Chapter 281: Do I Need You to Give Me Face?
Yu Qiao put away the playful smile on his face, and said with a straight face, "You're right, I'm really happy, so I'm here to tell you directly, Li Shiyu, your beloved man, your ex-husband, is getting married." ”
The man you love.
Your ex-husband.
I'm getting married.
One word at a time, clear as thunder.
Yu Qiao's calm and somewhat indifferent words suddenly turned into an invisible weapon, which stabbed An Muxi's heart fiercely, killing her by surprise.
"An Muxi, do you know why Mo Shenxu and I came to you? It's because we want you to go back, and only you can stop him from doing stupid things. ”
"Stupid?"
"Yes, he was forced by his mother to have no choice, so he agreed to marry a woman on a blind date, which means that you are not stupid? But also, his mother is too difficult, forcing him to go on a blind date every day, and he has to marry one to go home, and he has a heart attack when he resists. ”
An Muxi's hands hanging on both sides slowly tightened, and his expression was a little stiff.
At this moment, I don't know whether to cry or laugh.
It's just that Li Shiyu, I thought that after having the experience of being forced to marry me again, no matter what, you would never go back from the beginning to the end and choose your own lifestyle......
Yu Qiao looked at the emotion on An Muxi's face, and felt that there was hope for persuasion, so he hurriedly continued, "An Muxi, although you are with Gu Zhuoyang now, we all know that you are only thinking about Li Shiyu, in that case, why don't you go back and face the relationship between you bravely?" It's not fair to you to Gu Zhuoyang like this, isn't it? ”
"So, don't hold on to death, follow your original intention, you obviously still want to return to Li Shiyu's side, just because he hurt you too deeply before, you feel unwilling, so you want to torture him for a while, but let me tell you, you really don't want to torture him, although he accepted this blind date in order to perfunctory his mother, but he chose to hide his marriage, and he didn't mean anything to that woman, Mrs. Li's position, he only stayed for you."
"Ambrosia ......"
"Is that enough?"
An Muxi's cool voice suddenly sounded, she looked at Yu Qiao coldly, suppressed the pain caused by Li Shiyu's marriage news, and raised her lips and sneered, "Miss Yu, do you understand me?" ”
Yu Qiao couldn't deny, "Mo Shenxu has told me about you, you can be regarded as understanding, right?" To tell the truth, An Muxi, also as a woman, I sympathize with you and know the bumps in your emotional path, but you really don't have to give up on yourself, in order to take revenge on Li Shiyu and choose a man you don't love, isn't this tantamount to harming others and yourself? ”
What Yu Qiao said was smooth, as if it was really going on.
An Muxi's clear eyes were full of indifference, she looked at the woman in front of her with a smile, and suddenly felt ridiculous.
What's wrong with people now, they have never been in contact with you or got along, just because they heard about it, so they can be so self-righteous to judge a person's character?
Taking a deep breath, An Muxi endured his dissatisfaction and anger, and looked at Yu Qiao coldly, his starry eyes were full of alienation, "Miss Yu, Mo Shenxu is my life-saving benefactor, I see that you have a lot of relationship with him, so for his sake, I don't care about what you just said, but now, please get out of the way!" ”
Hearing this, Yu Qiao's face suddenly sank, "What do you mean?" ”
"Don't you understand what that means?"
"I don't understand, so just say it."
"Heh, I didn't expect Miss Yu to be self-righteous, but not self-aware?"
"An Muxi!" Yu Qiao's temper came up, and he glared at her coldly, "Don't give you a shame!" "Push her hard, tie her back now!
An Muxi sneered, "You gave me face?" Conversely, do I need you to give me face? ”
"You!"
"I'll tell you clearly, I don't hate Li Shiyu for a long time, no matter how good I am with him in the past, I will take it upon myself, and now that I have figured it out, I will give up, what is wrong with me? Shouldn't people choose a way of life that makes them feel comfortable? ”
"You're not wrong, but he needs you now, he loves you now, you're comfortable, but he's suffering alone?"
"He needs me, and if he loves me, should I go back? So what about the past when I needed him and loved him? ”
"You said it was in the past! Now you don't hate him, do you? Since you don't hate, then why don't you follow your original intention, you still love him! ”
"So Miss Yu, in your definition, that is, when he doesn't love me, I suffer all the pain, that's right, when he loves me, I should ignore the past and start over with him, right? When he doesn't love me, I want to stay away from each other, and when he needs me, I want to return to him non-stop, so may I ask, in your eyes, what am I to him? ”
Yu Qiao opened his mouth, but suddenly didn't know how to respond.
"Miss Yu, you are also a woman, I don't know why you, who are also a woman, said things like that to me after you kept saying that you knew about my past, maybe it was because the feelings you understood were that as long as two people love each other, they should ignore the past and not be afraid of the future, yes, this is true, but it is not suitable for me."
"I'm just an ordinary person, I'm afraid of pain, I can convince myself to let go of the past, but I'm sorry, letting go doesn't mean forgetting, I can't be generous enough not to think about how the two lives in my belly are gone, how I lost two opportunities to be a mother, you know? That's no different from me strangling my own children with my own hands. ”
"Yes, I love him, I really love him, but I don't have the attachment that I had to be together."
Yu Qiao listened quietly, and then looked at An Muxi's eyes, which were a little red.
An Muxi turned his face away, swallowed his saliva, and crystal clear tears fell from his eyes uncontrollably.
Yu Qiao looked at her, and a trace of self-blame suddenly rose in her heart.
An Muxi wiped her tears and continued, "Do you think that I was with Gu Zhuoyang to take revenge on Li Shiyu?" You are wrong, I am with him because he loves me, he knows how to cherish me, he feels sorry for me, and he is by my side when I need it most and when I am most helpless. ”
"Miss Yu, women, don't they all want such a man? Yes, in love, I admit that I am not brave enough, but at least I am sensible, I choose the man who loves me more and I am willing to try to love, am I wrong? ”
Is it wrong?
This society is very realistic, so realistic that it is not necessary for two people to be together if they love each other.
The original intention? Before meeting love, everyone wants to find a person who loves each other to grow old together, how beautiful it is, but after having a heartbreaking, hysterical experience, how many can still stick to their original intentions? Later, who didn't choose to love themselves, but they didn't necessarily love the person?
But so what? Who can guarantee that this will not be happy?
At least, she felt that it was good to be with Gu Zhuoyang now, and that was enough.
So what the future holds, let's talk about the future.
"Miss Yu, what should be said and what should not be said, I have already said it, and I will trouble you to tell Mo Shenxu, you don't have to work hard to match me and Li Shiyu, since I have chosen the current path, I will definitely not look back."
The voice fell, An Muxi's cool gaze took Yu Qiao and left.
The pace is getting faster and faster.
Until I can't wait to run.
casually stopped a taxi, and the moment the door slammed shut, she could no longer restrain herself and burst into tears.
The driver's uncle wanted to complain about whether she wanted to tear down his car door, but when he saw her obviously crying and her stubborn appearance of wiping her tears, he suddenly couldn't bear it.
Asked softly where she was going, but received no response, so the driver's uncle decided to take her away from the place in front of him first.
An Muxi leaned his head against the car window, the more tears he wiped, the more fierce he fell, he simply didn't wipe them, and let the hot teardrops, silently soaked, and his fair and pretty cheeks ......
Powerful ...... Powerful ......
I kept silently reciting this name in my heart.
This, she can't let go, and she has no choice but to name it.
In his heart, his mother will always come first, and for her, he can bear the marriage he doesn't want to marry again and again.
It was because of this that her heart hurt even more.
She gave up on him just to get rid of his relationship with his mother, but she didn't want to, was it counterproductive?
Thinking about it, he suddenly remembered something, An Muxi wiped his tears, hurriedly took out his mobile phone from his bag, and looked through the phone book.
The previous phone calls are all memoized in WeChat, so as long as you import them, you can see the previous contacts.
There weren't many calls, and she quickly found Fu Yan'er's number.
It also reads, Mother-in-law.
The corners of his mouth raised a self-deprecating arc, and An Muxi calmly changed the word mother-in-law to Mrs. Li.
Then, after much hesitation, the number was dialed.
Her heart beat slightly, and she didn't guarantee that Fu Yan'er would be willing to listen to her.
"Hey."
A familiar voice came, An Muxi's hand holding the phone tightened, because he had cried, his voice was a little hoarse, "Mrs. Li, it's me." ”
There was silence for a moment, and then the intense taunt she expected sounded, "Yo, I was a little surprised that you still have my phone." ”
"Yes." An Muxi restrained himself from calming, "I hope what I tell you next will make you feel more surprised." ”
Fu Yan'er said disdainfully, "What can you say that surprises me?" An Muxi, I have nothing to say to you now, I was kind to you in the past, I rescued a dog at the time, and now I will always say a word, you just stay in country R, do whatever you like with your Gu Zhuoyang, don't come back, then I will write off the past. ”
"As long as you don't come back to provoke my son, I guarantee that if you abandon me in country M, your father and sister will be safe and sound."
My heart suddenly bulged.
Fu Yan'er's sudden words were like a slap on the head, and An Muxi's face immediately cooled, "What do you mean?" ”