Chapter 216: I, Shao Xinxin, am such a person
Their expressions and faces could not be seen in the dark environment, but if they turned on the light, they would definitely be able to see the unconcealable blush on each other's faces.
And all of this was caused by the constant cries coming from the next door.
As an adult girl, although Shao Xinxin is not very old, she is no stranger to some things between men and women.
She knew very well what the sound next door meant, which caused her to be completely unable to sleep peacefully, especially when she drank alcohol at night, and her already excited spirit was even more stimulated, making her whole body constantly writhing in the bed, as if she was uncomfortable.
In contrast, Xu Ke seemed calmer, after all, it was not the first time she had heard such a voice.
Since the last time Yao Yanyan deliberately asked her to go over to listen to the foot of the wall on the grounds of "test", Xu Ke has been fully mentally prepared for this kind of thing, especially after that, she has heard Yao Yanyan's shouts from next door more than once.
From the anger and shame at the beginning, to later, after many times, she even got used to it a little.
It's just that unlike before, Yao Yanyan seems to be extraordinarily energetic today, and the voice clearly seems to sound directly in their ears, so that Xu Ke can't even imagine what kind of tricks are playing in the next room.
"Do they do this every day?"
A sudden sound broke the awkward atmosphere in the room.
Xu Ke turned his head and glanced at Shao Xinxin, who was writhing uneasily, then turned his head and hesitated: "I'm not sure, after all, she doesn't be so loud every day." ”
"Then why is there such a big movement today?" Shao Xinxin asked again, and then as if she had thought of something, she gritted her teeth and said, "I know, she did it on purpose to show me." ”
Xu Ke: "......"
Little old girl, don't be too popular, just criticize Yao Yanyan for not excluding you several times, it's hard to say whether people take you as a threat or not.
Do it for you? It's pretty much the same for me......
Xu Ke pursed his lips and didn't speak, closed his eyes and turned sideways as if he was about to sleep.
However, how can Shao Xinxin sleep, as a yellow flower girl, she doesn't have Xu Ke's rich experience in the past month, and what happened next door at this time is still a bit too adult for her, so she can't calm down now.
"Aren't you angry?" Shao Xinxin couldn't help but say again.
Xu Ke was silent for a few seconds, and said lightly: "It's good to get used to it." ”
"Habit? Can you get used to this thing? Don't you like Qin Luo? Can you endure this kind of thing? ”
"So what's not? Rush over to interrupt them? In what capacity? Babysitting? ”
Listening to Xu Ke's slightly indifferent voice, Shao Xinxin was speechless for a while.
In her mind, there is no doubt that Xu Ke likes Qin Luo, and now Xu Ke is a nanny for Qin Luo and Yao Yanyan, even if she has to endure this kind of torture every day - hearing the happy voice of the man she likes and another woman, Shao Xinxin is about to go crazy just thinking about it, but Xu Ke can maintain such calmness.
Are you really used to it? Or is it the deep powerlessness of knowing that she can't do anything?
Xu Ke didn't speak, and Shao Xinxin couldn't give an answer by herself, the only thing she could feel was that some emotion called "sympathy" was growing in her heart.
"Don't worry, I haven't given up yet, sooner or later I will break up the two of them."
Shao Xinxin said coldly, she didn't know if she was comforting Xu Ke, but she felt that this sentence was just right for the current situation.
But what she didn't expect was that Xu Ke suddenly sneered after hearing this.
Shao Xinxin raised her eyebrows when she heard this: "What are you laughing at?" ”
"Break them apart? And then what? Will Qin Luo be willing to be with me? ”
"How do you know if you don't try? You like him so much, if he didn't have Yao Yanyan's girlfriend, maybe he would be willing to be with you. ”
"Forget it."
"What do you mean?"
"I'm not going to get involved with them anymore."
As soon as Xu Ke's words came out, Shao Xinxin suddenly felt that the atmosphere on the scene had become solidified.
Obviously, Yao Yanyan's voice next door was still continuing, but the chaotic feeling in her heart caused by that voice before had disappeared, and was replaced by Xu Ke's silent tone and the throbbing aroused by her words.
"You...... Are you going to give up Qin Luo? Shao Xinxin asked hesitantly.
Xu Ke replied without hesitation: "No, he is the most loved person in my life, and I will never give up on him." ”
"Then why did you say you weren't going to get involved with them anymore?" Shao Xinxin continued to ask.
Xu Ke hesitated for a moment, and then said, "They are actually a good match, aren't they?" They are so happy now, Qin Luo smiles very gently every time she sees him, she also loves Qin Luo very much, if this can make Qin Luo happy forever, then ......"
Speaking of this, Xu Ke's voice paused, and after a few seconds, he made a somewhat hoarse and difficult voice: "Then it's good to keep going like this, as long as I can see him in the back and be happy forever." ”
Shao Xinxin: "......"
Shao Xinxin was speechless for a long time, in the dark room, her eyes revealed a little shock, and her expression was complex and subtle.
As a woman, she really didn't know why Xu Ke could say such things.
Is it great? Yes, a woman who loves each other deeply and chooses to give up everything for the happiness of the other party sounds great, but behind the greatness, there is a pain that is difficult to hide.
Shao Xinxin didn't know what kind of story had happened between Xu Ke and Qin Luo, the only thing she knew now was that Xu Ke's love for Qin Luo had exceeded her expectations.
She was shocked and admired, but beyond that, there was a deep annoyance.
"You are so weak," Shao Xinxin said with some hatred: "If it is me, if the man I like has another woman, then I will rob the other party even if I rob it." ”
"Even if you hurt him?"
"Even if it's ......"
Shao Xinxin's voice suddenly froze, from Xu Ke's words, she could feel that there was a wealth of information contained in it, which made her naturally make up some bloody love stories in her brain.
But none of this matters, Shao Xinxin's strong temperament since she was a child showed again at this moment.
She pursed her lips and said stubbornly: "Even if I hurt him, it's the same, because I love him, so he must belong to me!" ”
Xu Ke didn't seem to expect Shao Xinxin to have such a stubborn side, she suddenly felt that this little sister was a little like herself in some way - of course, only a little.
On the premise that she has not experienced the same experience, the so-called "empathy" and "empathy" in people's mouths are just a simple comforting phrase, in the same way, Shao Xinxin has not experienced the same thing, so she can't understand Xu Ke's psychological state, and she doesn't know how much courage and determination she used to say the sentence "forget it" just now.
But in general, Xu Ke could still feel that Shao Xinxin was comforting herself.
So she didn't remain silent, but turned to face Shao Xinxin and asked casually: "Then what if he hurt you?" ”
"This ......"
Shao Xinxin didn't seem to think about this question, and she was a little difficult to answer for a while.
Xu Ke then said: "If he hurt you, but you still love him, in such a situation, will you still be with him by any means?" ”
"I ......"
Shao Xinxin wanted to speak for a while, her mouth opened and closed, closed and opened, but in the end, she never gave a positive answer.
The chaotic thoughts in her mind made Shao Xinxin a little annoyed and angry, she smacked her lips, and simply opened the topic and said: "Now I'm talking about your problem, not my problem, why are you asking me all this nonsense, anyway, it's your business to give up, I won't give up, I must break them up." ”
"Why?" Xu Ke asked suddenly.
Shao Xinxin was stunned for a moment when asked: "What why?" ”
"Why do you have to break them up?" Xu Ke said.
The corners of Shao Xinxin's mouth twitched, as if she felt that Xu Ke had asked an idiotic question, and sneered: "Do you still need to ask?" Of course, it was to take revenge on Yao Yanyan! ”
"Do you hate him?"
"Needless to say? I'm sure I hate her! ”
"Really?"
"I ......"
Shao Xinxin was talking, and suddenly she was a little speechless, and at the same time, a question mark popped up in her mind.
yes, why are you so obsessed with breaking up the two of them?
Thinking that a month ago, she met Qin Luo and Yao Yanyan in the welfare home, because she was bullied, so her proud nature made her have to take revenge, so she guided Yao Yanyan to her own Shaohong Entertainment, and after that, she changed her nature, and kept contacting them as a good sister, trying to lure Qin Luo away from Yao Yanyan's side.
In the final analysis, she wants to take revenge on Yao Yanyan, so she wants to break them up.
But when Shao Xinxin calmed down and thought about it, she found that she couldn't remember how much she hated Yao Yanyan at the beginning.
In the past month, she has even gotten used to the title of "Sister Yanyan", she hangs out with Yao Yanyan every day, the two practice together, dance together, participate in MVs together, and listen to the company's people tell them about their development plans.
After a long time, Shao Xinxin seems to be used to staying by Yao Yanyan's side as a younger sister, she can't remember what kind of resentment she had towards Yao Yanyan at the beginning, and even during this time, although she always ran to Qin Luo to brush her sense of existence, she never did anything like colluding with Xu Ke to take photos before.
She said that she must find an opportunity to break them up in the future, but ...... How long is it after that?
She always thought that when the opportunity was right, she would have to poach Qin Luo, so ...... What are the opportunities?
Now he is stubborn and wants to take Qin Luo away from Yao Yanyan, is it to take revenge on Yao Yanyan, or is it ...... To "take away"?
"Didn't you like Qin Luo?"
Xu Ke's voice sounded coldly in Shao Xinxin's ears.
Shao Xinxin was slightly stunned when she heard this, and the thoughts that were originally chaotic in her mind exploded in an instant, and finally formed Qin Luo's face from one fragment after another.
For some reason, Shao Xinxin found that her heart was suddenly beating so fast inexplicably.
"Of course not!" Shao Xinxin gritted her teeth and replied, "I just wanted to pry him away to get revenge on Yao Yanyan, how could I possibly like him?" ”
Xu Ke didn't speak, she just looked at Shao Xinxin's eyes quietly.
Obviously, it was still pitch black around, but Shao Xinxin felt that Xu Ke's sharp gaze cut through the darkness and shone into her heart through the darkness around her.
This made Shao Xinxin's already uncalm mood even more messy, and even became a little flustered.
So she turned to look at the ceiling, and pretended to be natural: "I don't know why you suddenly ask this kind of question, I admit that he is very good, but that doesn't mean that I will like him, not to mention that he is still a person with a girlfriend, and there is a you who has always liked him...... I had a convulsion in my brain to grab a man with so many women, I am also a rich second generation, and a lot of men come to me to lick my fingers, I am guilty of mixing with you? ”
Shao Xinxin's tone seemed natural at first, but as if she had touched a switch, her tone became faster and faster, and her emotions became obviously excited.
After finishing speaking, Shao Xinxin breathed a long sigh of relief, and her chest rose and fell significantly.
Then she concentrated, wanting to wait for Xu Ke to give her a response, and in the process, Yao Yanyan's voice continued to pass through the wall and reach her ears, making her mind still calm and her mood became more and more irritable.
It was also at this time that Xu Ke's faint voice came into her ears.
"But you've been involved for a long time, and you don't know it, and you even enjoy it."
Shao Xinxin: "......"
Shao Xinxin didn't look at Xu Ke, she maintained a supine posture and lay motionless on the bed, but she could clearly feel that Xu Ke was staring at her intently now.
The words she said just now sounded like a hammer to Shao Xinxin, which made Shao Xinxin a little dizzy.
The already messy thoughts became more complicated at this time, and Shao Xinxin's mouth opened and closed, closed and opened.
She wanted to retort, but she never knew what to say, and even the irritation and irritability magically faded like a tide.
Instead, there was a moment of confusion that she couldn't see.
Shao Xinxin and Xu Ke lay motionless on the bed, the long silence and silence lasted for I don't know how long, only Yao Yanyan's voice continued to come in the dark room, until even the voice became intermittent, and finally disappeared completely.
It was also at this time that Shao Xinxin suddenly said: "Even if he hurts me, I will still like him, I, Shao Xinxin, am such a person." ”
Xu Ke did not respond to her voice, as if he had already fallen asleep.
After posting this chapter, I plan to buy a cupcake, ask the clerk at the cake shop for two candles, get home and cook myself a bowl of longevity noodles, and get a good night's sleep to end the day.
- Today is my birthday, and I hope to get everyone's birthday wishes! Thank you!
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