Shi Jingyun was suspected of "morning sickness", and tossed for a whole night, tossing and turning, and sleepless all night.

It was prayer again, and it was psychologically suggestive, and it was tortured to the point of almost breaking down.

Early in the morning, she didn't eat, endured bouts of nausea, came to a nearby hospital, and hung up for an outpatient examination of the gynecology department.

Registered, blood drawn, urine test, and the doctor told her that she might be pregnant.

"Doctor, what do you mean by maybe, pregnancy is pregnancy, not pregnant is not pregnant, you are plausible, what should I do? ...... vomit"

Now Shi Jingyun quit, and said anxiously with a white face to the doctor.

In the end, he was disgusted again.

She rushed to the bathroom of the hospital and vomited for a while, then returned to the consultation room with her head slumped.

When I went out for a while, another pregnant woman was already sitting in the doctor's office.

"This young lady, don't be anxious first, the results of the blood test have not come out yet, I came to the conclusion based on the urine test strip, and the probability should be pregnant."

The doctor said to Shi Jingyun while recording something.

"Oh, doctor, I would like to consult, if the diagnosis is pregnant, when can I make an appointment for an abortion?"

"Let's wait until the test results come out in the afternoon, and the nurse will call you to let you know."

Seeing that the doctor was perfunctory without raising his head, Shi Jingyun didn't say much, turned around and closed the door to leave.

"It's really a nervous disease, how many people want a child and seek medical advice, this stupid woman actually wants to have a miscarriage, isn't this a murder of a little life? Isn't the brain kicked by a donkey! ”

I could faintly hear the patient in the consultation room, and because she spoke Chinese, she could hear it very clearly.

"Holy...... Oops! Phew......"

Shi Jingyun was scolded inexplicably, but because she was unmarried and pregnant, she was so weak that she didn't have the courage to come forward to find someone to theorize.

But he was not reconciled, so he scolded in a hateful whisper and kicked on the trash can next to him.

The trash can didn't move, but her foot hurt so much that she limped out of the hospital and reached for a taxi back home.

"Miss, where have you been? If you're not feeling well, don't go out, come over and eat. ”

The nanny at home answered the door and greeted with great concern.

"I'll go out for a walk, Auntie, you can eat by yourself first, I really don't have much appetite."

Shi Jingyun returned to the bedroom dejectedly, closed the door with a bang, and then threw himself on the bed, covering his head and falling asleep.

"Jingle Bell ......"

When she woke up again, she was awakened by the ringing of her phone.

In a daze, she reached out and pressed it off, turning over, trying to fall asleep again.

It's so sleepy.

"Jingle Bell ......"

I didn't expect the phone to ring again, and I looked quite persistent.

"Hey! ……”

"Excuse me, are you Miss Shi Jingyun?"

"Yes, what's the matter?"

"I'm Mary, the nurse at the hospital where you visited, congratulations, the test results show that you are pregnant!"

Through the phone screen, you can hear the other person's joyful voice.

"Huh?!"

With an exclamation, Shi Jingyun's drowsiness was gone, she turned over and sat up, and a cold sweat broke out in an instant.

"Miss Shi, what's going on over there? Hey, hey, are you listening? ”

Holding the phone in his hand, he was stunned for a few seconds.

She finally came to her senses under Mary's repeated calls.

"What is there to congratulate, Miss Nurse, if I make an appointment for an abortion now, what time will it be scheduled at the earliest?"

"Ah, Miss Shi, the fetus is developing very well, have you thought about it? Whether to discuss it with your family and make a decision, any surgery will have unforeseen risks and harms, this is ...... after all"

Even the nurses in the hospital felt that it was a pity, and they were still trying their best to dissuade Shi Jingyun.

"I don't need to deliberate, I can decide for myself, you tell me when I can ......"

Her emotions were very complicated, she was trembling all over, and she had nowhere to vent to throw out the teacup in her hand.

"Smack!"

Suddenly, with a crisp sound, the glass was torn apart into slag!

"Miss, what's wrong, are you okay?"

The nanny and aunt knocked eagerly on the door from outside, wanting to know what was going on.

Shi Jingyun picked up her mobile phone with confidence and continued to ask the nurse when she could operate.

"Miss Shi, I understand what you mean, I'll make an appointment for you to have an abortion, but this week has been arranged, and I'll call you again when the specific time comes out."

"Okay, then, can I know the approximate time? It's good to have a mental preparation. ”

"Okay, I'll inform you as soon as there is news, what about the waiting time, please don't be anxious, calm down, wait patiently, goodbye."

The little nurse dutifully rambled on a long time, and finally put down the phone.

Shi Jingyun finally breathed a sigh of relief, looking at herself in the mirror, she inexplicably felt a sense of strangeness.

In the mirror, she has no comb, her face has not been washed, and she has heavy dark circles under her eyes.

In an instant, she couldn't help but burst into tears and cried helplessly.

Then he gently stroked his lower abdomen with his hand and muttered to himself.

"Baby, don't blame your mother for being ruthless, you came at the wrong time, I'm sorry......"

Think about Ma Xiaoxiao, he doesn't know where to be merry and happy now, he shouldn't know the existence of this child at all, right?

His family only knew that she was out to relax, but they didn't know that she was suffering both physically and mentally.

Parents can't say, girlfriends can't tell, she doesn't know who to talk to now.

As the nurse just said, any surgery is dangerous, in case you ......

She couldn't think about it anymore, in a foreign country, alone, did she deserve to bear this?

Hesitantly picking up the phone, she dialed the phone number that she had known by heart.

"Hey, who's that? Talking, I'm busy...... Is that you? Did you miss me......

Ma Xiaoxiao's voice rang on the other end of the phone, and he heard it clearly, and there was a hint of surprise in his words, and he thought it was Luo Tangtang calling him.

But this kind of surprise, Shi Jingyun heard it in his ears, but it was like a scoop of cold water only poured into the top of his head, and he instantly came to a heart-warming heart!

Without saying a word, she turned off the phone and threw it straight to the ground.

"Bang dang!"

The mobile phone she just bought broke in half, and one of her hearts was broken, so she was even more determined to kill the child.

Wiping a handful of tears, Shi Jingyun staggered out of the bedroom and came to the dining room to eat.

"Miss, are you alright, why are you so haggard? Do you want to tell your wife? ”