Chapter 36: The Rose
"Hey, that's weird, how do you kid know."
Jian Nan was a little speechless, Liu Weimin teaches mathematics anyway, can't he reason about this?
It took a while for Liu Weimin to send a message: "Are you with Wen Xin?" ”
Jian Nan replied with a sweaty soybean emoji.
"What do you mean?"
Jian Nan ignored him, now is not the time to explain the emoji.
"It depends on the situation, Wen Xin can't eat lunch, I want to ask if you can bring some when you come back."
Liu Weimin's pride as a class teacher seemed to come up all of a sudden, and he posted a "wrap it on me" emoji.
Jian Nan was finally relieved, and after breathing a sigh of relief, he put the phone back in the pocket of his clothes.
He walked towards the infirmary.
……
Through the window, Wen Xin looked at Yang Qing and Yang Xucheng who were enjoying a candlelight dinner outside the window, and Xiao Yao told her that it seemed that she had seen her mother.
When Wen Xin arrived, she was alone, and she bumped into such a scene, and the pain in her heart almost tore her apart.
Her heart has long been uncomfortable, and now she can't wait to rush in and beat Yang Xucheng violently, and then question her biological mother, and also question the world, why she endured all this.
She turned and walked away anyway, silently, as she had come, and once again pulled the hat of her sweatshirt, and the world seemed to be cut off from her, and she disappeared into the gray rain.
Her discomfort was constantly washed away by the rain, as if she couldn't get rid of it.
When she woke up, she could feel the warmth of the corners of her eyes, and what she saw was an unfamiliar ceiling, and there was no one in the infirmary.
There was still a pain in her abdomen, letting her know that her body was protesting against her, and reminding her that she was alive, alive vividly.
Wen Xin reluctantly sat up on herself, and there was a book on the cabinet next to her, without thinking about it, she knew that it was the one Jian Nan had just read, and it was opening a page with a bookmark, Wen Xin was a little curious.
In the corner of the book was written "Flying Birds", and she saw a striking sentence.
"I know that my pride will hit a wall, that my life will break through the shackles of extreme pain, that my empty heart will whimper like a hollow reed, and that the rocks will melt into tears. (I su
ely k
ow my p
ide will go to the wall,my life will bust its bo
ds i
exceedi
g pai
,a
d my empty hea
t will sob out i
music like a hollow
eed,a
d the sto
e will melt i
tea
s.)”
Jian Nan drew a horizontal line under this sentence with a red pen, and also put a star, it seemed that he liked this sentence very much, and just as Wen Xin was thinking about what this sentence meant, the door was pushed open.
Wen Xin put the book back, and the curtain in the middle was also lifted, and the person who came in was Jian Nan.
"Why did you sit up?"
Rarely, Jian Nan cared about her affairs, Wen Xin was still a little uncomfortable, and, seeing the scene just now, Wen Xin didn't want to talk to Jian Nan.
Jian Nan smiled a little embarrassedly, took some warm water from the water dispenser with a paper cup, and handed it to Wen Xin, who took it and whispered, "Thank you." ”
"Feel better?"
Wen Xin nodded: "What about the teacher?" ”
"Let's go to dinner, their position is relatively idle, so it's okay to go early."
Saying that, Jian Nan pulled a stool and sat down next to Wen Xin, Wen Xin suddenly felt a little nervous, there were waves of zombies running for food outside, but the infirmary was surprisingly quiet, and there were only two of them in the whole room, which made the room look very big and quiet.
"Have you eaten?" Wen Xin, who had some strengthless, asked.
"Nope!" Jian Nan leaned on the backrest and picked up the book, looking lazy.
"Then you go to dinner, Jian Nan."
"No, I'll stay here."
"Why?"
Jian Nan's eyes floated, thought for a while, and said, "I am willing." ”
"You don't have to be so nice to me, go eat."
Jian Nan smiled, he looked at Wen Xin's eyes and asked, "Wen Xin, what did I do, just think I'm good to you?" ”
Wen Xin was stunned for a moment, indeed, Jian Nan sent her to the infirmary and handed her a glass of water, in fact, this is a classmate who may not leave it alone, Wen Xin is the same, but she thinks Jian Nan is good to her, why?
Wen Xin sneered, she realized that she had been in pain for a long time, and a little care and concern from others could make her so careful, she was afraid that the people around her who were good to her were plotting, and just like Jian Nan said, what did he do, making herself feel that Jian Nan was only good to her.
"And, you think I want to stay here? If I don't accompany you, when I come back, Lao Liu has to pluck me with a layer of skin! ”
Wen Xin was speechless, didn't know what to say, drank the last sip of warm water, she felt a little thirsty.
Jian Nan didn't look at Wen Xin, but always paid attention to Wen Xin's movements, he put down the book, stood up slowly, and didn't wait for Wen Xin to say anything, he took the paper cup in Wen Xin's hand, and then turned back to the water dispenser to get water, Wen Xin just wanted to say "no" but didn't know how to speak.
It's just that when he took the water glass again, he whispered back: "Thank you." ”
Jian Nan nodded,
Jian Nan is very careful, and even the water temperature of the warm water is controlled just right, and the warm one can be drunk without blowing.
"You just ...... in gym class"
Wen Xin just wanted to say something, Jian Nan slowly put down the book and turned her head to look at Wen Xin.
"What's wrong?"
"Why did you hit someone?"
Jian Nan frowned and didn't speak.
"Can't you say why?"
"That man owes, he deserves it."
Looking at Jian Nan like this, Wen Xin suddenly felt that maybe it had something to do with Jian Lin, after all, he didn't care so much about his reputation outside, and there was a subtle distance between him and everyone, Wen Xin couldn't think of what Jian Nan could do, maybe it was Jian Lin who was bullied.
"Classes still have to be done well, otherwise the physical education teacher will be too pitiful, and besides, smoking less cigarettes in school will have a bad impact."
Jian Nan was a little shocked, surprised at the nosy nature of the woman in front of her, and the strange concerns, she only didn't comment on her beating, Jian Nan was a little surprised, she thought that she might get a scolding, and then sue the teacher.
Yan Fei will be like that, Jian Nan felt that as the squad leader, he was a little unaccustomed to what Jian Nan did, and secretly made a small report.
Jian Nan smiled, he dragged his chin and looked at the girl in front of him: "What about you, you are in such a bad health and you still run for a run, and you don't want to go to the hospital when you fall, why are you so bad at treating yourself?" ”
At least in the situation that Jian Nan knew, there were quite a few people who had to go home for a spin when they had a minor illness.
Wen Xin was stunned, she actually didn't know what she was obsessed with sometimes, obviously she just raised her hand like an ordinary girl and asked for a leave, obviously she was really unwell, and her conscience would not be condemned, but when she came back to her senses, she was already obsessed.
The answer is obvious, Wen Xin doesn't want anyone to see her weak side.
"I don't know."
"It's quite capable."
Wen Xin pouted, she didn't like Jian Nan to say this about her: "I don't want others to say that I only pretend." ”
"And the result?"
Wen Xin was a little stunned: "What a result." ”
"Criticizing you is still criticizing you, whether you are reckless or stubborn in everything you do, everyone still thinks you are pretending, and the gossip that circulates has not stopped." As he spoke, Jian Nan pointed at Wen Xin, "Even, you don't have any friends." ”
Wen Xin was a little angry, she just wanted to scold back, but the pain in her abdomen still made her frown.
Jian Nan sensed that something was wrong, and hurriedly helped Wen Xin to lie down, a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry, Wen Xin, it's too serious." ”
He himself didn't know why he said this, maybe he just wanted to persuade Wen Xin, or pay more attention to his life, and didn't want her to set foot on her own path.
Jian Nan helped Wen Xin tuck the quilt, and then brushed away the strands of Wen Xin's hair at the corners of her mouth, the scattered hair was matched with watery eyes, and her fair face was looking at her quietly at close range, and the girl's amazement aroused a throbbing in the young man's heart.
But soon, this slightest throbbing was broken, Wen Xin cried, Jian Nan looked at it, a little distressed, and the hand stretched out from the quilt dragged the corner of Jian Nan's clothes.
"When, when will it come out! What am I doing wrong? ”
Wen Xin's emotions collapsed, she didn't yell and scream, her eyes with tears blinked at Jian Nan who was so close to her, her eyes were so empty, her eyes were looking at Jian Nan, but God didn't know where it was, Jian Nan looked a little worried, he remembered that in his memory, Jian Lin, who was hiding in the corner, motionless, with numb eyes, and his mother who fell to the ground, and his father who punched his mother, everyone's expressions were so numb and empty.
Jian Nan gently stroked Wen Xin's face, taking away her tears, he wanted to comfort Wen Xin, and then said softly: "Laugh at it, you are a rose, not blooming yet." ”
Wen Xin looked at Jian Nan, who was staring directly at her, in a daze, speechless.
"Let him who sees the rose in his eyes, and the thorns of the rose."
In the girl's heart, a tsunami is about to surge.