Chapter 342: Cornered Place

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; (3) Tears in the eyes all day long

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I'm no longer afraid of taking pills and injections.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Although I knew that those injections didn't work very well for me, I thought that I could excrete them, so I was no longer afraid of unclean injections and drug poisoning.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; When I was taking medicine at noon, I saw ants in my medicine bottle, several of them, hurrying around.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I spoke up.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I think the doctor will record this as a symptom in my medical records.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; And the nurse poured all the medicine on the palm of her hand, which she didn't know if it was clean, and picked up the ant and pinched it to death.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Then I picked up the medicine with the fingers of the pinched dead ants and put it in my hand.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I swallowed it without hesitation.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I remember when I first arrived, I was very happy with the white walls, tables, chairs and beds. If you see something white with black on it, you have to go up and take a look.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; But my eyes were full of tears.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; There was a sign with blurred words, so I took it off to see it clearly.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I was caught by a couple of doctors, and their horrified expressions were strange.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; The two doctors grabbed my left and right hands and told me to stand facing the wall.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Another doctor ripped off my pants. Another one came out of the infirmary with a syringe and gave me an injection.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; It's terrifying!

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; When I woke up, my chest hurt. Both hands and feet were tied to the bed with cloth straps.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I shouted for a long time and no one came.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I don't know if even the sound is lost now after I lost the color.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; My ears were ringing and my stomach was growling.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; So I untied the cloth belt of my right hand with my mouth, my waist skills are very good, I have practiced martial arts. The other three were solved, and I got out of bed and knocked on the door.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; The doctor and my mother came, and I was amazed, and I trotted out.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Now I know that the most important thing is to eat.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; When I'm free, when I'm empty, when my stomach hurts and those parts that hurt a lot, I eat hard.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; It's nice to have food!

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; (4) Desperate places

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Weight is skyrocketing and increasing every day.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; If an adult weighs only 30 kilograms, he should go to this kind of place to recuperate.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; This is a psychiatric hospital, and it's white everywhere, dreamy white.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Today I dreamed for the first time that I was working in an office with 11 people. The work was too intense, but I never thought that I could only relax by being sick.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; A few days ago, in addition to sleeping, I ate violently. I also fell in love with the kind of winter melon candy like fatty meat, and I enjoyed eating a pound in one go.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Today, I also started to hang out and listen to other people's stories.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; And they, from a 10-year-old girl to a 7 or 80-year-old woman, seemed to know everything about me.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Xihong is howling again today.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Dr. Chu said she was in a menstrual cycle.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I heard Dr. Zhu say that Xihong is a top student at Peking University, and now, her skin bubbles and swollen face!

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; In addition to being as greedy as me, Xihong also wore highly myopic glasses, sniffed the manuscript and wrote hard, densely filled the front and back, and then sent it to a big editor of a big newspaper and magazine.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; It is said to be a manuscript.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; When I'm not writing, I'm always idle: howling, singing, and dancing.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Xihong said to me: "No matter when and where, if a person does not want to live so-so, he will always be cornered." ”

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp;“ So you're here?"

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp;“ Aren't you coming too?"

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; In fact, I have never been so down-to-earth, and I have lived a day by hour.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I don't know what it feels like to live like a year, I used to feel that time passed too quickly, but now I feel a little weird watching it go by second by second.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; I started from scratch, began to recall, and day by day I recalled the texts that I had memorized so much in the past.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; It's just that nasty auditory hallucinations come all the time.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Poor little Jasper, today finally has the opportunity to go shopping.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; As soon as she returned, she began to "get sick".

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; She was mildly destructive, throwing a cup and splashing water (definitely not loud), crying quietly, and that's it.

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Just like I said "ants on medicine", this is also a typical condition in the eyes of doctors?

nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; nbsp; Poor little Jasper, we crawled on the bed together in the morning to read the old newspaper that Dr. Zhu had packed for us, and now she ignored me.