Chapter 12, Mei Xiang's first love
When there's nothing to do at work, the two of them always run together. Once the assistant went to the countryside, Mei Xiang became absent-minded about everything. When it was time to leave work, if the assistant hadn't come back, she wouldn't leave work either.
At that time, dealing with objects was still a very conservative thing. Even if everyone knows that the two of you are dealing with each other. If you are walking on the street, you still have to leave a distance. Not to mention, it's hand in hand.
It is not that boys and girls cannot hold hands. Holding hands can only be in a place where no one is around, or in the dark of night. Because, at that time, it was generally believed that holding hands in front of the public was a very improper thing and a very stumbling thing. No one has set this rule, but everyone is silently abiding by it.
Only those donkeys and horses are rotten and hold hands in front of the public, and they are unscrupulous and swaggering through the market. Because, most of the women who walk with donkeys and horses are also immodest women. No matter how beautiful a girl is, once she gets together with a donkey and a bad horse, she is no longer a normal girl.
Because, most of the donkeys and horses are looking for girls, not to get married and start a family, but a kind of configuration. The woman who is rotten on the donkey and horse is not fixed, when she has played enough, she is bored of playing, or if she meets something better, she will be kicked away, or, given to her little brother. And those girls can only accept such a fate.
Of course, some dazzling girls will also be snatched by donkeys and horses. Today, the girl is still sleeping in this man's bed, and tomorrow, she is curled up in another man's bed. Such a girl not only does not feel ashamed, but also has a kind of glory.
In those days, no matter how simple love was. From the moment of birth, there was a bit of shyness. And most of the love that has achieved positive results also grows in the night. Therefore, love at that time did not need sunshine, as long as there was a sunny heart.
Mei Xiang is with her assistant and rarely goes outside. Only Mei Xiang's parents let them go home for dinner when they walked down the street. Walking on the street, they are the same as everyone else, and there is always some distance between the two. Even so, the streets are full of envious eyes.
At that time, two people were together, and there was nothing good to do. Although, movies are also shown in the Cultural Palace every once in a while. Except for some particularly good films, they basically don't watch them.
When I went to that place, there were so many eyes around, and I didn't stay in the dormitory freely. What's more, after a long time, the two don't want to harvest those envious or jealous glances anymore.
A house of about ten square meters, together every day, there is really nothing to do. However, as long as the people who love each other are together, no matter how small the space is, it will not make people feel lonely.
Mei Xiang is like this, even if this place is relatively simple and not as good as her own home, she is still willing to soak here every day.
The assistant is also a young man who fell in love, and he is in the same mood as Mei Xiang. If Mei Xiang didn't come one night, he would feel empty both in the room and in his heart. Even when I sleep, I can't sleep well.
When the two of them had nothing to do together, the assistant told Mei Xiang about the books he had read. No matter what kind of content, Mei Xiang likes to listen to it. Even if the assistant has spoken about it once, she still likes to listen to it. And when he listened, he often leaned on the assistant's arms.
Mei Xiang can't remember exactly what day she started to snuggle into the assistant's arms. Perhaps, when the assistant took her hand, he inadvertently dragged her into the assistant's arms. Perhaps, it was when I listened to the assistant and leaned into his arms little by little.
Anyway, since she snuggled into the assistant's arms, she never wanted to come out. The assistant's chest was like a magnet firmly sucking her body. It was a harbor, rippling with happiness and tranquility. It is a forest that treasures the power of nature.
Mei Xiang wanted to let herself melt into the warm embrace of the assistant countless times. Let his life permeate his life. From then on, I was with him all the time, life and death.
One day, the assistant read her a poem that was easy to ask: What is love in the world? Straight religion promises life and death. There are double flyers in the south and the north, and the old wings have been cold and hot several times. Happy and fun, parting bitter, there are even more crazy children. Jun should have a saying, thousands of miles of stratus clouds, thousands of mountains and twilight snow, who does the shadow go to? .
Mei Xiang asked the assistant: Is this a pair of lovers written about?
The assistant said, "No, it's a pair of geese."
Then the assistant told her the meaning of the poem. He said, "The meaning of this poem is, Oh my God! May I ask everyone in the world, what is the love space, and how can these two flying geese treat each other as life and death? The long distance of flying south and returning to the north has always been flying together. There are so many unusual days in the cold and summer, and they all love each other and depend on each other.
Although the wings are happy, parting is the real pain. At this moment, I realized that this infatuated double goose is even more infatuated than the infatuated children in the world. Dependent on each other, inseparable couples have passed away, the true love of the wild goose should know, this cloud thousands of miles, lonely shadow, the future is long, every year in the cold and summer, flying thousands of miles over thousands of mountains, morning wind and twilight snow, lost the love of a lifetime, only a single shadow, even if it is alive and what's the point?
After listening, Mei Xiang was moved by the loyalty of the wild goose. However, she felt that she and her assistant should not be the wild goose. Because, they haven't taken off yet, and even if they do, they won't be so high.
Besides, the geese were going to fly into the sky, and the two of them stayed in such a small room every day. She felt that the two of them were like two little house finch.
The little house finch is also very good! Fly around freely. When he is tired, he hides in his nest. So, Mei Xiang's thoughts became as romantic as the pair of little house sparrows. Romance becomes a song, romance becomes a painting, romance becomes a cloud, and romance becomes a sky.
But when he was tired of reading it, he put the book down and leaned back on the luggage at the head of the bed. Mei Xiang's thoughts were still flying in the sky just now, and the assistant stopped, causing her to fall suddenly.
Mei Xiang lay on the assistant's body and said, "No, I still want to listen."
The assistant said, "I'll read it to you tomorrow!"
Mei Xiang pursed her lips and pretended to be angry. The assistant likes Mei Xiang's obedient appearance very much, which is very attractive. Perhaps, because the town is too small, I don't see too many girls. During that time, Mei Xiang became an assistant Shih Tzu.
At that moment, the assistant suddenly had a bold idea. With a single force, he dragged Mei Xiang's body up. Mei Xiang didn't expect that when something would happen, the assistant actually used her mouth to cover her pursed lips.
Although it was also the assistant's first kiss, he still tried to do it. The occurrence of this accident frightened Mei Xiang. She was not mentally prepared and had only watched it in a Hong Kong TV series.
In that relatively conservative era, and in this small town that was not very open. Such a move is a very bold breakthrough. Mei Xiang seemed to be asking herself blankly: What's wrong?
When Mei Xiang pushed the assistant away, she really figured out what he had just done. Mei Xiang looked at the assistant with a surprised gaze and said, "What are you doing here?" Is it bullying me?
The assistant didn't say anything, but said the sentence, which he was usually embarrassed to say: I love you!
Usually, the assistant always says that he likes Mei Xiang, and at this moment, he said that he loves Mei Xiang. Mei Xiang was a little moved, but also a little shy. Her round face, in the dim light, turned red all at once. It was red like a fire, burning his heart like a flower.
The assistant looked at Mei Xiang's face, which suddenly turned red, like a flower, suddenly blooming in front of his eyes. The delicate skin and the fragrant color made the assistant have an irrepressible impulse in his heart.
The assistant hugged Mei Xiang tightly and kissed her deeply. Learn from the appearance of those characters in the TV series, and work hard to explore another secret in this love. This time, Mei Xiang did not refuse, she was willing to accept this love, and she was willing to throw her pure self into this love.
This is the first time for two people to explore and experience kissing. Although, every action is so clumsy, so dissonant. But the feeling in my heart is so good and so exciting.
Once upon a time, Mei Xiang never understood. Those lovers in the TV series, why do they kiss? Is that a kind of etiquette? Or through such an action, tell the other party that you love it?
Today, Mei Xiang finally understood. Because, it feels so good to kiss. At this moment, she really felt that the two people seemed to have truly melted together. Mei Xiang was a little dizzy from his kiss, and her whole body was a little fluttering.
At this moment, Mei Xiang only had one sentence in her heart: I am yours, I am yours.
No, Mei Xiang still wants to say one thing: you are mine, you are mine.
When the two people separated, neither of them said that. Because that sentence has been engraved into their hearts and flowing in their blood.