Chapter 346: I Didn't Want to Hurt You
Before Shen Jianian came back to her senses, Fu Jichen stuffed her with another booklet, opened it and saw that it was a high-definition color picture, and she could flip it to any page, or the scenery was beautiful, or sacred and solemn.
"This is ......," Shen Jiannian muttered subconsciously.
"A venue for weddings." Fu Jichen gave her an answer, and seeing that she looked stunned, she said with a smile, "There are all kinds of different styles, you see which venue you like, we will book it in advance." ”
Shen Jianian remembered the last time he went back to the Fu family's old house for dinner, Fu Jichen told the elders in the family that he was expected to have a wedding in late spring and early summer next year, and now it is only the end of September, has he started to prepare?
Could the timeline be stretched too long?
The doubts in her eyes were obvious, Fu Jichen seemed to know what she was thinking, and patiently explained: "The wedding dress production period is relatively long, and now that I start to prepare, I am worried that the time is a little rushed, and I can't achieve the perfect effect." ”
Shen Jianian opened his mouth, not knowing what to say, his mind was a little confused.
Fu Jichen: "Whether it's a wedding dress or a venue, if you can't make up your mind, you can pick out a few of your favorites first, and I'll help you refer to them together." ”
Shen Jianian still didn't speak, his eyes moved from the booklet in his hand to the man's face, his thick eyelashes fluttered, and the whole person seemed to have lost his soul.
Fu Jichen felt funny, curled the corners of his lips, and touched her head: "Stupid? ”
Shen Jianian couldn't think at all, swallowed his throat, and his voice was a little sluggish: "...... It's all up to you. "She said a long time ago that she didn't have a problem with weddings.
"Nothing else you want to tell me about this?"
"Thank you."
Fu Jichen's eyebrows frowned slightly, but the corners of his lips were raised, and his expression was a little crying and laughing, who wants to hear her say thank you. Between husband and wife, do you need to thank you?
"I suggest that the word 'thank you' be changed to three words." Fu Jichen gave her a hint.
Shen Jiannian was holding two booklets in his arms, his thinking didn't keep up with his rhythm, his mouth was faster than his brain, and he asked, "Which three words?" ”
"Shen Jianian, I think you're playing tricks on me." Fu Jichen didn't believe that she couldn't understand his hint, "Do you want me to say it directly?" ”
Shen Jia settled down, smoothed out his thoughts, and immediately understood which three words he wanted to hear, a touch of crimson appeared on his cheeks, and he paused for a long time before whispering: "I love you?" ”
Fu Jichen was not satisfied again: "Can you stop using question sentences?" ”
There are quite a lot of requests, Shen Jianian secretly slandered, and then, under the gaze of Fu Jichen's deep eyes, he spoke again, as he wished, the question sentence became an affirmative sentence, or those three words: "I love you." ”
Fu Jichen's originally calm eyebrows and eyes suddenly smiled, like ice and snow melting, like dead wood in spring, like a summer breeze, a full and light emotion filled his heart, making him not move for a long time.
Shen Jianian stared at him for a long time, and replied to him with the two words he had just said to her: "Stupid? After saying that, I couldn't help but laugh at first.
Are the words "I love you" that lethal? Fu Jichen looked like he had been clicked on the acupoints, except for his eyes blinking, the other parts were frozen.
She thinks that in this materialistic society, expressing love is as casual as eating, true and false, who can tell the difference, and who cares.
Especially with an identity like Fu Jichen, who has lived in a complex environment since he was a child and has seen all kinds of human nature, he should have been immune to the proposition of "love" a long time ago. Surprisingly, he has an extraordinary dedication in this regard. Occasionally, Shen Jianian felt that her love for him was not strong and deep enough, and she lived up to his deep affection for her.
I don't know how long it took to be stunned, Fu Jichen finally reacted, he rolled his throat twice, picked up her face and lifted it slightly, and landed a soft and reverent kiss on her lips, without any charming color.
He gave her the most sincere response: "Shen Jianian, I love you too." He didn't think it was enough and added a prefix, "I love you very, very much." ”
Shen Jianian said: "I believe." ”
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After the National Day holiday, Shen Jiannian went to the band's studio and heard the news from the other members - Wen Ran submitted his resignation to the manager and planned to leave the band.
Wen Ran has been in the band for more than four years, is a seasoned cellist, and is also very stable on some large occasions, and has never gone wrong, and it is impossible for Manager Xie not to be surprised by her sudden request to resign.
Thinking that she was not satisfied with the salary, Manager Xie revealed to her that from next month, there will be a collective salary increase, and the performance will be a complete success, and the bonus will not be less.
Although Wen Ran was reluctant, she still insisted on choosing to leave, no matter how Manager Xie asked, she refused to explain the reason for her resignation.
Seeing that she had made up her mind, Manager Xie sighed, no longer forced to stay, and approved her resignation application with regret.
Wen Ran came out of Manager Xie's office, and her mood sank to the bottom, just like Shen Jianian said that day, if her conscience is acceptable......
In fact, she can't get over her conscience, she can't act as if everything hasn't happened, stay in the same band as Shen Jiannian and Hua Sui, and don't look up to see her.
All these days, she hasn't been able to get a good night's sleep.
She explained herself over and over again, she didn't want to kill anyone, she just wanted Shen Jianian to not be able to come to power, but some things are wrong, no matter how many reasonable excuses she makes for herself, she can't erase what she has done.
The only way she could think of to save herself was to leave.
She is a cowardly coward, she doesn't have the courage to admit it in front of Shen Jiannian, and she doesn't have the courage to apologize to Hua Sui, so she can only stay away from them like now, hoping that a temporary escape can ease the uneasiness of conscience.
Wen Ran stared at her toes as she walked, thinking about these things in her mind, and her heart was restless.
Suddenly, a shadow blocked her eyes, she hurriedly stopped her steps, raised her head, and met Shen Jiannian's clear and calm eyes.
Wen Ran was suddenly ashamed of herself, and didn't dare to look at her for too long, so she took the lead in staggering her gaze. She put her two hands into the coat pockets, her fingers clenched slightly, and her voice was a little hoarse: "Looking for me?" ”
The moment he saw Wen Ran, there was a trace of turmoil in Shen Jianian's calm eyes. She originally thought that Wen Ran was the kind of person who had lost her conscience, and she could do it to poison her colleagues, and there was nothing she could do. When she heard that Wen Ran was going to resign, she suddenly felt that she seemed to have misunderstood her.
Wen Ran may not be as bottomless as she imagined.
"Look at my jokes?" Wen Ran saw that she didn't speak, and said hard.
She didn't wear makeup today, her face was frighteningly white, and her dark circles were thick, Shen Jianian looked at her state, not at all like she was happy after doing something bad, proving that her guess was right, she was not hopelessly bad.
Just when Wen Ran thought that Shen Jianian would not speak, she let out a low sigh.
Wen Ran was puzzled, she was leaving, what did she sigh, shouldn't she be happy? After all, in her heart, she has been labeled as a bad person who does all kinds of evil.
Shen Jianian said: "Since you decided to do that, why can't you bear the psychological pressure? ”
Wen Ran didn't want to cry in front of Shen Jianian, she didn't know what was going on, it was just such a simple sentence, which pierced her heart, her eye circles instantly reddened, and warm liquid overflowed her eyes.
She blinked desperately, trying to hold back the tears, but to no avail, the tears still flowed down the corners of her eyes.
Wen Ran raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, turned her head to look at the wall on the side, and no longer looked at Shen Jianian.
Shen Jianian really hated her, and came to her just to verify her conjecture, but now that she knows the answer, she has nothing to say: "I'm leaving, you can do it yourself." ”
Shen Jianian was about to walk out of sight, Wen Ran just woke up like a big dream, and stepped forward to chase her with eager steps: "Shen Jianian, you wait!" ”
Shen Jianian heard the voice behind her, stopped, and before she could turn around, Wen Ran pulled her to an empty music room next to her.
Then, the door slammed shut.
Wen Ran turned around and came face to face with Shen Jiannian, her tears had stopped, and her eyes were still a little red.
Shen Jianian was frightened by her sudden move, her heartbeat was disordered, and after a few seconds, she looked at Wen Ran intently and asked, "What are you going to do?" ”
"Believe it or not, I didn't mean to hurt you in the first place." Wen Ran originally planned to rot this matter in her stomach and wouldn't tell anyone, maybe she happened to meet Shen Jiannian, or maybe she wanted to get more salvation from her conscience, but she still said it, "I was drugged in that glass of water." ”
Shen Jiannian's eyes widened, but he didn't expect Wen Ran to admit it like this.
"I know you guessed, you're smart." Wen Ran pulled her lips, smiled sadly, and said again, "I didn't intend to harm you." ”
Shen Jianian's voice did not rise and fall: "But you did get drugged, if Hua Sui drank a few more sips of water......
"I didn't know it was poison!" Wen Ran interrupted her words with a roar, her body was shaking, and the tears that had been stopped were flowing again, and the whole person was shaky and fragile, "It's that woman...... The woman told me that it was just ordinary gastrointestinal medicine, and I just wanted to make you sick and unable to perform on stage, so that I could finish the solo and become a high-profile presence. I even took into account that you had a period and put a small amount of weight. I didn't think it would be like this, I really don't know the medicine...... It kills people. ”
She sniffed, covered her trembling lips, and confided all the secrets buried in her heart. (End of chapter)