"Do you know Qin Luo, I've wanted to be a star since I was a child, but I don't like the feeling of being liked and sought after, I just want to use this way to give me a chance to get close to Shao Dongxu, because in this way I can avenge my mother."

"It's just that when I grew up, I realized that I was too naïve, because my singing is not good at all, even if I have always worked hard to learn, but I have never been able to learn well, and I have to find time to work part-time when I am studying, otherwise the children in the welfare home will starve and freeze, Dean Xing is kind to me, I can't leave the welfare home alone."

"I originally thought, when the time is right, maybe I will have to go to extremes, such as selling my body in exchange for a chance to enter the entertainment industry and be popular, because otherwise I really don't know what other way to get close to Shao Dongxu, and it's not enough to just get close to him, I have to be famous enough, because in this way, more people can see what kind of person he is."

"It's okay, Qin Luo, it's good that I met you, thank you very much, otherwise I don't know what to do, from that moment I heard that Shen Fang took a fancy to Ling's talent, I knew that I didn't see the wrong person, and then I got the song "Learn to Meow" from you, and I knew that my opportunity had finally come."

"I ran to the school celebration to sing, in order to take that opportunity to try to see if you can become famous, it turns out that your song is really powerful, after that day, the whole network was full of videos of me singing, and I also took the initiative to approach Shen Fang after singing, on the one hand, to help your mother get an autograph to gain the favor of you and your family, and on the other hand, to leave an impression on Shen Fang."

"Because Shen Fang is a person from Shao Hong Entertainment, I thought maybe I could take this opportunity to let her take me into Shao Hong Entertainment, so that I could slowly get close to Shao Dongxu, but I didn't expect to meet Shao Xinxin later...... By the way, do you know who Shao Xinxin is? She's my sister, but that stupid woman doesn't even know it now, and she fights with me every day because of my breakup with you, and she seems to have liked you for a long time. ”

“……”

Yao Yanyan's monologues and confessions did not have any listeners, and her heart could not be conveyed to Qin Luo's heart through the screen.

The man on the screen sits expressionlessly in front of the piano all the time, his eyes lowered, as if he was staring at the keys, but as if he had already closed his eyes.

The ten fingers that danced flexibly began to get harder and harder, and even the sound changed from low to loud just now, making the already mournful music even more poignant.

"I should be acting with you to turn a blind eye, forcing a person who loves you the most to improvise, when did we start to put away the bottom line, and watch those clumsy performances in line with the changes of the times!"

"But why did you love me so much, what should I become to delay boredom, it turns out that when love lets down its guard, these are the ...... tests"

Yao Yanyan gently wiped the tears on the screen with her fingers, still telling a monologue that only she could hear.

"Actually, you can already see that I'm acting, right? yes, because I played so badly...... Originally, I was actually confident that I could act well, but I don't know when it started, and I couldn't continue to lie to myself that I was only with you to take advantage of you. ”

"The more time I spend with you, the more memories I create with you, the more sad and fearful I become, I'm afraid that one day I won't dare to take revenge again, after all, this is a society governed by the rule of law, the way I want revenge will not end well, my end is doomed at a very young age, and I can't be selfish enough to implicate you."

"So I was thinking at the time, why don't I help you find a spare tire while I'm with you, whether it's Xu Ke, Tang Yu, or even Xiaojin and Liunian, they are all very beautiful, especially Xu Ke still loves you so much, when I'm not by your side, let them stay with you......"

The sad monologue continues, but the high-pitched singing gradually becomes soothing as it turns to a smooth playing.

"Actually, I'm the only one in the audience, in fact, I can see that you are a little reluctant, and the scene is used to us pulling back and forth, and what ......are you worried about?"

"In fact, it is not necessarily said that it is inseparable, in fact, what I am most afraid of is dragging it, and the more I play a heavy scene, the more I can't cry, is it still worth ......?"

The beautiful singing voice is enough to make anyone fall for it, but the sadness caused by the song and melody is like a substance in Yao Yanyan's heart, so that her emotions are always in the cage of pain.

"Actually, you can already see that my mouth is wrong, right? After all, I was so obvious in the period before we broke up, that's why you sang this song to me...... Yes, when we met in the classroom, you said that I was very suitable to be an actor, but unfortunately, I could fool everyone, but I couldn't fool you. ”

"It's good that you haven't asked me what I'm hiding from you, you just respect my wishes and my choices, so I really thank you......"

Yao Yanyan kept wiping the tears on the screen, but the tears continued to fall on the screen like bursting an embankment, causing the figure in the picture that she could never forget in her life gradually became blurred.

The only thing that seemed clear was the singing voice that had not yet disappeared - it seemed that he was telling a story, and the story would eventually come to an end.

"I should cooperate with you in the performance, I try my best to perform, like the guests in the emotional show are at your disposal, if you can still see that I love you, please subtract those plots to make me look decent!"

"But why did you love me so much, why did you show the details, I didn't care about the appearance that it was my last performance, it was because I loved you that I chose to perform, this kind of fulfillment ......"

The music rises and falls, and finally falls silent, as if to draw a happy end to a story.

"Thank you all for the show."

Qin Luo on the stage swept away the previous gloom and haze, he stood up, and bowed slightly to everyone in the audience with a gentle smile, just like the previous performance at the school celebration.

The only difference is that the previous "Queen of Heaven" made people hear more sadness and relief, while this "Actor" has the same sadness, but it seems to be more of a regret.

"Click-"

The sound of the door opening suddenly sounded, breaking the sadness and silence in the lounge because of Yao Yanyan alone.

Shao Xinxin strode into the room, her eyes fell on Yao Yanyan, when she saw the other party's tear-stained face, she was not surprised or surprised, because she had been watching the live broadcast of Modu University just now.

She knew how lethal Qin Luo's song was to a woman who had a relationship with him - although Yao Yanyan always showed that she was with Qin Luo purely for profit, Shao Xinxin always remained skeptical about it.

After all, although some people are born actors, tears will not lie all the time.

At least Shao Xinxin can be sure that the tears she shed in the company's lounge before are real, her tears in the hotel are real, and the tears on her face at this moment are also real.

"Now that you know you regret it? Now you know it's uncomfortable? Now know to cry? What did you do earlier?! ”

Shao Xinxin did not feel sympathy because of Yao Yanyan's state at this time, but opened her mouth to question, and her words revealed a thick anger, as if she hated iron and steel, and seemed to have some sadness from it.

"He liked you so much before, and he personally brought you to where you are now, but how did you give him back? I don't care if you have any hardships or difficulties, I just know that you have been sorry for him for the rest of your life, so you don't need to cry here again, because this is your own choice! ”

Shao Xinxin, who had just watched the live broadcast, was obviously a little emotional, and her words were also sharp, and she did not hide her anger towards Yao Yanyan between her words.

But the latter never responded, just holding the mobile phone in a quiet daze, not knowing what was going on in his heart, but the eyes that were originally blurred and stunned by tears were regaining their clarity little by little at this time.

Shao Xinxin looked at her like this, and the emotions that were originally above gradually calmed down.

She took two deep breaths and said a little impatiently: "Forget it, I'm too lazy to talk to you about this, anyway, the two of you are already completely finished......"

"Xinxin," Yao Yanyan suddenly spoke, and her voice was unprecedentedly gentle, so gentle that Shao Xinxin even felt a trace of discomfort.

"What are you doing? Suddenly screaming so disgustingly," Shao Xinxin looked at Yao Yanyan with disgust, not knowing which one she was going to play this suddenly.

And Yao Yanyan didn't care about her bad words, but showed a very friendly smile, and said softly: "I know that I have done a lot of wrong things before, and I also know that you hate me very much in your heart, but I have met once, and I can have today thanks to you who signed me into Shao Hong's ...... in the first place."

"It's good if you know," Although she didn't know what happened to Yao Yanyan suddenly, Shao Xinxin was still happy to see her low voice, so she asked arrogantly: "So you?" Are you going to bow your head and apologize to me now? ”

"It should have been like this a long time ago," Yao Yanyan smiled, then got up and walked to the refrigerator, took out an unsightly box from it and put it on the table, and when it was opened, it was a cream cake.

The cake has only one layer, and the top is decorated with a few strawberries, which looks very ordinary and simple, and can even be said to be a little rough, but it still makes Shao Xinxin a little moved.

"You did it?" Shao Xinxin looked Yao Yanyan up and down, her suspicious expression as if she had re-acquainted herself with the woman in front of her.

Yao Yanyan said while finding the fruit knife to cut the cake: "I know that our group will break up after today, and today will probably be the last time we will perform on the same stage...... I made this cake overnight last night, and I don't expect you to forgive me, I just hope that if we meet again in the future, we can still say hello to each other as we did at the beginning. ”

That's how it first started......

Shao Xinxin couldn't help but think of the time when Yao Yanyan first joined the company.

At that time, Shao Xinxin had the intention of taking revenge on Yao Yanyan, and her way of revenge was to pretend to be intimate with Yao Yanyan, so as to get close to Qin Luo, and wanted to break up the couple, so as to achieve her goal of revenge against Yao Yanyan.

At that time, in order to pretend to be intimate with Yao Yanyan, she would always greet Yao Yanyan warmly, and even leaned up to hold Yao Yanyan's arm and call Sister Yanyan.

Later, I don't know when, Shao Xinxin stopped pretending, she felt that this kind of thing was very boring, and she never called the title "Sister Yanyan" again, especially when Yao Yanyan and Qin Luo broke up, her attitude towards Yao Yanyan became worse and worse, and she either didn't speak on weekdays, or she spoke badly to each other as soon as she opened her mouth.

Although Yao Yanyan looks sincere and sincere now, Shao Xinxin still can't treat her like before.

The relationship between the two has long been frozen during this time, and there is no possibility of repairing it - but even so, Shao Xinxin's attitude has become much more relaxed than just now.

"You think too much, I will leave Shao Hong after today, so we shouldn't have many opportunities to meet in the future, and I won't care about you anymore after the performance is over...... In addition, I won't let my dad ban you, what do you want to do in the future, I don't bother to care about you. ”

After Shao Xinxin finished saying this, she walked to the table, took the fruit knife, cut a small piece of cake and stuffed it into her mouth, chewed it twice, and then said with some disgust: "It's really unpalatable." ”

She said that it was unpalatable, but she swallowed the cake in her mouth anyway - as a straightforward little girl, she was a little delicate and willful, but her kind qualities were still reflected in many places.

Just like now, no matter how sharp and mean she said, she still showed some kindness to Yao Yanyan.

She even took the initiative to hand the fruit knife to Yao Yanyan while asking, "You don't eat it?" ”

Yao Yanyan shook her head: "No, this is for you, you can just eat it." ”

Shao Xinxin pursed her lips and muttered a groan: "Cut, don't you poison me...... Hmmm......"

Before the sentence was finished, Shao Xinxin suddenly frowned and was in a trance.

For some reason, she suddenly felt a sharp feeling of dizziness hit her brain, followed by the dissipation of all her physical strength.

"Dangchang!"

The cream-stained fruit knife fell to the ground with a crisp sound.

Shao Xinxin subconsciously held on to the table on the side, but her sore legs still fell to her knees weakly, while she stubbornly raised her head and gritted her teeth and asked a trembling and slightly panicked question: "You...... Are you really poisoning me? ”

"Don't worry, it won't hurt you, it will only let you sleep for a while," Yao Yanyan took two steps forward and squatted in front of Shao Xinxin, her tear-stained face full of bitter smiles: "Actually, I've always hated you since I knew your identity, but I just hate Wu and Wu, you don't have anything wrong, and I shouldn't blame you...... Don't worry, sister, it's okay, everything is going to end soon, you just need to sleep for a while, just sleep for a while......"

"You ......"

Shao Xinxin still wanted to say something, but she felt that her consciousness was getting more and more blurred, and she couldn't even hear what Yao Yanyan said behind her.

Yao Yanyan hugged Shao Xinxin, who was in a coma, into her arms, she gently touched the latter's hair, and then carried it into the dressing room with some effort, and then took out Shao Xinxin's mobile phone and turned it off, and did not forget to lock the door with the key that had been prepared in advance when she went out.

After doing this, Yao Yanyan immediately picked up the fruit knife that had fallen on the ground, and the door of the lounge was suddenly opened again.

Shen Fang strode in, and when she saw Yao Yanyan's somewhat unnatural face and tear-stained appearance, she was also not surprised, because she was also secretly watching the live broadcast of Modu University just now.

For Shen Fang, she can be regarded as a witness to Qin Luo and Yao Yanyan coming together, so her mood is also very complicated now.

However, the current situation is not suitable for talking about those, Shen Fang said bluntly: "It's your turn and Xinxin soon, where did she go?" ”

Yao Yanyan replied softly: "She just left suddenly, saying that she remembered that she had something to deal with." ”

"She's gone?" Shen Fang was stunned for a moment: "What about the performance?" ”

"She said let me come alone," Yao Yanyan looked directly into Shen Fang's eyes, and suddenly there was a little more pleading in her tone: "Teacher Shen Fang, let me come alone for the next performance, okay?" ”

If he hadn't watched the live broadcast of Modu University just now and hadn't heard the song sung by Qin Luo, maybe Shen Fang would have wondered why Yao Yanyan suddenly said this.

But because she was able to understand Yao Yanyan's mood at this time, Shen Fang didn't have any doubts in her heart, and even suddenly understood why Shao Xinxin suddenly disappeared.

She just stared at Yao Yanyan with complicated eyes for a while, then sighed heavily and asked, "Do you want to sing a song to Qin Luo?" ”

Yao Yanyan didn't speak, but silence was also an answer.

Shen Fang hesitated: "The program team is ...... over there."

"I'll explain it to Uncle Shao, and he'll understand me," Yao said.

Shen Fang thought about it, walked up to Yao Yanyan and hugged her hard, and said in a regretful tone: "No matter what broke up between you, but since he said goodbye to you in this way, then you should say goodbye to him...... It's a pity that the song written for you by the company's songwriter this time is not suitable for saying goodbye. ”

Yes, it's time to say goodbye, as for the song...... I'm sorry Qin Luo, use your song again one last time, after all, the song you wrote is good.

"Thank you, Teacher Shen Fang."

"You're welcome, after all, I watched the two of you all the way, hurry up and prepare, I'm going to play later."

Shen Fang sighed regretfully again, and then turned to leave.

Yao Yanyan stared at the reclosed door for a long time, and then looked at the powder room door.

After a brief silence, she picked up the fruit knife and wiped it clean and hid it in her clothes, while she strode forward, pushed open the door to the lounge, and walked out.

(End of chapter)