117. Don't cry

The girl lay at the head of the bed and stared at the sky as usual, her eyes were gray and sick, and she counted the time she had left on her fingers.

The past experience, the broken family, and the tears of her mother made her emotional, and she wanted to write about it all, and she wanted to describe the world of this trough cake in words.

But her dying body could no longer support any of her movements, she could not even sit up, she could only lie in bed all day and all night coughing.

The melodious and pleasant humming sound came from far and near, the girl's laborious support of her body, and her unfamiliar voice, and the extremely happy tune aroused her curiosity.

Aching and weak, she failed several times.

Finally, when the voice died down, her arms trembled and she lifted her body, and did not fall down again.

A tall and thin figure in a black coat, holding a boy in blue, entered her field of vision with brisk steps.

In just two seconds, the strength she had held up had collapsed, and her body protested, and she coughed violently, as if she was going to cough everything out of her body.

It took a long time for her to recover.

"Knock knock."

She looked out the window, and the humming man had a faint smile on his face, wondering how long he had been standing there.

The man was obviously swordsman, his demeanor was gentle, and he was the most shining presence in the crowd, but she felt a strong uneasiness, as if there was something wrong.

"Sleep, everything will be fine when you wake up."

What the man said, she couldn't hear clearly.

She was about to say something, but suddenly she felt sleepy, and her eyelids were so heavy that she couldn't lift them anymore.

All organs in her body also felt more comfortable than ever with this sleepiness.

Pain cries out for her presence all the time, she has long been accustomed to being woken up in the middle of the night, and the peace at this moment is like a dream.

So, go to sleep, in this sweet dream.

The girl closed her eyes, she should enjoy the peace she had not seen for a long time.

No, I can't sleep, I'm so uneasy.

Her eyelids were slightly raised, she couldn't sleep, this person was so strange, thinking, struggling, but she was always half-asleep and half-awake.

Time flies.

Her mouth was torn open, and there was the sound of water dripping in her ears, and something dripping into her mouth.

Her tongue stirred subconsciously, the smell of blood exploded in her mouth, and in the confusion, she struggled to open her eyes and saw a familiar face, and in the chaos she finally noticed that something was wrong.

Isn't this the boy next door, why is he here?

Who was that man and why did the boy next door follow him?

The boy grinned at her, blood stained from the corners of his mouth.

"You, why are you laughing?"

The boy didn't answer her words, withdrew his bloodied hand, and walked out, "Alright, it's been transferred to her." ”

Sleepiness struck again, and this time she could no longer stay awake, closing her eyes and falling asleep completely.

"Will she really be okay?"

"Well, as long as no one finds out."

……

After hearing this, Jiang Yingbai asked, "So he made you like this?" ”

The girl nodded.

Jiang Yingbai asked, "Why do you say that you are a ghost?" He doesn't seem to have done anything to hurt you. ”

The girl's expression was complicated, "I saw my body, she was hidden in the cellar by her mother. ”

She had heard ghost stories from others, and the ghosts in them were just that.

Jiang Yingbai was contrary to her thoughts, she should be an existence similar to a soul, what that person did to her body, and she couldn't let her soul stay in her body after the matter was over.

Jiang Yingbai exhaled, "Has there been anything unusual about your mother lately?" ”

The girl pursed her lips, she could take this body with her to die at any time, anywhere, in any way, so she could say everything she saw.

She knew it was wrong to kill someone, she knew her current state was wrong, but she didn't want her mother to be harmed, or affected.

Mother conceals, or behaves abnormally, she must have a hard time, and she doesn't want outsiders to find out.

Seeing that she was hesitating, Jiang Yingbai grabbed her skinny shoulders and looked her in the eyes.

"Tell me, everything you know, you should know that you can't hide that your mother is making a deal with a murderer, what if that person is cheating on your mother?"

The girl bowed her head and fell silent.

Jiang Yingbai let go of her shoulder, "What if he hurts your mother in the next trap?" ”

The girl shook her head, "That's impossible, I don't have anything in my house, isn't it?" ”

Jiang Yingbai sighed lightly, naΓ―ve child, once a person loses his humanity, he no longer needs a reason to do evil, he may be for fun, or on a whim.

Why believe in a newborn who treats human life as a mustard.

"You don't know how Laura died."

The girl looked up, she really didn't know this.

Jiang Yingbai showed her the photos taken by Lotta and the notes, "Don't you wonder why the boy followed him?" Didn't you notice anything unusual in the boy? ”

The girl only glanced at it, her pupils kept trembling, she bit her lower lip tightly, the notebook fell to the ground, she immediately squatted down to pick it up, with a crying voice, "I'm sorry, I'm very sorry, I didn't mean to." ”

She suddenly noticed that the boy looked very similar to the man, almost carved out of a mold.

He, they, they killed......

The girl squatted down and buried her head in her knees and handed her the notebook, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

She kept repeating that she knew she was born a mistake, that she had failed to protect her bullied mother, that she was weak and powerless to persuade her father, who had been too excessive.

She couldn't do anything, and kept pulling her mother into the abyss.

But she didn't seem to be able to do anything but apologize.

Jiang Yingbai touched her head, soft, soft, very delicate touch, "Don't be sad, don't be sad, I'll help you." ”

The girl lowered her head and sobbed for a while, her voice muffled, "I'm a waste, I can't do anything." ”

Jiang Yingbai took out a tissue and handed it to her, his eyes falling into the distance.

"People often say that your family is not good, so you have to work hard, you have to be strong, you have to live a wonderful life, but people are human after all, hard work can't change the suffering that comes, being strong can't make the scars heal, you haven't given up hope, it's enough for you to be positive, it's very, very good."

The girl took the tissue and looked at her carefully, and found that Jiang Yingbai didn't look at herself, so she took a long breath.

"So don't be sad, don't blame yourself."

The girl nodded, wiped away her tears silently, fortunately she didn't see it, she just wanted to leave a lively and cheerful image.

After a moment of silence, the girl stood up, and there was no sadness on her face, "I don't know what my mother said to that person that day, it must be some kind of transaction, after that day, the family suddenly had a lot of money, and my mother became very strange." ”

When she was about to get to the point, she was suddenly hugged by Jiang Yingbai and covered her mouth, "Shhh, don't speak, someone is coming." ”