Xu Jing on the side was so amused, where had she seen Xiao Yi look so aggrieved before, she couldn't help covering her mouth, laughing silently and bending over.

Chunyang and Chunxiang looked at their lady inexplicably, and married Xiao Shilang, are the ladies so happy? Doesn't it mean that this marriage is just a stopgap measure?

However, the lady was happy and they were happy, and they couldn't help but laugh stupidly.

Mama Wen: "......"

She didn't understand the idea of this group of children more and more, so it's just that they are happy.

The crowd served them with some food, and rinsed their mouths, and the process was completely over tonight.

Mama Wen led a group of maids to salute Xiao Yi and Xu Jing, and then walked out slowly, gently closing the door.

The room was finally truly quiet.

Xu Jing saw Xiao Yi sitting on the bed expressionlessly, without saying a word, walked over, sat next to him, and said with a smile: "Okay, I just asked Chunyang in private, and she said that no one will come in to disturb us tonight, just say anything you want." ”

Xiao Yi was slightly stunned, turned his head to look at the smiling woman on the side, his heart couldn't help but tighten, and the hands on his knees were quietly clenched into fists.

Originally, if I thought about it well, I forgot it all at once, and in my eyes, I only had the bright face in front of me.

The reason and self-control that he has always been proud of are so vulnerable, Xiao Yat couldn't help but laugh at himself secretly.

Seeing that Xiao Yi was just looking at her, Xu Jing didn't speak for a long time, raised her eyebrows, and said, "But these words, it's hard to say?" ”

Xiao Yi was silent for a moment again, and finally said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Indeed...... It's hard to say, Jing. ”

He paused and said, "There are some things that I think should be known to you in advance to be fair to you." ”

Xu Jing was slightly stunned, and inexplicably nervous in her heart.

She felt that what Xiao Yat was going to tell her was something very important and that could change the relationship between them.

Are some ...... Words she never dared to think deeply.

Xiao Yi took a heavy breath and said, "Ah Jing, this marriage is not something you did everything you can to get it back, but I hid some dark thoughts and secretly contributed to it.

I am the one who did everything possible to ask for this marriage.

You don't know how happy and joyful I was when you told me that day that I would remarry you, like a vile and cowardly villain who did not dare to declare his feelings and desires, and only secretly fantasized that I could use this reason to keep you by my side in the future, but I did not dare to say a word to you.

However, this is not fair to you, you marry me with a frank and upright heart, and also have very good expectations and plans for your future life, if I have always stayed with you with such a dark heart, even in the end, I really left you as I wished, it is also disrespectful to you, and I may not dare to tell you my dark and disdainful thoughts for the rest of my life. ”

Xu Jing's heartbeat, with the man's deep and mellow voice, beat faster and faster.

There was an idea in my heart, and it gradually became clearer and clearer.

However, it is impossible, he obviously never showed that he wanted to remarry her.

Even did a lot of things that made her mistakenly think that he actually didn't want to remarry her.

But was she wrong? Or rather, self-inflicted?

"Ah Jing."

Xiao Yi's throat was slightly dry, and suddenly, he leaned down and came to Xu Jing, and the hand supporting the bed quietly moved to Xu Jing's hand, obviously as long as he stretched out his fingers, he could grab her, but he couldn't.

At least, not right now.

"I have always been pleased with you, as early as when I was in Anping County, I was deeply attracted by your tenacity and hard work to live alone, as well as your serious and responsible attitude towards the case, you are rational but not numb, strong but not proud, in you, I see the vitality that I am far from reaching.

I used to be complacent and narrow-minded, thinking that I would never marry a wife sincerely in my life, and I used to feel that loneliness was not a terrible thing, until I met you, I found that a person's life is so boring and pitiful, and for the first time, there was a deep desire to stay with a person.

Ah Jing ......"

As he spoke, his throat suddenly tightened, and his Adam's apple couldn't help rolling up and down, and he said in a deep voice: "I don't want to force you, but I don't want to hide it from you, I want to express all my emotions to you frankly, and the person who finally decides where I want to go is you."

If you don't want to stay with me, our three-year agreement will still be valid, and after three years, I'll ...... will let you go. ”

Xu Jing's heart tightened slightly, looked at him, and subconsciously said, "If I don't want to, will you give up?" ”

Xiao Yi was slightly stunned, and suddenly raised his lips and smiled, "You will ask this question, which means that what I just said is in vain."

I told you a long time ago that my wife, you will only be alone, and no matter what our relationship is, this sentence will not change.

If you still don't want to, after we leave, I will beg you to come back to me again. ”

The situation that will make him willing to let go, only when the woman in front of him finds the happiness he really wants to grasp.

It's just that he doesn't dare to think about that situation, and he doesn't want it to come.

Just thinking about it makes his heart clench, making it difficult to breathe.

Xu Jing was stunned.

He had said this sentence several times before, but how did she know that there was a deeper meaning in it!

"Ah Jing ......"

Xiao Yi saw that Xu Jing's eyes drooped slightly, and he didn't speak again, his throat couldn't help but clog, and after a while, he found his voice and said in a dumb voice: "I said, I don't want to force you, and I don't want you to be embarrassed, you can think slowly, and when you want, give me an answer."

I can afford to wait. ”

As he spoke, he raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and said, "This is what I want to say, it's not too early, you have been busy all day today, so rest early." ”

Xu Jing's heart was extremely disordered and complicated at this time.

She never thought that Xiao Yat would have such thoughts about her.

In fact, now that I think about it carefully, Xiao Yi in the past was really too good to her, and his mind actually had signs of it, but she always avoided it and didn't want to think about it.

It's that she's selfish, it's that she doesn't want to ruin the future she has already planned because of the existence of one person, and she's afraid to let another person completely enter her life.

After Xiao Yi finished speaking, he got up and was about to put out the lights, but behind him, a low female voice suddenly came, "This matter is a bit sudden, you give me some time." ”

As he spoke, Xu Jing raised her eyes, looked at the man not far away, and said seriously: "I will definitely give you an answer." ”

Whether she is selfish or afraid, Xiao Yat is innocent.

Whatever she decides in the end, give him a clear answer.

Xiao Yi was stunned for a moment, his heart was unprecedented, and a trace of uneasiness and anxiety swelled up, but his face did not show anything, and he smiled faintly: "Okay, go to sleep." ”

With that, he turned out the last light in the room.