Chapter 89: That's moving, not liking

Seeing Xu Ke's appearance, Liu Mei didn't speak again, but closed the door first, and then bypassed Xu Ke.

Her eyes swept over every corner of the dormitory, one of the tables was neatly arranged with various books, one was full of large and small cosmetics, one was covered with all kinds of snacks, and the other was a computer and all kinds of figurines.

The last one remained, clean, with nothing but the walls that should have been white, covered with photographs.

Seeing this scene, Liu Mei was so angry that she almost couldn't control her expression.

Her chest heaved as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she just sat down in her chair weakly, and then lowered her head in a bit of distraction.

After a while, her body began to tremble slightly, and there were bursts of crying along the way.

Xu Ke was slightly stunned, turned around a little dazedly, and was surprised to find that his mother was actually crying.

From childhood to adulthood, Xu Ke saw his mother cry quite rarely.

In my childhood memories, my mother would be angry and show strong remorse and hatred every time she mentioned the father who had abandoned them, but she never cried for her father because she was a strong woman.

It is precisely because of this that she was able to raise her daughter alone in this huge city after giving birth to Xu Ke, and gave her daughter a worry-free life.

Xu Ke has no experience as a mother, but she knows very well how hard her mother has worked to raise her, so when she saw Liu Mei start crying, she couldn't help but feel guilty.

"Mom, I know it's wrong, you, don't cry......"

Xu Ke stopped his crying and hurriedly ran over to comfort his mother.

Compared with her mother's anger when she was angry, she could hardly bear the tears shed when her mother was sad.

Liu Mei turned a deaf ear to her daughter's comfort, just sat in a chair and sobbed constantly.

Bean-sized teardrops continued to slide down the corners of her eyes, leaving tear stains on her beautiful face, and it didn't take long for her clothes to be wet.

Xu Ke was also panicked when he saw this, and hurriedly said: "I'm sorry Mom, I really know it's wrong, just forgive me this time, I promise to listen to you in the future, I won't talk about love, and I won't make you angry again, don't cry anymore, okay......"

Liu Mei reacted this time, she sobbed twice and stopped crying slightly, but when she spoke, she still conveyed a deep sadness and sorrow.

"More than 20 years ago, my mother met a man who should never have met in her life, and my mother thought that she would be relied on forever, but the facts tell me that it was just my fantasy."

"The moment he left me who was pregnant with you, I realized how ugly and hateful some people are, I even wanted to commit suicide at that time, but I was reluctant to carry you in my belly."

"Keke, mom knows that sometimes mom is too strict with you and a little overprotective, but I really do it for your own good, you are still young, you don't know how dark this society is, and I don't know how ugly some people are."

"Mom did all this, just don't want you to repeat Mom's mistakes, my life has been a failure, but at least, my favorite daughter can't suffer like me anymore, even if you hate me, it doesn't matter......"

As she spoke, Liu Mei began to sob again.

Xu Ke was heartbroken when she heard it, she had never seen her mother cry so sadly.

For a moment, Xu Ke felt as if he had committed some heinous crime.

So she snorted and said, "Mom, I really know it's wrong, I know you're doing it for my good, I promise you, I will never fall in love before graduation, and I will never be with Qin Luo, don't cry, okay?" ”

Hearing this, Liu Mei raised her head, revealing a somewhat crying face, and asked weakly, "Are you serious?" You didn't lie to your mother? ”

"Well, I didn't lie to you, what I said was true."

Xu Ke repeatedly assured that the top priority was just to calm his mother's emotions as soon as possible.

Liu Mei took a deep breath, she looked at her daughter fixedly for a few seconds, and suddenly said, "Can you tell me about you and that boy named Qin Luo?" ”

Xu Ke was a little surprised for a while, it stands to reason that his mother hates all men who are close to him, and he shouldn't be interested in Qin Luo.

But since his mother asked, in order to appease his mother's emotions, Xu Ke also briefly told him about the matter between himself and Qin Luo.

"I didn't know him before, maybe more than four months ago, he suddenly came to me to confess, I have encountered similar things many times, so I ignored him like before."

"I thought he wouldn't be bored after that, but I didn't expect him to pursue me all the time, and for more than three months."

"I didn't feel anything about him at first, but then I ......"

Xu Ke recalled Qin Luo's dedication to her affection, and remembered what he had done for herself, she felt as if there was a warm current flowing in her heart, and the corners of her mouth couldn't stop curling.

At this time, she was startled, and felt that her reaction did not seem to be appropriate, so she hurriedly remedied: "I really don't have any feelings for him, I just feel ...... I think he is really good to me, after all, he has done a lot for me, so ......"

She bit her lip, feeling that the more she talked, the worse it became, and her brain was a little inadequate.

Liu Mei looked at her quietly, suddenly sighed, and said: "He is indeed stronger than ordinary men, and it is normal for you to be moved by his efforts, but Keke, you have never liked someone, so you don't know, your feelings for him are not like him at all, let alone love, but just ...... Move. ”

The last two words, Liu Mei said extremely hard.

Xu Ke was slightly stunned, and was a little dazed for a while: "Moved? ”

"Yes, impressed."

Liu Mei nodded and said lightly: "Just like when you see a disabled homeless man on the side of the road, you will be sympathetic, and you will be pitiful when you see a cat or dog frozen to death, people's emotions are always easily affected by some things, which is even more obvious in women, because women are emotional." ”

"For more than three months, he has been paying for you, you may be able to turn a blind eye at first, but after a long time, it will inevitably be affected, occasionally you will feel that he is really good to you, and I have thought about whether to agree to be his girlfriend, but you have to understand that at this time, it is not liking that gives birth to your idea, but moving."

"You are moved by his dedication to you, moved by his insistence on you, but when you are really with him, and he is no longer as good to you as before, then the feeling will disappear quickly, and it is only at this time that you will find that you don't really like him, but just because you are moved, you ask your own heart, your feelings for him...... Do you really like it? ”

Xu Ke listened quietly to her mother's words, and when she heard the last question, her expression was sometimes confused, sometimes dazed.

Her eyes that always maintained cold and arrogant eyes in the past, but she couldn't see through her heart.

Complex emotions grew in her heart, and they disturbed Xu Ke's brain, and finally converged into a voice of doubt.

My feelings for Qin Luo ...... Do you really like it?

The questioning from the soul made Xu Ke fall into a long silence, thinking of the bits and pieces that Qin Luo had done for herself, she would indeed feel warm in her heart.

And remembering the farewell words that Qin Luo said in the classroom that day, she felt sad and sad, so she decided to chase Qin Luo back, hoping that he would still be as good to her as before.

At that time, when Xu Ke made the decision to recover Qin Luo, she told her roommate that she liked Qin Luo, but now after listening to her mother's words, Xu Ke found that she was a little unsure.

Because when the sweet picture of the two of them came to mind during this time, Xu Ke suddenly found that he was greedy for ...... It seems that it is just Qin Luo's kindness to himself?

So, I don't like him, I'm just moved?

I wanted to be with him, not because I liked it, but because I ...... Not reconciled?

I am not willing for him to give up on me, I am not willing for him to leave me, I am not willing for a person who is so good to me to no longer like me......

Xu Ke came up with reasonable answers, but for some reason, she couldn't pronounce them, and even when these voices sounded in her head, she suddenly felt a throbbing pain in her heart.

It was as if her soul was struggling with her consciousness, and some subtle emotion was vetoing her thoughts, leaving her standing still for a long time.

At this time, Liu Mei suddenly raised her hand and pointed to the photos on the wall, and said: "Be sober, you don't like him at all, it's just an illusion, listen to me, tear these photos off, and then cut off contact with him, and after a few days, you will naturally be able to figure it out." ”

Xu Ke's expression froze, and his eyes looked a little painful and hesitant.

Her mother's painful confession just now and the chaotic thoughts in her brain continued to oppress her, and finally, she forced herself to abandon her affection for Qin Luo, walked to her desk step by step, and tore down a photo with a trembling hand.

In this process, some photos were accidentally torn up, and Xu Ke couldn't help showing a painful expression, but he still forced to repeat his actions.

After she ripped off all the photos, Liu Mei said again: "It's all torn." ”

Xu Ke's body stiffened, her eyes couldn't help but widen a little, her lips opened and closed as if she wanted to say something, but her throat that kept sliding couldn't send a word.

Liu Mei looked at Xu Ke quietly, and said lightly: "Mom doesn't want to force you to do anything, it's just that you have already deceived your mother once, and what Mom wants is just an attitude from you, do you understand?" ”

Xu Ke gritted her teeth, then bit her lip again, and after a few seconds of silence, she tore a photo apart.

Then the second, third, fourth......

When it was torn to the last one, Liu Mei asked coldly: "You should already know that your feelings for him are not like him at all, right?" ”

Xu Ke paused and responded, "Well, I don't like him." ”

At the same time as the words fell, the last photo was also torn in half in Xu Ke's hand.

Liu Mei nodded with satisfaction, and then snatched the shredded paper from Xu Ke's hand, and then walked to the windowsill.

When she opened the window, she didn't even glance at the shredded paper, and threw it out.

The air outside the window was humid and the rain was drizzling, and under this influence, not all the photos drifted out, most of them were scattered and fell to the ground, and a few fragments slowly drifted away, and I don't know where they went.

Xu Ke looked at the shredded paper with empty eyes, until they gradually disappeared, and there seemed to be something in his body that followed away.

I'm sorry Qin Luo, I don't want to make my mother sad, anyway, it's just a few photos, we can take them again in the future......

She comforted herself so much in her heart, but the throbbing pain could not be quelled......

……

In the boys' dormitory 404, Qin Luo's phone rang suddenly,

As soon as he picked it up, the loud voices of his father and mother immediately came from his phone.

"Stinky boy, your dad is here!"

"Your mom is here too!"

Qin Luo: "......"

Sometimes it's really helpless to talk to my parents, but unfortunately the police don't care about it.

"Where?"

Qin Luo asked angrily.

"Parking lot, come and pick up your dad!"

"And your mother!"

Qin Luo immediately hung up the phone, and with so much force, the screen he knocked on made a "pop" sound.

After a while, he came outside with an umbrella.

Looking up, the sky was obscured by heavy clouds, and there was no light in sight, and it exuded a gloomy atmosphere.

From time to time there was a dull sound in the clouds, but there was no lightning or thunder, but a light rain had fallen, wetting everything that was visible to the naked eye.

Many members of the public walked around the campus, wearing suits and dresses, and were walking in the direction of the auditorium.

As one of the famous universities in Magic City, although it is not the most top-notch group, it also has considerable background and qualifications.

The 30th anniversary celebration is open to the whole society, so naturally there are many people from the society who come to visit, and a considerable number of them are from the University of Gods and Demons, and after graduation, they are engaged in all walks of life and shine in a certain corner of society.

Of course, it can't be said that the people who graduated from here are all social elites, and of course there are some mediocre talents among them, but they certainly won't be here today.

Otherwise, if you meet an old classmate, everyone will talk about "my stock has risen by three points", "the newly bought house has just been renovated", and "I will get married next month".

When I got here, I became "just quit my job and haven't found a job", "The rent in the magic capital is really expensive", "What is a girlfriend".

How embarrassing is that......

Of course, although the celebration is held for the whole society, the main participants are the students in the school.

The school has been out for the summer vacation a few days ago, and many freshmen and sophomores have left because they are not interested in the school celebration, and most of the people who stay are those who want to participate in the school celebration.

Most of the juniors stayed, including seniors in school or internships outside the school.

Because they are about to step out of the campus and step into the society, as long as they are a little smarter, they know the hidden benefits of this school celebration, for them, the show can not be watched, but those who come to watch the ceremony must find a way to make friends.

Even if you can't make friends, you can chat for a day and make a good fate, but if you want to stay in the magic capital after graduation, then this good karma may come into play when it will work.

Your own efforts and growth are indispensable, but in this day and age, many people are gradually understanding a truth - many times, an opportunity is often more important than your own efforts.

Qin Luo withdrew his gaze from those people, held up an umbrella, strolled through the clear rain curtain, and walked in the direction of the parking lot.

(End of chapter)