Chapter 323 I love too deeply, but I understand too late

At the same time, country m.

The office was filled with a thick smell of gunsmoke, and after Li Shiyu called Li Tianyue several times in a row and turned it off, he angrily slammed his mobile phone on the door, and the bang was terrifying in the quiet air.

The phone fell to the ground, shattered.

He reflexively grabbed Mo Shenxu's collar and asked, "Didn't I ask you to look at him?" Why did you tell me when he was gone for a day? ”

The cold voice was full of anger, and Li Shiyu stared at him gloomily, his eyes reflecting a cruel cold light.

Feng Chen picked up the phone, took out the phone card, and inserted it into the spare phone.

The president is irritable and irritable during this time, and it is normal to smash his mobile phone, but he must not let customers find him, after all, the customers who can call him are extraordinary.

Here, Mo Shenxu didn't resist or get angry, let him hold him, and calmly faced his loss of control.

But what he didn't know was how much he hated his incompetence whenever he looked at his haggard face.

He can cure all kinds of diseases, and his medical skills are well-known at home and abroad, but now he has no way to take a depressed patient, what kind of laughing stock should he be if it is spread?

"Don't you see what your uncle is haggard now?" Half-loud, Mo Shenxu finally spoke hoarsely, "You're looking in the mirror and seeing what you look like now!" ”

"Li Shiyu, I'm your brother! I don't care what you think, but I can't do it to watch your family shatter! ”

"Then you can let my dad go to Ambrosi? Have you ever considered her feelings? ”

"I only care about whether your family can give me a good life now!"

Before Li Shiyu's words fell, Mo Shenxu suddenly roared more excitedly, his face was gloomy, and he dragged Li Shiyu with his backhand and pushed him to the mirror of the sink, "Take a good look at your current ghost, Li Shiyu, Aunt Fu is dying, and Uncle Li is also dying of sadness, but you are still thinking about An Muxi, have you ever thought that the people who need help the most now are you, your parents?!" ”

When he finished shouting this paragraph, Mo Shenxu's eyes were red.

He looked at the thin and gloomy face in front of the mirror fixedly, and couldn't figure it out, he really couldn't figure it out, why did a good Li family and a good president of the Li Group become what it is today?

Whose fault is it? Who the is to blame?!

Mo Shenxu's chest was dull and there was nowhere to vent, he held his forehead, pressed his temples, and tried to calm himself.

"I know, I know that you have always felt that you owe An Muxi, you just want her to be good now, and I want to do it too, so when Uncle Li first said that he was going to find her, I objected."

"But day after day, no matter how we use drugs to control and how psychologically enlightened, Aunt Fu's illness comes and goes, don't you know why? You know, it's because she hasn't been removed from the real psychological factor! ”

"Didn't she tell you that she just wants to see you and An Muxi okay now, so what do you want me to do? What do you want Uncle Li to do? Do you really have to watch your relatives in order to take into account her feelings......"

"Enough!" Li Shiyu suddenly waved his hand to interrupt his words, two words, but he roared with all his might.

The gloomy mood is like an evil spirit, devouring his hope and life support.

Condensation in the air.

Li Shiyu held the sink with both hands, he didn't look up at the face in the mirror that had long since become like himself, his eyelashes were lowered, and his dark eyes were like water.

Mo Shenxu looked at his curved back, his eyes tingling faintly.

Only in front of him, he Li Shiyu will show such a sad posture, out of this door, he is still the resolute, cold and arrogant, people dare not approach easily Li Shiyu.

Except for him, no one knows the pain in his heart.

But that's it, the more distressed he is, the more helpless he becomes.

He didn't know what if the whole world understood his pain. The person who needs it in my heart doesn't understand, doesn't care, and no matter how deep the pain is, it loses its meaning.

I don't know how long there was silence in the air, Li Shiyu finally stood up straight, and the earth-shaking emotions of the last moment were also coldly suppressed by him, and when he turned around, Mo Shenxu and Fengchen saw only a handsome face that was as calm and indifferent as ever.

"Wind and dust."

"The subordinates are here!"

"Standby!"

Mo Shenxu and Fengchen were stunned at the same time.

"President's ......"

"Li Shiyu, you're crazy, aren't you?!" Mo Shenxu was angry, "Is it worth it to make your whole family suffer for an An Muxi?!" ”

"You've asked me a question like that before!" Li Shiyu looked at the angry Mo Shenxu with an expressionless face, "Do you remember?" ”

Mo Shenxu was stunned, his brain quickly searched for memory, and finally stopped three years ago.

When he was forced to marry An Muxi, he asked him unfairly, "Is it worth losing your happiness for the sake of so-called filial piety?" You're a fool! ”

At that time, he was even calmer than he was now, saying, "Nothing is worthless, I just follow my instincts." ”

"So what's your intuition right now?" Mo Shenxu came back to his senses and asked with a calm face.

Li Shiyu's voice was cold and had no temperature, and there were no waves in the flat, but his heart was so painful that it was difficult to breathe.

"My gut tells me that my family will get better one day, maybe it's painful right now, maybe I'll regret not fulfilling my mother's wishes, but that's just for a while."

"You know, we owe An Muxi too much, even if you think it's not my fault, but it's true that she has suffered so much because of me, how can you make me bear to break her hard-won happiness again?"

"Maybe she still has you in her heart? Haven't you thought about it? Even if she just came back full of reluctance, but after all, you have loved each other, and it is not impossible for you to really get back together! Mo Shenxu said eagerly, this is also a question he figured out later.

Rekindling an old love affair is just as easy as falling in love at first sight.

But Li Shiyu refuted him again.

"I used to think about tying her up at all costs, love or hate, as long as I could look up at her when I thought of her, even if her face was hateful."

"But when I knew that Gu Zhuoyang chose to give up again and again for the sake of her happiness, I suddenly understood where I lost in this emotional game."

"You know that, don't you?"

Mo Shenxu opened his mouth, but stopped talking.

Yes, he knew that he didn't know how to retreat and advance, and he didn't know how to compromise, and when he finally understood, Aunt Fu kept pressuring, and finally killed An's father by mistake.

Other grievances can be settled and forgiven in the end, but human life cannot.

An Muxi is now with Gu Zhuoyang, which is also a normal person's choice, who can face his enemy every day as if nothing happened? Even if it is love, it is impossible to have no mustard in the heart, rather than this, it is better to let go and make each other happy.

But Li Shiyu, she is happy, what about you?

Through the glass window, the city was shining neon, but the night sky was so dead that there was not even a star, Mo Shenxu looked up, as if an endless black net suddenly pressed down on him, and his eyes were gradually covered with a layer of mist.

The fists in his pockets tightened, and his heart was full of mixed feelings.

Uncle Li, I'm sorry, but I didn't stop Shi Yu from flying to country R in the end...... Did you know? I suddenly missed that very much, and I only had the work in my eyes.

But can he come back?

His waist was suddenly circled from behind, Yu Qiao hugged him, buried his face in his back, and his distressed voice slowly sounded, "Don't be sad, you have done your best." ”

"After all, their affairs have to be solved by themselves."

Mo Shenxu grabbed her hand and turned around to hold her in his arms......

……

With the dinner prepared by Zhang Xuelan, An Muxi came to the door of the study softly.

The door had been closed for three hours.

She knew that he was really disappointed in her this time, and she knocked on the door halfway, and he didn't even give her a voice.

"Gu Zhuoyang, I know you're angry with me, and I know you don't want to see me now, but can you open the door, I'll bring the food in and I'll come out."

Hearing this, the man who was working in the study paused, and turned to stare at the door tightly, as if he could see the woman outside through the door.

He admitted that he came in just to escape, but after a few minutes, he buried himself in official business to prevent himself from thinking nonsense.

Some things don't stand up to thinking, just like a lot of feelings are destroyed by thinking too much.

"Gu Zhuoyang, can you open the door first? I...... I'm really going to put my meal down and leave, I'm not going to stand there and make you angry. ”

…… Gu Zhuoyang put down the pen in his hand, and his handsome face, which had been iced for three hours, finally had a slight relief.

"Stupid!" He muttered to the door.

said that she was stupid because she didn't know, he wasn't afraid that she would make him angry, as long as she didn't leave him, he felt happy even if he was angry every day.

The woman outside knocked on the door without giving up, Gu Zhuoyang was reluctant to yell at her, but he didn't want to reconcile with her so quickly, so he opened the door with a stinky face, and passed An Muxi's surprised expression, he took the tray in her hand, and then closed the door.

But as long as you are careful, you can find that he deliberately slowed down the speed of closing the door.

As a result, what made his heart stuffed was that An Muxi really did as he said, didn't bother him, and turned around and left after saying something delicious.

Gu Zhuoyang, "......"

Shiro was having fun with the look of surprise she had just had!

"Come back!"

An Muxi paused, and his eyes lit up when he turned around, "Are you willing to talk to me?" ”

Gu Zhuoyang glared at her arrogantly, and stuffed the tray back into her hand, "Feed me." ”

I thought An Muxi would object, but I didn't expect her to agree so happily!

Seeing her patiently feeding herself, Gu Zhuoyang's mood gradually improved.

The mobile phone on the desktop rang suddenly, Gu Zhuoyang picked it up carelessly, and when he saw the caller ID, his brows furrowed almost invisibly.

He got up and walked to the balcony, the cold wind was cold, and the hair on his forehead was ruffled, but his standing body did not move, "Something?" ”

"Li Shiyu went to find his father, in order to reduce the conflict between you, I think you should know what to do."