Annoyance, remorse, impatience......

Yao Yanyan sat in the car seat, her eyes drifting in a blur in the receding scenery outside the window, and the thoughts in her mind had already been shattered by what she had just experienced.

This was not just because she took the initiative to break up with Qin Luo, but because she realized that she had not done enough to be ruthless.

According to Yao Yanyan's thoughts, she should have faced all this today with a very ruthless and indifferent attitude.

But she still thinks too highly of herself...... She had never doubted how important Qin Luo's position was in her heart, but she didn't expect that when this moment came, her mind, which should have been sharpened to indestructible, would be crumbled so easily.

Is it because of the cigarette butts all over the floor?

Is it because he can't help but laugh?

Is it because he turned around without looking back?

None of that mattered anymore — the most important thing right now was that Yao Yanyan knew what he had realized.

Yes, he's always been such a smart person, and there are some things he's been aware of since a month ago, but he's never been sure because he hasn't told him what is on his mind.

Perhaps in his mind, this is a manifestation of his distrust of him - Yao Yanyan knows this, but she has no other choice, because what she really wants to do in her heart is not something that can be done with a simple "trust".

She has always believed in Qin Luo very much, and she also knows that he has paid a lot for herself, whether it is visible or invisible, and she knows what he has been planning during this time, in order to want the two to be able to confess their relationship openly in the future.

But the only thing he doesn't know is that Yao Yanyan didn't become a star because of some bullshit dream.

"I was too cowardly just now, this will be found out by him, this is not good, I must make him hate me completely before I can ......"

Yao Yanyan muttered to herself into the car window.

Shao Xinxin, who was on the side, heard the sound of squirming and subconsciously asked her, "What did you say?" ”

Yao Yanyan didn't respond, just took out her mobile phone and opened Qin Luo's chat box from WeChat.

Then, she sent many messages in one go.

Yao Yanyan: "I'll tell you the truth, I've been using you from the beginning, starting from the day you played the piano and sang in the classroom."

Yao Yanyan: "At that time, I found out that you have a talent in music, and I just want to use you to help me debut and become a star, so I have been approaching you in various ways."

Yao Yanyan: "I know very well what level I have, so I didn't want to get any good songs from you, so the song "Learning to Meow" is exactly what I want, and I took it to participate in the school celebration party, which is also to make my own reputation and pave the way for my future plans."

Yao Yanyan: "It turns out that my idea is completely correct, after that day, I not only became popular all over the Internet, but also left a deep impression on Shen Fang, and your breakup with Xu Ke was even more unexpected for me, because it means that I can make better use of you, so I didn't hesitate to run to you on the same day."

Yao Yanyan: "Seriously, you are the stupidest person I have ever met, obviously you were just hurt by a woman, and you fell into the trap of another woman so quickly, but you helped me a lot, without you I might not have made such a smooth debut and come to this point, so I should still thank you, but I still can't help but want to say, you are really stupid."

Yao Yanyan: "Eh, do you remember what you said to me when you first went to me for class?"

When the message was sent here, Yao Yanyan's fingers paused slightly.

The messy thoughts in her mind made her a little unsure of how to organize her words, she endured the pain of almost tearing her heart apart, and wanted to disguise herself as a ruthless person, so as to achieve the goal of making Qin Luo hate herself and hate herself, so she constantly injected lethality into the words.

It's just that she's so sad now, so sad that even the choice of words and sentences has become a little messy.

But...... Anyway, the meaning is in place.

Yao Yanyan looked at the phone screen intently, and there was a lot of tension in her painful emotions.

She suddenly couldn't tell whether she wanted to make Qin Luo hate herself by sending these messages, or whether she simply wanted to be able to say a few more words to Qin Luo.

One minute...... Two minutes...... Three-minute ......

Looking at the dialog box that never received a new message, Yao Yanyan couldn't press it and sent a message again.

Yao Yanyan: "You said at the time that I was quite good at acting and suitable to be an actor...... Hehe, you're right, I've been playing you since the beginning, and now that my goal has been achieved, of course you're useless."

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The faint fluorescence was reflected on Yao Yanyan's face through the mobile phone screen, looking at the message prompt and the red exclamation mark that suddenly appeared, Yao Yanyan suddenly felt that something was choking her throat.

I don't know how long it took...... She didn't know how she got out of the car, but when she came to her senses, she had already arrived at the hotel.

When her body was supported by Shao Xinxin and lay down on the pillow, the emotions that rushed up like a tide rushed upstream, and at the moment when Yao Yanyan fell into a deep sleep, it also awakened the memory that had tormented her for many years.

It was twenty years ago, a little girl was born in the imperial capital.

Her family was not wealthy, and her father was a young and handsome boy, tall, mild-smiling, eloquent, and musical.

However, these are not the necessary conditions for a good husband, his appearance is probably his only advantage, and he seems to have no other specialties, even his favorite music is limited by talent and cannot be used as a skill to make a living.

The little girl only learned this when she was about three years old – for as long as she can remember, she remembered that her father would run to the streets every day with his guitar and sing songs, and when he was lucky, he could make some bounty, but most of the time he did it empty-handed.

But even so, my mother never disliked my father at all.

At that time, her mother, who was only in her early twenties, was in the prime of a woman's life, but she devoted all her energy and time to her husband and children.

Because my father couldn't make money, my mother shouldered the burden of life, and worked early and late every day, just to let the family of three eat and wear warm clothes, so that they would not be hungry on weekdays and cold in winter, but she herself was reluctant to buy a new dress or a lipstick of dozens of yuan.

She was imprisoned by the shackles of duty, but her eyes were always bright and she always had a gentle smile on her face.

The husband sees his wife's hard work in his eyes, and always hugs his wife in distress, saying that when he gets ahead in the future, he will definitely let the mother and daughter live in the biggest house, wear the most beautiful clothes, and eat the most delicious food.

And every time the wife hears this, she smiles happily and looks forward to the future with her husband, as if she is really sure that she will live a beautiful life as her husband says in the future.

When the little girl was four years old, her father came back one day with great joy.

He said that when he was playing and singing on the street, he was caught by a tavern owner, and then followed him to the tavern to do a resident singing, and his father was very happy at that time, saying that he would finally have a stable income in the future, but in the end he was kicked out, because a drunk guest thought he sang badly and threw a few bottles of wine at him.

Dad couldn't help it, scuffled with the guest, and in the end, not only did he not make any money and lost his job, but he also lost a lot of money that Mom had worked so hard to earn.

The little girl remembered that her father had drunk a lot of wine that night, cried out loudly that he would never sing again, and then raised the guitar that had made him alive and tried to throw it on the ground and smash it.

In the end, it was his mother who stopped him, and then held his father in his arms like a coaxing daughter, and comforted him softly.

She said: "What I like the most is the way you play the piano and sing to me, you smash the piano, who will I listen to sing in the future?" Good man, you can make more money when the money is gone, it is enough to have me at home, you must continue to sing, and then take us to live in a big house, put on beautiful clothes, and eat the best food. ”

When Dad heard this, he cried even harder.

The little girl was a little scared, but when she saw this scene, she couldn't help laughing, clapping her hands and saying, "Dad is crying when he's so old!" Shame on the face! ”

The little girl remembers that after that night, her father no longer looked like a big boy, he went out with a guitar for the first time with a very serious look, and when he came back, he told his wife and daughter that he had signed up for a music talent show, and if everything went well, he might become a big star.

Mom was very happy, made a table full of delicious food for Dad, and said that in the future, she would not let Dad play and sing on the street, and just concentrate on practicing the piano and singing at home.

Dad nodded in agreement, as if he had planned to do so, but he didn't think that Mom's simple words meant that a lot of work was about to be added.

Working outside every day, and taking care of the children and cooking for the family when she comes home, her mother, who is only in her twenties, has already seen gray hair visible from between her hair.

But even so, her smile is still gentle, especially after her father successfully passed the audition, her father swore that he was about to become a big star, and her mother's smile was much brighter than usual.

The little girl doesn't know what the audition is, and she doesn't know what the big star is, the only thing he knows is that her parents are happy, so she is happy.

It's just that for some reason, since he participated in the so-called competition, Dad suddenly rarely comes home.

First he went out early and returned late, then suddenly he didn't return home at night, and then he didn't go home once for several days in a row.

And even when he returned home, Dad wouldn't stay long, occasionally he would give Mom some money, and then leave in a hurry, as if suddenly he had become a busy person, and even the opportunity to have a meal together could not be left to the family.

I didn't even talk to my mother much.

When the father was not at home, the little girl was sent to the nursery during the day, and only later was picked up by the mother when it was late, and then the mother and daughter had dinner quietly.

When she was lying in bed with her mother at night, the little girl could often see her mother picking up her phone from time to time to glance, and then looking at the guitar that her father had placed on the table.

Later, one night my father came back in a hurry, and he took out a sum of money and chatted with his mother casually, as he had done a few days ago, and then he planned to leave again.

Mom said, "Let's have a meal together, no matter how busy we are, we have to take a break, I ...... And the baby, it's been a long time since we've had a meal together. ”

Dad hesitated and said, "Another day, I still have something to do." ”

He was about to leave, but his mother stubbornly stood in front of him, and asked his father what was wrong with him with a seriousness that a little girl had never seen before.

Dad looked evasive and panicked, he seemed to open his mouth to explain something, but in the end he became annoyed and angry, so he threw his mother aside and left without looking back.

After that day, it seemed that Dad had been out of the door for a long time and had not returned, but the little girl could still see her Daddy.

It's just that in the past, it was face-to-face, but this time it was on TV.

The dad on TV is wearing a beautiful dress, standing on a beautiful stage, singing his favorite song.

He became a big star just as he had hoped.

The little girl applauded happily, only to find that her mother didn't seem to be happy - she hadn't laughed in a long time, and every day except for work, she was watching her father on TV in a daze, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

A few days later, the little girl celebrated her fifth birthday.

On this day, the mother did not go out to work for the first time, she woke up in the morning and made breakfast for the little girl, and then took the little girl to play in the playground all day.

It was the first time in the little girl's life that she went to the amusement park, and for her, this birthday was very happy.

It's a pity that this happiness didn't last long, and when night fell, it was shattered by an uninvited guest.

In the evening, when my mother made a table of delicious food to celebrate her birthday with the little girl, there was a knock on the door.

Then, walking in was a strange aunt who was very beautiful but looked very stern.

Not long after she entered, the little girl was driven back to her room, she could not hear the conversation outside, and she remembered only a few words in her not very bright mind that would be etched for a lifetime.

"Sign this divorce agreement, and promise that you will not expose the fact that you have married and had children with you Dongxu in the future, and then roll as far away as possible with your children."

"I'm not going to sign it."

"Oh, then don't regret it."

"What do you want to do?"

The woman did not answer, and left not long after.

The little girl hid in the house in fear, she didn't know what was going on, until her mother came back to the house, lay on the bed with her in her arms without saying a word, and then cried uncontrollably.

The little girl didn't know what had happened, but she instinctively felt scared, and her little body shrunk into a ball and trembled, but she also wiped her mother's tears and told her mother not to cry.

The next day, the little girl ate the breakfast made by her mother as usual, and then went to the nursery accompanied by her mother.

Yesterday's events seemed like a dream to the little girl, and the little child didn't remember much, only remembering that her mother cried last night, but today it seemed to be fine.

For the little girl, it was just an ordinary day, until the sun was setting and night was falling, and she waited and waited, and waited, but she never waited for her mother to come and pick her up as usual.

Until the aunt at the nursery received a phone call, and then ran out into the street with the dazed little girl in her arms.

There, a mud truck was quietly parked on the road, and in front of the front of the car was a bloody corpse.

The little girl didn't recognize who it was at first, she was just scared, but instinctively leaned over.

It wasn't until she got closer that she opened her mouth and called, "Mom......"

WBG Duck !!

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