Holding the booklet lightly in his hand, it was clearly just a light one, but at this moment, Shen Yubai felt that it was as heavy as a thousand pounds, which carried the heavy and heart-wrenching past from Shen Yuexi.

Shen Yubai didn't know if he wanted to continue watching.

Reason told him that it should be done in moderation, but emotionally, Shen Yubai was eager to know everything related to Shen Yuexi, because compared to Shen Yuerong, in his memory, he knew too little about Shen Yuexi, even if it was just a few words, it could make him feel at ease for a moment.

After coming back to his senses, Shen Yubai opened the booklet again and continued to read it.

After that, records gradually decreased, sometimes every few days, sometimes every few months.

[Today, Zunshang seems to be in a bad mood, so I went to the kitchen and quietly helped make a bowl of peach blossom soup, I think Zunshang should like it.] ］

[According to my sister in the kitchen, I seem to like the peach blossom soup I make very much, and I drink it several times a month.] I'm so happy. ]

[His Excellency has a bad rest, and occasionally has insomnia...... I secretly saw the method of concocting soothing incense in an ancient book, and I don't know if it works, so give it a try. ]

……

Turning many pages one after another, seeing such a record, he had mixed feelings in his heart.

Shen Yubai's eyes were a little sour, but his eyes couldn't bear to blink, for fear that he would miss something.

In fact, many of the things recorded here are some bits and pieces, some things that seem very ordinary to Shen Yubai, will make Shen Yuexi happy for a day, and Shen Yubai can sense her light and happy mood in the brushstrokes.

Such a contrast made Shen Yubai's heart extremely bitter, Shen Yuexi was never greedy for anything, but even those small wishes were never realized.

Flipping to the back, Shen Yubai suddenly found that there were a few sachets behind the booklet, he was a little strange, and he happened to see Shen Yuexi's record on the previous page.

[I went to the temple today to pray for blessings, and I heard that it is very good, and I hope that I can protect the safety of my family and friends.] ］

Seeing this passage, Shen Yubai was a little surprised, "family"?

He didn't remember what family Shen Yuexi had, how could such a record suddenly appear?

Could it be that he missed something when he watched it before?

It shouldn't be......

Looking at the sachet in his hand, Shen Yubai's heart moved, and there was actually a small handwriting engraved on the outside of the sachet.

One of them wrote "Emperor", and the other was an unfamiliar name, which should be Shen Yuexi's friend.

The last one just wrote the word "family".

Shen Yubai was extremely curious, who would be regarded as a relative by Shen Yuexi, and his heart was inexplicably a little sour.

He gently opened the sachet, only to find that the names "Bai Xiao" and "Lan Rong" were written inside.

Shen Yu's white pupils shrank, and a trace of horror flashed in his eyes.

He never thought that it would be his and Lan Rong's names, as well as the word "family" written by Shen Yuexi, and a flash of lightning suddenly exploded in his mind.

Why are these two names, and why does Shen Yuexi treat him and Shen Yuerong as family, can it be said...... Shen Yuexi already knew about the relationship between them?

Shen Yubai's face was full of suspicion, he wasn't sure if his guess was correct, but seeing the sachet left by Shen Yuexi and the traces recorded in the booklet, Shen Yuexi obviously already knew the relationship between them.

It's just that...... He never recognized the two, so Shen Yuexi pretended not to know, silently cared in the dark, and respected Shen Yubai's decision.

"Why didn't you tell me......" Shen Yubai muttered to himself.

But as the words fell, his eyebrows and eyes became even more bitter, even if Shen Yuexi told him, because of the misunderstanding of Shen Yuexi back then, no matter what Shen Yuexi said, he would definitely not believe it.

Even if Shen Yuexi really ran in front of him, he would probably only indifferently refuse to recognize the other party, and even sneer at her and embarrass her in all kinds.

Then, Shen Yubai searched in the sachet again, but did not see Shen Yuexi's own name.

Obviously, Shen Yuexi only prayed for friends and family and begged for sachets, but she didn't think about herself.

Realizing this, Shen Yubai's heart felt another tingling, the more he knew about Shen Yuexi's past, the more this pain would continue to accumulate and superimpose, making people feel unbearable.

Shen Yubai clenched the edge of the table in his hand, because his strength was too great, and the material of the table itself was not a good material, so in the end, it turned into powder.

Coming back to his senses, Shen Yubai's heart ached, this was where Shen Yuexi once lived, and doing this was tantamount to ruining his thoughts.

He looked at the debris on the ground with remorse, consuming his spiritual energy and laboriously restoring it.

Shen Yubai still wanted to continue to look at the records left by Shen Yuexi, but he was sad to find that there was not much content in this booklet, and now he had completely finished reading it.

He carefully tucked the booklet into his sleeve along with the sachet, and then returned to the palace and placed them in a most conspicuous place, so that he could see it as soon as he looked up in this room.

Seeing these two things, Shen Yubai's heart inexplicably became calm, as if Shen Yuexi was not dead, but was by his side.

Such a fantasy made Shen Yubai feel a lot better.

On this day, Shen Yubai went to the Library Pavilion, he still didn't want to give up, and wanted to continue to find a way to find Shen Yuexi.

Because he was in too much of a hurry, he didn't have time to bring Shen Yuexi's sachet and put it in a conspicuous position in front of the table.

Seeing Shen Yubai leaving, the maid in charge of cleaning went to the palace to take care of it.

The maids cleaned the palace carefully and conscientiously as usual.

When passing by the pear blossom wooden table, she carefully wiped down the antiques placed on the side, but at this moment, she accidentally knocked over the candlestick on the side of the table.

"Ahh

The waiter heard the sound coming from inside, and there was a strange smell, and hurriedly rushed in, only to find that the room was indeed on fire.

"How do you do things, you can actually make such a low-level mistake, everything here, you can't afford to sell it, if you let the Venerable know, you will have your good fruit to eat!"

The waiter was very anxious, and hurriedly cast a spell to extinguish the fire, and it didn't seem to be too serious a loss......

Before the waiter's thoughts could land, he suddenly felt a chill behind him, as if something terrible was approaching from behind, and then, he felt a cool breeze rushing next to him, and then the maid let out a miserable scream.

"Your Excellency!"

Seeing the situation in front of him clearly, the waiter knew that the person who came was actually Shen Yubai!

Shen Yubai grabbed the maid's neck, the strength in her hand continued to retract, and the maid soon felt that she couldn't breathe, the air in her chest was grabbed, and the struggle of her limbs gradually became weak.