Crush is a one-man affair
After three or four weeks I still ignored him, at first he was panicked, and then I made an excuse that the phone was confiscated, and he didn't take it seriously. After school on Friday, Chen Hao asked me to go to the small park on Saturday to play, and I agreed.
On the weekend, we met in Qinyuan Lake Park as promised, we sat on the bench, chatted about the week's study, and all kinds of things in the class, we also chatted very happily, strolling by the small lake, talking about life and ideals, I didn't have any worries at this moment. Flowers and birds are whispering, children and adults alike are strolling along the lake, enjoying the scenery of the lake, the scenery is pleasant. On the way back, we said goodbye at the door. At this time, a figure appeared in my sight, it was Chen Zihao, he slowly approached us, and said to me: "You don't reply to my message, you and Chen Hao are dating here!?" I was immediately furious: "We didn't have a date, what are you doing here, you don't care about my business, you take care of Jin Ziyu." He also roared: "Chen Hao has liked you for so long, don't you know?" I was speechless, and stood there in a daze, and it took a long time for me to come to my senses. At this time, Chen Zihao had already left after speaking, and Chen Hao was still explaining in my ear, but at this time, I didn't want to listen to his explanation, so I went straight home.
When I got home, I tried to convince myself that it was true, but I didn't think it was logical, so I fell asleep. At about five or six o'clock in the evening, I woke up hungry, I didn't read a single message on my phone, I was stunned for a long time, and I still couldn't accept the facts.
After the weekend, I tried to keep myself calm, I went to school and basically didn't talk to Chen Zihao and Chen Hao, I didn't know how to speak.
A few days later, Chen Zihao asked me to go to the school library to read books, and I thought that I was going to borrow books too, so I agreed.
The next day, I thought it was just me and him, but he also called Jin Ziyu, I was disappointed, from the moment I liked it, I began a long and small lovelorn, so deep and so desperate, I decided not to talk to him, I ran out of the library, sat in the classroom and meditated, but it never came to fruition. He came back from the library, I ignored him, pretended not to see it, and he calmly gave me a smile.
That night, Chen Hao sent a WeChat message to me and said that I like you, but I saw your thoughts, and I will keep my distance from you. I replied with an oh, and we didn't speak.
When I got home, I thought about it a lot. At night, the tears that had been suppressed for a long time finally flowed. I can't remember what it tasted like, but I know that the tears shed are saltier than the sea, and the sea is more cold than the tears. Crush is really a grand pantomime, and further disqualified.
Stay tuned for the next chapter......
(Interlude: It was the first time I cried for him, and I was really sad for a long, long time.) Later, I found out that she was a librarian because she asked her for information on learning to speak. )