Chapter 191: My heart feels as if I was stabbed with a knife

It was as if a bunch of explosive mines exploded overhead, and Lu Dajun was suddenly stupid.

If it had been a month ago, his mother had disappeared, he would never have done this.

At this moment, he felt as if he had been stabbed in the heart.

It was the mother who nippled that office farce in the bud.

It was his mother who paid for him to buy a bicycle.

It was his mother who cared about his body every day and told him to take care of himself.

There is also this wild boar turmoil, although he still can't figure out what his mother did.

He must have done something from his mother.

Even if he was abandoned by his family, his mother did not forget to give him the little ginseng he had picked so hard.

Now, everything has settled, and his mother has disappeared like this, so how can he be embarrassed.

What did you do? Are you worthy of your mother?

Let his younger brothers and sisters kick his mother out, live and work like nothing every day, and let things ferment to this extent, is he still human?

He felt his eyes darken, and a stream of blood poured out of his heart, and he swallowed it hard with palpitations.

Immediately, his face turned pale, and residual blood flowed from the corners of his mouth.

Lu Damin and Lu Xiaohua, who were grieving, suddenly panicked.

"Sister-in-law, come on, my eldest brother vomited blood......"

Wang Xiulan hurriedly ran over, "What's wrong?" ”

Lu Dajun didn't want his wife to worry, so he held back his physical discomfort, waved his hand and said in a low voice: "Just now...... It's a bit off, it's fine. ”

Lu Damin unceremoniously exposed the eldest brother's lies, "Sister-in-law, we said that my mother is gone, and the eldest brother may be in a hurry......"

Wang Xiulan was worried about her mother-in-law's safety, but also distressed about the anger of the family.

The two children also ran over, hugged his thighs, and cried out pitifully, "Daddy, what's wrong with you...... I'm afraid ......"

Wang Xiulan said to the two children: "Wanqing Wanxiu, you have to be obedient, don't quarrel with your father." ”

The two little ones timidly withdrew their hands, their sparkling eyes full of admiration.

Lu Dajun saw the true feelings of the two children, and remembered that his mother didn't know what was going on in the mountains at the moment, his heart throbbed again, and his whole body was trembling.

Even though he was able to bear it, he didn't feel good.

He said weakly, "I'll just lie down for a while." ”

Everyone helped Lu Dajun into the house and lay on the kang and gave him some water.

Lu Dajun stabilized his emotions and said to his younger brothers and sisters: "You go to rest, I will go with you to find my mother tomorrow morning." ”

Lu Damin, who has always been rough-lined, said worriedly: "Big brother, can you do it physically?" ”

"It's okay, I'll just get some sleep......"

Lu Xiaohua felt guilty in her heart, and blamed her for crying about her mother in front of her eldest brother, and the eldest brother would be like this.

"Big brother, I'm sorry!"

Lu Dajun looked at his younger brothers and sisters with satisfaction, his mother's education was successful.

These two little ones are usually selfish, when did they think about the feelings of others?

At this moment, one is worried, and the other takes the initiative to apologize.

He tried his best to make his tone softer and said, "I'm fine, I think my mother will be fine." ”

Seeing the two little ones reluctantly leaving, Lu Dajun looked at his wife who was packing up the bed and preparing to sleep, and then at the two sensible children.

He had never found life so good.

When he was coughing up blood just now, he clearly felt that death had descended.

This has never happened before, can't he survive this time?

He reluctantly advised, "Xiulan, if there is anything wrong with me, don't be sad, give the two children to your mother, and leave if there is someone who is suitable for you." ”

These words that were almost the last words suddenly shocked Wang Xiulan.

She sensed something and said eagerly, "Master, let's go to the hospital, shall we?" ”

Lu Dajun shook his head, "I have to go to my mother tomorrow, I'm fine, let's sleep." ”