Chapter 354: To the Child I Have Never Met (2nd Watch)
Xu Jing stood in the direction of its opening, and could clearly see that there was a pillar on each side of the stone against it, and slowly lifted it up, revealing an opening that only allowed one person to enter and exit, and there was a narrow staircase at the entrance leading to the bottom.
There are very delicate and complex mechanisms on those two pillars, and Xu Jing doesn't know if this dark room was built by Master Xuanyin or the previous host.
Yao Shaoyin walked to Xu Jing's side and said, "Xu Niangzi, there may be danger down here, let our people go down." β
I've found the dark room, so there's no need to rush other things.
Xu Jing nodded, and saw Yao Shaoyin order a thinner official and let him go down.
Not long after the official went down, he ran back with a shocked face, revealing half of his body and said, "Yao Shaoyin, the villain found a paper figure below that is almost exactly the same as Xuanyin Shitai!" Moreover, there is an unconscious woman below, below! β
There's a woman down there!
Everyone was stunned for a while, and Yao Shaoyin immediately said, "Bring that woman up." β
"Yes!"
After a while, he walked out with the woman in his arms, because the entrance was too narrow, he could only hand the woman over to his companion who was waiting outside, and then he didn't rush out, and turned back.
The moment the little nun outside saw the woman, her face turned pale and she exclaimed, "This ...... Isn't this Chu Niangzi?! β
Yao Shaoyin looked at them, "Do you know this lady?" β
The little nun who had just spoken trembled slightly, and said, "Recognize ...... know, she is also a pilgrim who often comes to our Jingyuan Nunnery, and her husband is very tyrannical and often ...... often beats Chu Niangzi, Chu Niangzi is very painful because of this, sometimes I really can't stand it, so I will come to our nunnery to live for two days......
I remember that she only moved in yesterday, how could she be here! β
As soon as she finished speaking, the official in the dark room came out again, and this time, he brought out the paper figure inside, and at the same time, there was a letter.
After he walked out, he glanced at Jiang Yu not far away with a strange face, and said: "This letter is also in the dark room, the villain looks, the handwriting on the letter is very similar to Jiang Sanniang's ......."
Most of Jiang Sanniang's suicide note yesterday had read it, so they still remembered what Jiang Sanniang's handwriting was like.
Jiang Yu was stunned, his face sank, he walked up quickly, and took the letter.
But I saw that on the envelope of the letter, there was a line written in Juan Xiu's beautiful handwriting - to the child I have never met.
That looks like Jiang Sanniang's handwriting.
Jiang Yu's hand trembled slightly, opened the envelope, and pulled out the letter inside.
Xu Jing stood behind him and also saw the contents of the letter.
Although some places were blocked by Jiang Yu, it did not prevent her from seeing what kind of letter it was.
This is a letter of apology to my child, as well as a farewell letter.
In the letter, Jiang Sanniang wrote down how she looked forward to his arrival at the beginning, and how she fantasized about his future with joy, and then wrote down clearly the reasons why she chose not to give birth to him.
She said in the letter that she did not let him come into this world, not because she did not love him, but because she did not want him to have such a father, so that she could not get rid of the shadow brought to him by her father in her life.
also said that she didn't want him to come, also because of her own selfishness, because she was not only a mother, but also an ordinary woman.
She doesn't want her future to be tied up by this unanticipated child, and in this regard, she is selfish, which is why she is so painful after beating the child.
Therefore, she sincerely apologized to her child in the letter, and said that if he was willing to be her child in the next life, she would welcome him happily and raise him well.
She will give him all her love.
In this life, she will also live it well, she will not let herself continue to be trapped in the past, she is already determined to let herself completely come out of the past.
Xu Jing couldn't help but twitch the corners of her mouth slightly.
This is not so much a farewell letter to her children, but a farewell letter to her past self.
No matter how Master Xuanyin got this letter, it shows that Jiang Sanniang intends to say goodbye to the past completely.
If she hadn't been killed suddenly, she might have started a new life......
"Oh, you guys, you see this letter."
A soft sound suddenly sounded, Xu Jing turned his head suddenly, and saw Master Xuanyin slowly walking over under the leadership of a group of officials, glanced at Chu Niangzi lying on the ground with cold eyes, and sneered: "Even this coward who is unwilling to be freed from pain, you have found it, I should have killed her earlier." β
Her cold-blooded words were even colder than the weather in December, and the little nuns looked at her in disbelief, as if they didn't know who this person was.
Xu Jing looked at Master Xuanyin with a slight coldness, and said, "You killed them, do you think you are relieving them?" β
"Isn't it?"
Master Xuanyin raised his eyebrows slightly, and said with a natural expression: "Xu Niangzi, you are also a woman, you should understand their pain as a woman better." Each of them has an unbearable past on their backs, and they all told me that it was too painful to live in this world, and they wanted to be free, but I just pitied them to fulfill their wishes.
However, I didn't expect that there would be so many cowards in the world! β
As she spoke, Mrs. Xuanyin's face suddenly became hideous, and she sneered: "That sister-in-law Wu, every time she sees me, she looks like she is in pain and is about to die at any time, however, when I really suggested that she die, she looked at me with a look of astonishment, saying how could she die, she still has a son, and she has to watch her son get ahead in the imperial examination, and watch her son marry a daughter-in-law!"
It's really ridiculous, it's ridiculous, can her son erase all the pain and hurt she has suffered? Can she not suffer such pain and hurt again in the future? Her son, he doesn't even know what his aunt has suffered! β
Xu Jing looked at her eyes and became colder and colder, "So, you killed her?" β
"That's right!"
The corners of Master Xuanyin's mouth rose higher and higher, and said: "I did this for her own good, her life is already a mess, and she can only endure endless pain if she continues to live, why don't you just get rid of it?" Why don't you just start a new life?
and Jiang Sanniang, when she came back to see me for the first time, it was the same, as if she was disheartened by everything around her, and gave me a suicide note, saying that if she couldn't get through it, please ask me to give this suicide note to her family.
I thought she had the courage to say goodbye to this period of life that had been ruined, who expected, when we met for the second time, she told me that she had figured it out, she didn't want to dwell on the past anymore, she didn't want her family and friends to worry about her anymore, she wanted to stand up again, and gave me this ridiculous letter, hahaha! She said that she hoped that I could help her to overtake the child she had never met, and to burn this letter to him when she was overdue.
Did she think that those pasts were the ones she could get rid of if she wanted to? What naΓ―ve, so naΓ―ve!
She knew that the people around her didn't like this child, so she didn't want her family and friends to know that she begged me to overtake him, so I told her that yesterday early hours was the best time to overtake the undead, and she obediently ran out to find me......"
Xu Jing frowned slightly, and said coldly: "How do you know that they can't really get rid of those pasts?" All of this is just your own speculation about them......"