She stood in front of the tombstone of Old Man Li, looking at the photo of the smile and kindness on it, and the original depressed mood was finally collapsed at this moment......

She suddenly hated herself, since the divorce with Li Shiyu, she rarely contacted her grandfather, and after her father's death, she was out of touch with the Li family, two years ago, her grandfather had made a phone call to her, he said nothing, only told her, let her be happy.

Even though she was full of gratitude and tears, she didn't hear that he was struggling in the hospital bed, she didn't know how hard he used to say that, she didn't know that it was their last call, he was so relieved that she didn't know anything, not even his death, not even his funeral.

Grandpa's departure, coupled with Li Shiyu's illness, the double blow once tormented An Muxi's heart, she knelt in front of the tombstone, lying on the cold stele, as if she wanted to cry all the pain together.

This kind of pain is no less than when my father died.

She didn't understand why good people couldn't live longer......

In the face of Li Shiyu, she didn't dare to cry, just as if she was self-inflicted, she was afraid that he would be worried if she was too sad, she didn't even have the courage to confirm his condition, Mo Shenxu's words took root in her mind, and she couldn't wait to have the superpower ability to turn the tide to change all this.

Li Shiyu was beside her, kneeling on one knee, and took her crying trembling body into his arms in distress, his eyes were red, and he didn't know how to comfort her, just like before, he had too many things that he didn't know how to express, whether it was love or sadness, after his grandfather died, it took him a long time to get out of the pain.

I don't know how long I cried, Li Shiyu's shirt was wet and even his throat was hoarse, and An Muxi gradually stopped.

Li Shiyu told her that her grandfather had an acute myocardial infarction.

Dad's death has always lingered in his heart, in order to alleviate the sins of the Li family, he eats fasting and recites Buddha every day, lacks sleep, becomes thinner and thinner, and has been in a coma several times in the middle.

"He mentioned you many times, but he didn't let you look for you, saying that he didn't have the face to see you, and the last time he called you, his consciousness was not very clear, I used his mobile phone to get through, and I lied to him that you called."

He held the phone tremblingly, his mouth squirmed for a long time, I think she must have a lot to say to you, but after all, she still didn't have time to ......"

Sitting in front of the tombstone, Li Shiyu looked at the photo of his grandfather, and the scene of his death flashed in his mind, he thought that his grandfather's only regret was that he couldn't see An Muxi again before his death, and he couldn't say sorry to her in person, even if he didn't want her to know.

An Muxi looked sluggish, and tears flowed silently.

My heart was clenched by something, and I was so painful that I couldn't breathe......

Li Shiyu gently grabbed her shoulder, turned her to face him, and then reached out to wipe away her tears.

"I'm sorry......," he said, swallowing and pronouncing hoarsely, "I probably shouldn't have told you." ”

She should have known that she would be sad when she knew...... Li Shiyu looked at her crying and swollen eyes, and suddenly blamed himself.

An Muxi sniffed and shook his head, "I should thank you for telling me." "Otherwise, if she never knew that her grandfather was gone for the rest of her life, and she would not come to see him for the rest of her life, how sad and hateful would she be?

"Li Shiyu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

She choked up, and before the words fell, she couldn't restrain herself from tears again.

She owes her grandfather an apology, she should have told him that she didn't blame him at all for her father's death, so maybe he wouldn't blame himself so much.

She also owed Shi Yu an apology, he escaped from that battle with Gu Zhuoyang five years ago, but she couldn't care about him, and when she finally mustered up the courage to go to comfort him, he had already left.

After all these years, an apology cannot undo what has happened.

Grandpa is gone, and Li Shiyu is also ......

"Fool." Li Shiyu hugged her tightly, "It's always been me who should say I'm sorry." ”

An Muxi couldn't cry, as if she didn't hear him speak, and said sorry vigorously......

She suddenly understood that when she felt that she was a victim, in fact, others were also suffering from unimaginable pain, there were too many unfortunate people in this world, and what a happy thing it was to be able to live a healthy life.

The breeze blew and dried the tears on his cheeks, but it couldn't blow away the pain and regret in his heart.

"Little ...... Xiaoxi? ”

Suddenly, a voice with disbelief sounded from behind, and the voice was thick and a little vicissitudes.

But An Muxi could hear and recognize people, she was stunned, and Li Shiyu turned around at the same time, and saw two familiar faces, Li Tianyue was carrying a fruit basket, and Fu Yan'er was holding a bouquet of flowers.

Neither side expected such a sudden meeting, and An Muxi froze there, not knowing how to face it for a while.

The same is true for Fu Yan'er.

"Dad, Mom, why are you here?" Li Shiyu broke the deadlock, he helped An Muxi to stand up, his expression was light.

"Oh, I just want to come and see your grandfather all of a sudden." Li Tianyue replied, and then looked at An Muxi, whose eyes were red, knowing that the old man's death must have had a great impact on her, so he tried to comfort her, "Xiaoxi, I'm sorry, I haven't told you what the old man meant, he doesn't want to burden you." ”

An Muxi was stuck in his throat, swallowing his saliva before slowly responding, "I know." ”

She turned around and looked at her grandfather's photo for a moment, now that she knew, she would come to see him often in the future.

"When did you come back?" Li Tianyue asked again, a little cautious, "Do you want to...... Go home and sit? ”

"Dad!"

No, Li Tianyue's words didn't fall, Li Shiyu frowned, he didn't want An Muxi to be embarrassed, so he took the initiative to shirk for her, "Xiaoxi is here on a business trip, so I'm not available." ”

An Muxi subconsciously looked at Li Shiyu, and after realizing it, she pondered for a moment, then squeezed out a faint smile, looked at Li Tianyue and his wife, and said something that shocked the three of them, "I...... Is it okay to go back to dinner? ”

Li Shiyu looked at her in amazement!

An Muxi deliberately ignored his shock, and his eyes fell calmly on Fu Yan'er.

Time has passed, and I originally thought that I would never be able to let go of her in my life, but I didn't want to look at her at the moment, and I couldn't hate it at all.

Fu Yan'er, she is still graceful and luxurious, but she has less of the anger she once had, and more of the softness that has been washed down by the years, An Muxi has a moment of trance, such a face can't help but remind her of the past, when they still get along very happily, she is always worried that she will owe herself a gentle appearance because of Li Shiyu.

Perhaps, no matter how much hatred there is in the middle, if you treat each other sincerely, you can forgive in the end, which is nothing more than the righteousness of love.

But Fu Yan'er didn't dare to look at An Muxi, she didn't even know what expression to put on, what to say, for her, not seeing hatred in An Muxi's eyes was her greatest forgiveness.

"I'm sorry, I still have to leave beforehand."

In order to avoid the next stalemate, An Muxi did not stay long, she bowed slightly and strode away.

But after taking two steps, she stopped again, clenched her fists, took a deep breath, turned around, met Fu Yan'er's slightly evasive gaze, and said softly, "Although...... I don't know what you think, but if you can, I hope you can be as happy as ever. She paused and smiled, "Don't feel guilty. ”

Don't live in sin like your grandfather because of her, if you want to talk about punishment, she has also been tormented by depression for more than a year, enough is enough.

All kinds of the past, important or unimportant, profound or shallow, sad or joyful, will eventually fade slowly with the passage of time, and under the baptism of the years, there will be no more waves in my heart when I think of it.

"I'll go see her."

Li Shiyu followed An Muxi's pace.

"Shiyu!" Fu Yan'er finally spoke, "Xiaoxi, she ......"

"I'll explain it to you."

Looking at the back that was gradually moving away, and remembering the picture of them hugging each other just now, Fu Yan'er suddenly felt happy in her heart, pulled Li Tianyue and said, "You say...... Is it possible for them to get back together? "She's really willing to do anything if she could.

Halfway through, Li Tianyue sighed and replied, "Xiaoxi already has a family." ”

A light and understated sentence instantly extinguished Fu Yan'er's illusions, thinking of her lonely son, and an indescribable pain swelled in her heart.

Some regrets are like a bottomless pit, no matter how hard you try, you still can't fill it, just like those irreparable mistakes, every time you think about it, you can't wait to turn back time.

But what is painful is not regret and remorse, people will inevitably have such and such emotions in life, and what really torments people is that they can neither forget nor let go.

The atmosphere of the carriage was very quiet, An Muxi rolled down the window, the cool wind poured in, she felt quietly, and the impetuous heart finally slowly eased.

Li Shiyu never had the patience to waste time driving, but now he deliberately drove the car very slowly.

It was like standing on the edge of a cliff, and if he was not careful, he would step into the air and fall into the abyss, and he was afraid that she would say goodbye to him.

"We ...... Go to the hospital, right? ”

After calming down, An Muxi suddenly remembered that he still had work at two o'clock in the afternoon, but Pei Jinye didn't explain it in advance, and now he is in the hospital......

"To see your bastard boss?" Li Shiyu asked lukewarmly, snorting coldly in his heart, CU Group? Very good!

An Muxi didn't know what he was thinking, nodded and replied, "Well, go ask about work." ”

"You should quit your job."

"I know I'll quit when I get back."

"So I don't have to go to the afternoon meeting, I don't want to cooperate with him."

An Muxi was stunned for a moment, looking at the gloomy man next to him in puzzlement, his brain turned quickly, and then he said in surprise, "He...... Are you here to talk about cooperation? ”