Although Cheng Jingshen was embarrassed, he still stubbornly went out to borrow food.

Soon he borrowed a little cornmeal, a small spoonful of oil, and a small half bowl of rice.

He put his things on the table, and Xie Zhaodi didn't get up to look at it, he lowered his head and made his own clothes, without any desire to communicate with Cheng Jingshen.

"Then I'll go back to the academy." Xu felt that the atmosphere was awkward, Cheng Jingshen put down his things, and said a word to Xie Zhaodi without words.

Xie Zhaodi didn't raise her head, and simply replied to Cheng Jingshen: "Hmm!" ”

During this time, as long as Cheng Jingshen went out, Xie Zhaodi would follow behind and send him away with a smile.

It's been a long time since I've seen her so cold, and he just feels empty in his heart, which is very unpleasant.

After a few years of marriage, he didn't have Xie Zhaodi's care and care, and it didn't matter, but when he got it, he suddenly felt like he was going to lose, so he felt panicked inexplicably.

When he arrived at the door, he couldn't help but glance at Xie Zhaodi again, and seeing that she really refused to look at him, Cheng Jingshen walked out of the house dejectedly.

Hearing Cheng Jingshen's footsteps far away, Xie Zhaodi got up, looked at his back as he left and sighed.

Fortunately, Xie Tie only searched the kitchen at home, and did not enter the bedroom, if he entered this room and took all the cloth from the house, the loss would be really immeasurable.

Thinking about it, Xie Tieba couldn't have imagined that Xie Zhaodi would have the capital to buy these things.

This night, Xie Zhaodi lay down and fell asleep early, she put Yuanyuan in the middle of the bed, and slept in the innermost, looking like she refused to talk to Cheng Jingshen.

She really doesn't want to pay attention to Cheng Depth of Field.

She hadn't received much love in her previous life.

Reliving a lifetime, she also hopes that she can be favored for no reason.

The world can feel that she is doing something wrong, but she longs for Cheng Jingshen to stand firmly on his side regardless of right or wrong, regardless of right and wrong.

Instead of talking about benevolence, righteousness, morality and filial piety to her, she can't listen to those big truths, and she doesn't want to listen to them.

Besides, she didn't think she was at fault.

The phrase 'parents who are all over the world', to Xie Zhaodi's ears, is a vicious and unreasonable evil curse.

Facing Xie Zhaodi's attitude that suddenly cooled down, Cheng Jingshen seemed a little at a loss, he also thought about coaxing her, but he was stupid, and he didn't know how to speak all night.

The next morning, Xie Zhaodi and Cheng Jingshen got up simultaneously.

After breakfast, she went out with Yuanyuan, today she walked one step earlier than Cheng Jingshen, from last night, to this morning, Xie Zhaodi has not paid attention to the process of depth of field, until when she went out, she finally said to him:

"I'll sell your watch."

When the corner of her eyes swept to Cheng Jingshen's slightly furrowed brows, Xie Zhaodi felt an indescribable discomfort in her heart.

It wasn't as enjoyable as expected.

Her parents, who obviously did something wrong, made the two of them fight and have conflicts here, and they don't know what the reason is.

Xie Zhaodi's heart was in a mess, and she hurriedly went out with her watch.

Today, she didn't leave Yuanyuan with Aunt Wang, and took her to the town with her.

Now when she goes to the town, she doesn't go anywhere else, she goes straight to Aunt Chen's restaurant.

She didn't really sell Cheng Jingshen's watch, but took Cheng Jingshen's watch, found Aunt Chen, and asked Aunt Chen if she could bet on this watch first, give her 200 yuan for emergencies, and when she made enough money, she would redeem the watch.

The condition of the watch is very good, if you really sell it, you can sell it for 300 yuan, Aunt Chen took the watch and took a look, then took the watch to the house, took 200 yuan and handed it to Xie Zhaodi.

With the money, Xie Zhaodi took Yuanyuan out of the door, went directly to the bus station, and got on the bus to the county seat.

This is the first time Yuanyuan has taken a car, she sat in the car and looked out curiously, and asked:

"Mom, where is this, where are we going?"

"Go to the city to see a doctor for you, don't you always shout that you have a headache, my mother will take you to the hospital to check."

"I didn't say I had a headache!" Hearing this, Yuan Yuan glanced at Xie Zhaodi strangely.

Where does the child remember anything, Xie Zhaodi said that Yuanyuan said, then she said: "Obviously you said it yesterday, have you forgotten?" ”

"Oh~~" Yuanyuan was puzzled, but he didn't say more.

Mom said she forgot, so she must have misremembered.

Children's memories are confused, it's easy to fool, this matter was stirred up by Xie Zhaodi, and when someone asks about Yuanyuan tomorrow, Yuanyuan himself will think that he has said that he has a headache.

It's not right to fool the child like this, Xie Zhaodi knows, but she has no better way at the moment.

According to the memories of his previous life, when Yuanyuan went to the hospital, the doctor said that the tumor in Yuanyuan's brain was already very large, and it had grown for at least several years.

Inferred from the doctor's diagnosis, Xie Zhaodi can be sure that there is a tumor in Yuanyuan's brain now, but it is not that big, so she does not have those symptoms of pain, vomiting and fever now.

Originally, she planned to finish the clothes, exchange them for money, and go to the city to inspect Yuanyuan.

At that time, even if the problem is found, she herself will have the ability to treat Yuanyuan, and she will no longer have to embarrass Cheng Jingshen, so that he will go back to Shanghai to raise money and come back to see her daughter.

Now that she's changed her mind, she's going to check Yuanyuan in advance.

When Cheng Jingshen returns to Shanghai to borrow money and comes back, her father and mother, who eat people and don't spit out bones, and her insatiable younger brother will definitely come to the door to ask for Yuanyuan's money to see a doctor, preventing Cheng Jingshen from treating Yuanyuan.

What happened in the previous life, Xie Zhaodi decided to let it be repeated in another way.

Only when he is forced into a desperate situation will Cheng Jingshen's bottom line be forced out.

In order to make that day come early, Xie Zhaodi made up her mind to be a behind-the-scenes promoter

Along the way, Yuanyuan chattered and asked non-stop, looking out the window for a while, and asking Xie Zhaodi questions about the west.

The car ran on the road for two hours before entering the county seat, and seeing that the county hospital was close in front of him, Xie Zhaodi hurriedly shouted to the driver:

"Master, take a kick."

As Xie Zhaodi's words fell, the driver's foot stepped on the brake and braked sharply, and the tire made a violent friction sound on the ground.

After the car stopped, Xie Zhaodi got out of the car with Yuanyuan in her arms.

After entering the hospital, she went straight to hang up a surgical outpatient number, and entered the surgical outpatient clinic with Yuanyuan in her arms.

The same outpatient clinic, the same doctor, when Xie Zhaodi saw the bald middle-aged doctor, she suddenly felt in her heart, she lost the money back then, and came to the hospital to pick up Yuanyuan and go home, and the doctor chased all the way.

To this day, Xie Zhaodi still remembers the doctor's anxious look:

"Comrade, you can't bring the child back like this, you will kill the child like this."

The doctor was so anxious that he was in tears.

Going around and around, I came looking for him again.