Chapter 4 Endure the pain, and never die
Inside the house, Xie Zhaodi squatted on the ground, her hands were clenched tightly, her forehead was full of green tendons, the anger from her eyes was scorching, and her teeth were clucking.
She's angry!
Trembling with anger.
I can't wait to rush out and kill Xie Ren, a brute, and die with him.
From the moment she heard Xie Ren's voice, countless thoughts of killing him for revenge appeared in Xie Zhaodi's chest.
Even she lifted the pillow and picked up the kitchen knife hidden under the pillow.
The kitchen knife was used by Xie Zhaodi under the pillow for self-defense, sometimes Cheng Jing went out to do things late at night, and when she came back late, she was afraid of being alone at home, so she put a knife under the pillow to defend herself.
When she was angry and full of grievances, and lifted the kitchen knife, her daughter's voice suddenly sounded crisply next to her:
"Mom, don't be angry, Yuanyuan promises, I really won't eat eggs in the future."
Cheng Yueyuan stared at Xie Zhaodi, with half a mouthful of egg custard in her mouth, and her speech was slurred.
Her daughter's voice made Xie Zhaodi regain some of her senses, she felt guilty, knowing that her state scared her daughter again, and quickly threw the kitchen knife on the bed.
The grievances and pain of her previous life, the struggle and despair before her death, Xie Zhaodi is unforgettable.
Those raging flames have now burned into Xie Zhaodi's heart, and she is really like the evil ghost that crawled up from hell, hating Xie Ren to the core.
Even if Xie Ren is slashed with a thousand knives, it will be difficult to solve the hatred in Xie Zhaodi's heart.
But she couldn't be impulsive.
finally got a chance to be reborn, how could she ruin her new life for the sake of a scumbag.
Xie Zhaodi will definitely avenge the revenge in his previous life, but he must not use such an extreme way.
She still has a husband to love, a daughter to love, and a good life is still waiting for her!
After putting down the kitchen knife, she squatted on the ground and continued to listen to Xie Ren's brute with restraint and restraint, until she felt that she had controlled the urge to kill, and Xie Zhaodi stood up angrily.
She heard Xie Ren ask Cheng Jingshen for a bride price, and walked to the door in a hurry.
Although the resentment in Xie Zhaodi's heart has been restrained a lot by herself.
But when she arrived at the door and saw Xie Ren's brute face, her eyes, which had just calmed down, suddenly became murderous again:
"Xie Ren, you still have to be shameless, people in their twenties, idle all day long, lazy to eat, and don't work hard to deal with the object, why do you ask us to ask for it?"
"Sister, are you talking to me?" Xie Ren's face was full of astonishment.
In my impression, Xie Zhaodi had never spoken to him like this, and it took him a long time to move out of the clichés he had spoken before:
"You're my sister, shouldn't my sister help my brother, I don't ask who you want to ask?"
"That's right! I'm your sister, and I'm not your mother, why should I give you money to marry a daughter-in-law? "yes, why didn't she understand that before.
Who gives birth to a child who is responsible for raising it, and she is an unpopular sister, what obligation does she have to raise her white-eyed wolf brother?
Xie Ren was not calm at all this time, his eyes instantly widened like copper bells:
"How can you speak, your father and mother raised you so much, even if you pay for their kindness, you will not be able to repay it for the rest of your life.
Now they want to hold their grandson, why don't they ask you to give me 200 yuan to marry my daughter-in-law, 200 yuan is not much. ”
"Two hundred dollars is not much?" Xie Zhaodi sneered in her heart, you must know that this is an era of lack of materials and money.
A peasant who works hard for 360 days can earn a salary of about 100 yuan after 360 days of hard work.
He is an idle little gangster, and he actually has the face to say that 200 yuan is not too much.
This is all to blame Xie Zhaodi, blame her for sucking her husband before, sucking the blood of her mother-in-law's family to raise Xie Ren, so that Xie Ren was raised like this.
Xie Ren didn't seem to notice the sudden cold momentum on Xie Zhaodi's body at all, and when he heard Xie Zhaodi's words, he responded as a matter of course:
"Two hundred dollars is not much."
"If you don't have much, you can earn it yourself." Xie Zhaodi finally seized the opportunity and blocked Xie Ren back with a word.
But Xie Ren was addicted to sucking Xie Zhaodi's blood, how could he be repelled by Xie Zhaodi's words, he saw that it was soft, and he began to give Xie Zhaodi hard again:
"When my father and mother were looking for you, you agreed to this matter, and now you regret it, believe it or not, I will go back and tell them about it, and let them take a flat hoe and come over and break your dog's legs."
"I don't have any money to break my leg, your brother-in-law's monthly salary, I have to share half of my filial piety to my father, the chickens in the family have laid eggs, I am reluctant to give Yuanyuan to eat, and I give them to my mother to let her exchange for money.
Xie Ren, Xie Ren, don't you know, your brother-in-law's blood and I are about to be sucked clean by you, where are you going to get these two hundred yuan?
Besides, I've been having a stomachache all this time, and I don't even have the money to go to the city for medical treatment, I'm sweating in pain every day, who cares about me?
You still came to me to borrow money, and I want to go to you to borrow money for medical treatment! ”
Xie Zhaodi's attitude towards speaking suddenly softened, this was because she found that she and Xie Ren were arguing, and a group of people came to watch the excitement outside the courtyard.
In front of outsiders, she naturally has to show her weak side, after all, she has been relived for a lifetime, and she knows very well in her heart what it means to be fearful.
Sometimes, it is really a very good weapon to be fearful.
After saying that, Xie Zhaodi really felt the sight of many sighs and sympathy from outside the courtyard, after all, Xie Zhaodi has been sending money and things to her mother's house for a long time, and everyone in the village knows about it.
The person who sighs is sighing Xie Zhaodi is too stupid!
The sympathetic people are sympathizing with Xie Zhaodi, and they didn't even keep the money for their illness.
At this time, there are still many people living in the mountains with Xie Zhaodi's family, and there are still people in her neighborhood, and the courtyard is very lively.
In a few years, when the country becomes more developed, those villagers will slowly dislike the inconvenience of transportation in the deep mountains and old forests, and gradually move out of the mountains.
In the end, on the entire mountain, only Xie Zhaodi's lonely courtyard remained.
This small courtyard was still bought by Cheng Jingshen from the village chief when he got married, and it was repainted, which shielded Xie Zhaodi from the wind and rain for a lifetime.
After she and Cheng Jingshen divorced, they lived in this courtyard for more than ten years, and then began to work as a cook in a restaurant opened for Xie Ren's daughter-in-law in the town for many years.
When he was diagnosed with stomach cancer when he was old, it was really inconvenient to move, so he gave up making money and lived alone in this dilapidated small courtyard.
Therefore, Xie Zhaodi said that she had a stomachache, which is true.
Since she was a child, she couldn't eat enough, and she began to have stomach aches when she was very young, but she was afraid of spending money, so she never cared about it.
When she got old, stomach problems began to attack frequently, and the pain was really unbearable, Xie Zhaodi had no choice but to find Xie Ren and ask him to take her to the hospital.
But what would Xie Renna say, he said: "If it hurts, you can endure it, and you won't die if it hurts." ”
Later, Xie Zhaodi took the money from picking up waste products and went to the hospital for an examination, and was found to have stomach cancer.
Since the detection of stomach cancer, Xie Zhaodi moved back to this old yard, at that time she was not long dead, no longer caring for her elderly parents, and no longer working as a cow and a horse for Xie Ren.
I just want to live in seclusion in a small courtyard and finally live a life of my own.
Probably because Xie Zhaodi was no longer willing to pay Xie Ren without regrets, Xie Ren would kill Xie Zhaodi after he owed a high amount of gambling debts again.
In this life, Xie Zhaodi was thirty years ahead of schedule and told Xie Ren about her stomach ache.
As a result, when Xie Ren heard that Xie Zhaodi wanted to borrow money to see a doctor, he was suddenly anxious.
And the sentence he said thirty years later in his previous life, he also said it thirty years in advance in this life, and it was still exactly the same eight words as in his previous life, he said:
"If it hurts, you can endure it, and if it hurts, you won't die."
Hearing this sentence again, Xie Zhaodi was so angry that her lungs were about to explode, she was really hopelessly stupid in her previous life, why didn't she notice it in her previous life, Xie Ren never treated her as a person?
She hated to kill the beast, but she couldn't kill anyone.
You can't kill him, it's always okay to beat him up and get angry.
She was still thinking like this in her heart, but her foot had already taken the first step, and she kicked out with a flying kick and kicked hard at Xie Ren's crotch.
Well? What's going on with this kick, just when Xie Zhaodi was puzzled, a mechanical and cute voice suddenly sounded in her head:
[The system detects that the host wants to kick people, but the host is not full, and the soft hands and feet have no strength, the system automatically opens the automatic kicking service for the host, merit -1]
What the hell?
Xie Zhaodi was a little dazed, and before she could think about it more, Xie Ren's angry scolding pulled her back to reality.
"Son of a bitch, shit, what the fuck are you kicking me for?"
Xie Ren fell backwards from under the eaves, fell into the muddy puddle under the eaves that was smashed by the rain, and cried and cried wolf howls while covering his lower body.
While crying, Xie Ren didn't forget to scold Xie Zhaodi.
"Does it hurt?" Xie Zhaodi temporarily put the voice she had just heard behind her, raised her feet and walked under the eaves, condescendingly, looking at Xie Ren lying in the muddy puddle with a faint expression.
Xie Ren shouted:
"Nonsense, of course it hurts, it's almost hurting me!"
"Oh!" Xie Zhaodi returned the eight words that Xie Ren had said in his previous life and this life to him as they were:
"If it hurts, you can endure it, and if it hurts, you won't die."