132 The thoughts of the little monk
Perhaps it was the aggravation of the medicinal effect, or maybe it was because the thin arms of the treasure building were too warm, and inexplicably exuded a reassuring smell, obviously it was a bumpy horse, but Xue Baobao slowly fell asleep.
She didn't know how long she slept in a daze, until she felt that she was being carried off the horse, and then she became a little conscious, and was about to open her eyes, and suddenly realized that it seemed to be a treasure building that carried her off the horse.
Suddenly it's a little embarrassing-
Xue Baobao immediately closed his eyes, tried to empty his mind as much as possible, relaxed his limbs, and pretended that he was not awake at all.
Xue Baobao was afraid that Bao Bao would find out that he was pretending to be asleep, and his eyes were closed, and his feelings became extremely keen.
She felt the treasure carry her into the middle of nowhere, and went upstairs again.
Bao's arms are very steady, and his steps are also very steady, and there is no difficulty at all.
Xue Baobao silently recalled his current weight, well, fortunately, Bao Bao looks thin, and he is quite strong!
Otherwise, if he got her off the horse, he would have to be crushed by her, and he would pant one step at a time, and he would not be able to call a slave to carry himself, wouldn't he be embarrassed to death?
Well, in the future, I must cook more delicious food for the master, feed him strong, and we must avoid similar things!
After Bao Bao carried Xue Baobao upstairs, he entered the room, put her on the bed lightly, took two steps back, and unconsciously let out a long breath, and his hands and feet were soft.
Nanxing said that Sister Xue was very light, like a handful of snow on the top of a mountain in the sky.
He was wrong, obviously his sister was a fire, held him in his arms, and told him to burn up and down his body, even the blood under his skin was hot, and every inch of his skin was clamoring to stay away, farther away, farther away.
But he was paradoxically reluctant to let go, his hands and feet even had his own consciousness, and he was working against his heart, but he hugged her tighter.
He kept convincing himself that it was because his sister had been poisoned, that the place was dangerous and pickled, and that he had to leave with her immediately, because the situation forced it......
Thankfully, it's all over.
He held a fire carefully, but he wanted to get closer like a moth to a flame, all of which were forced by this night, and from this moment on, it would be a thing of the past.
Bao Bao let out a long breath again, and his eyes fell on Xue Baobao's blood-stained sheepskin little red boots, showing a struggling face.
After a while, he didn't step forward to help her take off her boots, only lifted the quilt, gently covered her, bowed to her, turned around and left quickly.
Obviously he didn't sleep all night, and he experienced such a thrilling interception and counter-killing, followed by a long-distance fast horse, but he didn't feel sleepy at all, something in his heart was restless and shouting, as if he would break out at any time.
This is the restlessness and depression that he has never experienced in his short life of more than ten years, he does not know what it is, but instinctively fears that emotion.
He couldn't let this emotion get worse and stronger, and finally control himself!
Master said that calming the mind and calming the mind is the way to maintain health and nourish the mind.
Master also said that if you are unhappy, you must find a way to vent your bad emotions, and if you are unhappy, just eliminate the source that makes you unhappy.
Don't suppress it, let that emotion damage your body and your Buddha mind.
He was far away from the crowd since he was a child, and saw either a room of respectful and trembling minions to him, or the endless mountains of Shennong Mountain.
In addition to being seriously ill and uncomfortable, he actually has very few emotional ups and downs.
When he was a little older, he understood that when he was very sick, no matter how uncomfortable he was, no matter how many medicine bowls he broken, no matter how much he punished those minions who decocted medicine, cut off medicine, and even poured medicine for him, his discomfort would not be reduced by half a point.
As a result, even this little emotional fluctuation slowly subsided.
The fact that he can't change it, no matter how unhappy he is, what?
He didn't know that the fact that he thought he couldn't change would be completely changed because of an orange that Sun Xiaosheng brought back.
The oranges brought back by Sun Xiaosheng can be peeled and eaten directly like oranges, without having to use a knife to cut the juice in all directions, and it is even more fragrant and juicy when eaten, and the flesh is tender and sweet.
It's delicious!
Is there such a delicious thing outside Shennong Mountain?
His group of obedient, but extraordinarily principled minions on some issues were probably afraid that he would hurt his spleen and stomach, so they never dared to let him know that there was such a delicious thing in this world.
Don't ask him to eat, he wants to eat!
What if he controlled his appetite?
Will he be cured?
He willfully ate a whole orange, and in Meishou Villa, his good minions only dared to give him steamed oranges, roasted oranges, or boiled orange juice, and they never dared to ask him to eat more.
As soon as the whole orange was in his stomach, he suddenly felt a little happy and satisfied, a bit like the feeling he felt every time he found an interesting and rare poisonous weed.
It turns out that this is the feeling of eating delicious, satisfying and happy!
He thought with a blank face that he loved to laugh when there were people.
Although he himself doesn't know why he is smiling, maybe it is really like what Master said, he is born with Buddha nature, compassion for the world, and smiling at others, which is pleasing to the Buddha.
He scoffed at the argument and was a little disgusted.
So when he was alone, he had a cold face, as if he had a deep hatred with the whole world.
No, it should be said that the whole world has a deep hatred for him, otherwise why would he be locked up in this deep mountain and old forest just after he was born, and he would have to suffer this kind of pain of not being dead or alive?
He thought expressionlessly, quietly waiting for the earth-shaking pain in his stomach and intestines.
He waited for a long time, however, did not wait.
He was a little strange, more indifferent, but it was just an accident.
His short seventeen years of life, and the never-ending illness that has plagued it, have long taught him to stop expecting, no longer wishing, let alone hope for miracles.
However, being idle is also idle, he still went to meet the person who brought such delicious oranges, and was willing to give Sun Xiaosheng and the two.
Well, with his understanding of Sun Xiaosheng, that person gave him at least two, and he would be willing to leave him one.
However, in fact, there is nothing to look forward to, I guess I came to find the person who hated Lord Yu when I looked at it.
As for why that Lord Yu hates it when he looks at it?
The little monk said that there are too few people who don't hate him, at least he hasn't seen one until now, and it's not as pleasing to the eye as a monkey!
Then, suddenly, he saw the first person who looked pleasing to the eye.
It was a little girl of fourteen or fifteen years old, white and soft, and when she smiled, she seemed to be glowing, like the night pearl that she loved when she was a child.
Once, when he was young, he was placed in bed by the minions, telling him to sleep obediently, that it would not hurt when he fell asleep, and that he would sleep more so that his illness could get better quickly.
Then they would blow out the lights and retreat lightly to the outside, leaving him in the dark.
Deceitful!
When he falls asleep, he still hurts, and when he sleeps enough, his illness still doesn't get better.
He knew it since he was a child, but he wouldn't waste his efforts arguing with them, so what if he won?
He will still be in pain, uncomfortable, and unbearable, and they can't do anything about it.
The pain and unspeakable discomfort entangled him like a bone appendage, and he couldn't sleep at all, so he took out the night pearl hidden in the palm of his hand and played with it.
The Night Pearl exudes a warm light in the darkness, but the light is not so bright that the minions of the night watch will notice it and stop it.
Actually, in retrospect, he was quite boring when he was a kid.
It's just such a night pearl, but it is thrown from the left hand to the right hand, from the right hand to the left hand, or from the left hand to the left hand, from the right hand to the right hand, he has been playing for so long, and he has never thought of changing it to a fun one.
It's a pity that the bead was discovered by her when his cousin, who was not yet the queen's cousin at that time, came to accompany him, and she resolutely took it away.
She told him not to be playful, but to sleep well, so that the illness would get better quickly.
She also assured him that when he was cured, she would return the beads to him, and she would give him an extra bunch of night pearls, which were the best and brightest in the whole Daxiao.
Later, he recovered from his illness and returned to Beijing, her cousin had become the queen, but she had forgotten her original promise, not only did she not give him an extra night pearl, but she didn't even return it to him.
He thought that maybe it was for the prince to make up for the shortfall.
After all, the Emperor of the Great Xiao is so happy with his achievements and luxury, but he has lived an extremely long time, and the treasury of the Great Xiao has long been in deficit.
The rumors that led to the current lack of money for the Emperor of Da Xiao and the lack of money for the crown prince have long been no secret in the noble class of Da Xiao.
However, this is all for later, and at that time, he looked at the girl in the distance who was shining like a pearl in the night, and a strange emotion suddenly welled up in his heart.
He didn't know what that emotion was called, but he instinctively followed the stirring of the emotion and walked towards the girl.
At that time, he didn't know that the surging emotions in his heart were called liking, and he didn't know that just a few steps towards her had led him into a new world where there was no longer any pain.
Later, he followed her step by step into the new world that pleased him.
Later, he learned that the emotion was called liking, and that liking deepened over time, to the point that he instinctively hated all those who came near her and stole her attention.
Of course, Yu Xin, who is closest to her, firmly occupies most of her attention, and always separates them, must definitely firmly occupy the top position of the person he hates the most!
He knows very well that her liking for him is not as deep and unique as he likes her, and there are too many people she likes, Yu Xin, Lin Daiyu, Mrs. Xue, Xue Pan, Zhen Yinglian......
Therefore, he is cautious and step-by-step, wanting to win her like, her closeness, and her trust.
He succeeded, and he became her brother-in-law, and she would say to him, "I'm glad you came," after a great tribulation, and she would obediently lean into his arms and sleep peacefully......
He did it!
He won her love, her closeness, and her trust!
But he panicked again, he knew that something beyond his control was sprouting in the bottom of his heart, and one day it would grow into a towering tree.
He didn't know what it was, panicked, but faintly expectant, trance was of course what he looked like when he first saw her, and the emotions in his heart began to push him forward again.
It's just that when he first saw her, although he didn't know what would happen after walking towards her, he was fearless and even meaningless in his heart.
And now, he began to be scared and frightened, he finally got to this day with Sister Xue, he was very happy and satisfied, he didn't need a change that didn't know whether it was good or bad......
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After copying the treasure of "Pure Heart Mantra" all night, after hearing the sound of the door opening next door, he immediately put down his pen and walked out, just touching Xue Baobao, who looked haggard and had bruises under his eyes.
Bao Bao frowned, "Sister, this is-"
Xue Baobao rubbed his face and smiled bitterly, "I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep."
In fact, I was woken up by a nightmare, and then I didn't dare to sleep.
Bao Bao didn't make a sound, and reached out to hold Xue Baobao's wrist.
Xue Baobao was startled, and was about to break away, when he saw the treasure building close his eyes and read softly, "Guanzi Bodhisattva ......"
Xue Baobao, "......"
Line horn~
Xu is Lord Buddha's real mana is boundless, and after reading a long piece of scripture, Xue Baobao's heart that has been carrying it for no reason slowly fell, and he said briskly, "I probed my pulse, except for being weaker, there is nothing unusual, how did you do it?" ”
Bao Yuan smiled slightly, "It's not that you don't like those poisonous weeds and poisonous insects, so I won't tell you."
lest my sister think that he is dark and sinister, and that she is accompanied by those poisonous insects and poisonous weeds every day, and maybe she will be afraid of him.
"Who's to say I don't like it anymore?"
Bao Bao continued to smile, "The first time you saw Snake Mint, your face turned white with fright."
Maybe you still scold me in my heart for being insane.
The current Xue Baobao is naturally not the one who just entered Meishou Villa, cautious, for fear of offending the little pity of the great god in front of him, and snorted, "That's afraid of living, dead, it's all made into medicine, what's there to be afraid of?"
If it weren't for the fear that the master would not teach me your unique secret technique, I would have cried and shouted to apprentice to the master, please pass on this skill of dispensing poison to me."
Bao Bao was suspicious, "Do you want to learn that?" ”
Aren't you afraid?
Isn't it dirty, treacherous and vicious?
Xue Baobao was inexplicable, "Why don't you want to learn?" ”
The legendary poison art, what pharmaceutical research monk doesn't want to learn it?
The smile on the corner of Bao Bao's mouth stiffened slightly, and then he smiled with relief, Sister Xue is really Sister Xue, and she will always like him so much!
"Okay, when I return to Beijing, I'll teach you, in fact, it's not difficult, it's much better than your penicillin."
"That's a word!"
Xue Baobao's careful thoughts, which he had been secretly rubbing for many years, were once realized, and he excitedly stretched out his hand towards the treasure building, looking at him with glowing eyes.
Bao Yuan only felt that not only her round apricot eyes, but her whole person seemed to be glowing, and she was stunned before she reacted, she should have sworn by high-five herself.
So, the little monk slowly stretched out his hand, and was about to touch her palm, when Xue Baobao had already clapped his hand excitedly.
Crisp applause rang out, followed by her laughter, "That's it, don't be reluctant, let alone Laipi!" ”
Bao Bao withdrew his hand, tucked it into his sleeve, and unconsciously shook his hand, his fingertips lightly against the palm of his hand, which was where Sister Xue's hand had just touched, and it was inexplicably hot.
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