Chapter 128: The Power of Respect
Bai Yin didn't expect that Jiang Lai would be able to believe in her and even understand her.
The tears that had been stopped couldn't help but flow down again.
"I knew that my purpose in coming to him was dishonorable, so I kept my head down and kept my head down all this time.
I tried to make Chang Fa happy, and I tried to make our relationship unequal.
I took care of all the housework and watched Chang Fa's fucking face carefully, but no matter what I did, his mother was just not happy with me.
I endure it day by day, but when I think that I will endure such a day for the rest of my life, I feel very painful, and I feel that there is no difference between living and dying. ”
Bai Yin didn't have many friends in the game, and she never spoke these words to anyone.
When she first entered the game, her goal was simple, and that was to survive.
At that time, she felt that as long as she could live, she was willing to do anything.
But now, she felt like she had changed.
During this time, she organized star chasing in the support club every day, and they discussed every deed and quality of Jiang Lai.
But the more she discussed, the more Bai Yin felt that Jiang Lai was really a very powerful person.
Also as a woman, Jiang Lai has never relied on anyone, and she has won more honors than many men on her own.
Those male players, when they mentioned Jiang Lai, also sincerely admired her.
It is Kang Rae herself who is admired, not a woman who is a vassal of some man.
It's like Bai Yin herself.
Even if she has lived a good life now, when others explore carefully, they will know that she is just a silk flower raised by Changfa, and she is nothing without Changfa.
Outside, there is no respect.
On this raft, there is no place that can really make Bai Yin feel at ease.
All of this may have been what she had dreamed of before, but it made her extremely miserable now.
Jiang Lai was not surprised by what Bai Yin said.
From the moment she watched Bai Yin get on the boat, she guessed what Bai Yin was going to face next.
However, what Jiang Lai didn't expect was that Bai Yin would leave for such a reason.
Give up the privileged life and leave alone.
"What are you going to do with the rest of your life?"
Jiang Lai asked.
Now it is not as good as before, the sea beasts are overflowing, if you don't have any self-protection ability, leaving rashly is no different from sending you to death.
"Won't you persuade me to reconcile with Chang Fa?"
Bai Yin knew why Chang Fa called Jiang Lai, so he was surprised why Jiang Lai said this.
Jiang Lai shook his head.
"I don't interfere with other people's choices, and I don't interfere with other people's lives.
If you've really figured it out. ”
"During this time, Chang Fa didn't have the supplies I wanted to catch by myself, so my own raft had been upgraded to level five.
At the support club, I met some people and tried to start some small businesses, which were pretty good.
My body is also exercising, although my physical strength has not improved much, but as long as I live carefully, I can live alone in the sea. ”
Bai Yin gently talked to Jiang Lai about her plan, although it was not perfect, but obviously, she was ready to face all kinds of difficulties.
"Jiang Lai, I really want to be like you, although I may not be as good as you, but I must live on this sea by myself."
If you say that at the beginning, Bai Yin was a little jealous of Jiang Lai's excellence.
So now, Jiang Lai is like a beam of light, shining on her forward.
Not only Bai Yin alone, but also many women in the support club regard Jiang Lai as a role model, and they have become more brave and strong because of Jiang Lai.
This is the power of idols.
Jiang Lai didn't expect that her influence on other people would be so great, and at a certain moment, she suddenly felt that her previous attitude towards star-chasing was a little too shallow.
If the light that you inadvertently emit can really illuminate the way forward for others, then this is the most meaningful thing.
"If you need help in the future, you can come to me."
For girls who want to start a self-reliant life, Jiang Lai is willing to provide some help within his ability.
Compared with the Bai Yin in the past, Jiang Lai prefers the current person who is full of bravery and hope for the future, and his eyes are shining.
Chang Fa was pacing anxiously outside, and the voice inside was so quiet that he couldn't hear it at all.
During this time, although he knew about the conflict between his mother and Yin Yin, and tried to solve it, he still made Yin Yin suffer a lot of grievances.
These frequent occurrences are actually known.
But he had already assured Yin Yin that he would never let her be wronged in the future, he liked her very much, and he really didn't want to be separated like this.
After waiting like this for a while, the door opened.
Bai Yin walked out of the door.
Chang Fa glanced into the room and found that Bai Yin's things were no longer there, and he instantly cooled his heart.
"Changfa, thank you for this time. I have received a lot of care from you, and if I have the opportunity in the future, I will try to return it to you. ”
Bai Yin's tears had been wiped away in the room, and the expression on her face at this time was distant and indifferent, not like when she had an awkward quarrel with Chang Fa before.
But the more calm he is, the more scared Chang Fa becomes.
"Yin Yin, you believe me, I will never ...... in the future"
Often hasty explanations.
"Often."
Bai Yin interrupted him.
"You were angry at me last night, saying your mother was sick because of my anger. But do you really believe that Auntie is sick? ”
"Yin Yin, my mother used to have a bad heart, and she would be uncomfortable when she was angry. But I don't blame you, I know you didn't mean it, it's all my fault, I didn't handle your relationship well. ”
often apologized, he knew that he had a big temper with Yinyin last night, and he must have frightened her.
"But Changfa, have you forgotten? In the game, people don't get sick. ”
Bai Yin smiled bitterly and released his raft.
Chang Fa was a little stunned when he heard this.
Yes, you can't get sick in the game, and those who are sick are cured in the game, so how can your mother have a heart attack?
It was Mom who lied to herself.
It was Yin Yin who was wronged again.
Chang Fa grabbed his hair with both hands, the expression on his face was a little painful, this relationship, he handled it too badly, no wonder Yin Yin said that he had to leave.
"I don't blame you, and I don't blame Auntie.
I know that because I was too purposeful at the beginning, my aunt didn't have a good impression of me from the beginning.
I'm self-deprecating, so it's okay not to be respected by others.
I used to think that respect was not valuable, but now I have to live on this worthless thing for the rest of my life.
So let's go our separate ways, and let me give myself a chance to be an upright person. (End of chapter)