Shen Jiannian lost his mind for a long time, which aroused Fu Jichen's curiosity, he turned his head and glanced at the computer screen casually: "I'll see what you're busy with." ”

Panicked to the extreme, Shen Jianian snapped and closed the back cover, and sat up slightly straight: "No, nothing." ”

"Are you afraid I'll see the email at work?" Fu Jichen stared at her face seriously, his tone was a little serious, and there was some joke mixed in with it.

Shen Jianian didn't dare to bet, Fu Jichen had the ability to spy on people's hearts, and she had learned it.

Quickly adjusting his expression, Shen Jianian said half-truthfully: "I asked the secretary to send an email to some people, and there was a letter that was not quite worded, I almost sent it, I was a little afraid." ”

"So?"

"Hmm."

Shen Jianian pressed one hand on the computer, relieved his mind, and put it back in his bag.

When I arrived at the Rose Manor, dinner was ready, and it was served one by one, Shen Jianian handled the mail flawlessly, carried the bag upstairs and put it away, and then went downstairs to eat as if nothing happened.

Like a thief with a treasure, trying to play the innocent in the crowd.

I get distracted when I eat a meal, and I can't taste the taste of the food.

After eating hastily, Shen Jianian continued to pretend to be calm, said hello to Fu Jichen, left the table first, went upstairs and locked himself in the room, and locked the door.

She sat in the sofa chair by the window, the curtain was not closed, and it was dark outside.

The computer was placed on a movable solid wood table, Shen Jianian pulled the table to him, did a long period of psychological construction, took a deep breath and turned on the computer.

The latest email came from Pei Che last night.

The last time they contacted was before the accident at home, and more than two months had passed, and he should have heard the news abroad, but he didn't know how to feel.

Shen Jianian closed her eyes, she found that she was not as strong as she imagined, at least, she didn't have the courage to click on Pei Che's email to see what he wrote.

She couldn't face him.

Shen Jianian pursed her lips tightly, held her breath for a long time, her breathing was a little short when she opened her eyes, her eyes were dry and astringent, and she clicked on the email sent by Bai Changxia.

She thought she would read it calmly, but in fact, she had once again overestimated herself.

November 28th

Jia Nian, I got the news yesterday, I heard that you are in Yicheng, are you okay? I don't know your specific address, so I don't dare to look for it. If you see an email, can you reply to me? I'm worried about you.

November 10th

Jia Nian, Pei Che can't contact you, ask me about your news, this is the twelfth phone call he made to me this month, he said that he was going to end his studies early and return to China. Sometimes I really want to scold you, just hide from other people, why don't you even want to see me. Forget it, you love to cry so much, I still don't scold you. What I really want to say is that if there are difficulties, we can find a way to solve them together, and don't bear it alone. We are best friends, and we say that we will share hardships and hardships for a lifetime, how can you not talk without words? I'm worried about you.

November 3rd

Jia Nian, I asked all our classmates, no one knows your whereabouts, where have you been? I know you're having a hard time right now, so at least let me help you with some of it, okay? I'm worried about you.

October 27th

Jia Nian, it's my birthday today, you're not there, I'm not in the mood to celebrate. I don't know how you're doing, I'm worried about you.

October 11th

Jia Nian, are you still in Beicheng? Shall we meet? I'm worried about you.

October 5th

Jia Nian, I've only heard about your family's affairs, and I don't know much about it, I'm sorry I couldn't be by your side when you were in the most difficult time. Where are you now? I'm worried about you.

October 1

Jia Nian, calling you shows that it is an empty number, have you cancelled your phone number? I can't help but send you an email, I hope you still use this mailbox. If you see this email, be sure to contact me. I'm worried about you.

……

Bai Changxia sent an email almost every other week, and at the end of each email there was a sentence "I'm worried about you."

Shen Jia read it all word by word, and tears had already blurred his vision.

Bai Changxia has always remembered her, and during the time she left Beicheng, she may have asked many people about her news, only to learn that she is now in Yicheng.

She left the North City and cut off all of them, including her best friend. She knew that if she contacted Bai Changxia, she would do anything to help her, but she just wanted to escape at that time.

Shen Jianian wiped away his tears, his ten fingers hung above the keyboard, and he pondered for a long time, not knowing how to reply.

Eventually, she told Bai Changxia that she was doing well now and that she had a new way to connect.

The email was sent, and in less than three minutes, Shen Jianian's mobile phone rang with a ringtone, and a string of numbers without remarks jumped on the screen.

She knew at a glance that it was Bai Changxia calling.

Shen Jiannian grinned at the shadow on the glass window, not wanting his voice to sound like crying, and not wanting Bai Changxia to worry about being far away in the northern city.

After sorting out his emotions, Shen Jianian slid his fingers down the connect button.

She didn't say a word, and the person on the phone cried more fiercely than her: "Jia Nian, is it you?" ”

Bai Changxia is more mature than the average girl of the same age, and her external image has always been cold, and those boys who want to chase her are often frightened back by her cold face. After knowing each other for so many years, Shen Jianian has never seen her break down and cry.

In my impression, Bai Changxia never shed a tear when he broke his leg while climbing the mountain.

Compared with her, Shen Jianian often felt that he was too cowardly.

Listening to Bai Changxia crying over there, Shen Jianian's emotions that he had finally cleaned up collapsed, and tears poured out as if he had broken the embankment.

After all, the fortification of the camouflage is a fortress made of building blocks, and if one of them is removed, it will collapse with a bang, and it cannot be compared with the iron wall.

Bai Changxia's sentence was incomplete, and he was intermittent several times: "Jia Nian...... You...... You okay? Can you tell me...... Your address, I would like to ...... I want to go see you. ”

Shen Jianian covered his eyes with one hand, crying so much that he couldn't speak, and kept making the sound of gasping and exhaling.

She replied in the email that she was doing well, Bai Changxia didn't believe it, she had to see it in person to rest assured.

"Jia Nian?" Bai Changxia choked up and said, "You speak." ”

"I ...... I'm fine, really. Shen Jianian was also choked, "You don't have to come over." ”

She wanted to see Bai Changxia, but she was afraid to see her.

There was a sudden knock on the door outside, two very light blows, but it still startled Shen Jianian, she looked at the door with teary eyes, and the sound of the door lock was turning.

She locked it and couldn't open it outside.

Fu Jichen called her through the door panel: "Shen Jianian? ”

She was very wrong in the car, Qu Mo was there, he didn't ask carefully, she was absent-minded and tried to pretend that she was okay during the meal, he saw it in his eyes, worried that she would encounter difficulties and held it in his heart.

Shen Jianian knew that the door couldn't stop Fu Jichen, so he hurriedly said to the person on the phone: "Xia Xia, it's inconvenient now, I'll contact you later." ”

She hung up the phone, walked quickly to the bathroom and washed her face, raised her head to look at the clean mirror in front of her, and could only say that she could barely wash away the tears on her face and the red in her eyes.

Shen Jianian turned around and went out and opened the door.

Fu Jichen was outside the door, with one hand in his pocket, he was about to run out of patience in the slightly long wait, the door finally opened, he lifted his eyes, and his eyes were fixed on Shen Jianian's face.

The shredded hair on her forehead was wet, and she looked like she had just washed her face.

Shen Jianian lowered his head slightly and didn't look at him: "What's wrong?" ”

"I wanted to ask you what's wrong." Fu Jichen looked at her inquiringly, "Why did it take so long to open the door?" ”

"I'm working and I didn't hear a knock on the door."

"Really?" Fu Jichen didn't believe a word, "Why don't you dare to look at me?" ”

Shen Jianian raised his head slowly, his red eyes were so red that it was difficult to ignore.

Fu Jichen tightened his eyebrows: "Have you cried?" Who made you angry again? I wish Yilan can't finish the work assigned to you? Someone in the company bullied you? Or is your restless cousin provoking you again? ”

He guessed the same, and Shen Jianian shook his head: "No." ”

"What's going on?"

Fu Jichen is not easy to fool, Shen Jianian really can't make up a decent lie, and looks at him with a pair of tear-washed eyes: "Can I choose not to say it?" ”

After being silent for a long time, Fu Jichen's tone was a little light: "It's up to you." ”

Although his tone was not good, he didn't ask after all, Shen Jianian breathed a sigh of relief and showed him a smile: "Thank you." ”

Here again, the most words to him are "thank you" and "sorry", Fu Jichen was tired of hearing it, walked into her room, and when he passed by her, he stretched out his arms coldly and picked up the person with one hand.

Shen Jianian snorted, and instantly understood what he meant: "I haven't finished my work yet!" ”

"A job, worth all that time?"

Fu Jichen's deep voice brought out a hint of laughter, and in the blink of an eye, he arrived at the bedside.