Chapter 727: Cruelty
Xi Tongying cried very sadly, and soon cried out of breath, Su Yubei also felt that the position of his lower abdomen was a little cold, and he didn't have to think that his clothes must have been wet with Xi Tongying's tears.
Su Yubei gently stroked Xi Tongying's head, the only thing he could do now was to comfort her in this way, no other Su Yubei could do anything.
I don't know how long it took, Xi Tongying suddenly stopped crying, she slowly raised her head, her face was full of tears, and her big eyes were red and swollen.
Xi Tongying was as pitiful as a puppy abandoned by her owner at this time, she choked up and said: "Don't leave me, okay, I promise that I and my family will not cause you trouble, really, do you believe in me." ”
Su Yubei looked left and right, trying to find a tissue to wipe Xi Tongying's tears, but she couldn't find it, so she could only use her sleeve to gently wipe the tears on her face little by little.
Su Yubei slowly squatted down and looked at Xi Tongying, and said apologetically; "I'm sorry, it's really impossible for me to be with you, believe me you will find someone you love, and he loves you."
Speaking of this, Su Yubei's heart hurt a lot, and when he divorced Gao Ziqi, his heart didn't hurt so much.
Xi Tongying grabbed Su Yu and said, "Why is it impossible?" Can you forgive me once? ”
Su Yubei said helplessly: "If I were an ordinary person, I would choose to be with you, but I am no longer an ordinary person, in this position, I have no way out, and if I take a step back, I will never recover."
A lot of people have invested too much, too much in me, and I can't live up to their hopes, and now even if I don't want to go down this path, there will be many people pushing me to continue on this road. ”
Su Yubei was very helpless at this time, and chose to take the road of official career Su Yubei did not regret it at first, but more wanted to prove himself and prove that he was not a waste to Gao Ziqi's family.
But all the way to today, Su Yubei is a little confused, he obviously likes Xi Tongying, but he can't marry her, and An Qingshu, if he can marry her early, he won't be with Xi Tongying.
It is not an exaggeration to describe the current situation of Su Yubei in these four words.
Xi Tongying's tears fell again, and Su Yubei said while helping her wipe her tears: "Actually, your third aunt is just a pawn of some people who want to kill me, do you know how dangerous it was last time?"
If I am not careful, I will never recover, and I will probably have to spend my whole life in prison, which is still the result of my old leaders and my grandfather's care, if there is no them, I am afraid that my front foot will go to prison, and my back foot will become a cold corpse.
The world is far from being as clean and bright as you see, and darkness is everywhere, but many people can't reach it. ”
Xi Tongying didn't understand Su Yubei's words very well, but she shuddered, obviously what Su Yubei came into contact with was something she not only didn't come into contact with, but also something she couldn't think of.
Su Yubei continued: "So I need to rely on more, such as marrying a wife with an extraordinary family background, maybe you will think that I am climbing high branches and climbing the dragon and the phoenix, but why do many people do this on the road of official career?"
The reason is that people who are weak and weak will not walk long on this road, and the slightest carelessness will end up with no bones, unless they do not fight or grab, and do not want to continue on this road.
I just told you, now I don't want to go, it's no longer possible, so I can't be with you, I'm sorry, I blame me for not thinking about it at the beginning. ”
Xi Tongying looked at Su Yubei and said suddenly; "So you don't touch me, in fact, you have wanted to separate from me for a long time, right?"
Su Yubei didn't want to answer, because this answer was too cruel for Xi Tongying, but he still gritted his teeth and said, "Yes." ”
Long pain is better than short pain, Su Yubei hopes that Xi Tongying will be completely disappointed in herself, and then come out as soon as possible and continue her next life, get married and have children, although her life is dull, but she can grow old safely, this is her life.
Xi Tongying smiled sadly, tears kept falling like beads with broken threads, she looked at Su Yubei, and suddenly laughed, laughing while shedding tears, laughing louder and louder, as if she had heard the funniest joke in the world.
And she, Xi Tongying, is the biggest joke in the world.
Su Yubei exhaled and said softly, "Take care." ”
After speaking, Su Yubei hardened his heart and turned to leave, and the moment the door closed, Xi Tongying's laughter pierced his heart like a needle.
Things have come to this point, all Su Yubei can do is leave and say sorry softly before leaving.
Su Yubei didn't know how he got home, his parents were not there, and his uncle Nie Chunfeng was not there, and the house was very quiet.
Su Yubei stood on the balcony for an afternoon, motionless, like a stone sculpture, watching the sun set behind the mountain little by little, and then darkness began to cover the earth.
The sound of opening the door came, and Nie Chunxiang's voice also came: "What do you want me to say about you?" Why don't you look at other people, you don't look at how old you are, that girl is also good-looking, and her parents are both ...... in the system"
Nie Chunfeng didn't speak, letting his sister count him, Su Zhenghai helplessly squeezed his shoulders on the side, saying that he couldn't help his brother-in-law.
These voices pulled Su Yubei back from his thoughts to reality.
Nie Chunfeng looked at his son, then at his brother, and said angrily: "None of you will let me worry, I will be angry with you sooner or later." ”
Speaking of this, Nie Chunxiang took off her coat and went to the sofa casually, and complained while walking towards the kitchen: "I really owe you in my last life, I don't say anything about the whole weather, I still have to cook for you." ”
As soon as the words fell, Nie Chunxiang shouted: "Su Zhenghai, why are you going?" Roll over and help with the cooking. ”
Su Zhenghai wanted to slip away, go to a friend's house for a meeting, and come back during dinner, so as not to be used as a punching bag by his wife, but now that he is good, he didn't run away, so he could only follow him into the kitchen to help with a frown.
Su Yubei saw that his uncle Nie Chunfeng was in a very bad mood, sitting on the sofa with a sad brow, with helplessness and sorrow on his face.
Su Yubei was also in a bad mood, he patted Nie Chunfeng's shoulder and said, "Drink more at night." ”
Nie Chunfeng didn't speak, he nodded quietly, he also saw that his nephew was not in a good mood, but he didn't know why.
But Nie Chunfeng won't ask, Su Yubei is willing to tell him, naturally he won't say, if he doesn't want to, he doesn't need to ask, everyone has their own privacy and their own secrets.