096: Physical indulgence, Xie Shang breaks the vows (second watch
Gu Yihuan felt that his pupils were about to earthquake, this was ...... Catch the rape scene?
Out of politeness, Xie Shang opened his mouth first: "Hello." ”
In Gu Yihuan's view, this is the grace and generosity of the main palace.
Yan Cong stood lazily: "Hello." ”
In Gu Yihuan's opinion, this is the pampering and arrogance of the outer room!
Wen Changling took the initiative to introduce to Xie Shang: "He is Yan Cong. She added, "It's my friend." ”
Based on the experience of catching rape in the past, Gu Yihuan firmly believes that there is a pure friendship between men and women. He looked at his fourth brother, as long as the fourth brother sent a signal, he would definitely arrest him on the spot.
Xie Shang's expression was as usual: "I know, we have met." ”
Yan Cong didn't answer, looking unrefreshed.
Wen Changling was worried about Yan Cong's body, and no longer delayed time outside: "Yan Cong, it's inconvenient for me to dress like this, can you go in by yourself?" ”
"Hmm."
Wen Changling said, "See you tomorrow." ”
Yan Cong went in first.
Wen Changling was not very relieved, so he took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Jiahui on duty, asking her to help in the ward.
[See you tomorrow]
Miss Wen rarely said this to him.
Xie Shang looked at Gu Yihuan: "You don't go to register?" ”
That's it? Don't question it?
When I was a child, the fourth brother's guzheng, the fourth brother's wolf small seal, and the fourth brother's teacup incense were not touched, and the fourth brother was perfectionist and paranoid, and had absolute exclusive requirements for his belongings.
A girlfriend goes out with a friend of the opposite sex, or at night, and is dressed so beautifully, it is impossible to put it on anyone without minding at all. Gu Yihuan sometimes feels that being emotionally stable is not necessarily a good thing. People, pay attention to a balance, if emotions only go in and out, when they are full, they will explode.
Like a thunderstorm.
The fourth brother usually never mentions Xie Qingze, it's not that he forgets, it's that his emotions have been restrained and pent-up, and then when he waits for a point to explode, such as a thunderstorm, his emotions will start to rage.
The fact that Miss Ling is Miss Wen still needs to be dealt with by Gu Yihuan.
"Fourth brother, I'll call you later."
He went to register first, and when he caught the rape, he injured his leg.
"Changling, let's go back."
"Oh."
Wen Changling followed Xie Shang into the car.
Xie Shang turned on the air conditioner in the car, it was still hot in the car, and he opened the window and waited for the temperature in the car to cool down.
The slit of the skirt was too high, and it was a little uncomfortable when he sat down, so Wen Changling pulled down the hem of the skirt. Xie Shang handed her a blanket and covered it on her lap.
It's not hot in the car anymore.
Xie Shang closed the window and started the car. He didn't know exactly when he developed the habit, and when he was old, he always drove very slowly.
There were no cars on the road, so Xie Shang asked Wen Changling, "Where have you gone to play?" ”
"Nightclub."
The end of the cape is also a nightclub.
Xie Shang asked, "Is it fun?" ”
She closed her eyes and pretended to sleep, like a lazy animal, and the accessories of her skirt were very heavy metal, making her whole person look cold and flamboyant, full of mystery.
"It's okay," she said. ”
Red light at the intersection.
Xie Shang didn't stop at the first time, crossed the stop line, and his fingers holding the steering wheel tightened a little: "I'll take you next time." ”
"Okay."
Later, Xie Shang did not speak again.
The car was moving at a constant speed, Wen Changling was leaning on the headrest, a little sleepy, but a nerve was still pulling her, she wanted to open her mouth a few times, but she couldn't help it.
When she arrived at Lotus Pond Street, Xie Shang sent her to the door.
There were a few people on the streets, but not many, and the vendors had not yet taken their jobs, and the occasional night owl came down to forage for food. The summer nights are hot, and the stars are always coming out.
"Go to bed early."
Xie Shang only said this sentence.
Wen Changling walked to the threshold, but still turned back: "Xie Shang, are you angry?" ”
Xie Shang's tone was not much turbulent: "No." ”
Don't be angry, give Miss Wen lots and lots of love.
Wen Changling affirmed: "You are angry." ”
Xie Shang didn't answer, didn't admit it, and didn't deny it.
The two of them were like that, each standing at one end, and Wen Changling waited obediently and quietly, waiting for Xie Shang to dissipate.
Xie Shang couldn't resist someone: "Aren't you going to coax it?" ”
Ah, to coax.
Wen Changling took two steps over, slowly raised his hand, and pulled Xie Shang's clothes.
"Stars."
Her voice was soft, and her hairstyle was beautiful today, like the arrogant and disobedient black princess in the castle: "Don't be angry. ”
Miss Wen is so smart.
After only calling the stars a few times, he was sure that he was eating this set. He couldn't be ruthless with anyone who called him Xingxing, especially Wen Changling.
Xie Shang made a request: "At least hug it, Miss Wen." ”
"Oh."
Wen Changling took the initiative to hug Xie Shang with a good attitude: "Don't you like me to go to a nightclub to play?" ”
She was wearing very tall shoes today, and Xie Shang lowered his head, just enough to kiss her bare right shoulder.
Her waist was thin, and he could control it all with just one hand: "It's your freedom to play wherever you want, as long as it's safe, I won't restrict you from any way of entertainment." I don't mind if your first choice when looking for a playmate isn't me. ”
The emotions in his eyes were suppressed, and his voice was also suppressed, low and restrained: "Elder, can you give me more right to participate in everything related to you?" ”
He wanted to know from her about Ana, about the suspicious case, about all her thoughts. He had already thrown in the towel, and he decided to love Miss Wen well.
But Miss Wen still has a heart made of stone, a hedgehog wrapped in a thick coat.
For the first time, he had this frustration, and the more powerless, the more he wanted. Only she can fulfill him, so that he can find balance in the strange sense of loss of control.
He hugged him tightly.
Wen Changling also obediently did not move: "It was a temporary decision to go out with Yan Cong. She explained to him, "Yan Cong is not in good health, he has been hospitalized, and he wants to go out to breathe. ”
"Do you have a good relationship with Yan Cong?"
When she came back from Lelitu that time, it was Yan Cong who came to pick her up so late.
Wen Changling nested on Xie Shang's shoulder and nodded: "We have known each other for two years and are very good friends. After she finished speaking, she thought of something and raised her head to look at Xie Shang, "You don't want to eat his jealousy." ”
Xie Shang was neither salty nor light: "Oh, it turns out that Miss Wen can see it." ”
“……”
Let's coax it.
After hugging for a while, Wen Changling said, "I'll go back." ”
Xie Shang hummed, but didn't let go of his hand.
"The dress is beautiful."
In addition to the hot tide of love in his eyes, there is also undisguised appreciation and recognition: "Wen Changling is also very beautiful." ”
Praise Miss Kwwawin more, lest she say that she is not beautiful and has a bad character.
Wen Changling lowered his head and smiled.
Xie Shang really coaxed.
*****
After washing, it was close to ten o'clock, and Xie Shang was not sleepy.
He took out the inkstone and ink strips that had not been used for a long time from the cabinet, added a little water to the inkstone, and carefully ground the ink with the ink strips, until the ink was mixed evenly.
He laid out the Yuan book paper, pressed it with a paperweight, then sat down, dipped his pen in ink, and wrote the Lotus Sutra.
His calligraphy teacher is a famous master, he is the type who learns everything quickly, and he has also learned a little famous, but he is not interested in this, and piano, chess, calligraphy and painting are not his passion.
"There are flowers in front of the Buddha, famous and excellent, a thousand years of buds, a thousand years of buds, a thousand years of flowers, a snap of a finger to thank ——。"
The pen froze, and Xie Shang's heart was not quiet.
"He's Yan Cong."
"My friend."
Xie Shang threw away the paper that had been stained with inkdrops, relaid the paper, and picked up the pen again.
"There are flowers in front of the Buddha, famous and excellent, a thousand years of buds, a thousand years of buds, a thousand years of flowers, a snap of a finger thanks, an instant of beauty. If it is the cause, if it is the fate, if it is the effect, if it is the retribution......"
"Yan Cong, it's inconvenient for me to dress like this, can you go in by yourself?"
"See you tomorrow."
Wen Changling had just said goodbye to him, and he didn't say goodbye.
Xie Shang tore off the paper and rewrote it.
"A long night of peace and tranquility is beneficial. Cultivate oneself with kindness and be good at the wisdom of the Buddha. Reach the great wisdom and go to the other side. ”
Wen Changling said: "We have known each other for two years. ”
Wen Changling said: "You don't want to eat his jealousy." ”
Xie Shang looked down at the pen, only to find that he had written a warm character.
He had to throw it away again.
"I'm slow and self-conscious, I'm not truthful, I've been in a trillions of eons, I've heard the name of the Buddha, I haven't heard the Fa-rectification, it's like a human being."
The ink droplets blurred into black spots on the paper, and the calligraphy was learned in the dog's belly.
Xie Shang put the pen on the pen rest and tore off the paper.
He doesn't like scriptures, he doesn't like Buddhism, these are what his uncle likes, the Buddha can't cross him, he is not as generous as he thinks, he is bad, he acts crazy, he is not a good person.
Xie shopped on cooked rice paper, changed a pen, and sketched the outline on the paper with a few strokes. He wrote quickly, Wen Changling's eyebrows, nose bridge, and bones ...... You don't need to think about it.
"Stars."
"Don't be angry."
"Stars."
"Xie Xingxing."
“……”
The hand holding the pen stopped, Xie Shang looked at the eyes in the painting, the night, the light, the faint fragrance of ink, and the restless insect chirping outside the window, all of them were woven together, and the people in the painting came to life, running from their eyes to their thoughts.
There are no demons in this world, and demons are all transformed by the greed and desire of human nature.
Xie Shang put down his pen, tilted his head, and laid the light on the contour of his jaw.
The Gu started again.
He struggled, struggled, stared straight at the light with his eyes open, and then was burned by the light, and finally compromised and accepted his fate...... His hand holding the pen was not controlled after all, and he broke the vows in front of the scriptures all over the ground.
The movements of the hands have a kind of self-defeating rudeness.
"Wen Changling......"
Xie Shang closed his eyes, his eyebrows frowned slightly, and the lust of one was heavier than the other, and the corners of his eyes were piled up......
The painting was never finished after all.
Xie Xingxing, what are you doing? What are you doing?!!!!
(End of chapter)