My second dad died.

At the age of fifty-eight, his body was buried on the hill behind our village.

The old man walked quite peacefully, he drank too much fake wine when he was young, and when he went to the hospital with a problem, he was already in the advanced stage of stomach cancer, and he lived for more than half a year with his life in his hand, and he fell asleep at night.

I sold the two cows I had raised at home and barely managed to make a coffin, hoping that the old man would not blame me in heaven.

Someone as good as an old man should go to heaven, I think.

And I don't have anything to worry about in this world.

It all started eighteen years ago.

When I was born, I refused to land, and the unmasked mother fought to give birth to me and died, and the midwife was immediately startled after wiping me clean, and this shout also alarmed the grandparents who were waiting at the door.

My grandmother thought something was wrong, but before she could enter the door, her feet slipped and her head hit the threshold and she died on the spot.

And I, with my face with half a black slap print, was still clapping my hands in swaddling clothes, as if to say-

Die well.

The midwife is also a person who has seen things, and when she saw this, she told my grandfather that this son was born ominous with a ghost palm, and he was a debt collector, and it would be a scourge to keep it sooner or later.

My grandfather was so stunned that he was furious on the spot, and he snatched me from the midwife and was about to throw me into the furnace and burn me to death, but fortunately my father snatched me from my grandfather's hand in time, and said in spite of it: "This is my seed, and no one can touch it!" ”

Grandpa pointed to his wife who fell to the ground with one hand, and pointed to his daughter who died in childbirth, and gritted his teeth and said, "Look at your seed, you killed your mother-in-law and her mother!" ”

My dad still said, "No one is allowed to touch my seed!" ”

As soon as I heard this, my grandfather was almost mad, and there were two lives in the house, so my father actually gave him such a show?

My grandfather sneered angrily, saying that if my father was confused, he would have to leave behind the obstacles, but he would take away the bodies of his daughter-in-law and daughter-in-law, and he would have nothing to do with our family in the future.

My dad was so soft that I didn't even look at my grandfather.

The next day, my grandparents rushed back from a relative's house, and after hearing about what happened last night, they agreed with my grandfather's attitude, which was nothing more than that I had killed my mother and grandmother as soon as I was born, and I couldn't stay.

But my father's attitude was resolute, and he took my grandmother's words as a deaf ear, no matter what the second elder said, it was still the same sentence.

"No one is allowed to touch my seed!"

Grandma was so angry that she was still a thief, and she almost succeeded several times, and then my father tied me to my back wherever I went, and the good times didn't last long, and as I grew up, my eyes began to see many things that others couldn't see.

Especially once my father took me to the village to do white things for a banquet, everyone was crying, only I pointed to the coffin and said: "What are you crying about, didn't the second uncle put it aside to look at you?" ”

That night, my father didn't come back, my father knocked on my house, called my name, my father's surname was Qin, and gave me a single word puzzle, puzzled puzzle.

I think I wondered why I was born in this world and what happened to me.

"Little confusion, little confusion."

I was woken up from my sleep, walked to the door in a daze, and was about to open the door when I suddenly woke up, stood by the door and asked, "Master, is there something wrong with you?" ”

My father told me that if he wasn't there, I would lock myself in the house, and he wouldn't believe the old couple to give the house away.

My grandfather said in a gentle tone that I hadn't heard in eight years: "Little confused, you forgot that it's your birthday?" Your grandmother went to the county town early in the morning and bought you ......"

"Cake." Grandma added.

Grandpa's eyes narrowed with laughter, "Yes, yes, cake!" This is a rare thing that can't be eaten by children in the city, so open the door and grandma will make you a table of dishes, come out and eat. ”

"Then I'll eat it when my dad comes back."

"When he comes back, the cake will melt, Xiao Yu, grandma has figured it out over the years, you open the door."

Grandpa said, I am also a species of the Qin family, and I was also dizzy at that time, but in the end, it was my eldest grandson, how could they be willing to die? Seeing that I have grown so big, I just want to have a good meal with me.

It's just that my dad has always guarded them like thieves, and they don't have a chance to get close to me if they want to.

Grandpa said that the old man was in tears, grandma was helping on the side, and the second old man cried as he spoke.

I didn't feel what it meant to be a next-generation relative at that time, and when I saw where this posture could be handled, I immediately opened the door and asked innocently: "Master, where is the cake?" ”

My grandfather immediately showed his fierce face, and my grandmother took out the hemp rope from behind her......

Lie to me again?!

I ran as soon as I pulled my legs, and the two of them chased after me persistently, I really didn't expect these two old bones to run so vigorously.

Chasing me all the way out of the village, I saw a dark shadow in front of me, and immediately jumped out, but my grandfather behind me was not so lucky.

I heard an oops, followed by the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground.

The grandmother who followed immediately cried and screamed.

The black shadow was a pit they had dug in advance, and it was full of broken nails.

The next day my dad came back and didn't say anything, but I could see that his eyes were red.

My grandmother didn't toss anymore when my grandfather left, and then I followed, and a year later, my father collapsed in bed due to illness, and it didn't take long for him to leave.

The family that should have been happy was ruined because of my birth.

Since then, I have left my original village and lived on the streets for more than a year, because I was young and well-wishers gave me food, until one day I met an old man, who is my current father.

He was in business, he had a little money in the village, no one knew my origin and my past, and the old man did not dislike the black marks on my face, and announced to the public that I was his adopted son and loved me very much.

But......

After adopting me, the old man was unlucky, his business failed, and he owed a lot of debts, and as I got older, I had a faint feeling in my heart that it was all because of me.

But the old man never gave up on me, and no matter how hard it was, he would take me with him.

Until the day he died.

Maybe the midwife was not wrong back then, I was a debt collector, and no one would do any good with me.

The first home is gone, and the second home is gone.

Then what does it mean for me to live?

It's just harming others and hurting oneself.

With a wry smile, I remember all the things in the past, and that's probably the end of my life.

I'm lucky to be able to meet the old man.

I lifted my clothes, wrapped a circle of hemp rope around my waist, when my grandmother wanted to strangle me with hemp rope but failed, now I finish it myself, it can be regarded as the fulfillment of her old man's wish.

Not far from the old man's grave there is a crooked neck tree, which is the location I chose, and when I die, I will guard the old man's grave.