No. 52 I Just Want the Moon That Comes to Me (Repair)
The arrival of an uninvited guest broke the silence in the classroom, and completely cleared the ambiguous atmosphere between Qin Luo and Yao Yanyan.
Qin Luo looked at the person at the door intently, his eyes full of mixed colors.
It was a very beautiful girl, with long black and silky hair like carbon lead, and a face that was so delicate that it was stunningly delicate under the oblique bangs.
Fair-skinned and pure, every part of her facial features is just right, whether it is the high bridge of the nose, the rosy lips or the bright eyes, they are like the most exquisite works of art, so perfect that people can't find the slightest flaw.
As her gaze moved down, under her white swan neck, her delicate figure was wrapped in a plain white dress, the slender waist was outlined by the waist of the skirt to a delicate and thrilling line, and the legs under the skirt were slender and straight, and the leg shape was perfect to be incredible, dazzling and eye-catching.
At a glance, she is like a white snow lotus on the Tianshan Mountain, holy and proud, making people look up with longing and admiration, but there is no covetousness and defilement.
It's just a pity that her eyes are surging with anger like a volcano at this time, and her face is cold and hard.
The collision of volcanoes and frost makes her look more charming, but it can also make people feel her full of anger.
"Yao Yanyan, Qin Luo, you ...... You ......"
Xu Ke stared at Qin Luo and Yao Yanyan from a distance, she gritted her teeth and squeezed out a few words, but she couldn't form a complete sentence, as if she had been destroyed by anger, and her clenched fists trembled slightly.
Qin Luo didn't speak, he just looked at Xu Ke quietly, and there was a slight abruptness in his eyes.
He couldn't remember how long it had been since he had seen Xu Ke, and he hadn't seen Xu Ke once since the last time he was at the door of the girls' dormitory.
Although Xu Ke has sent him messages at every turn these days, asking him to accompany her to class, asking him to help buy milk tea or something, Qin Luo also responded perfunctorily, and did not respond to any wishes of Xu Ke at all, let alone see her again.
It seems like less than ten days have passed, right?
Qin Luo wasn't sure, because when he saw Xu Ke again, he inexplicably felt like he was suddenly separated from the world.
At this time, Yao Yanyan beside him stood up and teased with a smile on her face: "Tell me about you, if you don't come sooner or later, you come at this time, and you deliberately want to harm me, right?" ”
Her words successfully attracted all of Xu Ke's hatred.
Xu Ke glared at her with an angry face, gritted his teeth and said, "Yao Yanyan, what do you mean!" ”
"Isn't it obvious?" Yao Yanyan glanced at Qin Luo, her expression was like a smile.
This made Xu Ke stimulated again.
She gritted her teeth, turned to look at Qin Luo, and asked him loudly, "What do you mean?" Do you really dislike me anymore? Do you want to be with Yao Yanyan? You say! ”
Faced with Xu Ke's questioning, Qin Luo didn't have much reaction.
He did not have the panic of being "caught raped", nor the embarrassment of meeting his "ex-girlfriend" again.
He just kept an indifferent expression and said in a very flat tone: "Although this is the first time I have asked me if I like you, you should have already received four answers to this question, so I will not repeat it." ”
Xu Ke bit her lower lip and was noncommittal to Qin Luo's words, although she had indeed received an answer from all four roommates, what she wanted most was still the answer given by Qin Luo.
Then Qin Luo said again: "As for you asking me if I want to be with Yao Yanyan...... I don't know in what capacity you're asking this question, my friend? My girlfriend? Or something else? ”
Xu Ke was speechless when he asked, she looked into Qin Luo's eyes, trying to see the tenderness and friendship that she could always see before.
But she failed, she didn't see anything she wanted to see, Qin Luo's eyes were only calm, like a lake without wind, so calm that it was suffocating.
The sluggish feeling that had occurred for many days reappeared, Xu Ke opened his mouth, and squeezed out a somewhat dry sound from his throat.
"I'm not your friend or your girlfriend, but...... But you obviously like me, you obviously like me! ”
"If you like someone else at this time, what do you think of me? What is your previous love for me, and your pursuit of me for more than three months? ”
"If you give up on me like this, then what's the point of everything you've done before!"
Her voice grew sharper and louder, even hysterical.
Yao Yanyan looked at her current performance with interest, and then looked at Qin Luo, as if she was expecting what kind of response he would make next.
Is it soft-hearted and bowed his head and turned into Xu Ke's little licking dog again, or will he be ruthless to the end, and from then on he will be a lifelong stranger to Xu Ke?
"Do you think everything I've done before is meaningless?" Qin Luo asked.
"If you give up now, then what you did before is meaningless!" Xu Ke said stubbornly: "If you really like me, you should keep pursuing me until I agree, instead of giving up when you say you give up!" ”
"That's right...... That's what you think. ”
Qin Luo suddenly smiled, smiling softly and warmly.
It was Xu Ke's familiar smile, but for some reason, it seemed strange now.
Even Qin Luo's words with unknown meaning made her heartbeat stagnate for a moment.
A certain panicked emotion grew in her heart, making her feel a sense of chagrin inexplicably, and she suddenly felt that she didn't seem to be able to say what she had just said, so that she didn't want to listen to what Qin Luo said later.
But she won't turn around and leave now, and in the same way, Qin Luo's words will definitely reach her heart.
"To be honest, you're my first love."
He spoke softly, as if speaking sincerely, in a tone soft enough to soothe the restless emotions of others.
"When I was in middle school, there were a lot of classmates who were in love, and I was thinking, when I fall in love in the future, what kind of person will she be the one I like?"
"About three months ago, I met her, she was wearing a plain white dress, so beautiful that people didn't dare to look at her, there are many people who like her, and I am just one of them."
"Fortunately, because of her indifference, those people can't last long, so they are not as good as me, because I have persevered, even if she is indifferent, I believe that she will have a heartbeat day, after all...... Even if she is really a piece of ice, there should always be a day when it will melt? ”
"So, I began to pursue her in a different way, I specifically checked her class schedule, and often went to her class to accompany her to class, even if it was just cold eyes and ignorance, I was willing to do it."
"I knew she had menstrual cramps, so I learned how to stew chicken soup, hoping to give her some warmth and care when she was uncomfortable."
"I knew she liked to eat the new cakes from the dessert shop, so I waited in line for hours in the sun to help her buy them."
"I know it's just my ego touching, but so what? I was willing, because I always believed that one day she would look back at me. ”
Qin Luo smiled and said softly.
He shows his heart unreservedly, as if telling a sweet love story.
Yao Yanyan was also one of the witnesses to this story, so after listening to these words, she couldn't help but think of the big and small things that Qin Luo had done in the past three months, and she couldn't help but feel a little depressed in her heart.
The same picture also appeared in Xu Ke's mind, and the impact was even worse.
Her lips bit tighter and tighter, as if she wanted to say something, but her throat was like a rusty pipe, and the words turned into sharp nails that never slipped out, but pierced her throat with pain.
"I ...... I ......"
"But it turns out that not every sincere friendship will be reciprocated, and there is really ice in the world that cannot be dissolved."
She finally reluctantly spoke, but Qin Luo didn't give her a chance to continue, and directly interrupted her voice with a sentence.
Xu Ke's teeth became more and more forceful, so that they left obvious tooth marks on the otherwise delicate lower lip, and even became more and more bright red at one point, as if they were about to ooze blood.
Qin Luo looked at her calmly, the smile on his face gradually faded, and when he spoke again, his tone was still gentle, but he didn't have that softness.
"In your opinion, my failure to keep liking you and pursuing you has made everything I did before meaningless."
"But for me, it was the first expression of friendship in my life, and even if it never got a response, it couldn't change its purity and sincerity."
"I've never complained about you, and although I think sincerity can always be treated well, feelings shouldn't be forced."
Speaking of this, Qin Luo's voice paused, and a smile appeared on his face again.
"The expression of affection for more than three months is my explanation of this feeling."
"Choosing to give up now is my explanation to myself."
"Goodbye."
As the words fell, Qin Luo took a step and slowly walked towards the door of the classroom.
Yao Yanyan's gaze reflected Qin Luo's figure, her gaze was unprecedentedly complex, and her mood was unprecedentedly disordered.
She watched Qin Luo walk to Xu Ke's side, and then skipped it directly, without a trace of hesitation and pause.
At that moment, she saw Xu Ke's body trembling obviously.
"Don't, don't go......"
She spat out a few words in a very harsh voice, as if she had exhausted all her strength.
Qin Luo heard it, but he still didn't stop, just walked out of the classroom by himself.
Then, he saw three beautiful girls of different heights and different strengths standing by the wall.
Tang Yu stared at him with complicated eyes, staring intently, and stopped talking.
Chu Rujin held the snack bag in his hand, and one hand stopped inside, but he didn't take out the food from it for a long time.
Chu Liunian, who was dressed in a JK outfit, blinked at him, and seemed to have a smile on his face, as if he had seen a wonderful show.
Qin Luo's gaze swept over the three of them, bowed slightly, and then walked away without looking back.