There are many unavoidable things in life!

For example, love and hatred, you can't ask for it, you can't let it go.

I'm an author, but at the same time I'm also a nurse, and this seems to be the first time I've acknowledged.

As for people, there is always some hypocrisy.

For example, it's too hypocritical.

It's not life and death, why is it suddenly sentimental?

Maybe in a month, or a year, I'll be funny about the entanglement, but in this situation, the emotions are high, so write about it!

I don't know what the future holds, so I write my thoughts in advance.

When I first chose the profession of nurse, I really didn't know anything, just because I overheard that it was easy to get a job.

Ha, what a hilarious life choice!

But since I have chosen, I have no regrets, but my no regrets does not mean that my family has no regrets.

In the years when I was in college and in the year or two after graduation, many people looked down on me, so I basically didn't go out every year for the Chinese New Year.

It's not to ask for pity, but to record, when you're young, the damage you suffer will never be erased.

The roll of their eyes is just a casual roll for them, but for me, it is a hurdle.

In addition to my parents, who really feel sorry for me and feel that nurses are tired and hard, outsiders think why should a college student choose to be a nurse?

There is no ideal, no pursuit, and it is a shame!

I don't know if it's because I'm a girl or because of my status as a nurse, my relatives barely talk to me.

There is no resentment in my heart, after all, everyone has different choices!

After graduating, I entered a dermatology hospital and worked hard, working as a nurse during the day and an author at night, and I thought that as long as I worked hard, I would succeed.

So in my spare time, I applied for the civil service and teacher exams, and wanted to leave other options for myself.

Just as the mountains and rivers are full of doubts, there is no way out, and the willows and flowers are bright and another village!

However, it seems that even good dreams will be shattered.

The income of the hospital is low, and the bosses are not united, so the hospital closed down after three or four months, and the boss ran away!

When the rent for the hospital was due, we were kicked out and had nowhere to go but five people to rent a house in partnership.

The plan never caught up with the changes, the civil servants stopped taking the exam, the teachers didn't take the exam, they started looking for a job, and they insisted on writing.

So, in order to survive, I found an outpatient clinic.

It's purely to survive and have something to eat, who cares if the salary is high or not, and whether the treatment is good or not!

I worked hard and conscientiously in my new job, and I moved wherever I needed it, so I stayed.

More than two years have passed, and the years have shown no mercy to me, from the ambition at the beginning to the current pass.

What does it feel like to have your mind smoothed?

Without fighting spirit, one day at a time is a day, which makes me still stick to my heart.

After the Chinese New Year, I changed shifts with my friends, and when I just got home, I heard that there was a big outbreak of pneumonia, so I asked the doctor, do you need to go to the front line?

The doctor said, wait, you just go home, have a good time with your nephew, and by the way, solve the lifelong problem as soon as possible.

So I stayed at home all day with my mother and told her about some things that had happened, but I didn't expect the pneumonia to get worse and worse, and the village couldn't stay at home, so I popularized knowledge to my family.

When I was about to go to work, I asked the doctor, do you want to report on time?

On time, the doctor said!

At that moment, in fact, I was not very happy, after all, an outpatient clinic, whether it is closed or not, has little impact, and my family advised me not to go out, not to go to work, and it is a big deal to resign.

So I resisted and asked many times until I called the doctor, and he said that the outpatient clinic is the predecessor of the hospital, and we may not be able to cure very serious diseases, but we can cure colds and fevers, and if we let all the sick numbers run to the hospital, then the condition will get worse and worse!

In just two sentences, the knot in my heart was opened!

Put down the phone, think about it for two minutes, and suddenly realize in my heart.

Yes, what's there?

It's nothing, I'm still young, I should have taken the lead, how can I be afraid!

I've packed my bags and I'm ready to leave tomorrow!

However, the village is sealed, you can't go out, you can't get in the car, it depends on luck!

If I tried hard and didn't succeed, I wouldn't regret it.

But if you don't work hard, give up, I think I'll regret it in the future!

Take the car tomorrow, go to work the day after tomorrow, and hope to refuel yourself!

Come on!