Before the incense master finished speaking, he saw Shen Yubai turn around and leave, stumbling a little between his steps, and his back looked very embarrassed.

Several people from the perfumery department looked at each other, and they still didn't understand the meaning of the honorable ones in the end.

Leaving the perfumery in embarrassment, Shen Yubai returned to his residence.

"Your Excellency?"

Shen Yubai didn't seem to hear the waiter's voice, and locked himself in the room, ignoring anyone.

The soothing incense in the room has not been extinguished, but this is not the soothing incense concocted by Shen Yuexi, even if Shen Yubai can fall asleep, he will still be awakened by nightmares, and he will not be able to sleep peacefully.

In the next few days, Shen Yubai was constantly tormented by nightmares, and under such an extreme environment, Shen Yubai gradually developed demons.

Shen Yubai ...... Hahaha, Bai Xiao, why isn't you the one who died, you are actually the most damned person! ”

"Lan Xi won't want to see you again, she'd rather die, she'd rather be lost than meet you!"

These are all past experiences that make Shen Yubai regret a lot, but now that he has a demon, there is always a voice in his ears, constantly reminding him and scolding him, making him embarrassed and shaking his heart all the time.

Shen Yubai stabbed himself in the arm fiercely, and the physical pain made him temporarily detach himself from these emotions.

This method of near-self-harm can indeed temporarily suppress the expansion of the demons in the heart, but it is only "killing a thousand enemies and losing eight hundred".

After calming down, Shen Yubai would miss Shen Yuexi even more, but when he thought that Shen Yuexi had left, the decisive words she had said came to his ears, which made him extremely heartbroken.

After all, he still couldn't miss it, Shen Yubai instructed the waiter to inquire about the residence of "Lanxi", he wanted to see the place where Shen Yuexi once lived, maybe there would be some traces left for him to chat with for comfort.

Although the waiter was strange in his heart, he still followed Shen Yubai's instructions to investigate Lanxi's residence.

About half an hour later, the waiter took Shen Yubai to a somewhat remote place, where the environment was very poor, giving people a sense of chaos visible to the naked eye, and even the spiritual power was relatively thinner.

Shen Yubai's heart involuntarily began to twitch, and he felt that it was difficult to breathe.

Before...... Is that the kind of place she lives in?

"Your Excellency, what's wrong with you?" The waiter asked, with some concern.

"It's okay, you can retreat first, I want to go around here."

Shen Yubai sent people back, he just wanted to stay here alone now, and he didn't want any outsiders to disturb him.

The waiter hesitated to leave, he felt that the Venerable was not in a good state, which was very strange, but the waiter still couldn't understand why.

Could it be that during the time of reincarnation, something happened that they didn't know about, which led to a great change in temperament?

It's not impossible.

After waiting for the waiter to leave, Shen Yubai silently walked into the house where Lanxi once lived.

Although the environment here is not good, Lanxi has cleaned up this place neatly, and it is spotless everywhere.

Shen Yubai took everything here into his eyes at a glance, and couldn't help but sigh at Lanxi's strain, whether it was Lanxi or Shen Yuexi, it was always like this, not fighting or grabbing, silently paying behind his back, how could he, how could they?

Thinking of this, Shen Yubai felt a pang of pain in his heart, some things were understood too late by both him and Nan Wuya, they didn't even have a chance to redeem all this, and the beauties had disappeared, leaving them to continue to pick up memories that they didn't know, and in their remembrance, they felt endless pain and suffering.

In a trance, Shen Yubai suddenly saw a booklet in the corner of this room, he rubbed his eyebrows to relieve the discomfort caused by the headache, and then slowly got up and picked up the booklet.

It seems that many words are recorded in this booklet, all of which are written by Lan Xi himself, recording some daily life.

Shen Yubai's heart moved, and a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, this could probably be regarded as an unexpected gain.

He put his hand on the book, his fingertips trembling slightly, and at this time, he did not dare to open it, he was afraid that he would see something he did not want to face.

Shen Yubai hesitated for a long time, and finally opened the booklet, more than the timidity in his heart, he wanted to know more about Shen Yuexi's past and understand the past that he didn't know.

He slowly turned the first page:

［…… When I went out today, I was accidentally bitten by a small red spider, and the wound was very painful...... I didn't care, I thought that I would endure it, but after an hour, the wound became more and more painful, and I couldn't stand it...... A monk asked me to buy some elixirs to heal my wounds with spirit stones, but I was reluctant. ］

Some of the handwriting on the booklet is very blurry, and it is difficult to see clearly, perhaps it was because Shen Yuexi was in a trance after being injured at that time, so the record was incomplete, resulting in a little intermittent appearance.

Shen Yubai's fingertips couldn't help but retract, and through these words, he seemed to see Shen Yuexi's thin figure, she was curled up alone in this small corner, laboriously recording in the book.

Trembling hands laboriously turn to the next page:

[It still hurts, my head is a little uncomfortable, and I feel dizzy...... But I have to clean the library today, and I can't lie down. ］

Shen Yu's white eyebrows were furrowed, she was already injured, she was still thinking about these things, couldn't she be kind to herself?

Angry and distressed, he continued to look down.

[Today, perhaps it was the favor of God, and I actually saw Bai Xiaozun in the library pavilion...... It's amazing, when I saw him, it seemed that the wound didn't hurt so much, but Zunshang seemed to be very sad and kept drinking, although I didn't know how to drink, but I still drank a lot with him, and I was even more dizzy...... ］

According to Shen Yuexi's description, Shen Yubai guessed that she should have been bitten by a highly poisonous blood spider, if she was not treated in time, I am afraid that there will be endless troubles, his eyebrows and eyes were full of worry, but when he saw the words behind, Shen Yubai was stunned.

Shen Yuexi said that she saw him in the library pavilion? Still drinking with him?

This made Shen Yubai recall what happened at that time, he remembered, at that time, he quietly went to see Shen Yuerong, but accidentally made her cry, no matter how he coaxed her, he was depressed, so he went to borrow wine to kill his sorrows.

But the memory of being drunk was already very vague, and he couldn't remember anything, he vaguely remembered...... He was pulling someone at the time and drank all night's wine, but when he woke up, he completely forgot about Shen Yuexi.

It turned out that the person at that time was Shen Yuexi......

[Your Excellency seems to have forgotten about me, but that's okay.] ］

Maybe it was because she found that she was forgotten, Shen Yuexi was very sad and didn't record too much.

Shen Yubai was already a little afraid to continue to look down, and after a long psychological struggle, Shen Yubai dared to turn the page again.