Fu Jichen held the piece of paper and looked at it word by word, when his eyes were red, he didn't know until a tear fell on the paper and blurred the handwriting.

A long time ago, he had a suspicion in his heart about Shen Jianian's pregnancy. It's just that he trusts his own judgment too much and thinks that the measures are in place and there will be no chance of accidents, so he doesn't bother to verify it.

On the day she came back from Tanfu Temple, Shen Jianian had eaten too much and her stomach was upset, so he should have taken her to the hospital for an examination.

and the day she went to the airport to see him off, even Lu Yanzhi, an outsider, saw that something was wrong, and when he had a guess, he swore that she was not pregnant.

If he had been more cautious and cared more about her, would he have been able to avoid the latter things?

Fu Jichen has always felt that he was wrong, and he never knew that he was so wrong.

In the past three years, he has regretted countless times, and there has never been a time when he has such a strong remorse as now, hating himself for not protecting her well and causing her so much harm.

It turned out that Pei Che wanted to talk on the phone that day, and he stopped talking because he was hiding that Shen Jianian had been pregnant.

She was in that car accident and lost a child, their child.

Fu Jichen raised his arm and pressed it on his eyelids, leaned back, leaned back in his chair, and cried depressedly and sadly.

In that case, how dangerous it would be for her to lie on the operating table, he did not dare to think about it, as long as he thought that she might die, even if she appeared alive in front of him now, he still felt terrified.

Pei Che said that the operation that night involved the directors of four departments.

Fu Jichen didn't know what kind of face he still had, and he boasted of loving her in front of Shen Jiannian.

*

In the living room downstairs, there was some silence after the reunion of the two people who had not been separated for a long time, and Pei Che had nothing else to say after asking, "Are you okay?"

He forgot all the drafts he had typed along the way.

At this time, Cheng Jin came out of the kitchen with breakfast, and before he went to the restaurant, he put it on the small table next to the sofa where Shen Jianian was sitting: "You said yesterday that you wanted to eat preserved egg and lean porridge, I cooked it this morning, and I have been simmering it over low heat, and the dumplings are filled with shepherd's cabbage." I won't bother you chatting, I'll go outside and have a look. ”

Recently, the season has been in full bloom, and in order to ensure growth, gardeners prune every once in a while, and piles of flower branches can only be thrown into the trash if they are not treated. Cheng Jin felt that it was a pity, he usually picked some good-looking ones, raised them in a vase, and put them in the house, colorful, clustered together, and looked at the mood for the better.

Cheng Jin went out wearing a sunhat and gloves, and there were only two people on the first floor of the villa, Shen Jiannian and Pei Che.

Pei Che opened his mouth and said to Shen Jianian, "You haven't eaten breakfast yet, let's eat first." ”

The soft and glutinous porridge with preserved eggs and lean pork and the fried golden and crispy dumplings with shepherd's cabbage, accompanied by sour and crispy beans, were originally a satisfying breakfast for Shen Jianian, but she couldn't eat a bite now.

Pei Che was waiting for her, he seemed to have a lot to say, Shen Jianian understood him, he had been like this since he was a child, before he wanted to say something important, he would always say something inconsequential, and the foreshadowing was very long.

Shen Jianian picked up the bowl, barely ate a few bites, and ate a few dumplings.

Pei Che didn't foreshadow a lot this time, he apologized to her first: "I'm sorry, Xiao Nian, I lied to you." ”

Shen Jiannian had expected it before he could speak. She hasn't lived in Yunding Palace for a long time, but she knows a lot of things, Fu Jichen told her, Aunt Cheng told her, and Bai Changxia told her.

Bai Changxia would not lie to her, Fu Jichen and Aunt Cheng's words she later found corroboration to prove that they were not lying, so there is only one possibility, Pei Che lied to her.

Although Shen Jianian doesn't like to be coaxed like a fool, that person is Pei Che, and she has no right to complain. She can survive and have today, which is inseparable from Pei Che's dedication.

"You're doing it for my good, aren't you?" Shen Jianian pulled the corners of his mouth and found a reason for him.

Pei Che looked at her clear eyes, and didn't nod for a long time, is it really for her good? Isn't he selfish?

He didn't want to lie to her anymore: "My mother is right, she said that if one day you recover your memory and find that the person you really love is not me, you will not be able to resent me because I saved your life." Sure enough, Xiao Nian, I'm not as good as you think, and I also have selfish intentions. ”

Pei Che found that it was still very difficult to say some things: "I think you are still willing to see me, it must be because Fu Jichen didn't tell you how the Shen clan fell." ”

Shen Jianian instinctively felt that she couldn't bear what he was going to say, and her heart was already starting to feel uncomfortable.

"It's my father." Pei Che's heart still hurts when he mentions this past, if he can, he doesn't want to remember it for the rest of his life, "I don't know whose instigation my father listened to and designed to frame your father, causing the Ling Yue Group to fall into a crisis, your father had a heart attack and was sent to the hospital without being rescued, and your mother was devastated and chose to go with him." They didn't die in a car accident, I'm sorry, Xiao Nian, I hid this from you. ”

Shen Jiannian's eyes were full of astonishment, and tears slid straight down his eyelids and hung on his chin.

Pei Che's eyes were foggy, and he continued: "At that time, I was still abroad, and I was hidden by my family, so I didn't know about these things. After something happened in your family, you went to Yicheng and went to your uncle, something may have happened, you and ......" The tone was slightly paused, and he didn't want to mention that person's name, but he had to mention it, "You and Fu Jichen came together." ”

Shen Jianian kept inhaling, desperately suppressing the sobbing.

Fu Jichen said that they met in Yicheng, and she never understood why she went to Yicheng, but now she has an answer, but it is an answer that she can't bear.

"I couldn't contact you abroad, I noticed that something was wrong, I finished my studies ahead of schedule and returned home, I knew what happened, and I went to Yicheng to find you." Pei Che's voice was choked, "Through hatred, we can no longer be possible." You should know pretty much what happened next. ”

Later, Shen Jianian heard Fu Jichen talk about it, he said that they fell in love with each other, but the Fu family did not allow it, his mother secretly forced her to leave, and she went to Jiangcheng alone, where she had a car accident.

"You told me in person, there is only hatred left between us, nothing else, you won't forgive me, but I can't end it with you, I can't let you go, silently guard you, after you had a car accident, I saved you from everyone, and I learned that you lost the memory of the past half a year, I knew that you had fallen in love with Fu Jichen a long time ago, but I still hid you despicably. I naively thought that if you didn't remember, we would be able to go back to the old days and regain the good things again. It's that I didn't recognize that a lie is a lie after all, and there will always be a day when it will be exposed. Xiao Nian, we can't go back between us for a long time. You must have thought it was strange before, why did I stop you from coming to Beicheng, why did I rush to find and take you back after you met Bai Changxia, because I was afraid that you would know everything that had happened. ”

Shen Jianian raised his head, but he couldn't stop the tears from flowing out.

She didn't believe that things would be what Pei Che said, and made excuses in a panic: "You're lying to me now, aren't you?" Didn't Fu Jichen threaten you to say that! ”

Fu Jichen walked to the corner of the stairs and stood on the jogging platform, just hearing Shen Jiannian's questioning with a crying voice, but she didn't expect that in her eyes, he became the villain who broke her up and Pei Che.

Pei Che knew she believed it, she just needed time to get used to it.

"Xiao Nian, what I said is true, I came here today to tell you this." Pei Che stood up and prepared to leave, but he didn't take her away, "Whether you forgive me or not now, I accept it." I know you don't like to stay in Jiangcheng, so I tied you up and stayed there. Now that you know the truth, you can choose the city you like and the way you want to live, and you don't have to compromise for me. Actually, I don't like it very much, I plan to take my mother on a trip abroad, she has been too worried about my business, it's time to take her out for a walk. If we come across a town we like abroad, we might as well settle down. ”

Shen Jianian heard that Pei Che was saying goodbye to her, and looked at him with teary eyes and shook his head: "You want to leave?" ”

Is he going to leave her?

Aren't they getting married?

Pei Che tried to raise a smile, and his smile was full of sourness: "It's not so fast to leave, it takes time to apply for a visa." ”

Shen Jia couldn't cry silently, and grabbed his arm: "Can't you not go?" I didn't compromise on it......"

"Xiao Nian, don't deceive yourself anymore, do you really still like me in the past?" Pei Che's eyes were red, holding the hand she was holding his arm, reluctant to let go, but what could he do, he lost her three years ago, she didn't belong to him, "Is it the dependence that has always made you unwilling to part with me, or is it the family affection accumulated after three years of getting along that makes you inseparable from me?" Maybe it's both, but there is no love. ”

Pei Che endured the pain and pulled out his sleeve and left the villa.

"Ache!"

Shen Jiannian chased him out regardless of it, and it all fell into Fu Jichen's eyes.

The main hit is that all three of them cry to me, woo woo ┭ ┮ _ ┭ ┮