What to talk about? Cheng Jingshen frowned.

"I really can't get any more, and that's all I need to talk about."

He was still misunderstood, thinking that Xie Zhaodi still wanted to squeeze more blood and sweat out of him.

Xie Zhaodi also knew that what she had done was too much, and it was normal for Cheng Jingshen to not believe that she would make changes for a while.

But she still wanted to talk to Cheng Jingshen first.

"Cheng Jingshen, in the past, I didn't do well, I'm ashamed of you, and I can't stand our daughter, I can't tell the difference.

Use your hard-earned money to subsidize your mother's family every day, but my mother's family is like a bottomless pit to make up for dissatisfaction, no matter how you make up for dissatisfaction, I am afraid that you and I will be a stranger.

Just last night, I had a long dream, in which my daughter had a serious illness, and gave all the life-saving money to my mother's family, and you divorced me because you were too cold.

Later, I lived alone for many years, and finally I was ruthlessly killed by Xie Ren, and then I was scared to wake up.

When I woke up, I finally woke up and decided not to pay to them stupidly, Cheng Jingshen, in the future, I just want to live a good life with you and my daughter. ”

Hearing this, Cheng Jingshen was silent for a long time.

He opened his mouth several times, but he didn't know what to say, his throat was sour and sour, and his eyes were inexplicably swollen and painful.

Outsiders think he is gentle and magnanimous, probably only himself, who knows how tired he has lived in the past few years.

How many nights in the dead of night, he lay in bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep at night, asking himself again and again, is his life really going to be stuck in the quagmire of chaos forever?

In the past, he was full of spirit, and although he went to the countryside to cut in line, he was still full of ambition.

Now he is depressed, running around and toiling all day, and he doesn't dare to imagine tomorrow.

In order to shoulder the responsibilities of a man as a father and husband, Cheng Jingshen lived in the dark.

The dawn of life was far away from him, and he had lost hope in life for a time, but he was instinctively numb and muddled to live, like a walking corpse.

When such a life will be a head, he doesn't know.

I don't know when he won't be able to hold on anymore.

But just when he was like a man in the water, suffocating and unable to extricate himself, Xie Zhaodi suddenly stretched out his hand to him in the water and said to him:

"Get up, I'll give you a hand."

Maybe as long as you stretch out your hand, there will be a clear sky behind you.

Cheng Jingshen didn't dare.

He was also afraid that as soon as this hand stretched out, he would immediately be dragged to another abyss, and then turn back to a cliff, and he would fall to pieces.

So he stared into Xie Zhaodi's eyes for a long time, trying to find out if she had any hidden emotions in her eyes, and he couldn't say anything else.

It's just a dream, can it really make her wake up?

That dream must be very scary, this morning, Xie Zhaodi was really panicked when she woke up, as if she had suffered something wrong, Cheng Jingshen was still impressed.

So, that's why she treated Xie Ren coldly later, and even scolded her, adding fists and kicks?

But if it's really just because of a dream, how many days can she stay awake?

In the end, Cheng Jingshen retreated, he didn't answer Xie Zhaodi's words, but sighed and changed the topic.

"It's time for me to go, I'm too late, and if I don't go to school, the kids will be in a hurry."

When the words came out, Cheng Jingshen could feel that Xie Zhaodi's eyes with strong hope were scattered with a little bit of disappointment, but he didn't know that Xie Zhaodi was disappointed in himself.

He looked at Xie Zhaodi's eyes again.

The eyes full of aura when they were young don't know when they were ruined by the years and lost the sunshine of the past.

The depths of the eyes are full of vicissitudes.

This made Cheng Jingshen suddenly realize that he had not taken a good look at these eyes that had once made him feel good for a long, long time.

Thinking of the deep affection and affection when they first met, and the deep affection of his youth, Cheng Jingshen suddenly couldn't bear it, and finally said a soft word to Xie Zhaodi:

"It's just a dream, don't think about it so much, you saved my life, we still have Yuanyuan, how could I leave you, I won't."

A kind and comforting word, but Xie Zhaodi's heart hurt even more when he heard it.

Oh, yes! How tolerant Cheng Jingshen is to her now, no matter how excessive and incorrigible she is, even if the people in the village are quietly persuading him, he has never thought of giving up on her.

It is estimated that even Cheng Jingshen himself does not know that one day, his innocent and hot heart will become completely cold because of Xie Zhaodi.

The dream that Xie Zhaodi said is naturally not a real dream, everything is a real thing that happened in the previous life.

In her previous life, her daughter had a serious illness when she was four years old, and the doctor said that Cheng Yueyuan had a tumor in her brain and needed 3,000 pieces for craniotomy to live.

3,000 yuan, even for Cheng Jingshen, a city man with a good family, is an astronomical amount.

But Cheng Jingshen still went back to his hometown and found relatives to scrape together enough money.

He called Xie Zhaodi the money and asked Xie Zhaodi to take his daughter Cheng Yueyuan to see a doctor.

Xie Zhaodi, who got the withdrawal order, just got the money, but was stopped by her younger brother with a group of hooligans.

The younger brother said, "Sister, you save me, I owe them 1,000 yuan, you help me pay it back, otherwise they will break my legs." ”

Xie Zhaodi hesitated, and before she could speak, the cloth bag in her hand was snatched away by her younger brother.

As a result, of course, all of the 3,000 yuan was gone.

She begged Xie Ren to return the money to her, and she said it was her daughter's life-saving money.

Xie Ren disdainful: "A girl, losing money, what's the use of you saving her?" ”

Also, a girl's film, what's the use of saving her, my mother said, she will have to rely on her mother's brother to help her in the future.

She didn't dare to offend Xie Ren, so she could only numbly watch Xie Ren and the group of hooligans walk away with the money.

When Cheng Jingshen rushed back to the countryside in the dust, seeing that his daughter who should have been in the hospital was still at home, Cheng Jingshen finally despaired of Xie Zhaodi:

"Xie Zhaodi, do you know that it's your daughter's life-saving money, how can you give it out?"

On the same day, Cheng Jingshen proposed divorce from Xie Zhaodi.

Xie Zhaodi was in a hurry, and hurriedly went back to her parents' house, wanting to beg her brother to return 2,000 yuan to her, but the family watched coldly, when she knelt in the yard, Xie Zhaodi's mother also sneered, saying that Xie Zhaodi was useless, and she couldn't even keep a man.

In this way, Xie Zhaodi finally divorced Cheng Jingshen, and on the day of the divorce, Cheng Jingshen said to Xie Zhaodi: "You and I will never get along with each other from now on." ”

Only half a month after the divorce, Cheng Jingshen received a notice to return to the city and left the countryside with Cheng Yueyuan.

Xie Zhaodi: No one wants it.

Since then, she has never seen the process depth of field again in her life.

Although Cheng Jingshen never remarried in his life, Xie Zhaodi never remarried in his life.

However, even if Cheng Jingshen and Xie Zhaodi don't get along with each other, he has never said a bad word about Xie Zhaodi in front of his daughter, he has always been a soft-hearted person.

Later, her daughter grew up, got married, and had children, and even took her grandson to visit Xie Zhaodi, seeing that Xie Zhaodi's life was difficult, in order to ensure Xie Zhaodi's old age, Cheng Yueyuan even spent money to buy an insurance for Xie Zhaodi.

The original intention of the insurance was to hope that Xie Zhaodi would be treated when she was sick, and she could find insurance reimbursement and be able to afford to see her sick.

It's a pity that this kind insurance finally became the last talisman in Xie Zhaodi's life, and Xie Ren sent Xie Zhaodi to the west in order to get the death compensation of this insurance.

Fortunately, Xie Zhaodi was reborn, and she could still warm Cheng Jingshen's heart back little by little while the residual warmth was still there.

Those things, Xie Zhaodi will never let them happen again, she stood in front of Cheng Jingshen, reached out and hugged his waist, looked up at him with a high head, and looked at him:

"Whether you believe it or not, I will do it for you for the rest of my life anyway, if there is anything that is not good, please give me more advice."

For the rest of your life, please advise.