Looking at the girl in front of him, Lu Zhengyi saw a trace of familiar emotion in her pupils.

Calm.

Although there were some other emotions in her eyes, after perceiving that trace of calm, other emotions suddenly became unreal.

"Mom and Dad are very happy when it's a birthday."

"I used to be happy, but now that I can see more with these eyes, I don't feel anything anymore."

"It's the same with the exams, the first place, the second place...... Now I've been praised a lot, and I gradually don't feel it. ”

"Also, I tried to play the game before, maybe I didn't have the talent for it, I played it more averagely, and I was a little frustrated at first, because it was my first failure, but then I didn't feel it anymore."

"Many, many things, good or bad, I quickly lose my sense and feel that it doesn't matter."

"It's normal for something to be numb over and over again, but I feel like I'm numbing a little too fast, and this time it's the same, I hate it......"

It's probably the sense of security that Lu Zhengyi has given since he was a child, or ...... also belongs to the 'abnormal person', after he spoke, Liu Baoning quickly let go of some shackles based on society.

When facing elders, you should be respectful and speak in a measured manner;

In addition to family members, to the outside world, no matter what kind of relationship or how good a person is, there must be a certain degree of reservation in speaking;

In the entertainment industry, you have to see your position clearly, you can't trouble others because you usually look familiar, trouble others, in this circle, everyone maintains their own decency on the surface, and some relationships seem to be very good, but in fact they are not necessarily ......

Many, many things, whether it is related to the work of an actor or in dealing with the world, some things are slowly appeased by Lu Zhengyi, and Liu Baoning temporarily forgets about it.

She began to talk about how she really felt.

Lu Zhengyi listened to her and asked hesitantly, "Do your parents know about these things?" ”

Liu Baoning shook his head and replied:

"When they're happy, I'm happy."

"When they're sad, I'm sad."

"I know when and when to be happy and I can show it, but I don't actually think so."

"In their eyes, I haven't changed much from before, except for ...... In this regard, they used to occasionally ask me what they looked like under these eyes, and what was the physical condition of the grandparents and grandparents at home. ”

"But what I can see is very limited, and only at the moment when the person is about to die, I can see something, those escaping lights."

"When I told them about it, they wouldn't let me see them again, and they would occasionally look scared of me, but I understood that they weren't afraid of me, but they were afraid of what my eyes would see......"

As she spoke, her eyes kept on Lu Zhengyi, observing his demeanor.

To be honest, Liu Baoning can see that Lu Zhengyi is absent-minded, and his mood is more complicated.

Strictly speaking, family members are the people closest to them.

But whether it is her parents, grandmothers, grandparents, grandparents, none of them have seen the changes in her mood.

Of course, it's not that they don't love themselves anymore.

They are very good to themselves, whether it is their father or mother, or anyone else, they care about themselves.

They just don't see it in purity.

No one saw it, only Lu Zhengyi saw his disguise in his behavior and demeanor.

"Uncle Lu."

Thinking of this, Liu Baoning couldn't help but ask, "Can you see that I've been pretending all the time, is it because I'm not acting well?" From your perspective as a director, are there any holes in my performance? ”

She felt that Lu Zhengyi, as a director, was more sensitive in vision and sense than others.

“…… You're doing a good job, I don't see any loopholes. ”

Lu Zhengyi looked at the girl in front of him with a somewhat complicated gaze, "I don't know how to read minds, I don't know what you're thinking." ”

"But I can feel some changes in my mood."

"I thought you were because of Deputy Director Zhang, but I didn't expect it...... It would be for this reason. ”

From her verbal description, he felt that the girl was very similar to himself.

Previously, he thought that Wang Xiaoxu should be more similar to himself, and while becoming a ghost, he could control himself and stay sober.

But later, Lu Zhengyi felt that he and himself would probably not go down the same path.

His personality is different from his own.

As a ghost, he can still trust the living, and even if he just casually mentioned a few words, he really began to pull a group of friends from the past to set up a game studio, and achieved the goal that he didn't have a chance to complete when he was alive.

I didn't expect to hear these words from the mouth of Liu Baoning, a living person who was only a teenage girl.

But while it sounds similar, it's actually a little different.

"So, what should I do now?"

Liu Baoning asked questions, and she hoped that Lu Zhengyi, as a senior in cultivation, could give her some answers.

"Let's keep it as it is for now."

Lu Zhengyi thought for a moment, "You are indeed very different, from your words and performance, you don't look like a junior high school student at all. ”

"Some adults may not be as clear as you can see some things, and can make corresponding emotional disguises, such as smiling faces when facing work and entertainment, and being false and aggrieved with colleagues who have a bad relationship, many scenes and atmosphere expressions, they may not be as good as you."

"You're a special person, but you're not the only one who is special."

As he spoke, he paused, looked at Liu Baoning with some helplessness on his face, and reached out to rub her hair, "For some children, I may be able to make some sense, but for a person whose mind is an adult, I can only give some advice at most." ”

"Because I said a lot of truths, most of the time, everyone actually understands, but to understand, you still have to experience, experience, and feel."

"You can use these eyes to see more people who have special experiences like you, to see how they live, and finally...... Give yourself the answers. ”

For some immature people, some children, Lu Zhengyi will say a few more words.

From the perspective of an elder, help them determine the right choice.

As long as you do it, most of the time there will be no mistakes.

But for mature people, he can only advise.

It's like Zhang Yu, doesn't he understand that his participation in the filming will aggravate his condition?

He understood, but he chose it anyway.

Even though, at the moment when he really faced death, he regretted it and began to make his heart a little more comfortable by blaming others.

But at the moment when he made his choice, before the shooting in Xenodimension, he once again offered to participate, and the moment he agreed, his joy and excitement were real.

"Do adults need to come up with their own answers?"

Liu Baoning was stunned and muttered.

After that, she nodded slightly, "I see, I'll look at it and try to figure it out for myself." ”

But her emotions are not so heavy.

In fact, Uncle Lu said that he could only give advice, but there was one sentence that really made her sober up all of a sudden.

I am indeed special, but I am not the only one who is special.

That's why I'm standing here now, asking questions to my predecessors as a spiritual practitioner.

……

……

"Hey, Daoye, I'm done!"

With Zhang Yu's departure, the filming of Cursed 2 gradually came to an end.

And after completing the last finale scene, the crew began to have a relaxed atmosphere as if they had unloaded a heavy burden.

But compared to the outside, those who were celebrating the finale, Wang Xiaoxu was staying in the monitoring room where Lu Zhengyi was, looking at the crooked face in front of him with excitement.

It's a face that spins.

The flesh was layered like cracked apples, and each layer rotated so that the top of the lips was not the nose, but the left cheek, and the top was not the eyebrow, but the back of the head.

The whole face looks extremely weird, not only the facial features are distorted, but more like a bunch of facial features, faces, and bones taken from different people are placed on the skull in irregular shapes.

"At least the head is round."

Wang Xiaoxu looked at the artwork he created with satisfaction, "This should be the most beautiful and terrifying illusion I created, no, I must put it in the game." ”

Because the few scenes in the final scene of Curse 2 are more background shots.

It shows the scene of empty streets and abandoned houses under the destruction of the coconut.

So he didn't have much to do, so he stayed in the monitoring room and asked Lu Zhengyi to give him some advice on the illusion he created.

"It's really good, there's a little bit of the Cthulhu Mythos, and after reading it, I have the feeling of a spiritual will descending, of course, I'm talking about ordinary people seeing people with this face appear in front of them."

Lu Zhengyi gave his opinion.

"I found my truth to be amazing."

Wang Xiaoxu smiled, lying on the swivel chair, spinning, "If I can have this ability when I am alive, maybe I can become the best designer." ”

"It's definitely the most flexible and effective modeling tool."

"I just have an image in my head, I can create it, and I can modify it as I can."

As he spoke, the strange-looking face in front of him began to move slowly.

The facial features rotated like a Rubik's cube, until finally, a plain-looking face appeared in front of him, and I don't know who Wang Xiaoxu is based on, or if it is a completely fictional face.

And looking at Wang Xiaoxu, who was silly and happy, Lu Zhengyi shook his head helplessly.

There is still a difference between people who change the day after tomorrow and people who are born extraordinary.

Strictly speaking, Wang Xiaoxu's ghost appearance should have more self-doubt than Liu Baoning, feeling that he is different from others, and he gradually looks at things out of the sense of a normal person, and begins to become cold.

But in fact......

This guy did think about it because of his identity as a ghost and a human, but it was only for a moment.

Later, Lu Zhengyi felt that there was not much difference between him and others.

But that's a good thing.

"By the way, Director Lu, after we go back this time, can you let me watch from the side in terms of post-processing."

Wang Xiaoxu suddenly said, "I feel that I can often find inspiration for game creation from the process of our shooting. ”

"I found that even if there is a script as the background creation and story line, if we want to show that sense of horror in the game, we must not be able to completely follow the content of the text."

"We had to think about what kind of images and stories the player was going to be looking at, that sounded like ...... It's kind of like something you guys talk about a lot when you're shooting, so I wanted to get involved in post-production and learn a little more. ”

"Yes, no problem."

Lu Zhengyi didn't refuse, "And you were originally from the late group, remember?" ”

“…… It seems like this! ”

Wang Xiaoxu then remembered that at the beginning, he entered the crew, and the group assigned to him was the post-production group!

"Let's call Xiaowei together when the time comes."

Lu Zhengyi continued, "He has to learn to be an assistant director, and he must also learn things in the later stage." ”

Lao Zhang's current situation, most of the time, has no chance to take Bai Wei with him anymore.

As for Bai Wei's recent performance, he personally feels that he is quite serious, and at present, the work of the field team and the photography team is basically familiar.

As an assistant director, it's probably enough.

Arrange the movement of the actors and arrange the angle of the camera...... Most directors, as long as they have these factors, can finish filming a scene, but if there are more pursuits, props, makeup, post-production...... There must be some insight on all sides.

Lao Zhang had no time to teach, so Lu Zhengyi could only take over the burden and arrange some learning opportunities for him.

He ...... You don't have to have time. Wang Xiaoxu's face showed hesitation, "I've been listening to him say that when it's time to finish and return to China, I'll go to Deputy Director Zhang to see if there is anything that needs help over there." ”

"Yes, there should be consideration in this regard, although Lao Zhang has not taught him for a long time, he can be regarded as doing his best to take it." Lu Zhengyi nodded, "Then when he is free, let him come over and study together." ”

But these words seemed a little strange to Wang Xiaoxu's ears.

After another moment of hesitation, he looked at Lu Zhengyi's calm face, "Speaking of which, Director Lu, won't you be sad?" For the case of Deputy Director Zhang. ”

I am not sad because the two are not familiar at all.

He joined the group during the filming of the First Commandment, and at that time, Zhang Yu had already fallen ill.

The two met, or after the first commandment was filmed, a group of people went to visit him at his house, and he went over together.

After that, there are more opportunities to meet in the filming of different dimensions, but ...... The two didn't have much communication, in addition to participating in the shooting, they were also busy with the production of the game.

But Lu Zhengyi is different, the two of them have known each other for a long time.

It's like Bai Wei, Ajie, and Sister Wei...... After learning about the situation during this time, they all looked a little heavy, that is, after finishing today, the atmosphere in the crew was better.

"Birth, old age, sickness and death, the world is normal."

Lu Zhengyi stared at the monitor, looking at the picture just taken, and replied without looking back, "As a human being, you always have to face it." ”

(End of chapter)