Li Chuanxin left Liancheng on the plane that night, and it is impossible for him to stay in the crew of another dimension all the time.

After he had a rough idea of how to shoot a horror film, he also needed to think about and create the storyboard of the script.

This will take a long time, and as far as Lu Zhengyi predicts, he may not be able to have a relatively complete script and officially start shooting after the year.

"Director Lu, what do you think of my previous performance?"

And waited until the evening, in the elevator, as the leading actor, Zhou Ziyun finally took the opportunity to go upstairs and had the opportunity to get along with the director alone.

Ever since the end of the daytime shoot, he has always wanted to ask how he was doing.

But unfortunately, Lu Zhengyi was always surrounded by other people, so he didn't dare to go over and ask.

Now in the elevator, apart from the two of them, there is only the black cat squatting on Director Lu's shoulder.

Lu Zhengyi, who was still thinking about tomorrow's shooting, was asked so at first glance, and he didn't react.

After a while, he nodded, "It's okay." ”

As he spoke, he looked at Zhou Ziyun strangely, "In today's scene, do you think it's hard to try?" As far as my personal experience is concerned, your role in this scene should not be so hard and difficult for an actor. ”

"The trouble should lie in the back, Luo Zhan also followed the hostess during the treatment process, and began to slowly see ghosts."

"Or do you have a different idea about this scene?"

Zhou Ziyun hurriedly waved his hand and replied:

"No, it's not."

"The main thing is that I haven't filmed for a long time, so I don't know how I'm doing."

"At the end of the afternoon shoot, I was going to see how it went, but there were a lot of people over there."

A bit too many people?

Lu Zhengyi looked at his nervous appearance, and then thought that Zhang Yu had mentioned to him before that except for Huang Yunli, who was more extroverted in the crew this time, everyone else seemed very shy, introverted, and didn't like to talk to other people in the crew.

"Are you afraid that you will suddenly become ill and affect other people?"

He asked.

Zhou Ziyun's mental illness is not reflected in social interaction, as an actor who meets new faces every day because of various jobs, he is not afraid of life.

That's the only reason why he doesn't want to engage with other people.

"Once the emotions come up, I can't control myself, and I often don't remember what I did afterwards." Zhou Ziyun stood next to him and replied, "After getting this disease, I have hurt the people around me more than once and caused a lot of trouble. ”

"But if you want to come and see how your shots look, you can still come over." Lu Zhengyi could understand his situation, "Do you remember what I told you when I informed you that the audition was successful?" Even if you have an emergency, I can handle it in this crew. ”

"The rest of the crew has seen a lot more than you think."

"In this crew, you don't need to be timid because of your status as a patient."

Zhou Ziyun nodded silently.

And the elevator has stopped on the fifth floor with a 'ding' sound.

Lu Zhengyi stepped out of the elevator and said, "Then after you go to work tomorrow, you come to me, and I will show you the content we shot today." ”

"Trouble, Director Lu."

Zhou Ziyun pressed the elevator door and didn't let it close, "Actually...... After joining the crew, I found that my condition seemed to be much better. ”

Lu Zhengyi stopped at the door, a little puzzled.

"It's been more than a month since I joined the crew, but in more than a month, I haven't had any illness." Zhou Ziyun asked tentatively, "It seems to be because of ...... Your relationship, can I ask, what happened to us in the conference room that day? ”

It was the first time he had seen in a long time, and he had woken up from that painful, trance-like state so briefly.

Regarding the memory of that time, Zhou Ziyun couldn't remember.

But until now, when he faced Lu Zhengyi, he would unconsciously look nervous and panicked...... Even, fear.

Yes, fear.

He has no memory, but when he faced Lu Zhengyi, he was more afraid from the heart, so much so that sometimes he even hesitated for a long time to take the initiative to speak.

Perhaps because of this, he has always been difficult to fit in in the crew.

Could it be that he was beaten?

No.

Zhou Ziyun was very sure that he was not beaten at that time, and there was not even a bruise on his body.

So what happened in those few minutes when I was in a mess?

"Did anything happen that day? Well...... Of course, you are the person concerned and should have the right to know. Lu Zhengyi hesitated for a moment, "Since you want to ask, then come out first, it's not good to always occupy the elevator." ”

You can't just talk to two people here and keep the elevator on this floor.

"Would you like tea?"

Bringing people to the room, Lu Zhengyi first boiled hot water, and then took out a small bag of tea from the suitcase, "Here is Phoenix Shan Cong, the famous green tea in Chaocheng." ”

On his shoulder, Ayong jumped out of bed neatly and walked towards the room on his own.

He likes to drink milk tea, but he doesn't like to drink this bitter tea.

"Trouble, Director Lu."

Zhou Ziyun did not refuse, and found a chair to sit down.

After all, it is a hotel, and the layout of the house is the same as his room, so he is no stranger.

"Before I explain to you what happened that day, I would like to ask you that you should have a more or less certain understanding of your situation." Lu Zhengyi took out two glasses and a teapot with a filter from the suitcase, "As a patient and an actor who plays Luo Zhan who plays a psychiatrist, you should know your condition, right?" ”

"I know."

Seeing Lu Zhengyi coming over with a kettle and a teapot, Zhou Ziyun quickly stood up, took it with both hands, and put it on the table, "It is different from those organic mental diseases that cause brain damage and central neuropathy due to long-term excessive drinking, taking drugs. ”

"My functional mental illness is not a disease caused by abnormalities in the brain and nerves, but an emotional disorder, which can also be said to be a 'heart disease.'" ”

"In addition to prescribing me anxiety relief and calming medications, the doctor also advised me to travel when I had time......

He briefly explained the doctor's advice to him.

Obviously, as a patient, he was well aware of his situation.

It's like when you were a child, a child deceived an adult that he had a stomachache, only to cry out that his stomach really hurt.

This is not a problem with the child's stomach and intestines, but a psychological effect.

Just as Luo Zhan and those students explain the existence of 'ghosts' in another dimension, if the human brain obtains the wrong information and transmits the wrong response to the limbs through the nerves, it may cause the organs and nerves to produce the wrong response.

"Then since it's a heart disease, there must be a trigger." Lu Zhengyi sat down on the chair opposite him, "This kind of tea can't be soaked in hot water all the time like those quick-brewed teas outside, and after pouring hot water, you have to pour out the tea as soon as possible." ”

As he spoke, he threw the tea bag into the teapot, covered it with a strainer, and poured hot water into it.

Soon, the rich aroma of tea came out of the teapot.

With the hot tea from the first wash, he scalded both glasses.

"Director Lu seems to love tea."

Zhou Ziyun watched his movements, it was not easy to bring his own teacups and teapots when he went out.

Even if many people are not used to drinking coffee, they directly use bagged black tea to deal with it.

"You read this wrong, I can't say I like tea, but I can't say I hate it."

Lu Zhengyi pushed the glass of tea over, "It's my wife who likes to drink tea." ”

"These teapots were put into when my wife helped me pack my suitcase, and as for the tea bags, she also bought small bags to fill them herself, she likes to drink tea very much, but the high-end black tea on the market is not to her taste."

"If it were me, I wouldn't be that particular about it. Before I got married, I preferred to drink plain water. ”

Zhou Ziyun was a little surprised when she heard these words, "I can see that you love your wife very much." ”

To be honest, watching Lu Zhengyi, a man with five big and three rough and vicious gods, say these words, he is a bit of a drama.

"That's what I just said, yes, the trigger."

Lu Zhengyi smiled and poured tea into his glass, "Since it is a mental illness caused by an emotional disorder, there must be a psychological trigger." ”

"But emotional causes are much more difficult to find than organic causes, which only need to be examined with sophisticated instruments to get results, but the former requires the patient to find the answer himself."

"Because when you were in this condition, you kept saying that there were a lot of people around you with knives, so I guess you have suffered this kind of injury that led to your current situation, and I feel that you have a bit of persecution paranoia in addition to schizophrenia."

It's like when I photographed my eyes, I specially asked for help from the people who watched the mountain.

In order to make this film well, he did a lot of homework in this area.

"Is that so?" Zhou Ziyun was a little disappointed, "I have had hallucinations like this before, and I have also learned from the doctor, but it seems that my illness has nothing to do with this, and I really have not suffered from this injury." ”

For so many years, he has not been alone every time he has developed an illness.

And in the case of other people around, even if he himself forgot that memory afterwards, the other people around him still remembered.

It's like seeing someone come with a knife, and it's not the first time he's seen.

But beyond that, there are other hallucinations.

It doesn't seem like a good idea to look for answers from the hallucinations that arise.

"Then tell me about my solution at that time."

Lu Zhengyi continued, "Because at that time, in addition to seeing the hallucination, you could also see me. ”

"It also means that while I can't see those hallucinations, I'm in the same lens as those hallucinations in your field of vision."

"So I punched it, and then you woke up."

Zhou Ziyun: "......"

His face was a little dazed, as if he didn't understand what it meant.

After a while, Zhou Ziyun reacted, "It's that simple? ”

In this way, wouldn't it be the next time I get sick, I will also punch those illusions and knock them down, and my illness will be cured?

"It's not easy, if you want to try it yourself, how can you tell if you're hitting a real person or a hallucination caused by a mental illness?" Lu Zhengyi guessed his thoughts, "In your field of vision, you stabbed the illusion with a knife. But in reality, your knife stabbed a stranger. ”

As soon as these words were spoken, Zhou Ziyun's original idea of being a little eager to try stopped.

Indeed, if I had tried, I would have become more ill.

"My approach is not so much the illusion that I defeated you with my fists."

Lu Zhengyi explained, "It should be said that your fear of me defeated your hallucinations due to your illness. ”

The focus is not on the fist, but on the fear of himself in Zhou Ziyun's heart than the cause of the illness.

Zhou Ziyun obviously couldn't understand this answer. “…… So what do I do? ”

"Are you asking me how to treat it?"

Lu Zhengyi's expression was a little subtle, "Teacher Zhou, do you remember what I did?" ”

“…… Director Lu, I've been in the crew for a month. Zhou Ziyun hesitated and replied, "In the past month, although I have had very little contact with you, I have only watched from the side, and you have given me a very special feeling, so whether you are a doctor or not, I want to hear what advice you have for this situation." ”

His tone was sincere.

"Is that so......"

Lu Zhengyi was quite helpless, "Let's say okay first, I'm not a doctor, I'm just giving you some ideas based on such a thing." ”

"If you really can't find the trigger for your illness, then you might as well try to make your mental capacity stronger."

"It's like some people have been weak and sick since they were young and often catch colds, and some people will choose to inject Rongsheng Jing C every six months to improve the body's immunity and resistance. But some people choose to improve their resistance by exercising. ”

"The former approach may be more scientific, while the latter approach is not necessarily effective. But if it works, it is definitely better to solve the trouble by strengthening yourself than to solve the trouble with the help of external forces. ”

"As for how to strengthen your psychological endurance, I can't give you any advice."

After all, his own psychological endurance is hard to endure again and again.

Lu Zhengyi could try, but he couldn't pass on such an experience to others.

He can bear it, but others may not be able to.

And Zhou Ziyun was silent for Lu Zhengyi's words for a while, and then nodded violently, "I understand, Director Lu." ”

As he spoke, he stood up, "Thank you very much for your advice. ”

"Director Lu, if in the next period of time, I suspend the medication prescribed by the doctor and try to regulate my emotions by myself, will you mind?"

"This may cause me to have an impact on the filming of the crew."

"If you want to try, just try it, I said it, you won't cause any big impact in this crew." Lu Zhengyi smiled and waved his hand, "Besides, the plot we are going to shoot next also needs a patient, doesn't it?" ”

(End of chapter)