Chapter 8: Sad Parting
In the dark, I groped my way to him, leaned down and hugged the cold ball in my arms, his shoulders were very broad, and he was much stronger than me, because he practiced swords all year round, Su Shaoheng's body was full of muscles, hard, and he was like iron that could not be covered in his arms.
We met when we were young, and we practiced swords together for three years, and I understood that he just wanted to push me away and not let me get involved in the affairs of his family, just like the group of domestic servants he dismissed.
How kind and benevolent the only son of the Marquis of Zhenyuan is.
I said, "After changing the birthday post, even if we are husband and wife, whether it is the Hou Mansion or the countryside, I will go with you." ”
I stood on my knees, his snort hit my neck, and after listening to me, the cold mass in his arms finally did not push me away, but softened, and let him lean on me.
In the past, I Shen Wan was born a character who was destined to swallow her anger, my father didn't hurt, the eldest lady didn't love me, and when my two sisters bullied me, even my mother never stood on my side.
I asked myself at night, and the Su family taught me to read and write, and allowed me to practice martial arts, so that I could practice a skill that I could rely on. Mrs. Hou is gentle, leading me to really live again, Su Shaoheng is warm, and gives me a preference that I have never had.
Although I am the most inconspicuous one in the vast sea of people, I also want to repay the kindness of the Su family.
Taking advantage of Su Shaoheng's unpreparedness, I knocked him unconscious with one palm, tied him up with a big five-flower tie, and carried him to the back mountain to hide by himself relying on his brute strength.
Then I pretended that nothing had happened and continued to be my obedient and well-behaved Miss Shen Jiasan. I only sneaked up the mountain in the middle of the night to deliver food to Su Shaoheng once.
Su Shaoheng talked a lot less, and I didn't talk much, so in the cool moonlight, there was only the sound of the bowl and spoon I fed Su Shaoheng porridge.
Or Su Shaoheng couldn't help it first, and said hoarsely: "Why did you tie me up?" ”
I lowered my head and scooped the porridge: "The emperor will definitely cut the grass and eradicate the roots, and he has to avoid the limelight for a while." ”
"Shen Kongqing, I know that you are never stupid. But do you know that this matter may affect the Shen family? ”
"If there is a day, I will abandon my family name, and my business has nothing to do with the Shen family."
I looked up at him, and in the night, the young man's eyes were slightly stunned, and there seemed to be tears shining in the moonlight, but the tears were hidden so quickly that I couldn't tell whether it was just the hazy moonlight.
I just found out that Su Shaoheng is different.
Like I've been changing, I'm slowly becoming stronger and more confident. Su Shaoheng has changed from a young man who always smiles in his proud eyes to an orphan son who is forbearing, sad, and painful.
But I firmly believe that he is still him, he is still the kind and tolerant Su Shaoheng, and the generosity of the Su family is still engraved in his blood and bones.
My teenage years were gentle and respectful, and his teenage years were arrogant, but our teenage years have quietly passed.
Looking at the teenager in front of me, my nose was sour.
Then one day in January, when I was standing on the back mountain in the moonlight as usual, I found that Su Shaoheng was gone. Only a passage written on a wooden branch between the sand and gravel remained.
"In the seventh year of Qingyuan, the daughter of the Shen family married Su Jialang. Defend the king's land, protect the frontier, and fight on the battlefield. In the seventy-seventh year of Qingyuan, Shen's daughter died, and Su Jialang followed. ”
"I can't do it in this life, I only hope for the next life."
As soon as the wind blew, all that was left was a messy pile of sand and gravel.
I also thought about being with him for the rest of my life.
After that, I fell ill, for three years, and after that I was depressed, I recuperated for a few more years.