Chapter 9: The Night of Reason
That night, they really talked a lot, Xiao Ye's ideals, Xiao Ye's desires and ambitions, the purest things that Xiao Ye pursued in his heart, Jian Nan just listened most of the time, Xiao Ye's loneliness at this time is that he needs an audience, even if he doesn't say a word, just listen to what she says.
Xiao Ye drank the fifth glass of red wine, obviously, the stamina of the red wine came up, they were all a little fluttery, Xiao Ye casually threw the wine glass on the floor, and as soon as he looked up, he met the sight of Jian Nan, who was flushed.
Xiao Ye in the low-cut skirt in front of her looked particularly attractive, of course, Xiao Ye looked at Jian Nan as well.
Under the influence of aromatherapy and alcohol, the atmosphere changes very subtly.
Suddenly, Jian Nan felt a pair of powerful hands grabbing him, not allowing him to resist, he took advantage of the situation to hug Xiao Ye in front of him, and the lips of the two people leaned heavily together, lingering and intertwined.
At this moment, Jian Nan could clearly feel the heat coming out of Xiao Ye's body, the numbness on her chest, and soon, Xiao Ye's body softened, and it seemed that she was a little out of strength, but her movements did not stop, greedily asking for it.
It was an eager and passionate kiss that did not separate until the two were about to breathe.
"Hold me a little tighter."
It's just Xiao Ye's words, Jian Nan, who had just breathed a sigh, kissed it again, deeper and heavier than the last time, while kissing, Xiao Ye went to unbutton his clothes indiscriminately, Jian Nan also put her hand into Xiao Ye's clothes, stroked her back, felt her graceful posture, and comforted her injured and sensitive heart.
He pressed Xiao Ye down under him, the two of them looked at each other, he took off his shirt, and his sculpture-like figure was revealed, and at the same time she also took off Xiao Ye's skirt, and then raised her hand and turned off the light.
There was only a faint candlelight left in the room, and the automatic temperature control air conditioner also added a touch of charm to the room, Jian Nan kissed it again, and then reached out to untie Xiao Ye's underwear, Xiao Ye was pressed under her naked like this, the candlelight was dim, he couldn't see clearly, but it gilded the artwork in front of him with a hazy and different feeling.
He treated Xiao Ye a little roughly, and Xiao Ye was numb, "Hmm! "Yes.
Jian Nan leaned into his ear and asked, "Want it?" ”
Xiao Ye again: "Hmm! Then, he took the initiative to kiss it.
They lingered, and suddenly, Jian Nan touched the tears that slipped from the corners of Xiao Ye's eyes.
His sanity returned to him almost at this moment, and he stopped what he was doing and pulled away from Xiao Ye's body, Xiao Ye grabbed his little thumb, but then swiped away from her hand.
"Huh! Don't, don't go. Xiao Ye, who was a little crying, said.
He thought of reality, of his dilapidated home, of his sister, and of Xiao Ye in front of him.
"What am I doing?"
He was suddenly a little afraid that he had almost done something on impulse, and doing so was likely to hurt the people around him who were really good for him, which was not only irresponsible to Xiao Ye, but also a depravity to himself.
He resented why he was robbing at this time, what was the difference between himself and those who coveted Xiao Ye's body, what would he do if he did this, what should Xiao Ye do in the future, and what was the difference between him and her bastard husband?
He wanted to be a shoulder that Xiao Ye could lean on in the most painful times, but definitely not in the way he was now.
Jian Nan went into the house and found a blanket for Xiao Ye, covered Xiao Ye's body, and then turned on the light, and the light, which was even more dazzling than just now, penetrated his eyeballs, and he raised his hand to block it.
Then, he slowly opened his eyes and saw a messy living room, goblets scattered on the ground, his clothes, Xiao Ye's clothes, and then he looked at Xiao Ye.
Xiao Ye, who was naked, sat on the sofa wrapped in a blanket and watched Jian Nan stunned, not knowing what he was thinking.
For a moment, Jian Nan was a little embarrassed, and he sat down at Xiao Ye's feet.
"Sister Xiao, I'm sorry."
"Why apologize?"
"I'm impulsive."
Xiao Ye didn't speak again, nor did he question why he stopped.
"You're crying! The eyes are swollen. ”
Then there was a silent silence.
"Jian Nan!"
"Huh!"
Xiao Ye called out to Jian Nan, but he always felt that this voice didn't look like calling him, but like looking at another person through him.
"Don't leave me."
"I'm not leaving, I'm here with you."
Saying that, when he wanted to pull Xiao Ye into his arms to appease, unexpectedly, Xiao Ye became furious.
"Slap" slapped on Jian Nan's face.
"Get out of here, get out of here!"
Xiao Ye pointed at Jian Nan and scolded angrily.
Jian Nan was frightened, jumped up from the sofa, and stood in front of Xiao Ye.
"Sister Xiao, I ......"
Xiao Ye pulled the blanket with one hand and pointed at him with the other: "Don't you understand?" Get out of here. ”
His eyes were a little dull: "Sister Xiao, I'm sorry." Then he took his clothes and turned and walked to the door.
When she was about to go out, she glanced back at Xiao Ye again: "In the kitchen, I ran honey water for you, you remember to drink it, I'm leaving." ”
Xiao Ye didn't reply to him, Jian Nan was very worried, but she still turned around and left.
……
When I got home, it was already early in the morning.
He pushed the door open, and Mu Mu was sitting in the living room, staring at his sketchpad.
He walked up to Jian Lin and wanted to care, but Jian Lin retreated. Jian Nan suddenly remembered that Jian Lin should not like the smell on his body.
He had to lean down at a slight distance to keep his gaze level with Jian Lin, and he asked, "What's the matter, Mu Mu, don't sleep yet?" ”
Jian Lin didn't speak, just looked at Jian Nan, and Jian Nan patiently repeated it again.
"Brother, worry."
Jian Nan was a little surprised: "Didn't my brother send a message to tell Mu Mu that my brother was going to come back later?"
Jian Lin nodded and didn't speak for a long time.
Jian Nan was puzzled, and Jian Lin repeated again: "Brother, worry." ”
Jian Nan smiled, he picked up Jian Lin, who was a little struggling, and walked to his room, in Jian Nan's room, there was a small bed left for Jian Lin, and Jian Nan spent a lot of effort to let Jian Lin sleep independently, but sometimes Jian Lin would be scared and run to his room.
The next morning, lying on the floor of his room, Jian Nan was very distressed, so he set up a small bed in his room, Jian Lin was very happy, but Jian Nan did not allow her to sleep in her room all the time.
He put Jian Lin on her small bed, and then went to wash himself, and when he came back to wipe his head, he saw that Jian Lin was still sitting on the bed.
"Sleep, Mumu."
Jian Lin seemed to finally put his mind at ease, lay down, and closed his eyes.
The air conditioner was turned on, and the room was warm, but Jian Nan still pulled the cup for her sister, and after a while, Jian Lin's breathing was even, and it seemed that he was asleep.
Then, Jian Nan also returned to his bed, turned off the light, and looked at the dark ceiling in a daze.
The lights outside the window cast patterns on the ceiling through the windows, and the light was slowly shifted by passing cars.
He thought back to what happened today, from fighting with others in the barbecue restaurant, to Wen Xin he met in the bookstore, to Xiao Ye's home, Xiao Ye's naked figure like a work of art and the tears in the corners of her eyes.
He couldn't understand many things, such as why he almost did such a thing, why Xiao Ye didn't deny that he was his boyfriend in the taxi, why he dragged him home to let him sleep with her, why the last tears were, why his attitude changed a hundred and eighty degrees and blasted him out.
There are many things in this matter that he has to ponder for a long time, but he really can't figure it out.
He pondered, including his future path out, and the ups and downs along the way.
Will he lose Xiao Ye's friend? Can he really say that he is Xiao Ye's friend? If it weren't for the relationship of interest, would he really be willing to stay by Xiao Ye's side? What is the situation between him and Xiao Ye now?
"Brother! Brother! He was interrupted by two soft, eager whispers, one heavier than the other.
He looked around, there was no doubt that it was Jian Lin who was talking in a dream, although he didn't know what kind of dream she was having, but he was sure of one thing.
His sanity today is correct, at least, he can let his sister sleep peacefully.