surprise.

Yan Liu said: "Isn't your brother studying hard to be an official?"

They gave the heirs of the family a way to work hard, but they told the daughters of the family to accept their fate and recognize their birth.

This in itself is a ridiculous thing.

It's not your fault.

It's because they only gave you such a way to get motivated, but they still have to use this matter to temper your emotions, so that you can understand that this is your own cheapness, and it is your own willingness to be cheap.

The premise of saying that you are willing to be inferior is that they give you other options.

But no, I know some people don't treat their wives as human beings.

And the more people who are underfed, the more they will only be superstitious about the examples of the people around them and their own past experiences.

Because, they also have no opportunity to read and write and reason, and no one will tell them such a truth.

What they receive is a woman's house, and they are born to serve others. ”

Cui Meier smiled and said, "It turns out ...... You're a lunatic, too. ”

She laughed for a long time before she stopped, and resumed her gentle and harmless appearance, and said, "Don't tell others this, they will say that you are sick and think about it all day." ”

Yan Liu said: "If there was a chance to choose, would you choose to marry?" ”

"I said, I think it's too hard to get married."

"There are always exceptions, and there are always men in this world who have excellent wives.

And you're talking about your brother wanting you to marry, but that's not what your mother has for you. ”

"I ...... I do not know. ”

"Then you can think about it again and give me another answer."