"Huh? Did you make a mistake? ”

The ghost sent the gods, Chen Yuan called his aunt, stunned the other side, and almost hung up the phone.

"Nope. Hello Auntie, I am Xia Xinyu's classmate. ”

"You're her classmate, so why do you call my aunt?"

There was a middle-aged woman's voice, and when I heard it, it was the kind of senior teacher with glasses and an expressionless face, obviously an ordinary question, but Chen Yuan heard the majesty of "If you can't answer, you will die".

But soon, he changed the topic: "Classmate, why did you call me?" What happened to the heart talk? Is she okay? ”

The woman suddenly became worried, and her tone was urgent.

can show that Xia Xinyu's recent experience is enough for her to make the decision to commit suicide.

"She's fine, but she hasn't been to school for a few days, and I live very close to her, so I'm looking for ...... I asked the school teacher about your phone number and wanted to ask about the situation. ”

Since her parents are both out of town and she is studying in Xiahai, she is usually sure that the school is in contact with her aunt when there is something, so there should be no flaw in lying like this.

"Fu Xiumei's phone number to you? Why didn't she ask me directly? ”

Grass, forget that she was the teacher at that school!

Teacher Fu, she said......"

"This matter is indeed very sensitive, and she is probably afraid to ask too much."

The other side was logically self-consistent, and did not suspect that he was lying.

"Well, I also saw Xia Xinyu today, she is in a very bad state and looks like she can't give up."

"Did you meet her? Can you tell her about going to her aunt's house? I'm worried about this child, she's been an introvert since she was a child. ”

"May I ask ......" seemed to guess something, but Chen Yuan couldn't help but ask, "Is there something going on in her hometown in Jingnan?" ”

After a while, the reply was given: "Last week, her parents encountered a landslide when they were descending the mountain. ”

“……”

With a tightening of his heart, Chen Yuan closed his eyes.

He didn't dare to listen to it anymore.

"Xinyu is an only daughter, and there is a funeral in her hometown, so she must go back. But when the kid heard the news, he hung up. I went to her a few days ago and wanted to take her to live with me and then take her back to Jingnan, but she refused to agree and didn't leave anywhere. Eh, I couldn't help it, so I asked her to take a leave of absence from school. If you can see her again, you must tell her that my aunt is worried about her. The voice over there was already anxious to the point of breaking, not like a seasoned senior teacher.

"Okay auntie, I will."

Hanging up the phone, Chen Yuan's face sank.

A story that is more desperate than imagined.

It was a landslide and both parents died.

can imagine how much Xia Xinyu, who heard the news, wished it was a dream, but the wet pillow every night, and the dim room that woke up in the morning, would make her realize that this was real. Then, the pain swept over like a tidal wave, and she couldn't return to her hometown strongly, organize her parents' funerals, and toast relatives and elders in turn, expressing her determination to go on alone.

The only way to solve your worries is to commit suicide.

It's me, and I'm dead.

………

When she opened her eyes, Xia Xinyu saw a tear on her eyelashes.

Suddenly, the corners of her mouth furrowed, and a sour pain welled up into her nose, and she covered her head in the quilt, and she sobbed again.

Last night, she had a dream about her parents in the hospital, and the doctor told her that the two of them needed to be hospitalized for a long time, and when she heard it, she was very happy.

Because it turned out that it was not dead, it was still being rescued.

And it was also because of this kind of thinking in a dream that she remembered that her parents died because of a mudslide, and there was no chance of rescue.

So, the dream is fake.

In the dream, she recognized the real and the fake.

So, I also found that law in my dream-

The end of the dream is waking up.

She was scared to wake up, but the gradual clarity of consciousness, the light that came obliquely through the gap in the curtains, still woke her up.

Open your eyes to the brutal truth.

After crying, Xia Xinyu, who was red-eyed, picked up her mobile phone. She saw that her aunt had called her a lot, and there were a lot of unread messages on QQ, from her classmates.

Most of them are girls who play well with themselves, and there is only one boy.

[Wen Boheng: Why don't you come to class? Are you sick? 】

[Wen Boheng: I made the latest notes, where do you live, I'll send them to you, right? ] 】

The man was a boy in the class, sitting in the back row of her. Although Xia Xinyu has never been in love, he also knows that he likes himself.

In fact, this kind of thing is visible to girls.

Obviously unfamiliar relationship,But often take the initiative to say hello on QQ.,This subtle weirdness.,It should be the boy's like.。

But Chen Yuan liked her, she didn't see it at all, until the moment before he confessed, she couldn't see the slightest.

After all, every time they met before, the other party would not look at themselves except for the normal line of sight.

If you really like it, it shouldn't be like this, right?

After thinking about it for a while, the other party said that sentence, it should be a 'stopgap measure', and found out that she committed suicide, so she wanted to delay it for a while, and wait for her to get out of this predicament before explaining the reason to herself.

So yesterday's serious rejection of myself was really narcissistic......

Thinking of this, the embarrassed Xia Xinyu slapped his face heavily: "Next time, you must not drink again." ”

No, there won't be a next time.

After he finished cooking that meal for Chen Yuan...... Let's die again.

Except for the nausea and dizziness when you wake up, this way is really not too painful.

After getting out of bed, Xia Xinyu saw the iron basin.

The charcoal inside has been doused with water.

Yesterday the situation should be like this - Chen Yuan smelled a strange smell, and then knocked on the door, but he didn't answer, so he slammed the door open, opened the window for himself, and when he came in, he wanted to take the iron basin out, and his hand was also burned at that time, and then he really had no choice, so he carried himself out of bed.

Now that I think about it, I should have scared him enough yesterday.

I'm so sorry for him.

"If a person dies and has a soul, before the first seven are taken away by black and white impermanence, I will watch the Seven Heavens for him."

Xia Xinyu thought of the only way she could repay Chen Yuan.

Anyway, at this time, Chen Yuan should have gone to school.

It's half past seven, and it's my usual point to school.

No matter how good Chen Yuan is, he won't ask for leave for himself, so he won't kill herself...... What was I thinking?

Although she thought so, she walked to the door and pushed open the loose door.

Then, she saw a box of lunches on the ground.

This! Isn't this a fat beef eel double platter?!

Xia Xinyu recognized at a glance that this was a super delicious hot-selling product on the counter of a nearby supermarket.

Of course, she doesn't know if it's good or not, because the selling price of 78 makes her always just a luxury until she becomes a salaried social person.

But since so many people buy it, it must be delicious.

"W-how did this end up on my doorstep?"

Squatting down, looking at this meal with eyes almost shining, Xia Xinyu struggled for a while before picking it up.

Then, I saw a note underneath it.

Pick up the note, and there's a key underneath.

It was not sold out yesterday, and it was sold out at half price in the morning, and I put the key at the door, you eat half of it, and put the rest in the refrigerator. Also, you can stay in my house during the day until you change the locks-Chen O.

Obviously, so many words have been written, why should it be abbreviated to O when writing the source......

Holding this double-platter rice with bright color, thin and crispy, and a large amount of fat cows, it was a shame to say that Xia Xinyu was about to swallow his saliva.

No, this is what people want to eat, how can I divide it in half......

However, he said that he would keep half of it.

Wouldn't that be leftovers?

Save it for the evening.

But......

I really want to eat it.

It must want to be eaten by me.

After some struggle, Xia Xinyu took the double-spelled eel rice into the house, and then opened the landlord's Xiaoice box: "Ham sausage, eggs, cucumbers, plum strips for eight yuan...... Before the last class in the morning, bring your meal to school. ”